Stream of Consciousness...
I don't really know why I'm writing this... I guess I just want a form of release from this awful mood I'm in... My brain just doesn't want to shut down for the evening... It keeps me awake... I suffer from insomnia for 4 nights, easily... then it'll...
Freedom; The escape from self-loathing.
I am one of the most self-loathing people you will ever meet. there is no object, or belief, or subculture on our green earth that i hate more than i hate myself. i do not enjoy it. i never have, and i never will.
World of Chaos: Chapter 5
_Skempta_ The guards dragged the battered form of Rekkdyr down the corridor, torches reflecting from the blood that ran thick in his fur. I stared in disbelief as they tossed his unconscious form into the cell with the horrified fairy. "You made him...
Revelations - Chapter 20: Lessons in Love, Continued
**Saturday Evening, May 30th, 2015** Lizzy smiled to herself as she quietly closed the master bedroom door behind her, then ran back into Alex's room, sitting down at the chair in front of the computer. Lexi was sitting on the edge of her bed,...
The Blade grows dull
He was shouting now, full tilt fury unfolding as he focused his self loathing on someone else for a change. "then i eat some more. none of my clothes fit. if not this week, then next week i'll be too big for my car.
Just Living: Panic 1
Broken, that word echoed through his mind as the self-loathing took over for a moment, the screaming fears taking a back seat to the self-hatred that shook at his body.
Demiurge/Reader Ch.13
The primal fear in your eyes is accompanied by a murky wave of self-loathing... self-loathing and _rage_. _'i don't want to be a victim anymore.
A New Desire
In a few moments, he found one, self-loathing weekly. he bent over to grab it, but immediately spotted something different. peeking out just under the cover of self-loathing weekly was a pink piece of paper.
Revelations - Chapter 17: Darker Secrets
**Saturday, May 30th, 2015** David finished pulling on a pair of shorts and a t-shirt. If he knew the two girls, they were going to want to spend some time in the pool. Or at least Lizzy would. He wasn't in the mood to swim right now, but he could...
The Folly
By my actions i deem myself a fool, a dunce, a hollowed stump of self-loathing and idiocy.
Chapter 1: 500 Times
It all seemed so petty, but it was the pettiness of it that led to self-loathing, the self-loathing leading to him feeling shame and it was the shame that lead to him crying a few more tears.
Distraction (Kreet 30)
I love you, but your racial self-loathing is ridiculous." "sorry for everything, brand. but i love you too, no matter what you did." brand stood up and held kreet's hand. her eyes were glowing bright blue.