Poem: Being Seen

#4 of 2021 mental health crisis a sad poem about my mom refusing to see me as the person i am. not being seen, by others. not being seen, alone. not being seen, forever. not being seen, alone. not being seen, i worry. not being seen, i tear.

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Poem: Compliments

#14 of 2021 mental health crisis i never feel them, even though i wish i could. compliments are bouncing off, compliments, unheard, compliments that shake our mind and threaten our whole world.

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Poem: Slippery Crying

#16 of 2021 mental health crisis wires and tightropes and catches oh my, my heart can't withstand the pain; wires and tightropes and things i despise, my mind can't withstand the rain.

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Poem: Madness

#12 of 2021 mental health crisis a poem that's just a little bit crazy. :d madness is wonderful and madness is kind; madness is terrible, and madness is mine.

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Poem: My Art

#3 of 2021 mental health crisis a poem about why i need to live. my gift is needed here. it waits in the darkness where no one can hear. it holds a candle, always. it loves and it lives and it laughs. it hides, always.

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Poem: Just Now

#8 of 2021 mental health crisis wrote this on a lark when a friend complained that i did everything "just now" with my poem writing. :p this moment is precious. this moment is peace. this moment is hope, and kindness, and light.

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Poem: The Sea

#10 of 2021 mental health crisis a sad poem about damage again. the body remembers; the soul forgets; she cannot withstand the pain. she cannot protect; can't even remember; her very own special name.

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Broken

For Makyo. Today my heart broke for a friend for one I care for deeply one who struggles with bitter curse one that would end her cheaply. My heart, thus broken, sang and wept for deep depression's mire for manic impulse, shattered mind,...

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008 - The World pt.07

You know who's bullshit? Friends, they're bullshit. Fuck these absolute losers. Butters storms into the kitchen and starts on the drinks they had prepared for everyone. Rum already!? Yeah fuck it, who cares? Double? Triple? Let's go. They didn't need...

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Poem: For My Dad

#13 of 2021 mental health crisis a sad poem about all the damage my dad has done. how do i even explain the horror? how do i explain the fear? how do i laugh in despair and communicate how i really feel?

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Happiness Doll

**AN:** This is a story I wrote late last night, I wanted to look it over this morning to see if I still wanted to post it and I did.This is a venting story, something I did to clear my mind and help me focus. I did not name or specify anything of my...

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The Health Cruise: 08

It was troubling to know even more about collin's many health issues and it made serka feel even more protective of collin, knowing how fragile he was right now.

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