Recovery
Sure, the self loathing was rough, and the sleepless nights were lonely the voices in my head were tough, and my mind was breaking slowly. i'd spend days hating myself but continue to keep up the facade: "i'm fine, how about yourself?
On Depression
self loathing and self injury are common symptoms in victims. this most commonly is translated to be a call out for help. look at my scars i am bleeding out my pain. some want to be fixed, some are scared to be.
Nevermore (Prologue)
They fail to mention the guilt, depression, self loathing, laying awake all night cause you can't get the voices of the innocent out of your head, their memory clawing at the inside of your skull till you scream. i came to this hell-hole at age 16.
THE FRONT: PART 7
But as he thought of that scott felt a deep stab of self loathing, he was no hero, he had just cowered behind his parapet when the germans had attacked while the others had hurled themselves into the fight.
Prisoner of the Gnolls
The elven ranger's face contorted in a look of mocking self loathing then. the elf lowered his head, its long golden mane falling forward. casting his lean handsome visage in shadows. "what does it matter?" he snarled bitterly.
Heart of the Lion
She takes action to correct that which is wrong and if she cannot do anything about it then she does not let it drag her into the depths of depression or self loathing.
Orphaned Memories
Getting this pain in my chest, this feeling of self loathing and pity for something i knew i could never change. i didn't like to be this way, or spend my glorious nighttime hours moping and wallowing.
Pt. I - Silenah
Marking her with wafts of self-loathing only the uncaring rain could wash away. the town was marked on the map only as a waypoint, bearing its own memories of lighter days.
Waiting for the Notification
The vacuum persisted for a time before it filled again with self-pitying self-loathing. he just didn't know what to do. he was a grown-ass man sitting at his computer and feeling utterly lost because of a probably-inconsequential social faux pas.
Jared and Gnat - Part Six - You Love Me
self-loathing is something i try to avoid. i don't put on that act. i fucked up, did some bad shit, but i own all my mistakes. _that_ is something every man can take solace in.
Journey of a mending heart: Pt 1 - Introduction
Groaning alashion's eyes attempted to blink away the built up crust of nights spent wasting away one's self in some selfish path of self-loathing and escapism.
Joining The Harem
The self-same dragon that had sent his life in a downward spiral of self-loathing and sadness. he contacted his aunt, a brilliant machinist, and commissioned her to equip him with exotic and lethal weapons.