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It was Christmas, and it was last time I had been around both sides of my family at once. My father had just gotten a big amazing job, and so we moved to the nicer part of the suburbs. Despite it having enough rooms for each of us to get one to ourselves even with guests, my older sister still says it doesn't feel like home. I like it now, but having just moved there, it felt too big.

That is, it had felt too big two weeks prior when we had a five person household in a seven bedroom four bath home. As the extended family started to show up, it soon became barely large enough to contain everyone. Eventually those extra bedrooms would become offices, but at the time they were hotels... and so was my room.

It became a huge hassle to traverse the house without stepping on someone's tail, and everyone was busy scurrying about and socializing. We're red foxes, so the conversations were tricky to navigate and full of implied traps, arguments, and subtexts of even nastier varieties. My parents loved that sort of cutthroat behavior, but I wasn't much for that.

I found myself sitting at the snack covered dinner table, listening to my grandfathers argue about the war. Unlike everyone else here, who only hinted at potential hostility, my grandfathers openly hated each other, while hiding subtexts of respect. They had fought on opposite sides, but they were both soldiers. Honestly, I was only half listening, and probably didn't understand it at the time.

Really I was upset because the boys had set up the new game system on the big upstairs TV, and shouldered me out of the event. Sure a teenage girl like me should have other interests, but honestly, I have no idea what they were supposed to be. I could have kicked all their asses at Slam Bros Arena, and I think Kaito knew it because he came back down to find me.

He approached me with a quizzical look on his face, possibly because I dropped a piece of cream cheese onto my shirt. As I tried to wipe myself clean of chili jelly, he laughed a little. I puffed up my cheeks and glared at him. He recoiled and raised his hands in protest.

"My girlfriend's on a drink run," he smiled, "Did you want anything?"

I sighed, my one and only concert shirt was ruined, "I'm a little young for that."

Kaito stared at me with a raised eyebrow. My grandfathers each paused to share in his bemusement. I bit my lip and shrugged. I had never really drank before, only a sip of Mom's to try some of it.

"Uh," I admitted, "I guess I could go for something sweet."

Kaito began to enter text into his phone, "We were going to get some buzzbombs, how's that?"

I had no idea, "Sure, I guess."

He finalized the text and sighed, "Sorry about upstairs, I was a real ass."

Our cousins were poking fun of me, and he joined in the fun. Somehow the idea of a girl playing video games seemed odd to them. Most of them were younger, but it still kind of stung to be the odd one out.

"It's alright," I allowed, "But seriously, who's system did they think that was?"

Kaito laughed to himself, shaking his head. He was older than me by a couple years, a college boy. He had always seemed cool to me, knew all the new games, had the cool tech, and always styled his hair in crazy ways. It wasn't until high school I'd find out he was a nerd, but apparently in college that changed into a good thing. At this point he had mellowed out, short mane and casual tee, but his red fur was as bright and smooth as ever.

He scratched his cheek, "I'm gonna' go outside for a smoke, you want to join me?"

That was new, but I didn't question it. Maybe it was a habit he picked up at school. I followed him into the back yard, which was enormous. I still can't get used to the thing. It was complete with the Olympic sized pool, jogging path, and garden large enough to warrant a gazebo. I chuckle every time I see that thing.

With our fathers having a manly chat over the grill, we decided to get a little distance and hang out in the gazebo. He pulled a cigarette out of a box in his back pocket and made a flourish of offering me one. I turned him down, and he lit his. Apparently not smoking wasn't as strange as not drinking.

"You have a girlfriend now?" I asked, breaking the silence.

He puffed out his first drag, smoke trailing off into the winter air. "Yeah," he grinned, "Real cute. Likes those role playing games. You'd love her."

I blushed. He had teased me for the last year about bringing a girl to my junior prom. I neglected to tell him the part where my date had ditched me two minutes in, after declaring the whole thing was a joke.

"And she's old enough to buy you drinks," I ventured.

He coughed, a bit of smoke passing out his nose, "Dating an older woman has perks."

"So," I tried for the smallest of talk, "Where did yall meet?"

He smiled, obviously picturing it in his mind, "Well it was..." his phone buzzed in his pocket. He pulled it out and checked the text, "Sweet Suzy, she's already here!"

We met the girl part way, at the back door. It turned out her name wasn't Suzy, but in fact was Gabriel. She was a wolf, big and strong, with gray fur and a constant confident smirk. She was wearing a biker jacket and had her ears pierced with gauges. She looked like the kind of person parents warned their children about in Saturday morning cartoons, but in the real world were actually just big nerds. Her excited squeal when we first met betrayed her bad girl look.

"I love that game!" She shouted, giving no indication of intent or context.

I looked down at my shirt, displaying the Aquacats fighting a giant space lobster. It was designed to look a bit like one of those old sci fi movies from the seventies, and I guess a big game had just come out with that sort of theming... or something... I'm not sure.

"Actually..." I explained how I showed up for one of their last concerts before breaking up. I wouldn't find out for a few years that it was actually just a temporary hiatus, but after they got back together they changed styles and... I'm getting off topic...

Gabe was cold, and I suppose it was the middle of winter, or what passed for winter in Texas, so we decided to hang out in the pool house. Surprisingly, no one was inside, so we had the place to ourselves. We turned on the TV, the space heater, and stashed the drinks in the fridge. They handed me a buzzbomb and we all sat on the couch watching... geez, I don't think I remember.

Apparently a buzz bomb is a lemonade flavored drink in a small spherical transparent container with a can top. It tasted like a mix of vodka, rum, and rubbing alcohol with a dash of lemon and hint of broken dreams. They seemed to be enjoying theirs and I didn't want to be impolite so I continued to take small sips. I hadn't ever been drunk before, so it came as a shock to have my senses dulled. Don't get me wrong, I am a laughable featherweight when it comes alcohol, but that thing was strong. I don't even think I finished it.

I noticed our conversation wasn't exactly moving anywhere, and I don't remember what we were talking about, but when I looked over at my cousin, I had to turn away blushing. Gabe had been cuddling in close "for warmth" but at some point, she had decided to pull up Kaito's shirt and rub his white belly. They were obviously drunk, whispering something to each other that I was too embarrassed to listen in on.

There was a loud smack of lips, which drew my attention back, they were kissing. I didn't know what to think. I just sort of sat there, and watched my cousin and this girl I just met make out in front of me. I spotted the pile of empty drinks on the counter, I was still working on my first. Kaito's shirt came off revealing fluffy white and red fur over lean muscle. They continued to kiss, tongues dancing into each other's mouth, arms sliding across each other's body in a sensual dance.

"Should I lock the doors?" I asked, trying to reduce the tension.

Kaito broke from the kiss with a huff, his breath heavy with excitement, "I already did," he admitted.

I froze, staring at them. Did they plan this? Was I here on purpose? Should I leave? Did they want me to see all that? When did my cousin get so hot? I downed the last bit of my drink, the alcohol burning my throat along the way.

"Are you feeling left out?" Gabe grinned at me with her predatory fangs.

I tried to take another swig of my now empty drink.

Kaito sighed, "Fuck, I'm stupid..."

Simultaneously Gabe and I attempted to berate him for saying that.

"No seriously," Kaito looked me in the eyes with a dread seriousness, "I'm sorry, I thought you'd totally be into this."

I stared at him, shock and horror as realization dawned on me, "You were looking for a threesome?"

Kaito smiled, hands raised, "If you wanted, sure, but the plan was for me to watch."

My eyes slowly fell onto his girlfriend. She wore a devilish grin spiked with lust. I reviewed her shapely hips, large breasts, and sweeping tail, then compared to my fat ass, tiny boobs, and shaggy fur. She was a head taller than me even, and she had a cute smile. Then I reprocessed what Kaito had said, that he was going to watch, not his girlfriend.

"Her?" I pointed at Gabe, and then at myself, "With me?"

"It's on my bucket list," Gabe admitted, "And I wanted someone with experience."

I gulped, not sure what to say to that. I hadn't been with a girl before. I hadn't been with anyone before. All my sexual experience accounted to reading raunchy fanfics and sticking a brush handle into me. She must of read it on my face.

"Oh, I'm sorry," Gabe retracted, "I thought you... Kaito said you... I mean..."

"It's fine," I stated, thinking the situation had defused, "I'll take it as a compliment."

Gabe laughed and I joined her nervously. Kaito took a long swig of his drink and started watching the movie again, or rather he was trying to think while looking in the television's general direction. Gabe put her hand on my knee, causing a slight tension in the back of my neck.

"If it makes any difference," Gabe stared me in the eyes, humor slowly fading into a lust filled grin, "I also want you because you're fucking hot."

My face was already flushed from the alcohol, but it somehow managed to get ever warmer. My cousin recognized my gasp, though his eyes remained on the TV, a toothy grin split is lips. I wasn't sure how to react.

***

Gabe shed her inhibitions and leaned in for a kiss. It might have been the drink, but I sort of just let it happen. It was awkward. I didn't know what to expect, or what to do. And I wasn't sure if she did either. Her lips were sweet with the aftertaste of lemonade and alcohol as she pressed into me, but the intensity of such an intimate touch was something I still get chills remembering.

She broke from the kiss after a two second eternity. Her body loomed over mine even as we sat, a little quiet smirk on her face. She licked her chops looking at me like I was a hot meal. I realized my hand was on her thigh, so I quickly moved it away.

"Was that?" Gabe quirked her brow, "Was that your first kiss?"

My face was so hot I couldn't answer. I looked up at Kaito who had a face full of guilt. My stomach sank, but my mind was racing.

Gabe's fingers trailed up my leg. The fur on the back of my neck flared, and my back arced. I wasn't expecting my body to immediately react to such a simple touch, but it was the way she looked at me that made my heart race.

She leaned in for another kiss, her body heavy against mine. I felt my hand raise to her cheek of it's own accord, her coarse fur delightful under my fingers. Her lips were soft and delicate, as was the way her hand slid up my side. I pressed into her with all my being, suddenly realized need taking my mind.

I felt her fingers flick over my breast, my gasp escaping the kiss for a brief moment. She wouldn't let me go, pulling me back into our embrace with a fiery passion. I was vaguely aware of the sounds our lips were making, but the sound of a belt being unfastened quirked my ear. The sudden flash of her tongue on my lips brought me back into her overwhelming presence.

Gabe broke away suddenly, leaving me trailing after her fruitlessly. I followed her lustful eyes to her boyfriend, who had unfastened his pants. His fingers were rubbing at a growing bulge in his boxers.

"At your cousin?" Gabe teased.

"What?" Kaito teased back, "She's hot."

My eyes quickly ran up to his face. He was grinning at me, knowing that I was staring. A bit of intensity passed between us as we stared at one another, his hand down his pants, and mine around his girlfriend.

I felt Gabe's fingers lift the hem of my shirt. Touch alone drove a shiver up my spine, her raising my shirt above my head caused a flurry of excitement to wash over me. The air was suddenly chilly on my exposed breasts, the little dots of pink nipples erect from my white fur. I had to readjust my glasses to see the lustful stare of my cousin.

Gabe tossed my shirt over the couch, with her little smirk tightly in place, "No bra?"

My face couldn't have been more flushed, "They're uncomfortable."

Her fingers trailed up my belly, "I'm not wearing one either~"

Her little blunt claw flicked over my nipple, a certain electricity shot through my whole body. I couldn't help the gasp escaping my lips. My eyes closed for just long enough to be surprised when a wet tongue slid up the other. My body tightened as she gave me a little nibble. She pressed me back into the armrest, and savored my little breasts. Gods, I ached for that. I was vaguely aware of her toying with my pants, as the feeling of her hot breath on my tits rocked my body.

Her hand slipped away from my breast, and I had just enough mind to watch her unfasten her own belt. Kaito reached up to pull her pants down, his face had been only inches from her tail. As she continued to render me helpless, I watched her boyfriend sneak his snout up to her backside. As he pressed into her, she bit into me. My body squirming under her already, I felt a hand snake into my pants. Her fingers toyed with my clit, my thighs instinctively closing around her.

Gabe paused, and looked up at me. My body ached for more, but her face a bit of conflict.

"I don't think I can do lesbian," she admitted.

My heart sank, her fingers were still resting on my wanting pussy, "What?" was all I could muster.

She laughed, giving me a welcomed stroke, "All I can think about is how much I want a dick in me."

Her fingers continued to slide up and down my waiting passage. "Gods, that sounds good," I agreed.

I felt Gabe's fingers slide out of my pants, my body screamed for how wrong that action was. She slid off me, licking her fingers covered in... was I that wet? So many feelings had been assaulting my senses I didn't notice the waterfall in my loin.

Kaito was still on the couch with me. His eyes a weird shape of "is this okay" as his glance passed from me to Gabe. His confident smile returned, as he realized I was staring at his hot, throbbing erection. I had never seen one in person.

As Gabe let her pants fall to the floor, she encouraged us to "Well, take your clothes off."

The cold air on my wetness, made me feel more exposed than any amount of nudity, but I couldn't tell where my eyes should be. Kaito's lean chest with the white crest fur showed of a slight athleticism and gentle nature. Gabe's incredible abs however were truly impressive, accented by a nice perky set of tits. Kaito's full picture was slim, cute, and gods did I want to make love to him. But Gabe's muscular, curvy form made no notions of love, I wanted her to pin me down and claim me.

"I love you," Kaito involuntarily let slip to his hulking she wolf.

She leaned down to kiss him cutely, rubbing their noses together for a hot moment, "You know what would be really hot?"

Kaito was slow to respond with Gabe suddenly stroking his hard member, "Should I join in?"

"I think," Gabe grinned down at my cousin squirming, "We should give your sister all her firsts."

I had a sudden urge to correct her, but Kaito was looking at me with a predatory lick of his chops. I felt my legs slide apart, my thighs loving his gentle touch. I glanced up at the wolf, who was watching with intense fascination. Kaito ducked down and let his hot breath find my eager wetness.

"T=This is wrong," I stammered, but it took Kaito long enough to process my words that he had already began, and by then it was too late.

He tried to pull back, but my hands on his cranium forced him back in. That message met him immediately, his tongue sliding up my thigh, not an inch away. He came in for a closer drag of his hot tongue, but on the other side. My legs closed around him, I couldn't take it anymore, and his tongue met me head on.

I came immediately.

Kaito somehow didn't notice, or didn't care, and kept lapping up my juices. His tongue circling my folds, teasing my clit, and making it so hard to think. By the time Gabe tried for another kiss, I was too overstimulated to respond properly, so she began to whisper in my ear.

"You want him to take you," she posed, more an observation than a question.

"Gods yes," I purred as his tongue swirled inside me.

"You want him to make you his bitch," she let her fingers trail about my nipple.

"I need it," I bucked into my cousin's snout as he sucked on my clit.

"I think she's more than ready," Gabe told her boyfriend.

Kaito sat up, slowly, licking his lips, his face more than a little messy. He fumbled around for a condom, which ultimately Gabe had to provide and, with one swift motion, wrap his member. They kissed, long and hard.

"Oh," Gabe turned to me, "you taste good."

As I felt my face flush again, Kaito felt the need to ask, "Is this alright?"

I, uh, stumbled on my words for a moment before getting out the one word, "Consent."

He laughed breathily as he stroked his dick. I had no idea what to do other than take it, so I let him do his thing. He crawled across the couch to loom over me, his eyes intense. He lined up his member to my wanting pussy, and slowly, gently slid it in.

I felt myself spread around him, but he bottomed out fast, or so I thought. He let me get used to having him in there, then slid back, my body trembling to the motion. He slid back in carefully one more time, my breath shaky. Then he bucked me hard.

Pain.

His thrusts were hard and fast, the hurt left me with tears, but under that... Gods, I have trouble describing this, but it was like my whole body trembled with any and all stimulus at the same time. I wanted him to stop but at the same time I needed him to continue.

My hands cupped his shoulders and my legs locked onto his. I was screaming in delight, but soon stopped as the wolf came in for a kiss. Our tongues clashed as my cousin plowed into me.

I couldn't take it for long, and the way Kaito's thrusts became haphazard hinted he wouldn't be either. He pressed what I thought was his full length into me, and I cried out away from the kiss. Then came the knot. I was stretched to my limit, my body electric, and my mind a slurry of random half thoughts. As he came, I felt myself become somehow more stuffed, but it didn't matter, I was already out.

It took a while for his knot to deflate, we nearly missed Christmas dinner. I got scolded when my aunt caught alcohol in my breath, but my mother would hear nothing of it. It was a great meal and a good evening.

After everyone was stuffed, Gabe and I challenged some of the boys to Slam Bros Arena and we crushed their souls. More accurately, I crushed their souls and Gabe had to be carried the whole time. It didn't matter too much, and she had fun, so I was quite content with our victory.

She gave me a big, long kiss when no one was looking, just before leaving. I never saw her again. Kaito and she broke up at some point.

I figured this would make things strange between Kaito and me. Then again things were already strange between us, so it didn't change much. We never did anything like this again, though I dated a guy in college who had an incest fetish and liked to call me by his sister's name in bed so I called him Kaito... i guess I'm getting off topic...

But yeah, that's how it happened for my first time.