**No More**
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No more.
Please, no more.
I can't take this, this mental barrage, curled up into a ball, hunkered down, hiding, waiting it out. I can rock and I can rock but, oh - there's no manner of self-soothing that can match up to the...
Abuse, Abusive relationships, Adult Themes, Dark themes, Depression, Fear, Harm, Nightmares, PTSD, Pain, Random species, Short Story, Species unclear, Story, Thoughtful, Trauma, Trigger warning, abusive, anxiety, darkness, hurt, injury, introspective, mental health, monologue, past, warning
**Past Dealings**
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_Written by Arian Mabe (Amethyst Mare)_
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You never sleep well, not after it's happened. The usual signs creep in: difficulty falling asleep, waking up too early, fits of astute wakefulness through the night. The bed...
Abuse, Amethyst Mare, Arian Mabe, Battle, Clean, Dark, Dark themes, Depression, Fight, History, Lies, No-Yiff, Relationships, Short Story, Snippet story, Struggle, abusive, anxiety, despair, doubt, individual, internal battle, mental health, monologue, past, personal, self-doubt, survival
**Hidden**
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_Written by Arian Mabe (Amethyst Mare)_
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Sick and tired, sick of hiding, the past of my life shaded in shrouds. Where do I go from here when the path that I wanted to lead crumbled before me, standing on the edge of a...
Abuse, Abusive relationships, Adult, Adult Themes, Allegory, Broken thoughts, Dark, Dark themes, Depression, Experimental, Exploration, Fiction, Fragmented thoughts, Gaslighting, Metaphor, Modern, PTSD, Relationships, Short Story, Story, Unhealthy patterns, abusive, anxiety, experiment, flashbacks, mental health, song lyrics, warning
**Not Taking a Spa Day**
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_Written by Arian Mabe (Amethyst Mare)_
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It was not all that long ago, in the grand scheme of things, that I went on a day trip to a spa with several pools and naturally warmed water: it was a big draw for the...
Abuse, Abusive relationships, Adult Themes, Dark themes, Depression, Escapism, Mature, Negative spirals, Negative thinking, No Escape, PTSD, Pain, Short Story, Spa day, Story, Thoughtful, Trauma, Trigger warning, abusive, anxiety, escape, flashbacks, introspective, mental health, psyche, suffering, trigger, warning
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warning
warning
warning
trigger warning for dark themes involving mental health and abusive relationships!!!
an experimental piece!!!
Abuse, Adult, Adult Themes, Contemporary, Dark, Dark themes, Depression, Experimental, First Person, Harsh, Mature, Memories, PTSD, Recollection, Relationship, Relationships, Short Story, Snippet story, Story, Trauma, Trigger warning, abusive, anxiety, healing, mental health, monologue, prose, recovery, snippet, warning
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warning
warning
warning
trigger warning for dark themes involving mental health, ptsd and abusive relationships!!!
an experimental piece!!!
Abuse, Abusive relationships, Adult Themes, Anger, Bad Language, Dark themes, Depression, Experimental fiction, Fear, Fiction, Help, Humiliation, PTSD, Relationships, Short Story, Story, Toxic relationships, Trigger warning, abusive, aid, anxiety, experiment, flashbacks, health, mental health, monologue, recovery, sadness, trigger, warning
**Retribution**
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_Written by Arian Mabe (Amethyst Mare)_
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_This monologue, written in first person present tense, contains heavy themes pertaining to abusive relationships and mental...
Abuse, Abusive relationships, Adult, Adult Themes, Anger, Anthro, Any Species, Bad Language, Dark, Dark themes, First Person, Mature, Pain, Present tense, Relationship, Relationships, Short Story, Story, Toxic relationships, Trauma, Trigger warning, Tw, furry, healing, mental health, monologue, past, psyche, retribution
**Flashbacks**
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_Written by Arian Mabe (Amethyst Mare)_
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It wasn't anything big, not really. It wasn't that bad. It _couldn't_ have been that bad. After all, I'm still here...
...aren't I?
I want to think so, I really do,...
Abuse, Abusive relationships, Adult Themes, Any Species, Dark, Dark themes, Depression, First Person, Harsh themes, Heavy topics, PTSD, Pain, Relationships, Short Story, Solo, Story, Thoughtful, Trigger warning, Vague species, anxiety, flashback, flashbacks, healing, hurt, injury, introspective, mental health, monologue, recovery, trigger, warning
**Transforming the Family**
**Part one of three**
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_Written by Arian Mabe (Amethyst Mare)_
_Commissioned by Growly_
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Kate dyed her hair brown, a shiny brunette, letting it grow long, down to her mid-back. She wore...
Abuse, Adult characters, Character Devlopment, Dark themes, Darting, Erotic, Family, Fantasy, Forced, Incest, Knocking out, M/F, Non-Consensual, Plot Development, Rape, Set up, Short Story, Story, Story Series, Story set up, TF, Three part series, Transformation, abusive, erotica, fetish, force, noncon, plot
**Used**
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_Written by Arian Mabe (Amethyst Mare)_
_Commissioned by AngelOD_
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Tristan smiled to himself as he worked away in the kitchen, which, despite him being there all day, was sparkling clean. The only evidence that he had been...
Abuse, Bad Language, Bad treatment, Cat, Cheat, Cheating, Commission, Cruel abuse, Cruel treatment, Cuckolding, Dark themes, Drinking, Feline, German Shepherd, Harsh, Harsh themes, Humiliation, M/F, Old Cum, Piss, Scent Play, Straight, Straight Sex, Urine, Waterboarding, Watersports, abusive, bodily fluids, cheater, cruelty, disgusting, fetish, semen, stench, warning
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warning
trigger warning for dark themes involving mental health and abuse!!! concerns implied torture and extreme threat!!!
an experimental piece!!!
Abuse, Abusive Relationship, Adult, Adult Themes, Anger, Dark, Dark themes, Death, Experimental fiction, Fiction, Harsh, High emotion, Implied torture, Manipulation, Narcissism, Non-erotic, Prompt piece, Relationship, Relationships, Risk, Short Story, Story, Threat, Torture, Trigger warning, abusive, control, danger, experiment, health, mental health, psychopath, sociopath, trigger, warning
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non-consensual intercourse and death
## hell forged
### chapter 1 : another man's trash is another's damnation
kaleth gripped the edges of the sink as he gasped for breath, desperately trying to hold down the bile that threatened to come
Abuse, Ass Worship, Betrayal, Church, Corruption, Dominant, Fear, Fighting, Forced, Forced Sex, Fursona, Growth, Hell, M/M, Male, Male/Male, Mild Abuse, Mild Violence, Modern, Murder, Mystic, N/C, NC, Non-Consensual, Punishment, Ritual, Rough, Sacrifice, Series, Snuff, Solo, Soul vore, cruelty, cult