A Dolphins Crush: An Unavoidable Truth pt 4
sorry for the delay on chapter 4, been busy with other stuff well here you are enjoy!
In the months that followed her conception, we were now as close as you could possibly get, the seasons changed from spring to summer, summer to fall, fall to winter and finally full circle to spring again.
the birth of our calf was impending and only 3 days away.I was getting very very tense and on edge as the day drew ever closer.
even Sara's body was showing signs of the stress that pregnancy brings, her belly was distended, putting pressure on her stomach as well as pulling on her spine, the unborn calf occasionally moved, sending a ripple down her side that looks like a muscle spasm. her mammory slits were protruding from the sides of her vagina, showing that they were prominent and full of milk ready to feed the calf when the time came.
we have thought of some names ( Delphina has foresaw a girl ) so we decided on Silver. This was the name of Sara's mother and we agreeded that it should be her name used in light of her memory
"Tony?" she asked me
"Yeah? Whats Up?" I responded curiously, hoping she wasn't in too much pain.
I could tell when she was, she tried so hard to hide it but i have always known, is showed in her posture and how she moved about. she didn't expect pregnancy to be this demanding, though she has done remarkably well,even for her first calf.
"Stay Close to me" she said" "I don't want you to be too far away when the birth happens, I want our calf to see her father"
in recent weeks I have grown accustomed to this request, she wanted me at the birth and for me to always be around. i did find this annoying, but, its better to be in a pair than on ones own.
anything could happen...
"Yeah, i'll be here darling, don't worry im here for you." I gave her a kiss on the beak and she looked back at me with those beautiful eyes, those same eyes I fell in love with 12 months ago as well as her outstanding beauty and her 'witty' charm and humor.
"thank you Tony" she replied
That Night
That night I had a Vision, A Horrible Vision. In my Vision I saw Sara Die a Horrible death giving birth to Silver, after the birth Sara lost a lot of blood and begun to faint. Before she fainted from exhaustion and the loss of blood, these were her last words:
'seek out my sister, she'll help feed the calf and you can father her, i'm...sorry, I... love you soo... much, please... take care of... our daughter... remember, I will... always be in your... heart.'
she died soon after this and I was left alone with our calf and I had a breakdown.
I left the calf on her own and swam to the shore line 2 miles away and beached my self. within 10 minutes I felt my body shutdown, bringing me closer to my dead lover in heaven.
"AAAHHHH!" I had woke up screaming.
"Tony? Whats Wrong? you look like you've seen a ghost"
I was breathing heavily, gasping for breath, cold with sweat, I met her gaze looked at her and started crying, though you couldn't really tell with me being under water.
"Hey, hey, its alright. its just a bad dream, its nothing" she said to reassure me
"No, you are wrong" I said, " dreams always mean something even if they are horrible, they all mean something"
"What did you dream about?" she asked
"You..." I said. i couldn't say the next. My throat was so tight so the next part I had to make it up.
"You left me for one of my friends, and made love with him right in front of me, when I tried to swim off you were always in front of me with him saying how much better he was than I, that I could never do what he was doing to you. Its just..." by now I was on the verge of crying again, not from making this up, but from lying right to her and avoiding the truth of the actual outcome of the dream
"Shhh" its ok, Tony. just try and get some sleep." she swam over to me and gave me a kiss and she went back to sleep.
I layed there for about 20 minutes unable to shake the vision from my mind, it persisted in my head like a cancer, eating away at me making me feel hollow, empty and beaten. Finally since I was still unable to sleep I quietly swam away, leaving her on her own.
I must consult Delphina about this.
I found Delphina quite easily, she was by a coral formation, that had some odd trinkets positoned on some of the spires that looked like snow globes that the humans use for decoration in winter, though I never knew what they were actuallyused for.
Delphina Used them as Orbs to 'tap' in to the celestrial unknown and call upon the forces not known to us in the present, but of the past and future.
"Delphina?" I called to her "I'm sorry for troubling you at this hour but I have a dilemma"
"You are here about your Vision you had tonight... I foresaw your arrival and made preparations for it" she said with utmost calmness
She was good, she foresaw my arrival AND new what it was about.
"The Vision you saw, With the death of Sara, is innevitable, she, nor you can prevent it. For it is written in fate. Do not attempt to alter this by doing the unthinkable, it will still happen regardless. I take it you understand my meaning of the term 'unthinkable'?" she asked calmly
'Unthinkable' could only be one thing. causing her to have a miss carriage right before birth. not only do I kill our unborn daughter, I kill Sara as well, which leaves me back to how I was 12 months ago.
'Alone'
"Yes, I am aware by what you mean of 'unthinkable'..." I said nervously "But what can I do?"
"Your desire when you were 19 was to raise a family, so much so, that you swam the mythic pattern of desire for 2 years in Coral Forest's 'Mythic Arch', you have now been given the opportunity to do so."
So that myth was true? i though to myself, but why this way? I wanted to raise a family WITH a family not just me and my daughter, but with her mother as well!
"How can I feed my daughter, obviously you know I am a male and that means I can't give milk, so how is she going to feed with out her mother?
'I already have that prepared for you.." she said calmly
she swam up vertically and I couldn't help but notice that either side of her pussy was swollen, just like Sara's, which means she was making milk for a calf. I forgot Females could do that. it was a process I really never understood, that another female could feed anothers calf, if the unthinkable were to happen
"Sara knew she'd die giving birth, but she couldn't find the courage to tell you on her own, she didn't want to worry you,she saw her demise just as I have.
She never told you about her gift, did she?
Gift? what gift? thought her 'gift' was giving great oral sex.
"She has the same gift as I do, the ability to see the future, though I am more in tune with the ephemeral than she is. She consulted with me her vision last week to me and I foresaw the same outcome.
"So you are saying that she knew of her impending death? from child birth?" i inquired
"Yes, she did. I was surprised that she had actually got a vision right, I mean her predictions have always been sketchy at least but this was a first for her"
"So you want to mother our child when the time comes?" I asked her
"Yes, but I don't expect you to love me or treat me the same as Sara, I can understand that perfectly. She was your first love and I can't expect you to give me that same affection in return. Though the child will need to believe 'We' are her parents, at least."
"I... Understand... but did Sara say for you to help?"
"She did. she also said that a piece of her is already in your heart, and she will never regret your choice, whatever it is you chose to do now, which brings me to the hardest decision you will have to make.
I can only offer my help if you are commited to us being a role couple, which means doing what all couples do. I have seen the alternative to this and its not pretty, if you choose 'no', then I can't feed the calf, if I intervene i put your lives at risk. your daughter will be a victim of a shark attack, you will fight off the shark but it will be too late. your wounds will be grevious and will award you with a slow painful death. with this choice both your lives are forfeit.
if you chose to go along with this, then both of you will live until its your turn to leave this mortal realm.
This was a really hard desicion, i couldn't love Delphina like I did Sara, not even close. that would also mean we would have to have sex now and then...as thats what couples do. But would that mean another child? with a female I don't even damn well know?
But if I don't, me and my daughter are dead the same day as Sara
If thats the case, at least we will all be together in heaven, a family on the other side. there will be no pain, no suffering
But is that what Sara would want?
for me to reject help and die the same day so I can be with her? or is that me just being selfish?
This will be the hardest choice i will make in my life...
But what to do?...