The First Crack

Story by Wolf_Ghost on SoFurry

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#1 of Dealing with the Past

Hey, this is my first time really dealing with first person perspective so... please let me know if I did anything wrong so I can fix it. And thank you to anyone who reads the story, it means a lot to me. Till next time :D


My name is Alex and I'm a wolf. Yes, I know that you are probably tired of reading story after story about a wolf, but hey, not all of them are bad... okay, I take that back, some of them aren't that bad.

Anyways, I'm Alex, or Alexander... whatever, anyways, my name is Alexander and... well, if you were expecting immediate sex... wait around. Unlike that other prick named Alex, I'm a bit more exciting. Now, let's get started.

The husky danced in front of me, her body oh so mesmerizing. Every sway of her hips, every bounce of her chest, oh, I wanted more. As I sat there, on the bed, in my boxers, the blood rushed from wherever it had been into my crotch, letting my body know that the brain was liking what it was seeing.

I mean, most would love to see a hot female husky wearing lace underwear dancing in front of you, sliding her paws down her hips, teasing you, making your balls just beg to unload in her. And that's what mine were saying. 'Hey, idiot! Strip her down and rut her till that clock goes from seven at night to seven in the morning! We are ready for it bruh!'

She approached me, still taunting me with her swaying body before she climbed onto my lap, her tail wagging, her paws rubbing my chest. However, she probably wanted to sample what I was sporting so, dropping a paw down below, she smirks before saying, "Someone is excited."

"Only for you," I quickly responded, feeling her delicate paw wrap around my throbbing prick, gently stroking it, the skin moving along slowly with her paw. And she would laugh at my reaction. "Ooh, you must be enjoying the hand job. But hey, you are handsome."

"Hey, if you're going to... stroke the fire in my crotch... don't put it out at the same time."

"You're a raging wild fire, the last thing anyone can do is put you out." The husky would laugh, giving me a kiss on the snout before nuzzling my face, making me smile as I licked her cheek.

Ten years ago

"Mommy, mommy, mommy," a grey wolf would shout, his tail wagging softly. Ever since his dad moved away, he has been living with his mother and step-father, not like he could complain, though what could he complain about really?

As he entered the house, his mother was sitting in the living room, smoking. His ears folded back slightly, but he approached her and, with a smile, he said, "Mommy, I made a new friend today at school! His name is Tyler and-"

"You don't deserve friends. You're going to grow up and be just like your father."

"But... he's my friend..."

And his mom would stand up, growling before she smacked the wolf hard. "You don't deserve friends!"

The boy, tears in his eyes, would hold his face as he looked at his mom. She normally wasn't like this. What could possess her to do such a thing to him?

"Mommy... I... I'm sorry..."

"Yeah, you should be you little shit. You look more and more like that prick who left! I knew I should have aborted you first chance I got."

The pup didn't know what that meant, but he cried harder before pushing himself up, only to get smacked down once more. "You make me sick."

Present Day

"Alex? Alex baby? Alex baby, what's wrong?" The husky would ask, shaking me a bit. Honestly, I wasn't even paying attention to her words, my eyes were focused on the female wolf standing in front of me, cursing me, hurling me down, her words tearing me apart.

"Alex?" I never responded, she even shook me, trying to get my focus. "Alex, are you okay?" I had no idea I was crying, to which I suddenly felt her hugging me. Hugging me... I would shake my head and, snapping my attention towards her, I would raise a brow and ask, "What happened to the hand job?"

"Alex... please... don't make this into a joke..." I saw her lean back a bit, looking at me, staring into my eyes. This dog seemed to have this ability to see right through me. "Alex, I'm not some dumb girl who pleases you and then cooks you dinner. I'm your girlfriend, we've been dating for a couple months now. I can tell when something is off about you..."

"Wow... a couple of months and you've got me pegged," I would chuckle a bit, wiping the tears away. "Thought I would be harder than that."

"You have two moods, horny and not horny. And you usually are just horny... when you're not horny, usually something is wrong."

"Oh... guess I am easy to figure out."

"Like a glass mirror. So, what's wrong Alex? Why were you crying?" She sure did have me pegged so, with a sigh, I would say, "No reason..."

"If you weren't such a good liar, I would have never tried to find all the little quirks that make it easy to tell when you're lying. Such as how you sigh when you lie. Or how your right eye twitches just a bit."

And another sigh. "Alright, fine... it's just... bad history... bad family history... that's all."

"Oh... bad family history?"

"Yeah... but it's over now and I'm done with them."

"It's not over, if it was, you wouldn't be crying about it."

I would tilt my head down before saying, "Sometimes I remember stuff... stuff that I try to forget... but after awhile, I get over it so... it's over."

"That's just holding it in... Alex, please, don't let it eat you."

"I'm not, it will go away and I'll forget about it. So please, can we just get back to what we were doing?" She would look up at me before she says, "Not right now... maybe some other time."

Well great, a fucking memory cock blocked me. So, with one of those growls that she thinks are sexy or something, I would grab her and pull her down with me, keeping her close to my chest. "Nah ah, you are trapped in the clutches of the horn monster. There is no escape!"

She would laugh a bit before twisting about in my arms before she asks, "What was your family like?" And the horn monster has been vanquished... fuck.

"Well... my dad was never there... just me, my mom, and my step-dad..."

"Did your step-dad... you know..."

"No... he was cool, I liked him... it was my mom..."

"Your mom... hit you?"

"Well... yeah... I mean, she was using heroin and shit so... yeah..."

"Oh baby, I'm so sorry to hear that...," and I would smile before saying, "Bae, I'm completely normal, see," to which I would cock my head to the right, stick my tongue out, fold an ear back, and close one eye before widening the other, giving her a rather weird face.

"Normal, eh? About as normal as three cockroaches humping each other." My expression would return to normal before I'd say, "Oh, three cockroaches can hump each other, but i can't even lay on top of you. Stupid cockroaches, stealing my thunder."

She would laugh at my stupid joke, because either she thinks I'm funny or because it would indulge me, and she'd give my chin a kiss. "Alex... you're a dork."

"I'm your dork."

"Yes you are... now go to sleep, you get weird when you're tired." Well great, now she was making me sleep. So, rolling on top of her, I would kiss her head before I whispered, "Now I'm on top of you."

It was short lived when she pushed me off. "And now you're next to me. Now go to sleep. And yes, you can touch my butt while you sleep."

I would silently cheer because I had a lovely habit of touching her butt while we slept. What can I say, she has a nice ass. So, as we went under the covers, the blanket resting atop of our shoulders, I would place a paw around her, my right paw, holding her close while my left squeezed and rubbed her butt.

"Alex... I love you..."

"I love you... too baby," and I ended up yawning not only in the middle, but at the end of my sentence as well. Must be really tired... but I did notice her reaching a paw back to grab hold of my balls.

"Goodnight, love." Oh, yes, yes it would be. "Good night to you... too... babe." I loved it when she did things like this... now I can't wait till tomorrow.