A Dolphins Crush: That Uncertain feeling pt 3
part 3 of the series A Dolphins Crush
we've been together for a few weeks now and yet that same thought still plagues my mind.
why was Sara so eager that day? is it true love? Or is she just toying with me and taking me for a ride, or is she going to say it was all a dare just when we are about to make love?
I really can't tell at this point, her emotions seem to justify that she is true and just about us. she sees me every day she makes me laugh and smile when i am feeling bit down. but something just doesn't fit.
i am grateful to be with her but yet, i feel she is hiding something from me, something important that i need to know or that i shouldn't know about
she said her sister Delphina saw our coming together but what else did she see?
Conflict?
Illness?
Pain?
Loss?
or even one of our Deaths?
even though i try to put these thoughts aside, they still come back to haunt me. Its makes it hard to focus on the relation ship.
we've done oral sex again a few times in the last 3 weeks but we haven't progressed much further than that. We have both agreeded that we will go the whole 9 yards when we are both ready (Sex That is)
Though in the last few days she seems to have gotten a bit more excited about having a family and a child. we haven't decided on names yet because its too early.
anyway we were meeting up at Coral Forest, she said she had something of importance to tell me, though i doubt its related to what has plagued my mind these last few weeks.
like clockwork she is always on time.
I've found a new hangout!" she said excitedly "wanna see it?
"Sure, lets go" i said
it wasn't what i was thinking, so the important news was a new hanging out place? No there is more to it than this.
I was Sure of it.
we were heading east to an area foreign to me but that she seemed to know quite well
we arrived in front of a lot of seaweed and sea grass, plastered on to a rock face, and on closer inspection, it hid an entrance to a cave. if you didn't stop to look closely, you wouldn't see it as a cave but as a greenery covered rock. the cave itself was about 20ft deep inwards and about half that in width.
"so When did you find this?" i asked curiously
"yesterday! Sara said with a smile. "and i'm the only one who knows about it!?
by the tone of her voice she was after something... But What?
Tony? she said
"yeah?" i replied hoping that she was bringing me out here to tell me something important.
But there was that strange scent again, a scent i havent smelt in 3 weeks...
"fuck me. Make love to me!" she pleaded
"wait, What!?" i was so confused at her randomness of the request that i kind of felt a bit bewildered.
"you love me, don't you?" she asked.
course i love her thats why i have stayed with her but this was a bit sudden, 3 weeks ago we done oral sex on day one of meeting each other and 3 weeks later she wants sex!?
those thought came back again at this point. why is she so eager to have a child? i can't think of any valid reason that could be the case as if to why
"tony?" she said."are you ok?"
"are you sure you want to do this? today?" i asked calmly
i have always wanted to have sex with her even before the day we got together i used to fantasise in my dreams about her, but i never thought the day would be so close to us getting together.
i just couldn't say no, i love her to much and i don't want to risk losing her because i denied her sex.
"i'm Sure" she said assuringly
my heart was racing, I could still not believe she is this eager for a family already.
Something isn't right, i thought to myself, or was i just being paranoid
she swam under me and put her tongue in to my genital slit and licked the tip of my penis.
i wrapped my tip around her tongue and gave a slight moan as she began to work her magic of oral sex
after a few moments my body had shown all 13 inches of dolphin love meat and i was raring to go
"top or Bottom" i asked
"i Prefer the Bottom, Remember? she said with a smile and a wink
she did say that on day one, thats its meant to be great that way round. Still shes only gone by word of beak from her sister, that may just be her preference, but i suppose we'll find out
i swam over her and postioned myselfso i could use the tip of my penis to carefully stroke her outer vaginal lips
she gave a slight moan.
"are you ready?" i asked her calmly
"yes, Take me!" she said with courage
i slowly pushed my penis in side her. i have never had sex before, but this was a new form of pleasure. every time i pushed and thrusted in to her, she would grip my cock which made me buck harder. it was a great feeling. she timed my thrusts with hers and soon we were smacking our genital slits together, giving each other complete rapture and a feeling of unpresidented bliss in the progress.
i picked up my pace a bit more and started to thrust harder, loving the feeling of having my cock gripped while i thrusted in to such a warm hole.
i felt a strange sensation in my cock as it suddenly contracted and sprayed her inner pussy with my seed and at the same time, her pussy gripped my shaft tighter as she climaxed with me.
"oh that was wonderful!" she said through exhaustion
"i really enjoyed that" i said just as exhausted
"so.." she said
"so?" i asked curiously
"so, in 12 months we will have a child! what do think about that, 'Dad'?
"i am looking forward to it" i said " but Sara answer me this, why are you so eager for a family, you have your mom dad and sister don't you?" i inquired
"no i don't" she said " "my mom and dad, they both died about a year ago and i stayed with my sister for a while but now she said i have to move on and start my own family, live my own life..."
"i'm... sorry. i didn't know both of your parents were dead." i felt really guilty of implying she was just eager but it seems she had a genuine reason and i was just paranoid after all
"thats alright, besides i have you don't I?" she said giving me a wink
" yeah you do. Well we better get back, its starting to get dark" i said
"yeah, you are right, lets go handsome!" she said with a smile
so we swam off fin in fin back to my place.
and yet i still couldn't believe what we actually did today. i still couldn't get over it. now thats she's pregnant and due in 12 months, i have got to take a more fatherly role
However i don't think i can do it,
Not so soon...
This was too soon