FSE

Furry search engine

formerly SoFurry search engine

"Good night Ken," I said through the door. Ken didn't respond as was the usual now. He has been like this for two weeks now. He has basically become a hermit, only coming out for food or work before locking himself back in his room to repeat the process the next day. He rarely talks to me and locks himself in his room when he sees me. I really messed up.

Two weeks ago, I had sex with Ken, the husky now turned hermit. I confessed to having feelings for him then had sex the next morning. At first I just let him alone, having been though the process myself, but now I am starting to worry about him. I wanted to help him, but I don't want do anything to make him more uncomfortable.

I flopped on my bed, mulling on what to do. We had sex two weeks ago on this bed. I can remember the look on his face as I pleasured him, the sounds he made when I rode him, the face he made with that begging voice asking to knot me, the feeling of his thick knot up my ass, and the shocked look on his face just before sprinting out of the room. My cell phone rung, "Hello?"

"Hey Jabil," I knew that voice anywhere.

"Hey Kor, now is not a good time."

"Ken still not talking to you?"

"Yeah," Kor is the only person I told about my crush on Ken. He is also the only other person to know about what I did two weeks ago.

"Have you been trying to talk to him?"

"No I have been humping him the last week; of course I tried to talk to him!" One of the biggest peeves is repeating something the other person obviously understands.

"Okay, you don't need to yell at me."

"Then tell me why you called."

"I called to check up on you since you seemed depressed at work today."

"Was it that obvious?"

"Even Sheldon could tell something was wrong and he barely understands sarcasm."

"Shit," Sheldon is not a people person. That socially awkward bull only seems to understands emotions if it plain obvious.

"Yeah, it was that obvious."

"So what do you want me to do about it? Every time I try to talk to him face to face he bolts back to his room."

"Do you know the story Amaterasu from Japanese mythology?"

"No," Kor was obsessed with mythology and legends. He always tries to sneak something myth-related into the conversation just so he can talk about it.

"After her brother killed one of her attendants, Amaterasu hid in a cave, denying sunlight to mortals. The other gods then hatched a plan to get her out of the cave by having Ama-no-Uzeme do a strip tease in front of the cave's entrance."

"If you suggesting that I should throw a party with strippers I can already tell you that will not get him out of his room."

"Let me finish. Ama-no-Uzeme's dance was so wild the other gods burst into laughter. The laughter caught Amaterasu's attention so she peeked outside. One of the gods holds a mirror to distract Amaterasu while the other used a boulder to seal the cave so Amaterasu couldn't get back inside."

"Okay, I can guess what you want me to do. You want me to lure Ken out of his room and block his door?"

"To put it simply."

"There is one problem; he won't come out if I am here. How do you plan for him to leave his room if he refuses to come out? Even if I leave the apartment then came back immediately, he still would have enough time to head back into his room before I can block him."

"Just use a Trojan horse. Pretend to leave then block his door when he is far away."

"Okay, but Ken's window looks out towards the road, if he doesn't see my truck he would know something is up."

"Okay how about this; I take your truck out to make it look like you left while you hide somewhere."

I thought about it a moment, "yeah that should work."

"Alright, I'll coming by tomorrow to get your truck."

"Okay, text when you get to the front door, do not knock on the door." We said our goodbyes and hung up. Before I could put my phone down, it buzzed in my hand. It was a text from Bethany. Coming by around noon to get my stuff, don't act surprise if I come. Bethany was my ex-girlfriend who I broke off with two weeks ago. Our break up was mutual, but it was more messy then my other break-ups.

It was around high school that I started to have feelings for Ken; however I didn't understand what it meant at the time. I would start a relationship with a girl, but it would always end half-baked. I wouldn't put much effort into the relationship, even the girls I dated realized it after two or three weeks, and we would break up and continue with our lives. Even my relationship with the girl I lost my virginity to lasted three months.

But Bethany was different. We dated for about...eight months, give or take a week. We met at a bar and started to date after a wild night of sex. She was a beagle with a nice coat and b-cups breast. She was a nice, active gal who loves to move around. In bed she was into kinky shit, it was common to use sex toys with her. Bethany would always think of something to spice up the sex life and that is what actually helped me understand my feelings for Ken.

During the last few months of the relationship, we started to drift sexually; so Bethany decided we should try a three-way with one of her friends who was openly Bi-sexual. The neighbor was a stallion who worked in construction. He was huge compared to me, both physical and sexual. On the day we did it, he came early to make sure I washed my ass out properly; He took me to the shower and watched over me while I washed my ass, saying how nice it looked or how tight it might feel in there. Instead of getting angry with the stallion, I blushed at his comments. When I finished cleaning myself out, I could make hole in the wall with how hard my dick was.

During the three-way, I gave more affection to the stallion and his dick then my own girlfriend. Bethany didn't notice or even cared that I paid her very little attention. When the stallion wanted to stick is dick in something, I volunteered my ass for it. When he stuffed that rod in me, I was in heaven. It was painful, but the pleasure I felt was exquisite.

After that encounter, I found myself sexually shifting. I was interested in things that I wasn't before. I enjoyed getting penetrated more than penetrating. I found guys more attractive and kept asking Bethany for another three-way with the stallion or any other guys she knew. She knew something was up and called me out on it, we had a fight and I left her house in a fit.

After I cooled down, I realized what she said was right and I was different. I didn't know what to do, so I decided to head to the stallion for some advice.

I steeled myself before I knocked on the door. I could feel my heart thump rapidly in my chest. The door opened, revealing a black-coated stallion, shirtless and wearing some tight fitting pants. "Hey...you're Bethany's boyfriend, um what is your name again?"

"Jabil sir," I was really nervous.

"You don't need to call me sir, just Donny. Is there anything I can help you with?"

"There was something I want to talk to you about."

"Sure, come in." Donny led me to the living room, "want anything to drink?"

"Water please," I said meekly.

"Coming up," as Donny left I couldn't take my eyes off of his ass. I wanted to squeeze those buns of his, rub my dick along his crack, and fuck him relentlessly. Focus Jabil; do not be distracted by ass. Do not be distracted by the delicious ass of that stud. "Here you go."

I was so distracted I didn't realize Donny was back, "oh, thanks." I took the bottle from him and took huge gulps from it.

"So what do you want to talk about?"

Me fucking you, "Bethany and I had a fight."

"I see, so what do you want me to do?"

Let me fuck you, "actually, during the fight Bethany said some things that made sense."

"Like what?"

"She said I have been different lately."

"How so?"

"Well," I stumbled over my words, "I know I am acting different but... I don't know how." I knew how I was different from before, but I was too embarrassed to say what it was.

Donny was quiet and sipped his water, "I see, I think I know what you mean." I breathed a sigh of relief. "I had the same thoughts after my first time as well," I stared at Donny with confusion, "girls seem less attractive, you started to be more 'submissive' during sex, right?"

"Yeah, exactly," I felt happy that Donny said my thoughts for me.

"Yep, I know exactly what is happening to you."

"Can you tell me then?" my tail was wagging fast behind me.

"You enjoy gay sex."

"What," I responded. I understood what he said I just wasn't expecting that answer.

"You enjoyed having sex with a guy more than with a girl."

"I understand what 'gay' means, but how do you know?"

Donny laughed, "Don't you remember, I am bi-sexual. I know how good taking a cock up the ass feels. I also had my thoughts during the three-way."

"Did I do something to stand out?" I don't think I did anything that would have stood out back then.

"You paid more attention to me then your own girlfriend; that would raise some suspicion."

"If you knew then why didn't you say anything?"

"And miss two bitches worship this body, no thanks," He laughs. I should have been angry about being called a bitch but Donny was right. Ever since I first saw him I wanted Donny. To suck him, fuck him, or fucked by him. I wanted Donny to use me in any sexual way he wants me to be. "Alright, since we got that out of the way," he unbutton and unzipped his pants.

"W-what are you doing?"

"We both know what I am doing and we both know what you want," he stood from the couch and walked over to me. His pants fell on the floor showing off his briefs and the obvious bulge he had. He stops in front of me, his bulge at eye level to me, "now the question becomes what do you plan to do next?"

Donny didn't wait long for an answer. I brought a paw up to the bulge and lightly squeezed it. Memories of the three-way flooded my head. I slipped my fingers in the waistband of the briefs and slowly pulled down. Donny's dick sprang forward after being released, hitting me in the muzzle. I let his dick lay on my muzzle soaking in the musk this powerful stallion was producing. The dick was still soft but I marveled at this four-inch wonder.

I grabbed the shaft and moved it away from my face. "Changed your mind?"

"No," I stick out my tongue. I licked the cock in my hand; it had a salty taste to it. I gave it a few more licks before moving to the balls.

Those orbs of his were the size of tennis balls and were just as fuzzy. I eagerly licked and sucked those balls of his. "Yeah, just like that, bitch." I wasn't a fan of being called a bitch, but considering I was sucking horse cock I wasn't in a position to refute him. I put both of them in my mouth and played with them using my tongue. As I played with his balls, his shaft got harder in my grip. "Shit bitch, if you keep that up, we won't be here long."

I released his balls, "sit down." he sat down on the couch with his legs spread apart. His balls hung low, almost touching the couch, with all 9-inchs standing at attention. I grabbed the shaft. I can't believe I am going to attempt this. I licked the shaft, catching the faint taste of salty pre on it. When I got to the head, I gave it a couple more licks. I then tried to open my mouth as large and wide as I can before sticking the head inside.

I am not going to lie, it hurt trying to get a horse cock in my mouth. I slowly tried to move down the large cock, but every bit of I put in my mouth made my jaw sorer. I kept going lower on the shaft when I realized I couldn't breathe. I panicked, but Donny just grabbed the back on my head and pulled me off, "Jesus, I can't believe how much you could put in your mouth," the air refilled my lungs, "you almost put seven-inches in your mouth."

"And how is that surprising," I coughed out.

"Most people stop between the 5 to 6 inch mark, you put more in your mouth then what most people could," I felt pride at his words...that or blood, "and do you know what I do to people that can do that?" I shook my head," I do...this!"

In an instant, Donny pulled me up and shoved me on the couch, "what are you-"he brought his head close to mine and kissed me. The kiss itself was rough and passionate, his tongue darting around my mouth like a hyperactive child in a toy store. When he pulled back, I saw some saliva connected our mouths like some bridge before falling apart. He moved me around till I was lying down end to end on it. Donny climbed on top of me and backed his ass up to my face. "The fuck," I tried to push it away but Donny just pushed it back with more force.

"Get to licking," Donny commanded.

"But-"

"Yes it is. Also it is clean and is perfectly safe to lick," when he said it I sniffed his ass just to make sure he was telling the truth. His ass didn't have an odor, so he must be telling the truth. I stick my tongue out and licked his ass, avoiding the hole for now.

I felt something wet come in contact with my dick. I could tell right away that Donny was giving me a blow job while I work on his ass. I slapped his firm ass, getting a yelp from the stallion, "like that?"

"Don't forget you're the bitch here, now get back to work." he shoved his ass back into my face. I spread his cheeks apart and looked at his little hole. I kissed the little hole, stilled hesitant to lick it. "Look, I cleaned it an hour ago so I promise you there is no shit in there, I promise."

I gave the hole a quick lick, but I didn't taste anything. I gave it a few more licks and still had no taste. I agreed that Donny was telling the truth and that it was safe to lick his asshole. I spread is cheeks again and lick the hole again. Before I knew it, my tongue was inside Donny, licking the inside of his ass.

"Yeah, deeper," I pushed forward while Donny pushed back. I was amazed with how deep I can get my tongue in. "okay that is enough," he got off of me and pulled me up. The placed a finger by his ass and pressed it in, "yep, should be enough." He left the room for a minute then came back handing me a condom wrapper. He leaned over the couch and presented his ass towards me. I understood what he wanted me to do, so I ripped open the condom wrapper and slid it over my dick.

I aligned my cock with his entrance, "you sure you want me to?"

"Yes, I do. Now shut up and fuck me," I pushed my way in, it was tighter then I thought it would be. I could feel his body heat coming down on my dick. I just let it stay there and enjoy this new sensation. "Come on bitch! You just going to stand there or fuck me!" Donny didn't seemed bother by the dick up his ass, so I thought it was okay to move. I tried to go slow, but Donny was getting annoyed, "come on, I wanted to get fucked by a man not a bitch!"

I was getting tired of being called a bitch by him. I placed my hands on his waist and started to fuck him harder and faster. Donny moaned at this new pace, "For someone who likes to call other bitches, you sure do like getting fucked like a slut."

"So the bitch learns to trash talk." That is it! I reached around and grabbed his cock and balls then squeeze them, "shit."

"Listen here, Slut! You are going to use my actual name when addressing me or you will get a real nasty case of blue balls," I squeezed to make a point. I was the one in charge and he should be lucky I let him choose him as a cock sleeve, "now apologize."

"No," I might need to try something else to get him to cooperate.

I had an idea on what to do. I released his cock and balls and grabbed his hips again. I pulled Donny back forcing my knot in his ass. He squealed when my knot enter, "you like my knot, slut?"

"Yes."

"Too bad," I pulled back trying to remove the knot. Once a knot is in, it is difficult to pull out unless it climaxes. Donny's moans went from pleasure to slight pain. Again, I grabbed his balls, "now where is my apology?"

The longer he kept quiet, the more force I would use removing the knot. After a few tugs and pulls Donny caved, "I'm sorry."

"To whom and why?"

He mumbled something, so I tried to pull back again, "alright, I am apologizing to Jabil for calling him a bitch!"

"Good," I loosen my grip on his balls and started to jerk Donny's cock with my other hand, "since you did such a good job apologizing, I will let you cum first slut." I leaned on Donny back nipping on his broad shoulders while jerking him off.

"Shit, I am about...to...cum." I felt him clamp on my dick hard, might give the slut what he wants. I shot my load in him, releasing all the tension I had built up the entire time. Donny also released his load, coving the couch cushions in his thick semen.

I lay on top of Donny, catching my breath. When I felt my knot go down, I pulled out of Donny and landed on the floor. Donny landed knees first in his own semen. I looked at the hole I just fucked it was much wider then when I first saw it. "Oh crap! Donny are you okay?"

"Yeah I'm good, need to wash the cushions though."

"I am so sorry, I said those things and did that and-"

"It is alright Jabil," he moved on wobbly legs, "that was one of the best fuckings I ever had."

"What? But your ass-"

"Yeah it hurts but remember how much it hurt you when I fucked you," I thought about it for a moment. I remember both Donny and Bethany doing something after he removed himself from me but I was too spaced out to know what it was.

I remember to remove the condom, "I don't remember much after that."

Donny sighed, "You had a virgin's ass, as I call it. So after I removed my dick I notice some blood on it." I instinctively grabbed my ass, "I brought some ointment with me to help with those kinds of injuries and the tears weren't as bad, so I was able to handle it."

"Shit," I was sore for the next few days after that but I didn't think I would bleed from it, "but what about you?"

"I was prepared for awhile before you showed up, so I shouldn't bleed."

I was relieved that Donny should be okay, "wait, what do you mean prepared?"

"I usually masturbate after a shower but before dinner. I mostly finger myself while doing it so I was mostly stretched beforehand." I looked away, embarrassed for some reason, "so did that help you?"

"Huh?"

"I mean with your issues."

I remembered why I came here, "if I'm going to be honest, I don't know." I sat down besides Donny, "I now feel even more confused than ever. I just fucked a guy and...I'm just confused."

"About?"

"Me! What does that make me? Am I gay, straight? Can I never have sex with a girl ever again? The fuck is wrong with me?!"

Donny threw an arm around me and pulled me in a tight hug, "if you want me to tell you, then there is nothing wrong with you. Do you think gay people know they were attracted to the same gender their whole lives? No, they didn't know they were gay till they experienced it for the first time. When they had thoughts about how cute some guy or girl they probity just brushed it aside. Only later did they discover their attraction to the same gender and they had the same thoughts you are having now. So there is nothing wrong with you at all."

I felt a little happier with Donny's words, "but does that mean I have to break off with Bethany?"

"You are asking a guy you just fucked to break-up with your girlfriend, HELL YEAH." Donny laughed, but stopped when he realized I was being serious, "Sorry, joking aside, I think you should continue dating Bethany, at least try to continue it for awhile. If you still find it hard to stay with her, I say break up with her. Just because you enjoy sex with a guy doesn't mean you are completely gay. At the very least you are bi-sexual in my book."

I spent the night at Donny' house that night, asking question about sexuality and other things I might need to know. In the morning I went back to Bethany and apologize for the fight yesterday. On Donny's advice, I continued to date Bethany for awhile and try to make it work.

But life is never that easy. I started to see Ken in a new light, a very attractive light. The more of my feelings I understood, the more confused I got. Ken was my best friend for years and I had thoughts of having sex with him. I keep trying to find ways to keep being friends, but it got more difficult to tell the difference between my wanting Ken as a friend or lover.

My relationship with Bethany got worse. We spent more and more time apart to the point we would only talk ever couple of days. We treated each other more as strangers then an actually dating couple. Bethany was the longest girlfriend I had, so I was a bit hesitant to break up with her. I kept putting it off till the day we officially broke up.

I remember arriving at Bethany's house that day, tired of the charade that lasted the past month. I wanted to at least leave the relationship on good terms. I entered the house and called out to her, but she didn't answer me. I thought she might be somewhere where she couldn't hear me so I went to check the bedroom.

What I saw shocked me, in the bed was Bethany, naked, riding Donny. I called out instinctively. I remember the both of us yelling at each other while Donny kept us separated. I felt betrayed at them for fucking each other behind my back, but I knew I had no right to call them out on it. The last thing I remember are both me and Bethany yelling at each other to 'go to hell' as I ran to my car and drove off.

I felt like a mess after that drama filled break-up. I had no reason to hide my feelings to Ken any longer but my emotional train wreck would have been a bad way to confess my feelings for him. I need a drink to calm down. I pulled up to a bar I was a regular at and entered. When I got to the bar, I asked for a 'drink to forget my shit' and drank. I planned to leave after I calmed down a bit, but I kept feeling like shit and drank some more. This process continued till I got so drunk, Ken was called to get me.

All that led me to this moment, me staring at the screen of my cell phone about to send a reply to Bethany, setting her up as an accomplice in my plan. Yeah that is fine. I will be out around that time but Ken should be here to give it to you. I press send and placed the phone on the nightstand. I am a fucked up person.