Was there ever love ?

Story by catsithx on SoFurry

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#1 of Cheating


Now this is a different story for me. I know I have done one like this before with my lucario story Love loss. Yet I feel this is a bit different.

Some who know me know I love happy endings. With this one I have to fight to get there. I don't know if I should continue. This one

comes from reading to many cheating stories. I wanted something different from them. Also this story contains sexual acts cheating

spouse. If you do not like that than read another story. Trust me I know you can find a another story. Other wise enjoy.

Blake is your a typical feline; his fur is completely black except for his belly fur and tail tip which are both white. He is a happily married feline to his wife of fifteen years, a tigress named Kara, who is a slender but with enough meat in all the right places. Age has done little to take her beauty as she looks as good as the day they walked down the aisle.

It was the happiest day of his life. Yet as time went on it seem that she became more and more distant . Yes they had kits, a daughter after their marriage and a son a few years later. Yet she was becoming more and more distant with him. When he tried to spice up there love life she seem to get mad and shoot down any ideas he had.

It seemed to get him more angry when he caught her trying to get the kids to turn on him. They both were loyal to their father. This seem to upset her more. He still loved his wife, yet their love life was in shambles as it was four years since he had last touched her. She would always say she was tired or not in the mood.

On their anniversary she was even more cold and distant as if it was at a funeral. Two years ago he was going to give her the to option to walk away but he didn't want to hurt the kids over this, the oldest was only 14, she was born 5 months after the wedding.

Both looked like their mother but had little or no features of their father. He ignored it as the kids acted like their father, full of life.

It pained him that he had to act like nothing was wrong in front of them while he was slowly dying inside.

Blake was a repairman. Well not really; He had a title that explained it as an IT specialist . Yet in the end he always saw it as being a overpaid computer repairman. He always was called to fix simple things nothing major. Despite all his college education he was a repairman.

He got paid good so he complained little. He had lots of time and flexibility on his schedule. So he was always there for his kids.

As he was relaxing at work with his fellow IT workers, an otter named Jeff walks over to him.

"Ok man it is your day."

Blake looked at him in confusion "My day?"

"To go home early. All of us have done it once or twice this month and you haven't done it once. Now get out of here before you make us look like we don't do anything."

"Well you all don't do anything, I do everything here and as soon as I leave I just get called back in so I just stay."

The otter laughs, "Not this time. We're all here and most problems are caught up for now so go home and go screw that wife of yours"

Blake's face becomes dark. " I wish she would at least hug me."

The otter looks saddened by this. "It's getting worse isn't it? I'm telling you, set up that webcam I got you. I know you hate it and it looks like you have no trust in her but think about it. If she is cheating on you, you'll have the ammunition to fight her in court. "

"It turned out so good for you?" Blake smiles at the otter.

A young looking wolf laughs "No. Joe's wife found about him boinking the girl at the local Walgreen" He laughs

Joe rolls his eyes "Still the vid saved me from paying to much alimony. I love my kids but she was a cheating bitch and she drove me to it."

"Fine I will set it up but in a teddy bear. Where did you get that from Joe?"

"Spy shop. They have all those little goodies for the cheating couples," Joe smiles

Blake gathers his stuff and gets ready to leave "I will do this just so I can have of piece of mind."

"Make sure you set it so it goes to your laptop only. Last thing you need is the neighbor getting the feed."

The wolf laughs harder " Yeah it would better than Cinemax at night."

Blake just shakes his head. "I am going you goofballs. See you..." Then it hit Blake that it was going to be the weekend. They're actually going to let him have a four day weekend. He could spend it with.... He stops that thought. Last time he tried to have a four day weekend with her she got mad and refused to be in the same room as him. As if it messed up her plans.

He spent time with his kids. It was then that he thought of what he made for his youngest, Jake, a stuffed moogle. It was his favorite stuff toy no matter what his mother bought him he refused to let the stuff doll go. It seems it made an impression on him.

He loved his kids as much as they loved him. This also seem to make her mad as they listen to him more than their mother.

The eldest daughter Aurora had wanted to go with her friends to the movies. His wife told her no, it was a school night. Aurora told her she was unfair and actually tried to sneak out but Blake caught her and told her go back inside. She did, but complained the whole time.

No matter what his wife did she could not compare with daddy. Because the next day he took his daughter and her friends to the movies a bit earlier but they enjoyed it nonetheless.

Now he was heading home with a stuffed bear next to him that was fully wired up. He looked at the bear, it looked normal just like something you would buy your wife yet that was the point. He saw the camera on it's bow tie. He knew what was going to happen if he got caught. He thinks about it. Then realizes he just being paranoid, Joe was a cheater and he knew he had to get his wife before she got him.

Blake was an honest fur and he loved his wife.

As he drove up the street he noticed a car parked in his driveway. It wasn't a car he had seen before. He stopped before he went any further and backed up, away from his home and drove around the block. He stopped in front of the house behind his.

This was a problem. Not that he didn't trust his neighbor. It was who lived here. It was a wolfess .... His first love from high school. His ex Cali, she was the one he thought he would love till the end of time. She was a black furred wolfess and she had grown even more beautiful than before yet he tried his best to keep away from her as she was divorced from her husband. He never asked what happened but she seemed happy with her only son who lived with her. It seemed her ex was still supporting her.

When Cali moved in it was different. He was actually happy to talk to someone. His son got along with her son very well. They were like brothers as they went everywhere together. Cali had tried to make moves on Blake, yet he had turned down all her advances.

She smiled last time he turned her down. "If only I never left I would not be lusting for you. I have had others since my husband left but you... I never forgot how much you loved me. Nor how much you were an animal in bed. I know you love her and I'd hate to be the one who breaks you both up but know this; if you ever want to I am here luv," She had purred into his ear. She nip his ear like she use to. It sent a shiver down his spine to this day.

He thinks about how wild she was in bed. They had loved each other so much in high school. Yet now it wasn't the same. He wish she had not...

He shakes those thoughts away as they send shivers down his spine to this day , he could smell her scent and he knew she was in heat at the time. He knew what would have happened. Blake shook those thoughts from his head as he head through her yard to his and jumped the fence. He was lucky most were not home at this time as he had hoped.

Blake makes his way to the back door of his house as he opens it quietly. He walks in through his kitchen as he hears moaning from the living room. He moves closer already knowing who it is, he knows the sound of her voice. As soon as he is in view he sees Kara on the couch on all fours, her clothing still on yet her pants down. Her tail is raised high as it twitches. She is moaning like a cheap whore asking for more from another tiger on her, a male, his build a bit bigger than Blake. He growls saying he will fuck her raw.

With that Blake walks out just as he came in without making any noise. He leaves and heads back the same route he came to his home, and after he reaches his car and gets in and just sits there with no emotion. If anything he felt dead inside.

She was fucking cheating on him. Yet he was calm. No anger, no slamming things around yelling at the heavens. No tears of loss or sorrow. Nothing. As if he died when he saw that. He didn't feel anything watching them make out. Joe told him he got off on seeing his wife get fucked but Blake didn't get aroused by this.

He really just died when he walked out of the house. No that was not right, he was dead a long time ago, before he was living for his children now it felt that is all he had left. He wanted to scream, he wanted to cry, he wanted to feel something!

Yet he was empty. He started the car and drove off to the local café and ordered a hot chocolate. He sat there looking at it as it cooled down. What did he do wrong? He was loyal to a fault, he put up with her not wanting to have sex much, the attitude about the kids liking him more than her...

Yet she was doing this. He should have took Cali up on her offer. No, he would not do that. Not of out loyalty to a cheating spouse but so she would not have any ammo to hurt him. He was going to divorce her, he made up his mind and pulled out a card that Joe gave to him. It was to a lawyer, Joe's divorce lawyer .

He made the call.

xxx

Blake arrived at home as he always does, and as he opens the door his wife is cleaning the house. He looks at the couch where she and him would cuddle together at night.... No, that wasn't right, she would sit near him but always hated it when he got to close to her. Now he looks at the damn thing as he wants to burn it to get it out of his house.

"Hey dear, how was your day on the website?"

His wife was a web designer. To be honest she was an average designer. It was because of him she had any business at all as he recommended her to many of her clients

"It went well." She was smiling? Why was she smiling?

Blake knew why. She was smiling from getting fucked like some cheap whore does, he guessed.

Blake gave off a fake smile and walked over to hug her. As he did she did what she always did as of late she moved away from him and tried to do something else.

"Why do you do that? All I want is a hug and you can't even give me that?"

She sighs "I want my space. Blake, you suffocate me too much."

"How the hell do I do that? I am never here, you have the house to yourself and I am the one with the kids not you. You have all the freedom!" Blake voice gets louder.

"Don't start. I do a lot." She growls at Blake and her tail stands on its end.

She was going to throw a fit again. "Fine I don't give you your space." He holds the teddy bear in his hand as he looks at it while she turned away grumbling. If she had just showed some compassion he would never had to resort to this, but she had sealed her own fate and maybe the fate of how this family will turn out.

"I am going to take a shower and then pick the kids up from the after school events."

Blake heads upstairs with the bear in hand. He passes the room where he and his wife sleep. Thinking how many times she soiled that bed with another fur. Yet once again no anger ,what was wrong with him? He should be boiling with anger and hatred. At least shed a tear, not once again nothing.

He places the bear on the dresser behind most of her stuff but so it's tiny camera can see the whole room. He had charged it when he was in the car. It would turn on when he programmed it to from his laptop. He did it already when he was out after seeing what his wife was doing.

It would need recharging after the weekend. He prayed he was wrong and this was a simple fling.

He showered up and then left, saying he was getting the kids. she just said "make sure they are safe." Still nothing for him.

He came back with the kids and got them ice cream. Both were smiling as they ran upstairs to do homework and get ready for dinner.

The tigress looked pissed. "I told you not to do that. It ruins their appetite."

"Why are you so uptight, they deserve a reward. You always seem to get mad when I do things for them and when you do it it's ok."

Kara looks mad at him "I never do that!"

"Why are you always mad at me when the kids are happy with me? They are my kids I can spoil them if I want."

That is when Blake noticed she flinched at his words. Why would she do that?

"Because they need to know there are rules," Kara states flatly.

"They know there are rules but you have to show them love. You seem hell bent on making sure they don't have any fun with me at all,"

"It is not like that Blake. I just want them to know there are reasons for everything," Kara says his name as if he is a stranger.

"They are my kids I know what I am doing. Right now they are doing their homework and then getting ready for dinner like they should so I reward them. So what?"

Kara is tense now "They need to know the world is not like that. It is a harsh place."

"Like being honest and truthful to one another." Looking to get a rise out of her.

Kara is once more flinches as she hears those words. "I have to finish dinner." She ends the conversation with that. Now was the time to set his trap. He prayed he was wrong.

"Dear, I am going to be working on a project this weekend so I will be out. Both the kids are going to be at their friends ok so I won't be home until late both days. Don't worry I will pick the kids up Sunday." If she was going to do anything she would do it then.

At first he thought she was going to explode. Yet she was calm and smiles. "Yes I know they will have fun there." She sees me sitting on the recliner. "Aren't you going to sit at the couch?"

Blake looks at her "I think it is time to get rid of it and get a new one."

'And then burn it,' He thought to himself as turn the TV on.

Xxx

Saturday arrives as he drop the kids off. They were both happy as hell, they were going to have so much fun as Blake dreaded what he was going to do.

After Blake dropped them off he drove off to work. Halfway there he turned around and headed back home. Once again he saw the car there. He wanted to run in there and bust down the door and then beat him with a bat yet he didn't, he just drove off and headed to the local Coney Island. Later, after having two meals there and playing some computer poker I went back home and noticed the car was gone. He pulled in and got out like nothing was wrong.

What could be wrong, oh nothing your wife is a lying cheating BITCH and you feel nothing!!!!! God even arguing the logic about it does not make me mad.

He got out of the car and went in with a smile.

She is sitting on the couch with a bath robe on and he can smell that she just showered. She sees her husband and looks away. The sadness is there but it feels like something else. " Uh Blake we need to..."

"Sorry dear I have some stuff to do ok in an hour ok, we can talk. I have to remote access something from my laptop when that is done we can talk, ok?" Blake smiles at her. The smile fades as he heads to his study where he opens his laptop and pulls the file up. The feed was still going as it was open in a window. He looks at the vid as he goes back a bit and he sees her enter the room, pulling the male tiger along. He is already stripping as she begins to disrobe, she is wearing the lingerie he bought her 5 years ago and she had told him that it was gaudy.

Blake could only watch as they made out. The tiger wasted little time as he begins to ravage Blake's wife. Both can be heard moaning loudly as the tiger is kissing her, their bodies begin to intertwine and grind against each other.

The tiger moves between his wife legs and lifts her legs up and begins to take her panties off as they are tossed aside as he moves between her legs once more. It looks like he is eating her out as she moans loudly, her body thrashing about and using her hands move to his head and make sure he is buried between her legs. The mic picks up the cries of lust his wife makes as she finally calls out his name.

"Oh gods yes Karl just like that! Eat me out, make me cum I want to so badly! Make me feel alive!"

Blake only thoughts are 'fucking whore.' She had never given him a chance to do anything; at best she let him fuck her then sometimes not even let him finish and he had to jack off to just get off.

His wife arches her back as it seems she has climaxed. Karl moves from between her legs as he says some sweet words that are lost on Blake as he couldn't care less about his cheap porno like words. Maybe after this he can upload this on the net get some cash for it. home made porn sells pretty good on the net especially cheating wives, or in Blake's case cheating whores.

He sighs as he sees this low cut porn. All it really needs some cheap porn music and it would be perfect. Blake chuckles as his mind wanders. Here his wife is being treated like some cheap whore and he is thinking of a porno. Yet he felt empty.

Now Karl is making her get on her knees telling her to raise her tail. Blake can now see his cock, and is not really impressed. Yes it is a bit thicker than his but Blake has length. Karls looks 7 or 8 inches maybe an inch thick which is actually impressive. But Blake, he is longer. The only thing that gets him a smile out of this. He just wish his cheating wife would have gave him a chance to prove his worth, maybe she wouldn't have strayed like this.

Yet it does puzzle Blake how long has she been doing this. A year or two? Maybe less. Yet her behavior over the years seem to say different.

Blake gets bored of the sexual intercourse of the two felines. He has seen better porn. That dragoness being taken by that wolf, now THAT was hot. She was a squirter. That wolf would howl when he took her. He was impressive, about a foot long . Now that would something to be mad at if he was fucking your mate. The dragoness would roar every time she reached her peak.

He was brought back when they reached their peak. They seem to rest for a bit cuddling and then start again.

Gods how long was this show going to be. Jacking off to better porn would make him not care about this show.

Blake forwards the video a bit till he see them sitting on the bed talking.

He pulls the video back till it has them sitting on the bed.

It plays.

The rustling of them coming from the center of the bed as Kara is sitting on the edge as Karl moves next to her.

"What is wrong sexy?" Karl nuzzles Kara as she pushes him away for a bit.

"I can't live this lie anymore. Karl"

"You mean you being in this sham of marriage,"

Blake is taken back by this. Sham?

"I know Karl but I was waiting for you dear. I know you didn't want the kids why I went to Blake he was so willing I took advantage of him but now the kids are older and both being yours, I feel like they should be with their true father. Not some stand in."

Karl laughs a bit "I am sorry dear for making you wait now I am stable I can take on the responsibility. I have to share the burden you with. Blake seems like a stand up guy, why have you given him the cold shoulder? I told you if you were someone else I would still take you back if you loved me. "

"I know Karl but with you I feel alive. With Blake I... I don't know I know he loves me but I do not love him in return. It feels empty. I wish he would just cheat with that old friend of his, it would make things so much easier to do what I am going to do with him."

Karl sighs as he moves behind Kara and hugs he and nuzzles her "This must be hard for you to destroy him. Best to pay him off so it will be less messy. I can give him a good settlement. That way the kids can be with their true father,"

Blake has crushed a pen that was in his hand. There is barely anything left of it and the ink is all over his paw. Yet that is the extent of his external rage.

He remembers Joe's outburst at work. He and two other workers had to restrain him to stop him from being fired from the job after he found out his wife was cheating on him and carrying the other fur's child.

No hatred but a small rage in his heart. Then it hits him. He rewinds the video. He hears it again. They are not his kids. This lying bitch saying they were not his kids and to bribe him not to be with the ones HE raised, not Karl, but Blake.

He raised them. From the little kits they were. He was there for his daughter when she was sick. He was there when his son got scared when it stormed badly, holding him close and saying daddy would protect him.

He help his daughter fix her bike. He made that stuff doll his son carries everywhere. She was not going to win this battle. Not by any means was he going to give up and let her win. They may not be his biologically but he was not going to give up the ones who called him daddy all his life.

Blake sets up the feed to stream to the TV in the living room. He picks up the remote to his laptop so he can control what will be shown. His 'wife' Kara would learn a big lesson on what it means to lie to someone.

xxx

Kara is pacing back and forth as she had called Karl over for support. She was always afraid this day would come. The day she would have to tell the truth. That would break Blake. He loved his kids. No, they were never his kids. They were Karl's kids and it would be better that way.

Karl looks at his tigress who is pacing back and forth. He understands her pain as he feels sorry for Blake, they were going to destroy his life. Yet Karl knew this was for the best. They have lived this lie and it was time to come clean. Being honest will solve all things.

"Why is he taking so long Karl. It is almost an hour. Do you think he knows?" Kara says in a bit of a panic.

Karl gets up and hugs her, petting the back of her head as he can smell her scent. It still lingers from the sex they had earlier. "It will be fine. As long as I am here it will be fine. We will state what our feelings are. He will understand."

"That you were fucking my wife all these years like the cheap whore she is?" A voice comes from the hallway.

Both jump seeing Blake there.

"Dear we must talk about something- Wait, did you call me a ..." Kara's voice raises but is cut off from a glare from Blake.

"You! How dare you say you can explain this." He walks past Kara and picks the TV Remote and switches to the feed from his laptop. The image of them on the bed is seen. Both Karl's and Kara's mouths hang open.

"What's wrong, this cat has your tongue? I know all about it. How dare you Kara. I loved you. I would do anything to make you happy but it looks like being treated like a slut was what you needed."

He rewinds the video, showing them make out. Kara's face breaks as she begins to cry knowing it is not going to go as planned.

"Stop it! stop that feed!" Karl shouts.

"Why? It's the truth of what you did in my house. In my bedroom with my wife... no my whore of a wife."

Karl growls as he walks up in Blake's face "You fucking asshole."

"I speak the truth."

"P-please understand...(hic) I never meant for this to go as long as..."

Once more she is cut off.

"To go on they should be with their true father," Blake says mockingly . Both Karl and Kara look shocked by this. Blake forwards the video to where both talk about telling Blake the truth.

"How dare you fucking lie to me all these years! I LOVED YOU!" He bites out, and both flinch at this.

"What, were you going to bribe me to go away? They are MY KIDS, NOT HIS, MINE!!!!!" He roars at them. Kara is crying badly now. Karl is unable to do much as the cat is out of the bag so to speak.

"YOU are to get out of my house. This lie is over I do not want you near me or the kids anymore."

Kara gets up her face tear stained "They are my kids, you can't do this! They are my babies!"

"You forfeited that right to them at all. You lied this whole time as if you have any right to be with them!" Blake snaps.

The video replays as it starts from the sex scene.

"And you Karl you were going to bribe me? What 10 thousand or maybe 100 thousand to stay away from my kids. You could try to give me 5 million and I would say no. I raised them, I loved them, I was there for them when they needed a father. You will not walk in and try to take them away from me . MY love for them is absolute unlike my unfaithful whore of a wife."

As they argue the video is playing the part where Kara talks to Karl about the children, saying they are not Blake's and that they would pay off him to walk away.

A gasp is heard.

All stop arguing and turn to the sound and see Aurora. Blake goes silent seeing his eldest daughter standing there. Her mouth agape.

Kara sees her and tries to go to her. "Baby, I can explain."

Aurora steps back and glares at her. "How? That you were fucking someone behind dad's back. Saying we are not his. How dare you tell us to always be truthful and you lie like this! I hate you mom! I HATE YOU DON'T TOUCH ME!!!!"

She begins to cry as Blake runs up and hugs his daughter. He looks at his daughter and sees the young tigress shake with rage and sadness. Blake looks back his wife who is crying being held by Karl saying it will be alright.

Blake's only thought is; how will it ever be alright?

End notes: I do have more to write but unless I hear others wanting more I don't think I will do another chapter. As always please rate fav and comment.