FSE

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Note:So happy I got to finish this today :3 At this point I think I want to keep this as a series. I'll try to get in at least two chapters in a week but since this is my first week having this account I want to try and post everyday. Enough talking let's get into this new chapter :3

I looked at the door, a plaque on the door read Room 124. Next to the door was a name card reading Bob Kawashima and Blake Hudson. Huh "Blake" he sounds kinda cool,he sounds like he was the main character in some badass spy movie. I took a deep breath and flung the door open. I heard a large crash noise and a large groan.

"Owwww why'd you do that?!?!" Blake was a silver-ish fox with white tipped ears. Immediately when he saw me he jumped back in fear.

"Omg I'm sorry please don't hurt me...this is only my first day here I really don't want to be hurt it was my fault I'm sorry." I just stared at him with confusion.

" Are you Blake?"

"Umm yes...did someone want you to beat me up?! I'm so sorry I don't want to hurt anybody please just let me go" Tears were rushing down his face. Seems my body type kinda scared him. Blake was probably bullied by jocks in high school or something because I've never seen someone react that way towards me.

"Blake Blake calm down...I'm not going to hurt you, I came to say hi." I winked at him trying to ease the tension in the atmosphere.

"Are you sure you got the right dorm...this is first year dorms."

"Yep I'm Bob Kawashima nice to meet you" I tried to be as nice as possible, I didn't want him to see the depressed side of me.

"Oh I'm sorry I caused all this drama...you just looked so big and terrifying. I can't believe it's your first year... Oh I forgot to introduce myself, Hi I'm Blake Hudson. This is my first time being away from home so I get a little nervous around people."

"It's fine Blake I get that feeling all the time. I see you're also an anime fan" I said as I gestured over to his komasan figurine on his desk.

"Ohh yeah it's nothing I got it at.. Wait you know what anime is?!?" His face lit up with joy

"Are you kidding me I'm a total weeb, here check this out" I reached into one of my boxes and pulled out a Sao poster in mint condition.

"OMG THAT'S SO COOL!!! I would have never took you for the "anime type""

"Oh yeah my best friend introduced it to me. We would put on some Netflix and binge watch some shows...I remember this one time we were watching soul eater and he fell asleep on me. He looked so cu...cool" I started blushing. Ugh why did I just say that he probably thinks I'm a total loser

"He sounds cool! Does he go here?"

"Yeah he enrolled at the same time I did, we are like family. I lived with him ever since..." Oh no I started crying. I tried to look the other direction but the sniffling gave it away. Ever since my "breakdown" I could never see myself as me. I saw a monster consumed by insanity. A monster that took the life of two people in one night.

"Hey what's wrong? Did I say something that bothered you?" I felt his hand rubbing my back.

"Oh it's nothing I promise" I could barely say this with a straight face.

"Come on something is up, now that we are roommates I want you to be happy." He placed his hand ontomy thigh and stared at me with his dark gray eyes.

"I...I..." I burst into tears and hugged Blake. What surprised me is that he returned the hug. We were complete strangers to each other but he treated me like family. He was rubbing my back and shushing me. Something felt so natural about this. I never wanted to let go. I tightened my hug to the point of Blake let out a gasp trying to breath.

"Oh I'm sorry..."l My face was bright red from his hug.

He just looked at me with a huge grin and said"Hey...remember I will be there for you"

I nodded slowly trying to fight back tears.

"I'll be there...as long as you tell me why you are crying"

I let out a sigh " I've lived with my best friend ever since....my parents died. He is the closest thing to family I have"

"How'd they die?" Blake was now concerned and wanted to comfort me by hugging me softly.

"My father...and mother hated each other. They hated each other so much that I would wake up in the middle of the night and find them fighting. I got use to the yelling eventually but one night was different. I didn't hear screams of anger...I heard screams of fear. I had come to find my father stabbing widely at my mother's corpse. Then he...he cut her open and...ate pieces of her. I just stood there watching doing nothing but cry. I couldn't stop him. Then I saw the regret flash into his eyes and he killed himself. Ever since then I've lived with Bastian..." I had to lie to him, if I told him that I murdered them then he would call the cops on me. I couldn't let anyone know about it.

"That's...that's awful. I feel like vomiting and crying"

"It's okay I just get triggered by some thoughts about whole murder thing" I calmed down at this point and all I could do was smile. The monster inside me had tricked another person to be killed. I not only wanted Blake's love....I wanted his blood