Regretful

Story by Vell Skye on SoFurry

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So, I had something trigger old memories, of the things I've done, so I decided to try and put everything to rest. As always, I'd love to have feedback!


The Wolf sat,

Once more,

But,

It was different,

This time.

He no longer had

That old pain,

That old,

Crushing,

Companion.

Instead,

It was...

The Wolf lifted

His head from his

Contemplation,

"It's weighing

On me,"

He said aloud,

No jump this time,

The familiar sound

Comforting,

Now.

"The guilt,

All I've done,

Those I've hurt.

That's not me,

Now,

But it doesn't change

Anything.

It doesn't change

The lives I've

Changed,

Damaged.

The loved ones I've

Hurt."

He sighed and looked

Down,

Lost in thought,

"The Pain of

The First One,

The Mistakes with

The Demon,

The Destruction with

The Little One,

The Lies of

The Sweet Pony..."

"I may not be

Completely,

At fault,

But it doesn't

Change

My roles with any

Of them..."

He shifted His

Eyes,

Focusing on the new

Worrier,

The one that spent their

Time

In constant,

Little,

Fears,

As He stood by,

Smiling,

Waiting,

Patiently.

Letting them Discover

The Truths,

At least the ones that

Mattered,

On their

Own.

He had

Finally

Let go of those

Evils,

The voices,

Whispering,

Telling him Hateful

Things.

He lived His life

More,

Looking at the things

That truly

Mattered.

"I... I don't think that

This

Absolves my

Sins,

But..."

He refocused on the

Dancing Worrier,

Smiling a real

Smile,

Once more,

"I do think that I'm

Allowed to live,

Once more."

He stood,

Shaking the weariness from

His bones,

For the last time,

Making his way to join

The Dancer,

Again,

"Maybe...

Just Maybe..."

I can finally live without regrets.