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Chapter 2

I shyly walked out of the bathroom, the large fin on my butt holding my tail in a curled up position, which wasn't that uncomfortable thanks to the bit of husky in my blood. The blue paw slippers on my feet slipped haphazardly on the hard wood floor as I walked over to the couch and sat down and grinned at the sight of Lychinus buttoning up the shiny Dragonite onesie. He looked cute, and threw the hood over his head as he sat down next to me. He grabbed the green gloves off the coffee table and slipped them, looking unpleased by having to press his ring finger to his pinky and his middle finger to his pointer so that he appeared to only have three fingers on each hand.

He leaned farther forward and grabbed an Xbox controller, trying to see if he could still use the bumpers and triggers separately. I chuckled at seeing him act so silly and he turned his head to look at me, "What's so funny?"

"Nothing. Dude, these things are comfortable."

Tim fell forwards across our laps, the tail of his Treecko onesie brushing against my face as his butt and tail wriggled and wagged, "That's because they're pajamas, not costumes. They're meant to keep you warm and comfortable."

I nearly had a heart attack when a dark purple arm came shooting up over the side of the couch and yanked Tim off the side. Tim screamed as the arms dragged him under the couch but in trying to get away he started laughing uncontrollably and got pulled completely under, still laughing and giggling, and choking as he started running out of breath. His laughing subsided as I felt something latch around my ankle and I kicked violently as I brought my feet up onto the couch, and Lychinus did the same, both of us laughing as Ten's arms clawed around the couch.

Tim helped him and the four hands reaching for mine and Lych's feet were so freaky looking that I occasionally kicked one only to be grabbed at. I latched on to the back of the couch as they started trying to drag me down, and I almost lost my grip when I felt the hands yanked away and looked back to see Chase in his shiny Lucario onesie, fighting off Tim and Tenebrae. I crawled back on the couch and tucked my slippers under the couch cushions as I reached down and Ten's arms, looking him dead in the face as he giggled and licked my nose.

I was about to try pulling him up when I felt Lych grab my torso and yank me away, holding me close to his body as Tim and Chase pushed the couch pillows away and pulled Ten out from beneath the couch. They all held me down and were getting really physical and cuddly before the wind howled and sent a splatter of rain against the front window, startling all of us as the lights flickered. Usually we didn't get storms this time of year, but in the two days since we'd ordered the onesies we'd had pretty drab weather. I shifted myself a little bit to get more comfortable as they wriggled around and let their clothed boners bump and slide against each other as they got comfortable.

I was giving in to them rolling around and letting myself be turned on by their presence against my crotch when Logan and Corbin came out of the hallway and tossed us a big comforter, two inches thick and at least four feet in either direction from it's center. Logan sat down in an armchair next to the couch while Corbin put the movie in. They'd apparently decided to watch Signs, mostly because none of us had seen it, and Logan's excuse was that Corbin can't handle fear and it makes him cuddly. The only reason we'd believed this was that Corbin had blushed and shuffled his feet a little before being told go to put on his pajama bottoms, which were light blue with little foxes all over them.

After putting in the movie and handing the remote to Logan, Corbin went into the kitchen and started microwaving popcorn while the previews rolled. Me and my friends were trying to bundle ourselves in the comforter when Tenebrae just stood up and rolled us all together in the blanket, binding us together so tight that it was almost uncomfortable.

There was a short two or three minutes of us shuffling, rolling, and wriggling around. Once we finished and got all settled, Corbin handed us a large bowl of popcorn and we all shuffled around a little more, finally ending up with my butt in Tim's crotch and laying back into Tenebrae's arms, leaning against Lych who was holding Chase and kept trying to bump him off onto me. I felt Ten and Tim reach forward and grab handfuls of popcorn to slowly munch on as the movie started up. I took my own handful and laid my head back onto Tenebrae's chest, hearing his beating heart before he shuffled a bit and let my head slip forward and between his and Tim's shoulders.

I kinda spaced out with the thought of being unloved and felt a pang in my heart as I tried to push the thought out of my head. I shifted a little to get more comfortable, taking a couple pieces of popcorn as the emotion started to leave my mind. The movie was interesting, but not exactly the best. After the movie everyone was pretty tired so we all went to bed, which was fine until I ended up on my own on the couch while Tim and Ten shared the bed in the guest room and Chase and Lych were sharing a sleeping bag on the floor.

Normally this wouldn't happen, and normally we wouldn't be so cuddly leading up to bed, but that's over and done with and I couldn't help but curl up and cry softly to the realization that there was a low chance of me actually finding someone who'd love and care about me. I guess I wasn't exactly quiet in sobbing like a baby, because a moment later I heard Chase's voice, "Fyodor?"

I could barely muster my voice to not crack and quiver as I spoke, forcing me into a stern whisper, "What."

His voice was soft as he continued to bother me, "Are you crying?"

"...No."

I figured Lych moved since the white glow moved in the room, "Fyodor, what's wrong?"

"Just... Just fucking shut up." I bit my lip to try to keep my voice from quivering, and was on the edge of sniveling when I felt a hand on my shoulder.

I heard from Chase's voice near my ear, "Fyodor, tell us what's wrong."

"I... I don't-"

"Come on, it's okay. We get it, sometimes life sucks, but only-"

"Shut up, Chase."

I felt his hand replaced with Lych's, the white glow bright in the dark living room, "Fyo-"

"Fuck off."

"Fyodor-"

"I said fuck-"

"No, you shut up and listen to me you fuckin' prick. We're only trying to make you feel better, and you're just being a dick to us-"

I rolled over and sat up, glaring at him, "Oh really? You think you're making me feel better? What else do you think, that one of you actually likes me? Because guess what, you're dead wrong."

"What the hell are you talking about? Of course we like you-"

"Not how I see it. You and Chase, Ten and Tim, and me, all alone. Just like every night we've slept like this for the past month actually. It's some combination of pairs of you four and me all alone on the couch or on the floor or in the bed. You really think you like me? Because you're doing a shitty job of showing it."

"What are you... wait a minute, why didn't you say something sooner? Dude, we love you, we love each other. And while the others won't admit it, I will. Having a crush gives us a single person to latch on to. To focus on. It's... It's a way of directing our- or at least my- thoughts."

Chase nodded, "He's right. I'd give anything to be with you, but I'd give anything to be with the others, too."

I rolled my eyes, "Really? If that's true, than prove it."

"How? I will-"

"I don't know, just do."

Lych raised an eyebrow in my direction, "That's not exactly fair, how's he supposed to-"

I don't know if he actually stopped talking or not, but my thought process had when in a sudden movement, Chase had leaned forward into me, pressing his onesie to mine, his gloved hands pushing me back against the couch and his lips pressed firmly against mine. I don't know what happened exactly, there's blurry memories of bright lights and weird feelings of safety, but like my dreams, faded when I woke up in such a position that I concluded I wasn't a virgin any more.

Now, that's a bad way of putting it. I should really say that I woke up naked with Lychinus and Chase in their sleeping bag, with a sore butt and crotch. I had a bit of a stomach ache, and just being pressed against Lych's back I found that our fur had matted together in places. I let myself roll back to sleep- the room was dimly lit anyways- and would've had my shifting a little not seemingly triggered Tenebrae's voice in the direction I figured was the couch.

"Tsk, tsk, tsk. You know, I would've thought they'da just humped the horny rainbow, but I guess that position works as well."

My eyes opened at the sound of his voice, alarm and embarrassment filling my mind as I started feeling guilty and broken, like I'd been ruined by something. Tim's voice near his didn't help, "Now, that's not fair, they didn't actually do it. They just groped the poor kid's crotch until he came relentlessly."

I felt my cheeks burn but the thoughts of sex and either riding or being ridden by someone horned me up, pushing my boner against Lych's butt, waking him up. He groaned and wriggled back into my body, yawning as he awoke, slowly realizing the position he was in.

Tenebrae poked fun at him as well, "And I guess my stupid, slutty twin's awake, now, too. Tell me, Licky, did you enjoy having your butt stuffed with a perfectly shaped dick?"

I felt myself beginning to cry as Lychinus growled and crawled out of the sleeping bag, me looking up to see his fur matter in other places, only noticeable because of the way the glow looked from it. "You know Ten, a lot could be said about what down with you and Tim last night. I heard those moans."

Tim chuckled, "Yeah, but we heard yours, and his, and his. ... I'm actually waiting for an answer on Fyodor's body, though. Like, seriously, did it feel nice? Your brother's kinda boring."

I looked up a bit more to see Tenebrae standing up defensively, "I am not! My knot's bigger than his!" He pointed to Lych who shifted awkwardly, looking guilty and uncomfortable.

"Yeah, but, Ten, knots aren't all it takes to pleasure someone. Anyways, you taste like you haven't cleaned down there in days."

"Yeah, three. I knew I'd end up doing it with someone, so I haven't showered since Logan bought us the onesies."

"That's disgusting."

"Says the person who didn't have their nose pressed into skunky nuts, and held their by a skunk tail. Let me tell you, just because you're Anthran does not take away that stupid smell."

I realized Chase's arms were around me when he squeezed and blew hot air against my cheek, nuzzling me as his soft snoring ended. I wriggled my butt into his crotch and took his hands in mine, squeezing them a little before being freaked out by the sound of Corbin blowing up at them, "What the hell is wrong with you!? You stupid teenagers, put your fucking clothes on! If any of you did anything- wait, where's Fyodor- Fyodor!"

I winced before slowly crawling out of the sleeping bag, prepared to be yelled at, "Yeah?"

"You... Chase, get up, now."

Chase promptly scrambled out of the sleeping bag, Tim smirking at his exposed knot. Corbin groaned before glaring at us, "You idiots realize that me and Logan are going to be held accountable for this, right?"

I nodded guiltily as I scratched at my arm, feeling stupid and worthless. Corbin sighed before continuing, "Guys, I... Look, I get it, you're young, you're all each other have, but-"

Logan had come out and cut him off, "Don't say another word."

"But I was just about to tell them-"

"They're just kids, nothing's gonna happen."

"But Fyodor has-"

"Trust me, I know what I'm doing. Ray's just got a bunch of weird issues with Fyodor, and honestly they're all because of Lauran. There's-" He stopped as he realized he was saying all of this in front of me, and I felt myself blush as he sighed. "Fyodor, you didn't do anything wrong. Which of them did you top?"

I scratched my head as I grinned sheepishly, "About that... See, I don't really remember what happened last night. Chase kissed me and then..."

Corbin laughed, "So I guess there's one thing that's genetic."

"Huh?"

"Oh, Logan can't ever remember the last hour or so before falling asleep, and I think I heard your dad make a joke about that once or twice."

"Oh... Still, I have no idea what happened."

Lychinus shifted awkwardly, "You, uhh... Kinda became a bit of a slut."

Chase scoffed, "A bit? No, dude, you didn't even jack off when we were in you and you still-"

Logan slapped his forehead, "Ugh! You spit roasted him?!"

"His idea!"

Corbin laughed more, "You Iverson's should come with warning labels!"

Lych took a step away from me before adding to my forming self-hatred, "You also... kinda don't run out of energy. You just keep going. I think my body hates me from what you did to it."

Logan's eyes widened, "Okay, that's where Ray's fears kick- did he top you?"

"Yes, but-"

"Did it hurt?"

"No, but-"

"Oh thank god..."

Chase blushed, "Well, it did hurt a little bit, b-but that's because his dick has a bunch of weird crap on it that locked it in place. And he... kinda yanked it out to bore down on Lych."

Logan just stared at him, "That... I- No, that's different, you'd be freaking out over this."

"Oh. Well, could we get an explanation or..."

"I don't know much myself, just that Lauran had some weird biological issues, and that Ray did everything in his power to protect her until she left."

I couldn't help but blurt out, "Left? She died, you make it sound like she ditched him!"

"Um... Well, you're right. She's dead, but... she went missing when you were two, and a year later a body was found that the police determined to be hers. I was a little skeptic, but Ray seemed to know. He saw what I saw, knew what I knew, and yet... He just said it was her."

"Wait, so you think it wasn't her?"

Logan sighed, "It's more complicated than that. The evidence was controversial, and somebody said that calling the body hers was like calling a tomato fruit. It's subjective, but... Ray seemed positive that it was her, and wasn't torn up by it at all. Something was off. I think he just wanted to get her out of his life and move on."

"No, dad loved her, he-"

"He did, and trust me, she loved him, but something happened. Even when she vanished he was pretty calm about it, like he understood why she was gone. I think he still thinks she's out there or something, he gives you confused looks whenever you point out that he's single or that he needs someone in his life." Logan drifted off and stopped even looking in my direction.

I shivered a little and rubbed my arms, looking around for my clothes. I found them and Chase and Lych grabbed theirs. We put on our clothes and looked at each other awkwardly, me feeling stupid at what apparently happened the night before. I held my head in my hands, feeling like I'd ruined myself, and feeling the fur around my muzzle a little matted and sticky just made me feel even worse. I let myself begin to cry, even if only for not being able to remember...