Remorse(poem)
I lived like a no one a memory and a forgotten
nothing can keep me here forever
I know my time is up
yet I fell so young that I might as well be called Icarus
and sometimes I look back
and they are all wearing black
and I destroyed my insides
with the poison I call heaven
I'm like joke without a punchline
a story without a plot
a knife that isn't sharp
I feel so useless and helpless
as days go by and all I can feel is that I am about to die
about to cry because I am tasting my favorite flavored cyanide
and then I remember who I met after December
and life no longer seems so hopeless
nothing seems pointless
I no longer feel useless
and all it took was a heart
to fill the gaping wound that was my soul
and now I was back in control
and maybe now tomorrow seemed like a saving grace
but now I have to face that was the disgrace I once was
and the only person who can't forgive me about my past is myself
so maybe I need help and maybe I can find myself in those loving eyes
and in your embrace
every second I take
fells like a new day
and I am reborn
as someone I don't mind calling as myself,me, and I
maybe I can I finally fly and not be to close to sun
and now can be loved by someone who is so wonderful that no words can explain it
and my heart can't contain it
and say to them you make me whole again