We all have to make decisions, Kauto (part 1)

Story by MWWolf1990 on SoFurry

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#4 of New story uploads 2015

Well this one took me a couple of days to write, but I tell you now....I couldn't stop writing. I enjoyed that part of it for once. This is basically going back in time to when Kauto finds out some important and ultimately, life changing things about himself.

If anyone is wondering if they've read one of the characters in this story before, then you are right. I've used Snickers before heh. Hope you enjoy it, there is quite a lot of dialogue, but relevant I hope

Maiden, Kauto, Snickers and the ominous tiger on the TV are to myself as ownership ^^

DISCLAIMER: Before anyone says, I don't care what you say about the sizes and things I mention in this story about my characters hehe.

And I hope you like the message at the end, if you get that far :)


With a freshly scented wolf seated next to him, Kauto was beginning to feel ready for a cleanup. But Maiden was insistent on him waiting a little longer until they headed to bed for the night. It was rather confusing for the Friesian, as he hadn't had a shower since before the heavy workout earlier in the day. So with the current regional bodybuilding championships on the TV, Kauto looked down at Maiden and nickered at the wolf's sniffs and licks to his thickly cut chest.

'Err....may I head up and freshen up a bit? I feel dirty, it's not a nice feeling when it's warm.' Maiden looked up and playfully rested his muzzle in between the mountainous pumped range of pec meat on his stallion's chest. Those cute doggy eyes drove Kauto crazy with love, making him gently awe in a sad and loving manner.

'Do you have to? You know how much I love your pumped horse scent.'

'I know you love horses and how they smell, but I really must clean up. I mean look at my mane, it's all tangled and messy.' The black stallion replied while running his meaty hands through the knots in his long mane.

'You look wonderful, like always. Must you go now, we're really comfy aren't we?'

'Oh very much so. But you must understand that I don't feel too good, I really must go up and tidy myself for you.'

'Awe, okay if you must.'

'You can help me if you'd like.' Within a split second of Kauto stating this, Maiden had leapt up onto his footpaws in excitement. His big toothy grin showed this greatly as he looked to Kauto. The thick fur over his chest gave several ripples as his pecs bulged out and flexed greatly to his powerful movements. The Saberwolf grabbed Kauto's hands and eagerly encouraged him to get up and follow him upstairs. To which, the tall stallion whinnied and suddenly held up his wolf with a playful muscle hug. 'Okay, come on you big lump of a wolf, upstairs we go hehe.'

With a sudden burst of energy, the stallion took his wolf up in a baby like fashion before he plonked his big frame on the bed and chuckled some with a flick of his tail. He leaned over and gave a sneaky flex of his pecs to make them bulge out under his muzzle, before nickering deeply into a warm nuzzle for Maiden. The saberwolf rumbled deeply in his chest at the warmness to his Friesian's muzzle. 'Man, you are just so intense when it comes to teasing me hehe. Are you going to take a shower and then do your mane?'

'I will yes, I'll be quick so you can help me.' A deep and very passionate kiss followed this, before Kauto swiftly headed into the shower and cleaned up. He used his usual special treatment for his long mane, as it hadn't been cut for a noticeable period of time. This was mainly due to Maiden being insistent on the fact he should keep it long and flowing. He thought it made the stallion more powerful looking and gorgeous. Which in turn, made Kauto happy also. So after a good ten minutes, the Friesian gently wrapped a giant towel round himself and left the wet room after drying himself off, with the towel leaving nothing to the imagination underneath. His mane was now frizzy and freely resting over his eyes. Not only that, but it was covering all of his upper body, including the thick traps and wide shoulders he possessed, all the way down to his abs where it stopped over the fourth set of deeply cut bricks of ten.

The bedroom door was closed, so when Kauto opened it and entered, he was pretty shocked when Maiden suddenly jumped towards and into him. The hugely muscular pair fell back and landed in the landing area with a thud, before Maiden rolled them both to hold Kauto above him on the floor.

'Crikey Maiden! You have been very frisky lately, no wonder our sex life has been amazing recently hehe. You know, that tackle actually reminds me of when I was a small foal in college.....'

'Say what? You mean someone tackled you to the floor when you were in college?' Maiden replied, suddenly feeling worried for Kauto. 'You weren't hurt?' He then asked as he helped the stallion up to his hooves, and held the chair out in front of the mirror for Kauto to sit on. Maiden then lowered his thick furry chest against the back of the Friesian's back, while running his big paws through Kauto's wet and heavy mane.

'Oh I was fine when it happened, I actually wasn't the one who came off worse.' Kauto's cheeks warmed to this reply, and produced a somewhat uneasy expression from him. Maiden's paws continued to roam through his mane, along his cheek and then rubbed against those warm jowls of Kauto's which looked and felt very strong indeed. 'Well when it happened, it was a full two years after I had started working out. And well, by this time I had grown to about eight feet and had tripled my weight. It sounds crazy, but I have some good genes apparently and it was all natural hard work.'

'Oh I know it's all natural, trust me...I know hehe. So I'm guessing the guy who tackled you, fell or something?'

'He didn't so much as fall, he err....he tackled me and hurt himself from that. His shoulder hit my midsection, and I swear I heard a crunch noise at that point. My stomach was okay, but he fell to the ground and was then in hospital for a good period of time I heard. But this was before I even began to workout properly, and please don't think I'm being big headed. I don't mean it that way, it just shocked me and made me give the gym more focus and attention at the time.'

'Oh my. What a stallion you are.' Kauto found Maiden's paws had roamed down to his abs at this point, giving testing presses with his paw fingers into each of the firm ab muscles. A deep rumble of content from the wolf, made Kauto nicker happily to his wolf's approval. Maiden even ran his warm lips over the high traps that built up his stallion's immense shoulders up to his ears. He ran his tongue and lips along each vein that bulged over the tight horse skin, and lip squeezed each and every one he could.

'You know....' Maiden gave a sweet kiss to Kauto's thick neck at this point. 'I can fully....' And another, slightly closer to his horse's jowls. 'Understand why....' Then another to the meaty jowls themselves on either side of Kauto's handsome face, even licking at them as they bulged a bit from the jaw movements. 'That guy ended up hurting himself.' The saberwolf then moved to Kauto's muzzle and pressed lovingly into a nuzzling kiss, roaming his tongue inside of the Friesian's muzzle to show his deep love. With a pleasuring moan, Kauto was in heaven. 'You have a wonderful set of abs here...' The saberwolf gave a satisfied pat to those ten abs, murring deeply as his paw hit a solid wall of muscle on his horse lover. '....yes indeedy, a gorgeously narrow waist full of solid bulging musculature heh. But I just love how your narrow waist becomes so wide with those gorgeous lats, topped with boulder-like pecs of similar hardness and detail.'

'You sure know how to love a horse.'

'Tell me, when did you realize that you wanted someone in your life? You know, when did you feel like you wanted someone to love and be a part of your life?'

As Maiden asked this, Kauto looked up to the evening moon as it shone through the window, and nickered deeply as he thought about his past.

*Back to a time of a sizeable black Freisian Colt in college*

At a time when Kauto was in his final month of studying, he had completed his lectures and had just completed his final exam. He had been studying both Law and various Business Studies while working on making money at local bodybuilding shows. He had done very well indeed at the shows, winning many and even gaining a small following in the college. But he hadn't started working out for more than three years, so it was all happening rather quickly. Although this was the case, he in no way took it for granted. He always worked as hard as possible to get the results he pursued and always wanted to help others who asked him.

At a staggering eight feet in height, he was also very tall for a young colt. Even though he was a Friesian, this surprised most other furs when they saw him. This mixed with his rippling musculature and huge size, was a real shock when they saw his soft nature. You wouldn't want to get on his bad size however, as those rocky abs and boulder-like biceps weren't just for show. Even his Law lecturers found him hard to resist at times, and struggled to cope with some of the intense muscular stallions' features. Kauto usually tied his long black mane in several ponytails, which kept his long strands smooth, yet still covered his handsome face very much like a lions mane in many ways.

But as of this current time, the Friesian was lying in his giant bed watching the UK Bodybuilding Championships. One of his most recent dreams, was to one day be able to compete on a stage like the one he was watching on the TV. He always loved watching how each performer was able to get the best out of their routines. All were natural, like himself, with anyone caught doing drugs being thrown off the stage due to the strict tests before routines are done. This happened very rarely, but a couple of times it had happened as the competition revealed drug test results during each performer's routine. That way anyone caught would get the humility they deserved. Kauto's closest friend however always encouraged him to sign up for the regional qualifiers for the major shows. But he wanted to focus solely on his studies for now. So during the course of the last few weeks, his mind wandered from time to time about the various options that would be open to him once he left university.

His utmost dream was to really build his body up and do many shows, as he loved the bodybuilding world and showing out. But another thought had been running through his meaty brain as of late. Kauto had never really wanted to date anyone, due to his studies and bodybuilding work. Neither had he paid it much attention during the past couple of years. But spending time with his closest and dearest friend, Snickers had given him a lot of attention as well as a lot of loving moments he never realized he could be involved in. The only problem between the pair, was that Snickers was a small guy, especially next to Kauto as he was a full three feet taller. The little guy also wasn't looking for someone in his life to be with full time, just close friends as best. So the Friesian never asked him.

Kauto also found he was beginning to gain a love for the big muscular furs on the stage. Licking his lips even now as he lay with his huge frame over the bed. The current performer on the screen was particularly intriguing. He was a sizeable tiger, which didn't seem like anything unusual per say. But this tiger seemed to have a unique set of eyes to him, as well as a certain look to his musculature. It was almost as if the thin tiger fur clung to a different skin layer underneath. Mainly due to his thick set of pecs looking extra-large, bigger than any tiger he had seen before. His eyes were a bright orange colour too, and glowed as he posed on the stage. Kauto watched and slowly moved across the bed, trying to get a closer look at the tiger as he performed a signature double biceps flex. Each bicep bulge up to his paws, it seemed like eye candy to the stallion.

'Crikey! I've never seen a tiger so big.' Yet the size wasn't everything, the sheer vascularity of each muscle was truly outstanding. Every ridge clearly visible and every ripple showed this tiger had worked on his conditioning very hard indeed. So when he finished his routine, Kauto did his little check to see how much the tiger had worked on his conditioning. His little trick was to look at how ripped each fur's gluteus muscles were. Since each performer was instructed to wear posers only, Kauto's eyes bloomed widely at the sight of the thick lines showing through the tight orange posers on the tiger. Suddenly, Snickers appeared from his afternoon lecture and was rather bemused when he saw Kauto laying across the bed with his eyes close to the TV. He even licked his lips at Kauto's hard black glutes which looked so hard under his tail and shorts.

'Oh hey there Snicks. Check out this tiger on stage here, he's amazing.' Snickers stepped closer to the TV and smiled some as all he saw was the next competitor on the stage, being a cocky lion it seemed.

'Oh, I must have missed him. Kauto, you really have been getting into these big bodybuilding furs lately haven't you. I really think you'd do well in a big show like that you know. I mean that lion isn't at all any good, he's way too cocky and has nothing decent to show the crowd.'

'That's nice of you to say, but I'm only eighteen. Plus, I have my major study results to wait for in the summer. All I can do is keep working hard and maybe I'll give one of those small regional championships a go some day.' Kauto's low expectations of himself were making Snickers somewhat annoyed. He placed his rather small hands on Kauto's high shoulders, and looked into his eyes with a seriousness that caught the stallion's attention.

'Kauto, listen to me big guy. You can't put yourself down like that, I mean look at you. You're a huge Friesian for crying out loud, look at your natural conditioning. You haven't even been working fully on it, and you have an even better body than that professional lion. I'm not saying you should be looking to go straight up on a professional stage and show your stuff, because that's too much too soon. Just have confidence in yourself, make high, yet realistic targets to work towards and you'll reap the rewards.'

'What do you think I should target?'

'Well, if you look at the progress you've made in the last two years alone. You were always pretty athletic when I first saw you, and had a decent amount of musculature. But you've come on leaps and bounds since you decided to push yourself after being tackled by that reptile guy. Look at how much you've built up yourself, you're like a powerhouse. You make me rather frisky if I'm honest.' Kauto's perky ears pinned forward curiously to this, making him sit up on the bed. A number of groans were emitted from the frame as he sat on the edge. Snickers gulped as he watched Kauto's upper body bulge and flex outwards even from those small movements.

'There is something I would like to say about a couple of things related to what you just said. It is a dream of mine to perform on stage at the highest level, or at least in a major event someday. I'd also like to work out more so I can get stronger and pretty much like that tiger I just saw, with his biceps touching his palms when he curled his arms.'

'You can pretty much do that now already though, and I saw you the other day in the gym, working those huge pecs of yours. How on earth are you able to put so much weight on a bar and then be able to lift it up on your chest alone? That must have been a thousand pounds at least.'

'I do that as a warm up exercise actually.' Kauto replied with a very shy expression, almost one of embarrassment with the way he mentioned it. 'I really want to have pecs that I can touch with my nose. It sounds ridiculous, but I could sleep and admire them every night.'

'Oh Kauto, you silly stallion. You wouldn't be able to see over your chest if that was the case, and nobody would be able to see your lovely face either.' The thickness of Kauto's chest at his current age allowed him to be able to lick his upper pec shelf without even lowering his muzzle much. The Friesian now looked to Snickers and lifted the cute little guy onto the bed next to him, with little effort. With a large arm round Snickers, Kauto nickered as his thoughts of the bodybuilders came back.

'You see, that's the other thing I'm thinking a lot about at the moment. Me and you have been good friends for a good amount of time. Even getting to a point I feel, where we are both comfortable to do or ask anything to each other right?' Snickers replied with a soft nod to the stallion. 'And, I've been seeing that you err....well....you've been looking at me in some rather unique ways. That and I've been a little shy when you've patted me in some sensitive areas shall we say.'

'Err...let me explain....I do have feelings for you...err...I mean...' Suddenly Kauto stopped the little guy as he nervously tried to explain his actions over recent times.

'It's okay, don't worry. I have been seeing this, so it doesn't surprise me that you feel for someone. I am a little surprised that you have feelings for me of course, and the fact you said yourself that you're not looking for a relationship currently. But the thing is....I've been rather confused lately. I've been wondering about what thoughts I have for others.'

'How do you mean?'

'Well, these shows I've been watching have been making me react in some strange ways. As you probably saw a few moments ago. But not only that, I'm beginning to think more and more about....well these big guys. They're so gorgeous on that stage, and the aesthetics they show in their muscles is something I'm finding hard to ignore. I'd love to be able to feel another fur's bulging pecs and what not.' He said with a strong nicker and a puff of his nostrils to show his satisfaction of that thought.

'So what are you saying?'

'Well...do you reckon I'd be any good at taking a guy out? I mean, as in a date. I keep wondering whether I should try my hands at it, but wonder whether it's for me and whether I'd suck at it.'

'Well first things first, let me just say that I would jump at the chance to date a guy like you. You're drop dead gorgeous, Hugely built, could make anyone feel warm and secure...and I tell you now, I'm not shy to say this about you...you'd be unbelievable in bed, what with the size of those orbs of yours.'

'How do you know the size of my...orbs?' Kauto asked suddenly, yet curiously.

'Oh come on Kauto, haven't you noticed? I've been waiting for ages for this type of conversation with you. I've seen you coming out of that bathroom with those towels wrapped around you. They hide nothing to the imagination at all. Man, I don't even think I could hold one orb in both hands by the size of that bulge.'

'Oh...I think we're shouting a bit too loudly here.' Kauto quickly mentioned as he placed a meaty giant hand over Snickers' muzzle. The little guy shoved both hands against the stallions' one hand and pushed it away with some force before standing on the floor in front of him.

'Look, you just said yourself that you are wondering if you'd be any good on a date. So you must have a liking for other guys, especially one of your build. I tell you what you should do to make you decide, stand up for me.'

'But I'll miss the next competitor.' Kauto replied, unaware of Snickers' intentions.

'Ignore the TV, I said get up, I want to see what you think about yourself and what you think about what I think about you.'

'Crikey! I hope this isn't like who do you think you are.'

'No this isn't like that at all, I just want to help you decide. Now stand in front of me and I want you to do something for me and do it confidently.' Snickers' stated as he motioned Kauto up onto his large hooves, making his quads and calves bulge out considerably. 'Right, are you ready?'

'Ready? What for?'

'I want you to look at me, and take off your shorts without putting them back on.'

'What?! Are you crazy?'

'No, listen to me...if you really have a liking to other guys, then you must feel confident enough around one to be able to even think about taking one on a date. It's something you'll eventually have to get used to if you really want to go out with someone, so it's best to do it now and see what you think.'

'I...I guess.'

'Now take off your shorts, you've got no shirt on so it's just your middle-lower area. No big deal, I've seen plenty of large guys before.'

'Err.....okay, but please don't make a big deal out of this or make me uneasy.'

'I won't, I'm here for you big guy. I want to help you.'

At that, Kauto slowly untied the elastic on his tight shorts, which already had a giant bulge in the front, and loosened them around his narrow waist. The shorts were then stretched over the stallions' mighty quads as he bent over and stepped out of them. Snickers' eyes suddenly widened considerably as he lolled his tongue out and gasped at what he saw. Kauto blushed some as the little guy in front of him stared ominously at his watermelon sized orbs. They wobbled and even gurgled slightly under the sheath of the Friesian. The sheath itself was immense, seemingly holding a python of a length inside. Snickers gulped again and began to stutter random noises as he marveled at Kauto.

'K....Kauto, I've never seen such a stallion before. Those shorts and towels actually did hide a lot. How are you so well hung as well as hugely muscular? I've never seen a creature like it.' Kauto's warm cheeks became even more so, as he held his meaty hands together and tapped his fingertips together.

'I always thought all horses were like that.'

'Well, they're hung yes. But I've never seen someone like you before. Okay....okay, I'm getting hot under the collar here, you're a lot to take in, especially like this. How big are you when aroused? You must be huge.'

'I err...I have a few secrets that I have I guess.'

'What like?'

'Boy you're straight to the point. I err...well I don't eat meat....so I have to get protein from a different source. And well, I produce probably more protein than in a full cow in one shot.'

'One shot....you don't mean.....' Snickers stopped as he motioned his hands towards Kauto's plump orbs.

'Yeah, but please don't say anything about this. I couldn't bear the shame, if someone found out how much I produce.'

'Oh Kauto, don't worry about that big guy. You have nothing to feel ashamed of, it's.....it's rather sexy if I do say so myself. But we're missing the point, see that mirror over there....I'd like you, once I've come out my trance, to look at yourself and tell me what you think of yourself.' Kauto took a couple of steps towards the mirror, and turned his gaze back to Snickers momentarily.

'In what way do you want me to talk about myself?'

'Just tell me what you see in that mirror, and whether you like what you see.'

'I just see myself.'

'Oh come on, tell me more than that. Look, take a look at parts of your body and focus on whether the muscles are as you'd like them. Let's start with your shoulders, do you like how your traps come half way up your neck even while relaxed as they are now?' Snickers asked as he stood on the bed behind Kauto and ran both hands on the left trap muscle of the stallion.

'I...I like them I guess. But I really have been working on them lately, I'd really love to build them up more. I mean, I'd love them to maybe be as big as they are when I flex them, but when relaxed.'

'Can you flex them for me now?'

'Err....sure....I guess.' Kauto focused on his traps in the mirror, and slowly rolled his mighty thick shoulders to warm the thick cords and sinews in his upper most body parts. Snickers was struggling to contain his admiration, as he watched Kauto's traps harden and build up around his very thick neck. The mountainous muscles seemed to stretch up the Friesian's neck, and made his long flowing mane fall over each bulging mound that flexed to his movements. Snickers could hear Kauto's traps actually flexing and moving over his shoulders as he rolled them, it seemed impossible for anyone to be able to penetrate them. When the stallion finally finished and had his traps at their highest and biggest size, they virtually touched the lower part of his ears. Snickers attempted a testing fist, like a hammer blow to each shoulder. But it was no good, his hand actually hurt from the hardness under the black horses' skin.

'You'd like your traps to be this big when relaxed? Kauto you'd be a mountain of a horse if that was the case, even more so than now.'

'I like it that way though Snicks, I remember seeing many stallions' on stage with traps up to their ears. It just looks amazing to me. I'm sorry, I have some very strange fetishes.'

'That's okay, there's nothing wrong with that. But tell me, what do you think of your upper body as a whole? Do you like what you have at the moment?'

'I'm proud of what I've managed to do in the time I've been working out. I just don't want anyone to feel like I'm one of those muscle punks you see at the gym, thinking they're the thing. I enjoy what I do, but I don't in any way do it to show others up.'

'Oh I know that, you've never been anything like those punks.'

'Thank you.'

'So you seem happy with your figure, and you have the encouragement and foresight to keep going. I'd say that part of you would impress a fellow male friend. But there is something that is certainly making me think that you are ready to date another guy.'

'Oh, what's that?'

'Well.....' Snickers paused as he jumped onto the floor and stood directly in front of the bewildered Friesian with a wide grin. 'You've been standing in this room for the past ten, fifteen minutes or so.....with no shorts on big guy. You haven't said a word about it, so you must feel confident enough to be close to a friendly male.'

'Oops...I forgot.' Suddenly, Kauto realized the situation he was in. His mind however, was giving mixed messages. He was very confused again. The stallion was unsure as to whether he should be embarrassed, or comfortable. But the long pause seemed to answer that for Snickers.

'You see, I think that pause says it all for you. If you were certain about not going on a date, you'd have said straight away whether you were uncomfortable.' As Snickers stated this, Kauto looked to him and raised his eyebrows a little.

'Hey you're right, I would have at least said something or tried to hide myself.'

'Exactly, so that really only leaves one last thing for you to make a decision on.'

'Oh?'

'Well a few things. But they're all interlinked. When, who, what and where will you go on a date to and with?'

'Err....I've never really thought about it before. I just wonder whether I would cope or not.'

'Kauto, you're doing it again. You're not believing in yourself. You've got to be at least a little confident when you talk to another guy, just be yourself. There's bound to be someone out there that would admire your gorgeous looks, immense musculature, soft nature and well....you're stallion-ness.'

'Oh you, you're so adorable hehe. So...do you think I should give it a go?'

'It's not about whether I think you should go on a date, it's whether you want to. Tell me, what type of fur are you most interested in would you say?'

'Hmm...' Kauto thought for a moment, and looked back to himself in the mirror....still without his shorts on. 'You know, I've been thinking a lot about those bodybuilder guys. I'd do anything to go out with a big bulging male like that.'

'That sounds like a perfect match for you Kauto. I can only imagine seeing you with a similarly sized guy, man that would be intense.' Snickers shook his head some, to try and stay in the moment with thoughts of Kauto being with another muscle fur. 'I've got to ask you something though....have you actually seen or met any other male muscle fur guys who are.....looking for another per say?'

'I've seen a few around at the local shows I've been to, quite a few in fact. They all seem very nice, but a lot of them were....err.....well they had that.....crikey I'll sound horrible if I say that.' Kauto stopped and turned to sit at the end of the bed, facing the TV again, the bed once again groaning under his weight.

'What is it? You can tell me.' Snickers replied with a warm hand on Kauto's big shoulder.

'Most of the guys I saw had that distinctively gay personality. Now I don't mean to be mean with this, but I don't really want to look for a guy like that.'

'Actually, I understand what you mean. If I do say so myself, you're a very....manly stallion heh. Unless someone spent the same amount of time as I have with you, they wouldn't realize that you are actually interested in a close male friend. For a young stallion, you have a mature look and personality which many guys would go crazy over.'

'You think I actually have a chance with another bodybuilder?'

'Not just another bodybuilder, but any decent oversized hunk you want. If I'm honest, they'd need to be a huge hunk just to keep up with you.' To this, Kauto's expression became somewhat surprised and bashful.

'You know Snickers, whenever you need to go to someone for support or need help with anything at all, you are more than welcome to come to me. We share similar interests and enjoy each other's company. So if you ever need anything, anything at all, you can come to me. You've given me a lot to think about, and helped me out on a big decision in my life.'

'Thank you Kauto, that means a lot. I hope you manage to find the right guy you're looking for very soon.'

*Finally back to the present time*

The whole time Kauto had been explaining his past, he and Maiden had spent the whole night making love to each other. By now, they were simply keeping each other warm in bed, with deep kisses and strokes to one another's thick muscles.

'Wow, Snickers really did give you a lot of help and information back then. You sounded like a real hunk even as an eighteen year old colt. That cord-like muscled forearm I saw of yours in your old truck, certainly wasn't a lie hehe.' Maiden stated with a wide toothy grin, making Kauto nuzzle at his wolf's warm cheeks.

'Actually, this whole discussion with Snickers happened about a week before he got kidnapped. He really gave me a lot to think about, but everyone I tried to talk to never seemed to be interested, or was already with someone else. It wasn't until that show three years later when I met you that I found someone who was interested in me.'

'Well you see, a couple of months before I met you was when Ayrton, my assistant at the gym, had left the country for family reasons. By that time, I had finally come over missing him so much, or at least enough to be able to see someone else. I always had that feeling of others thinking I was some weirdo, what with my fur colour and focus on bodybuilding at the time.'

'The first thing I saw were you're eyes actually. I had never seen bright white eyes on a wolf before, especially mixed with your fur colours. Then your teeth came into view, and I just thought how such a large and powerful looking predator, can be so cute and friendly as well.'

'Cute?' Maiden replied rather abruptly.

'Yeah, you looked to me and gave me a warm smile and a hello. I mean, nobody had done that before and I certainly didn't expect it from a wolf with teeth and muscles like yours. Maybe cute is the wrong word, maybe arm and friendly.'

'Heh, that's understandable. You know, that first show I saw you at really impressed me. You're routine really showed off your features so well, and it was a very creative and artistic performance. Especially since you had a very large size in all areas of your frame, even for a horse. Your conditioning was wonderful, and showed beautifully even through your dark black skin and hairs.'

'Did you watch all my routine?'

'Yep, that's why I was still pumped when you came back to the main changing area. I actually said to myself, what I'd do to go out with you and be a mate of yours.' Maiden's expression turned to one of a cutely shy wolf at this point. He hoped Kauto wouldn't think he was a naughty wolf in thinking that at the time. But the Friesian couldn't actually believe his wolf thought this way about him at the show.

'So those first few days when we went out to dinner, to a race meeting together and had a workout at your gym.....you were actually following your thoughts in wanting to love me?'

'Of course, why else would I take you out to dinner?' The Saberwolf stated with a warm lip nibble to his lovers' warm muzzle, to which Kauto nickered deeply to in response. 'You did enjoy our first week together right?'

'Indeed, it's was the best week I'd ever had up to that point of my life. Every other week after that just got better because I could spend time with not only a friend, but someone who I had been looking for since that day with Snickers in university. You haven't let me down once since I met you.'

'Awwww, thanks.' This time Maiden's passionate love resulted in a fully loving kiss to Kauto's warm lips, pressing against him and sending the Friesian into a trance almost. 'What about those times where I was horrible to you, like at that one race we went to see? I bit your muzzle for crying out loud.'

'That was tough yes, but not in a way which made me think I had chosen the wrong guy. You had shown me more than enough to realize that you were a real wolf. You had been through a lot of rough things and stress from others, and those rhino punks really sent you into predatory mode.'

'So why didn't you change your thoughts about me?' Maiden interrupted suddenly. But before Kauto answered this, he began to run his meaty hands between his wolf's perky ears, giving tender squeezes and rubs also. Maiden responded in his own cute way, by leaning his ears into Kauto's pecs and hands to get them rubbed more.

'That's why I didn't lose my love for you. I knew that all I had to do, was get your inner most love out of you to calm you down. Then I knew you'd get back to how you really are, as a passionate and loving wolf who cares for his dearest friends and close ones. I tell you, since then you've been able to control your anger and stress levels very well. Every time you've been in a rough way, you've stopped and calmed yourself.'

'That is because of one thing though.'

'Oh, what's that?'

'You. You mean too much to me, and I can't let myself get like I did at that race again. Hurting you would put me in such a bad way, I couldn't live with myself if it happened again......

(This is for all you guys I speak to, from Maiden's mouth ;-) ).... It also rubs off on my friends too, you all mean a lot to me and I love you all to bits hehe.'