Intoduction : The title is related to an Oscar W. 's novel written while being in prison. Hope you like a little more sentimental this time ...

• PROLOGUE -

Rhinoceros, the challenger fur of tonight. After his abitual dose of 'molly' the so-called Polar Terror wants anything else but sex, and in his case : Dominant Sex. Standing in front of the alcoholized mass of furs, and wearing only a small piece of underwear, the polar bear pushes with no exitation the rhino's face down his bulging underwear. The rhino slut respectfully kisses the big and voluminous underwear and says :

" Seems like the other furs inside here deem you with fear and rispect, let's see how much blow jobs your polar tool can take before erupting. "

The bear so throws away his only rag to shoove the big cock into his mouth, until the tip of it could scratch against his throat.

" Listen to me now horned fuckhole, it is not matter of your concern how many times I do want to expell my delactable juice inside4 you. If you'll be a good slave and resist until the end, I will allow you to clean it, alright boy !? "

His was more a command rather than a question, infact between whimpers and cries the rhino nodded with his mouth filled with the wished bounty to demonstrate he understood; the bear lights up his cigar and goes on

" Not allowed to touch your dong, or cry as a baby whore. Don't make me repeat that or otherwise I'll feed your mouth with the content of my bladder ! "

" Ngh Ngh Umph " The rhino tries to protest, but it's all wasted brreath because the bear grabbes his horn to shoove his cock down his mouth.

" Deeper, deeper, let your master see how much you can take it inside ! "

" Yes sir ! " The rhino says right before taking a large part of his meat inside him, after he gags for several times. Soon the bear pulls out his large cock and slaps his face with that.

" Do you want your master's cock also in your face dont'you slut "

He says and Rhino opens his mouth for his master to rub the tip of his erected cock on his tongue.

" I've changed my mind boy. I wanna make a change with you. First I'll mark you, and after I'll finish with you. Now let's see how much pee of your master you can drink. I advise you to swallow it all if you don't want your ass to be strifed by a pissing drill "

Rhino says no word, he only start wrapping with his tongue the tip of the cock, and licks the piss with calm and assiduousness. Soon the bear delivers a sudden and strong piss-fuck inside his mouth, grabbing his horns once again.

" You probably don't understand what your master said. You must drinking it all deaf slut. Swallow your tonight drink only if you've got your mouth filled. Had you get it now ? "

The bear shoved his meat down the rhino's throat and growled in the pleasure as the thirsty slut fonded the white sac and swallowed even more liquid inside himself.

" C'mon slut, don't let your mouth be selfish ! I see that the rest of your body needs to be showered as well !! "

He says and throws the rhino on the ground, lying on his back. Soon the bear strokes his lenght to arouse even more his pleasure while he golden showers his youngster slut. After he washed any muscles of the rhino, without any announcement from the Master, the bear grabbed both of the rhino's feet, so that he could have his sprying cock in front of the rhino's butthole, therefore he aims for and shoots in a hot and thick stream of yellow smelling piss. So he washes any other areas of his body, and after a few minutes the bear thrusts the wet meat inside his butthole with uncotrolled strenght.

" Alright lemme have my part of fun too, I think you're going too way heavy ! "

Strong whines of protest lifted from the toned body of the 23-old-rhino, powerful jolts from any part of his body were shouted to find - unusefully - riddance from the dominant yet excessive power of the towering bear; he clearly lost control over himself and continued subduing him to his will and as if it wasn't enough for the outraged rhino, yje bear lost any of his inhibitions.

" Now the real fun begins " Evilly he splells out before his mind collapsed on itself ...

1st Part - Horror's Regrets

A cloudy morning here in the outer seasides of the State of Massachuttests. As the rain starts pouring down from the thundering sky and a violent storm is now approaching, Jonathan the polar bear, is now coming back towards the reality in a very sedate awakening. Sounds of the rain rushing in the outside erase from his mind the annoying remnants of his headache that alcohol of yesterday night has brought to him. Getting reluntanctly up from his bed, the bear starts his own day itching his bright-brown beard as a strong contrast to the nacre coloration of his muscled fur, and reaching out for the last smells he could remarkably recognize on it. Well, the most heavy smell on his curly beard has been left by his favourite cigars : The Alaskans, upon smelling that familiar scent, the bear's mind suddenly takes him inside his usual local on his saturdays: but just for being specific the kind of the local faved by the bear was a public sex activities related, and if this is the case to tell it or tell it not, Jonathan was kind a boss inside the local.

Pure Dominant white bear, a 44 years old Master feared by his height and his muscled-burly size, and appreciated supervisor of sexual meetings, known by any usual costumer of the inn as White John or Polar Terror. He's essentially a rough and cantankerous polar bear, which is so full and aware of his physical charisma, but preferred to be as less words possible while subduing to his will any challengers that wanted to back home with rivers and rivers of his ursine cum right inside their mouths and fuckholes as well. But right now only a slight and faded memory of a single and curios challenger is awakening its consciousness inside John's mind, which tryes to take it off from inside his thoughts. The bear then decides to get up, and the first thing he does is lighting up one of his cigars, so he can now stares a grey and deep rainstorm by his window as his poetic mood is pressed for. Leaden clouds and a pensive horizon are the most incisive elements on the bear's sight, but his mind can't help being swept over by the unrecognazable figure that he tryes to remember better. Almost 5 minutes but nothing more than an enjoyable night spent smoking, getting drunk and fucking really really hard; though his only question is : " Who did I breed so hard last night as my last slave ? There was that really hunky rhino, too young for my tastes but I and only I decide who and how have some fun with ! Anyway who was the last wanton hole that I drilled ? "

The bear now discouraged himself for his failure in winning his memory over the alcohol, decides to keep his mind focused on something else, believing that nothing really special has happened yesterday night; but right before coming downstairs to satisfy his great hunger of breakfast, he discovers a disquieting fact on his fur, right over his belly and down to his bare crotch : in these areas of him an impressive stain of dried blood ruined his bright white color. Notwithstanding John, doesn't boggling at the first sight, maybe because he doesn't exclude the possibility that he had pounded a victim so hard, in a very effective position, that caused his slave's hole to an intense internal bleeding, therefore it seemed like a reason had been found. However, it hadn't passed a quarter hour that the suspicious mind of the bear became almost trapped inside the bite of those memories; but John, spending other minutes in staring a undefined spot of his room decided it was time to go downstairs and devour whatever food he could pass on his paws.

03:00 PM

TV Signal is now definitively off and the polar fellow has begun blaspheming and cursing anything he could see, now any thoughts present in the mind of bear when t'was 09:30 AM, are reawakening from their break. Particulary he recognized a different face now, and the tip of his meat had been soon risen by its inactivity, in that second that he was looking inside his memories at a really awesome cheeks whore whom was going to be throatfucked by the bear's polar shaft. Cum ingested, prick bathed in a warm and able mouth, and a dark white almost light grey ballsack throbbing against a really insatiable tongue. All those particulars took the feelings that it had more to deal with a male mouth, and 2 young angog hands awaiting nothing else that the own cock liquid riddance. Whereupon the bear has caught a fondamenthal detail, the consitent tickness of his white meat, drenching with several loads on a exotic coloured kind of fur, something like stripes, black strays.

" Yes of course, a faggot cub of tiger! And I guess he has done a very clean job given that my ice lolly would like to be plunge inside that tight throat again and again . "

The bear spoke outloud, but now he apperead more confused than before cogitating about the very young age of his submissive pup that he dominated several hours earlier. John can clearly state that his tiger cub probably wasn't even older than 19, but how the rest of his body looked like was still wrapped by fog and mistery; the only thing John is now able to remember is the cub's mouth. But he still doesn't find any pragmatical answers to the question of that blood, especially he is lingering to find the answer to another riddle : did he pounded his young cub tailhole that mercylessly to hurt him with a lot of blood inside his guts ? The bear is quite flabbergasted now that this new theory of that blood could better explain the cause, but how much alcohol did John drunk to arrive at the point of pounding with abnormal strenght that young and innocent ass; the bear knows himself very well, but even in such crazy drunkenness he knows that he would have been prone to kick out of that dirty place any furs who walked in who weren't 21 or older, and still he can't explain with his words the real causes for this act of perversion but especially of cruelty.

Hours passed, the bear is now filling his heart with the disappointment and delusion for his unexplainable deeds, he can't accept most the fact that he allegendly damaged the health of a young cub, he also never and never had a fuck with someone younger than 23 even if they begged or prayed to be breeded by the 3 meters long bear, it was simply against his own policy. Now the echo of his disapproval for what he has done the last night was storming in his brain. It has been a very long and unbearable winter for Jonathan the bear, most of the time spent inside his walls or taking a brief walk down the sea and especially a lot of ursine sex; but now he can feel only worse on that foggy evening, depressing himself for everything he had lost so far, and now he was sure he had lost his own worth and dignity as well. All of this made the bear travelling backward to his lost happy memories, when he had lived the most satisfying life he could ever wished.

Louisiana, New Orleans - Spring 2005

A very good and mild spring was on 2005, John was 10 years younger and his spirit was tingling for his next honeymoon; he had got one of the most fiery bear as wife, her fur more red than he ever saw. Fallen in love with her when he was still in the university, but she kissed him for the first time only at the school prompt. Months went by as love gradually grew more inside the 2 lovers' hearts. His happiness day, his own wedding with Charlotte his wife (and what a hot wife ). The State of Louisiana was effectively quite unrated as a honeymoon for two newly married bears, but Charlotte had been always faschinated by all the gotic and historic looking of that state. John enjoyed himself as well as her a lot during this lovely vacation, the 2 bears also planned to have a cub, whose name had to be Peter.

On remembering his boy's name, the bear immediately started to sigh and strugged a lot of pain to prevent his mind to remember what happened next his honeymoon.

The cub has born 3 months afterwards the happy event, and it was a splendid white furred cub with a hue of red and black points down his little paws, just like his mighty papa. It was undeniable the fact the he and his son bounded right away, infact his first words had been : Papà ! John had a wonderful relationship with his little affective cub, Peter had also gifted him a white bear paw necklace in the occasion of his 35th birthday. He cried for the happiness of have in his family such wonderful cub, and since that moment he never wore that neclace off his neck; and in the hard moments he rubbed with both his paws his white paw pendant because this made appear inside his mind his little cub in the moment he gave him the most perfect gift of his entire life.

" Daddy, I've got a big surprise for you that maybe you might like it. Look it's a necklace with your paw, I've got one smaller than your own too; so when one of us will feel alone, we'll have just to rub that and our loneliness will end. "

There was an incision on the back of it : I LOVE YOU POLAR DADDY.

John then was ready to guide his beloved cub through the difficult road of life, but at that time John had not yet experienced how bastard and cruel his life would have been on him.

When Peter was 5 years old, Charlotte reveiled to her husband an orrible secret, she had been blackmailed by a wolf she was forced to go bed with, and she looked for help, but his first reaction was kicking out his wife by his home and unfortunately Peter followed his mom. They caught a train to find better life into the state of Washinghton, just that they never reached that state, because that train had derailed and crushed, causing the death of any people and furs inside there. John had discovered the cruel events almost 2 months after that, and naturally he wanted to kill himself for having been so broken.

Right now the bear is not trying to stop all of his tears coming down from his past; he associates what he has lived, with what he is now living. All of his sexual behaviours are strictly bound to the uninterrupted search for a partner who loves him. Since his life fell down in the darkness he begun fucking with anyone he could see. Gradually no female parterns were willing to be willingly destroyed by him, so he could count only on males; he fucked a lot of male furs, a lot of bears, horses, boars, an orc and even a gorilla, but the sad thruth was that none of them ever told him the 3 words of a new beginning in his empty life : I LOVE YOU, and so the unsatisfied bear resigned himself to the complete lack of love in his life, and begun burning his past with heavy drugs, alcohol and extremely rough sex.

He is now transported to the verge of his breakdown, and soon realizes that the only thing who can redeem him and find his lost soul was to try looking for the violeted cub and apogize with him at least, he never hurted someone who could have been much smaller than him and defensless because it would have been like mistreating his own son Peter. He also realizes that it is simply impossible finding that little needle in a big haystack. Though, he is not resigned the bear, not this time at least; he is instead suddenly caught up by an irrepressible urge to find that little injured cub, so after no many resistences, he gets in his car and drive towards his local. Once he gets in he finds 2 of his friends, Albert a black furred bull about 37 aged, grey beard and one broken horn and Gordon a 49 aged hog with a patch covering his lost right eye. Gordon steeped back immediately and before leaving away John overhears that he whispered in Albert's hear :

" I don't want to have any further problems with him, you deal with him ans send him off here right now ! "

John tries to stop him but he just smashes the doors and leaves without a word. John was kind missing something, because of an undefined reason he became to sweat without control, turned backward to the other friend which was looking at him with an awkward gaze and says :

" Albert, what is with Gordon, I.. I.. I want to ask you a lot of things about yesterday night, I can't remember what happened. Please I'm kinda needing for help toda.... "

Albert is deeply quiet, he looks John in the eyes before he unbuttons his white shirt to show the bear a very big area of his chest covered by medications and gauzes. So he breathes deep and says :

" You said you need help didn't you? Lemme give you the explanantions you deserve Sir Polar Terror. "

Moving afar from him with a very sarchastic look upon the bear he resumes

" In summary, you were overly drugged out the last night with a dangerous amount of cocaine. You refused to stop when we told you, and as a reward for our concerns about yourself, you were roo way close to kill us with a broken glass. The only luck of yesterday was just the presence of a doctor that saved our lives and, "

He turns over his gaze to look something else for ignore the bear's eyes on him. The bear instead has fallen behind the bull's words. The fact that now he has the answers he was looking for, makes him more bereft of any possibility of redemption. Random and imprecise words gather in his mouth, but he can't find any motivation strong enough to open his jug. He only reaches for a fragment of awarness and mumbles :

" I... I. I did what.. I ... I can't believe that .. I beg you, let me pay you the medical damages. I wasn't myself I... I. was nothing more than shit "

" Cut the nonsenses now ! " He screamed with a lot of anger

"You shouldn't have ruin anything as you did with yourself and your life and family and god knows what else, that's only a your problem ! " He took another long gasp and continues

" Look I've had forgave you for too much times, I can't do that even for this time. You know that I do forgive bewildered, confused and lost people as you, but as I told you, it is just a pure act of grace and luck if we are still alive. And anyway John, I don't want to talk about that anymore. Be OK with yourself, Time will heal any kind of wounds even if these scars will remain unforgettable. And besides I ** ** know why you're here, is because of Max is that right ? He faced the worst nightmare of all of us. Poor little cub "

John loses any strenghts to answer. He lowers his head down, but as he remembers the cub, he wants to know about him more than anything ,

" A young cub is the only thing I am capable to see in my memories. Please tell me, had I injured him ? "

" Actually no one knows this for certain; but for sure he was nothing more than a forlorn cub, he went right here to celebrate his 20th birthday, even if It is much more probable that he came in to find a shelter from the rainfall and I also thought he was an orphan. He stood with me for a long part of the night, but once I've left him alone for a few seconds to take him food, you've had seen him and so he willingly started to suck you off. When I found you, you had refused to give me the cub back, so you broken a bottle and wounded both me and Gorden with it and took Max downstairs, in the dungeon, after locking the door behind naturally. "

Albert esitated in keep on talking, he snorts so sad as if John had teared off his son from his father's arms. The bear instead feels again his tears reaching his eyes and also his heart sinking in much more pain and despair.

" As we heard screams of help and pain from the helpless cub, we tried to break through the door even if it was useless given that the door of the dungeon is armored. Our wounds then overflown with blood and after that our senses came less, Khile the hound,a doctor found and saved us; but when I've begun to getting over my pain, I rushed to the dungeon but it was open and empty. "

Albert started looking him in his eyes again

" And when I've came in, there was an undescribable lake of blood on the ground. Behind the door was lying the naked and bleeding cub with his face on the ground, and all your sperm on his bloody fur. But as I took him, he woken up, he grabbed his clothes and escaped away in the rain with a lot of fear in his eyes. I've tried to stop him, but it was too late ! "

John becames crying, trying to remember better the aspect of the cub while he was imprisoned unwillingly inside the dungeon. He deducts that It is sure that he never commited such crime in his life. It was too way easy giving the whole fault to alcohol and cocaine, John was the only responsible cause for all these crimes and deserves just the death. But he MUST find the cub before, or he wouldn't abandon his life from all his sufferings.

Soon Gordon rushes in the room, evidently annoyed by the bear's presence he soon orders him :

"I think you've caused too many troubles inside here, get out immediately or I swear on my soul I'll call the police ! "

He says no other words, but Albert gets close to John slowly and looking in the bear's black eyes says

" We both need time Jonathan, you'd better go looking for the cub. I'd love to but I won't able to seat or walk for another while I suppose.. "

The bull talked but his voice seemed to be cutted instantly. Before getting out the only thing the bear can say is :

" I'm mortified guys. You 2 are the most perfect friends one bear like me can hope to get. Even if you'll hate until I'll die, I need to apologize at least, don't worry, I don't think you can forgive me after all the hurts I've done. Goodbye friends, you deserved more. "

He had thus lost his only friends on this world. He looks back at the local behind him and as a lot of past memories begin filling his eyes with tears; he has known Albert 2 years ago, who did introduce him to Gordon, and he remembers that the night in which this has happened was for sure the most glad after the death of his whole family. His friends always sticked up for him, not only whenever the bear had gone through painful breakdowns, but they also welcomed him in their lives as a thrue brother. He liked very much his first flip-action in his life with the 2 step-brothers, because they were also able to give him what he only needed for don't feel alone : they truly had loved him, and never hided to him their feelings. John, their step-elder brother has now lost anything and anyone in his life; just kicked out from his secondary home, and without a single rag of reason to be still alive.

Anyway now, Jonathan refuses the hypothesis that the little cub may be now experiencing something even worse than what he had faced the night of horrors before. He simply ignores the fact that he hasn't got any ideas of where Max might be, all the bear knows is that he will find him, and after assuring that the cub would do fine and healing all of their hurts: he eventually will find his punishment by pursuing whatever act of suicide.The bear is now fighting his mind to decide what area of the city hunt high and low as first. He is also at the brink of despair because he well knows that his soul wouldn't be able to endure other pain if the cub would be struggling even harder pain. His tears begins to flow down again, and attaching his heart to the missing cub's one, he says while feeling inside himself a ineluctable desire to see that little creature and hold him so tightly against his burly body :

" Don't... don't worry Max, I swear .. I'm gonna find you. No matter what kid, no matter where you are. Just guide me to you please ... please, please cub. I'll come to you and then I'll make sure you won't suffer anymore like that in your life I promise ! "

Tiny liquid essence of his broken soul agonizes his eyes, and as the bear stares the reflect of his face on the mirror, he decides it's time to go, even though another thunderstorm is approaching and the melancholy sky starts now crying with a so forceful impact on the ground that soon the bear has the full lack of clear visual in this car, and traffic is only worsening anything more than they already suck. He gets away from the city's traffic, and after driving all over any outskirts of the town, he aheads to his favourite beach, where he can take a long breathe before resuming his research for all the night long.

He gets off his car after leaving his shoes inside there, and steps with his big bare footpaws on the wet and darkened sand. He reaches the foreshore, where he stares the horizon and internalizes the oppressive sight right in front of his eyes, he walks for a few steps inside the ice cold water that makes his strong chest shudders for the extreme freeze, while his mind is reminiscing the own past and tries to imagine a magnificent sunshine right beyond the cruel storm. Winds howl, Thunderbolts roar and Waves overflood; the bear tries to let out some of his interior darkness away with the flows he is surrounded by, but soon an overwhelming refulgence caused by a sudden Lightningbolt spreads its eclat all over the bay, and suceeds to instantly clear off the bear's thoughts. A lowercases detail is caught by the bear's eyes during that moment of supreme illumination : a white veil flown away in the winds, uncovering a little semi nude body lying motionlessly on the sand at the mercy of the elements. It was quite undefinable from where the bear was standing, but he soon rushes over the unclear person to verify if he was death or alive.

His mind cries out for the happiness when his eyes recognize the body of the little felne cub, he is incredulous, dumbfounded, but all he soon does is wrapping his arms around his tiny chest.

" YES, IT BEATS, HE'S ALIVE, HE'S ALIVE !!!! " He cryes and screams with all the power in his lungs, holding the cub thightly on his chest.

" I need to take him to an hospital, he's very bad looking, don't worry little cub, you're going to be much better any moment now "

He removes his shirt and wraps the cub in it, while running as fastest as he can to the car, he gets in, puts the cub in the back seat, pulling off the soated shirt and wrapping the cold cub in big and warmer clothes of the bear. He starts the engine, and turns on the hot air conditioner and gets out from the periferical enviroment; on the way to the hospital he dials Albert's mobile, but he soon declines, and when the bear attempts to text him, he hears a moanful whimper from behind his seat.

" ooouch,... what ? .... where ..am... Alb..ert, is that you ? " The cub emits these words with a very weak and inaudible voice, evidentely crushed by pain.

John is first unsure about what to say to the cub, he doesn't want to scare him or worsen his conditions.

" I am not lttle cub, but don't worry I only want to help ya, we're going to a hospital so they can heal you boy. Don't worry it'll be Albert too in there, we're almost arrived ! "

" no.. nooo... please leave me here, i'm not ....... go ..nna make it. please noo... i don't want ... to.. to be alone even inside there.. "

" Plese don't talk like that baby, Yor' not alone, not anymore. I'm gonna to be with you for all the time... you want. "

The bear esitates a little in spelling out the words, it's because he is so afraid of the cub's reaction once he'll see the bear that massacred him, now caring about him.

" uuhhmm ok... tha.. nk.... thank you.. whoever you are... i.. owe.. u "

" No boy, you don't. How had you walked so far to the beach, I .. I was lost, but you guided me. I am the one who owes you for this ! "

The bear's eyen begun flooding down once again, he hears no answers from the cub so he tries to avoid traffic and floors his footpaw on the accelerator. He gets inside the hospital less than 5 minutes later. Doctors immediately rush the cub to operating room and categorize Max as a Red Code Emergency Case. After an excruciating half hour a Kangaroo doctor gets close to the lonely bear holding a clinic chart to note the cause of his conditions.

" Given that you are not the father of that tiger cub, would you mind to explain your bond with the cub ? "

" I.. I am his legal guardian, he has no parents, not anymore .. . "

" Allow me to say what excellent guardian you are ! We classified the cub as a RED-CODE case, he's simply at the doorsteps of death. His body is brutally wounded anywhere, he's got a damaging hot temperature, and he had lost so much blood that his organs and especially his heart do not correctly respond. Sincerly we are'nt sure at all that he can survive due to the profound wounds and the excessive amount of lost blood. Now just tell me what are the real causes of his torture."

At hearing these words the bear suppressed the urge to cut himself with whatever can hurt there and now. He feels completely devoid of a reason to be alive. From one hand he has to lie to the doctor falling even deeper in despair, from the other one he cannot absolutely permits that the cub dies before he does. He finds false courage to lie and grinding his teeths he stages :

" Raped. We had.... a very hard fight, he flew away. When... When I found him, the rapers had already gone, and... and I rushed here as fastest as I could. I know, I'm a terrible .. I'm a terrible bear. But Please, DO WHATEVER YOU CAN TO SAVE HIM ! YOU MUST DO IT, HE'S JUST A CUB ! THE CUTEST AND SWEETEST CAN EXISTS. SAVE HIM ! "

He ran out of tears, and as the doctor sees his destroyed gaze he says :

" Alright I won't bother you no more. I can't swear it, but I promise we'll do whatever we can. Look the awaiting is still very long, so have a seat and wait in here; it's just 11:43 PM and a very large part of the entire medical staff of this hospital will be operating your cub for the next 8 hours at least. You'll be advised if there's any improvements. "

He says and leaves the hall, in the meanwhile Albert dials John which takes the occasion to vein himself out.

" Hello John, I couldn't talk, police was looking for you ! I'm sorry, that'is not what I wanted. Have you had something in particular to say ? "

" YES I've found the cub, he asked for you please come to the hospital, RIGHT NOW ! I need you ! "

Albert the bull and Gordon the pig came into the hospital no more than 10 minutes later; both concerned a lot about Max's actual conditions. The bear for reassure them, hadn't told them any exact words the Kangaroo has said to him before; but they're naturally aggrieving themselves in anguish for the graveness of situation.

2nd Part - Threads of Live AND Tears of Love

The following morn, vacuous sight from the gray windows, 9 hours passed; the 3 of them are now awaiting in the main hall wishing to be reported the current developments of the surgery. No one had informed them nor about an improvement or a aggravation as well; they had to resist that eternal awaiting in pain, tears, and inner death; the only sound besides absolute and utter silence was people's footsteps on the floor. Unexpectedly here come the kangaroo doctor followed by his bunny nurse, both wearing blooded hospital gowns. The kangaroo with a lowly label on his white coat, and his own name written on it ( Philip ) seems ready to interact with the 3 anxious furs, he instead whispers something in the nurse' hears and leaves with just a facial gesture. The bear can feel his heart beat overwhelming his feelings.

" Hello, my name is Kamella. Which of you is the thrue guardian of the cub ? "

Soon Gordon shows he's ready to encourage Albert to take the task

" Albert is Mrs. Please talk with him ! "

" Mr. Albert you'll be happy to know that your cub has survived, he's located in the intensive recovery ward. Please follow me, he's still uncoscious but he is definively alright. Ah and forgot to say, Philip said that only the real guardian is allowed to see the cub now. No one wants to confuse or aggravate the cub. If it is all alright we can proceed now Mr. Albert. "

" It sure is alright. Please go now, I waited too much long to see my little cub "

Albert says before they leave :

" Give a kiss from to the cub Albert "

Before Albert can answer him and leave, John grabs the wide of shoulders of Albert almost in a distant embrace and sighs :

" Please, please I beg you Albert, fill him with hugs and love and please don't make him remember what he has lived lately. I know you have no reason to make this for me, but I'm asking for him ... "

Cries, The bull moves away from his grab but tries to cheer him up.

" I will Jonathan, and even if you cannot escape what is next to happen to you, and you got it well, I'll certainly give him all the love he needs to be happy again. Remember, anyone deserve happiness . "

He says and soon they disapper toward the halls and corridors of the hospital.

Albert gets in a very large room, big windows at the end of it, and only a small bed with the uncoscios cub restoring on it. He gets on the side of the bed moving one of his big hands on the cub's front to assure himself about his temperature.

" Hey little boy, it's me your bovine uncle, can you hear me ? How are you sweet cub, now anything is fine,don't need to longer to be worried. "

The little cub is quiet, but seems calm inside his deep sleep. He breaths heavily as he'd know he's not alone, and put his head on the bullìs hand. Albert wraps him in a soft hug, while caressing his fur he whispers in his hears

" You've had been through a lot of things kiddo, but I'm with you now and I'll always be with you, whenever you need. It's ok now Max, it is ok now "

The cub changes expression and fidgets as the prisony inside his nightmares becomes clear and evident. Albert tryes to hold him firmly, but he's agitating even more and confused and shaking words come out of his mouth.

" Daddy... Daddy.. please don't do away, please don't leave me alone in here I'll be a better boy, please don't go... Daddyy ! "

Albert succeeds to read the cub's past in his words and attempts to provide him calm dreams and lyes the fidgety cub, but before the bull can talk to calm him, Max instantanely jerks from Albert's lap and after he opens his eyes he talks :

" Whe.. where am I? Am I alive ?.. Albert !... Albert I'm so grate to see you here, thanks for not leaving me alone..thanks.. thank you a lot !!! "

The cub soon buries his soon crying face into Albert's chest. The bull hugs him with all his relief, almost unbelieving the miracle he has just experienced.

" Max you're awoken !!!!! I'm so broken for what has been happened to you, but now all that cares is that you're fine, and I promise boy, you'll be much more fine once the doctors will say that we can get out of here. Don't be worried now, is just a simple matter of time ! "

He fondles the cub with love and harmony, and his heart rejoices when the cub, even in such conditions, does his best to return a strong and tiny hug.

" Yes I know that, thanks again big Albert. I don't wanna think about the previouis events, we're here and that'all matters for me ! "

At the same time John is the main hall with Gordon, and he's smoothing his beard without intermission for his restlessness and his draining desire to see the cub even for just the time to give him his aplogizes. However John knows very well that he's indeed not allowed to even getting close to Max, he might overreact at just the bear's sight; he dosn't want unsettle the cub, he wishes hard with any fiber of his own being that Max can ricover as sooner possible and that he can smile cheerfully as he supposed to. Gordon has not said a single word to him since they've been left alone in there; but right now a deep voice from behind the bear, getting him off from his thoughts.

" Excuse me Sir, are you Jonathan Derek McCoy ? It's the police, I'm officer Tom Wakle and this is my comrade Deryl Konnor. You're going to answer some questions about a tiger cub named Max Duckson, don'try to deny you know him. But first we need to talk with all the other ones which are connected to you "

John turned calmy his head to face 2 cops. A lion officer and a mature hound as his assistant.

" Yes it's me, I'm ready to come along with you, but I have got something to ask you.Please don't disturb the cub for interrogations, he's sleeping right now and Albert Jerill is watching over him. Both Gordon Haklans and Albert Jerill are really not implied or involved in my crimes. They don't need to get involved in something they are absolutely innocent. "

" Don't care, we must have the informations we want. And we think that a nice talk with the 3 of you would be a good deal ! " The officer said without any facial expressions. The co-officer was also about to talk, but he's soon stopped by Gordon :

" Please officer we do understand that we must follow you and have this talk, but if you just could wait only for the time that the cub is recovered, we would be really grateful to ya ! "

" Hhhmm lemme think... NO ! C'mon Alex, we already lost a lot of time, take these 2 and go to Duckson's room. They're gonna answer us whether they want or not !! "

So Gordon and Jonathan are forced to be quiet while the leading cops are making the way to the little cub's room. The bear only can feel guily for what is going to happen. Tom faces the door of the room, a few minutes later, doesn't knock, just spreads the door out with an aggressive movement. He gets in front of Albert which is still holding the cub beneath his muzzle.

" Mr. Jerill, you are subjected to the obligation to be questioned for all the time we need to understand what happened to your new cub 2 nights before. A lot of people reported the presence of a wounded cub escaping and which came from your local. Is that right ? "

Max flinches with absolute fear in his heart, now that he can see the bear standing at the doorsteps of his room. His heart is now beating with excessive speed, and his harms find protection around Max's neck.

" I.. I understand that, I really do believe me officer. But I just can't leave him alone, not now. I'm not asking you, I am advising you that it'll yake a little more than you have expected. I'm sorry but you'll have to wait for me. I do apologize for that. "

Both of the cops are now ready to storm Albert off for the irreverent action they undergone; Deryl starts talking in defense of his officer but soon he stops by himself because of the fact that John's feeling subdue his will and rationality. He so oversteps the threshold of the room and puts across the cub's bed, right beside Albert.

" Hi....Hi little Max, how are you now ? Tonight I've been praying with all my strenght for you to wake up this morning. I.. I... coudn't believe myself for what I've done to you. I am next to go to jail, so I won't bother you, I just ... I just needed to see you for a last time "

Tom grabbes the bear with hatred, he immobilizes him, chocking his neck with one of his harm." How dare you to interfere with our tasks. I knew I should have to render you unoffensive when we saw you first. You're just a waste, you deserve anything else than being thrown in a solitary reclusion ! "

Now without anyone's expectation the cub throw himself down in the bed and taking a massive load of courage and anger inside himself, screams with all the energy he could take :

" What the hell you dick are doing ! Realise him now, I don't care it's your duty ! Anyone in here leave me alone with the bear, we have stuff to discuss alone, NOW !!! "

Anyone immobilize, Tom removes his grab from John and once again he says no word because he's preceeded by Gordon :

" Let's go officer ! The cub said he wants to have a brief talk with the bear, don't worry he can't escape from there ! "

Anyone get out but Albert, still unsure of Max's choice, is reluctant to leave the boy alone with John and tries to convince him in staying with him in the room with the confused bear

" Hey little cub, would be OK if I stay with you, I'm sure we can have a great talk with calm and serenity. What do you say ? "

The cub stares him first, after he lowers his face and freaks out again, as if he'd roaring to Albert

" NO ! Go away even you please, I am alright now, you don't need to threat me like a slaphead just because I can't even move, get out ! "

Albert silently leaves behind Max and John in the room. Once they're alone in the room John automatically gets close to Max which repels his vicinity :

" Don't get close to me ! Why are you still here, what else do you want from me ? You took anything I had, I no longer can be useful to you, I am just an useless bunch of nothing, what the hell are you trying to get from me this time ? "

John is reluctant when he sees one tear coming down his face, he wants to dry it but he cannot.

" I... I am simply a monster Max, I know that. I apologize for you to have had experienced the thrue monster I am. I am the only useless bunch of nothing here, I understood that, believe me ! I was overly drugged out when I've had attacked you, I know that there aren't any excuses for what I've done to you Max, but if I could destroy any part of my body here and now, only for erasing what I've done, believe me I.. I would be the happiest criminal if I knew that you would be soon healed. Anyway I am next to pay my crimes, you'll have your payback on me. Probably I am also next to die inside there ! "

He took a tissue and approaches it to the cub which dries his face in a single gesture and replies :

" What the hell do you want me to say about that ? I think the officer was right when he said those things to you. He was right, but however I'd be only a lier If I woudn't say that you was right as well about me . "

Max can't help but wheeping now, he tosses the tissue on the ground and the bear doesn't waste a single moment to give it back to the cub :

" Wha.. What do you mean boy, I coudn't be right nor for a single thing about my life, I assure you that."

" You're wrong, after you penetrated me you toss me a broken glass and said me that I didn't deserved to be alive because my body is actually nothing more than sold object. And sincerly you couldn't say a thing more right than that. You see, after my father abandoned me, I looked for a job, but no one thrusted a lone and poor tiger, so I've started selling my body to get the money I needed at least to eat.... I.. I... I am no more than a whore of your. I know that I mean much less than shit to you .. but I... I... dont....... "

Now 2 tiny streams of salt droplets fall down his eyes as he turns off and lies on the bed. Soon John is next to comfort him but Tom and Deryl break in the room and make him suddenly uncoscious, hitting him hard in his head with his truncheon. The bear will be soon to awake inside a solitary jail cell, anything and anywhere his eyes can see are wrapped in a thick and dense stratus of darkness.

3rd Part - Light in the Dark

1st Day

There's no sound in here, the bear had to await more than 1 halfhour before someone opened his door.

" Here's the food prisoner ! "

An humble dish with 2 slice of hard bread, a bad smelling pork chop and a glass of water were thrown inside the bear's doorstep. Soon, whoever it might be got in the room and release the bear from his straitjacket and said :

" Seems like you don't have nor a single shred of energy to be hungry, am I wrong scum ? They must have had esagerated with sedatives on you ! "

There was so much darkness in there that the bear only had recognized an hoarse voice and the sound of his footsteps. Soon only a single thing could wheeze the bear more than he already was. The necklace ! It was gone, the bare neck and the absence of that gift with him, made the bear unwillingly beg to have that back :

" Please, Please whoever you are , I know that I deserve anytghing else but the only death, I clearly know. But I beg you, I supplicate you make a thing for me and I never ask you another thing again ! "

" Alright Alright stop begging like someone who got the seat on an electric chair. Fortunately for you, I'm in a good mood so only because you're destined to spend here the next 30 years, I'll do it but only if you won't ask a beg to get out of here ! "

After the bear, taken of everything, told the janitor about his commission of retrieving the missing necklace. After he listened the bear's request, he quit the room, and thus the first day had already passed by.

5 Days Later : Albert's Home

" The mailman his here baby, can you please take ours, I'm in the shower and there's something I'm expecting to receive ! "

The bull shouts behind the door of the bathroom, while Max who is watching animal progams on Animal Planet gets immediately to the door and replies his new bovine uncle :

" Sure Uncle, don't worry I'm takin' them ! "

" Good son, I'm almost done don't worry we'll be out in a few seconds ! "

The mailman tough has got another thing to deliver, after Max signs the paper the mailman hands a small brown package to him. Max so comes in and is next to advise his uncle of the arrival of his stuff, but any of his mental duties drop in nowhere as he sees that he is the receiver of the little pack and that the provenience of it is from the state prison right where John has been reclused for his fault.

He doesn't lose time in thinking a possible reason of the pack or guessing what is inside; he just opens it because he's clearly interested about the content of that. He finds an envelope and a paper wrapper; decides to get through the envelope first. He totters upon seeing the sender :

Jonathan Derek McCoy. He feels instantly strange, as if he would like to know something about the bear, he is guity of course but the cub feels guilty as well for having sent him in prison, but his past doesn't come out as another hurricane, but as a photograph of a past hurrican : he then decides to read the pen-written ink.

Dear Max, how are you doing ? Me fine, even though the black stripes on my shirt make me appear

as a black and white bear. I know very well that you would probably be reluctant reading this letter;

sincerly I'm not asking for your forgiveness because I can also understand it's impossible.

I just wanted to give you something that I care really really much, in a paper wrapper you'll find the

most precious thing I possess ( Or better, I possessed ), and it's a gift from my son that gave this

to me when he was still alive. If you don't like it, please don't throw it away just send it back to me,

because my son would be sorry of that. Maybe you're asking why I sent you this item, well actually it

is quite simple : it's because when I think about your sweet and beautiful face, that is the most

beautiful I ever seen, I feel as I'd be seeing my son, in terms of the way you make me feel of course.

So, all I hope is not just that you will like what I sent, but most of all that your life may give you

anything you wish and can make you happy, and I swear there will be no single day in which I

won't pray with all my strenghts for that, before sleeping in my cold bed. And a last thing, you

indeed don't need to write me back unless you want, I wanted to be sure. May the serenity and

happiness never abandon you, you'll be great in your life Max, I am damn sure of that.

" I see, that's because he needed to hurt anyone, his heart is so bad broken. He's probably feeling the same as me when my family abandoned me. NO ! What the heck am I thinking, he must feeling 1000 times worse, he's in prison but he didn't deserved this, no , not him ! "

He thinks and as he unwrappes a shiny white bear paw with an affective incision written by the bear's son. He is soon overtaken by tears, that he tried to stop since his feeling were overflowing inside himself as he was reading the letter.

" Hey boy thanks for picking the mails, what are you reading ? "

Max had been so alienated from the reality when he was reading the letter that he had forgot that Albert was soon to come downstairs any minute then. He just hided both the letter and the necklace inside his pockets and replied :

" Uuuhh nothing big uncle, just useless magazines and news you know ? Now let's go please laggard bull, uncle Gordon his waiting for us ! "

" Sorry baby, you know that your uncle likes to make you wait for me, now we can drive away. To the car ! "

He says while pulling Max in a big hug and seat him in the car, after kissing his lips tenderly. They headed the city park where Gordon was awaiting long time for them. They hadn't stopped moving not for a single second until the evening, about Max insted he couldn't get the bear out of his mind, he kept on imagining for all his day, the bear playing with his ex pals and him. And even when they drove home, Max knew he was next to let the bear know that he was sorry for not letting him to be his friend when the bear tried to help him in the hospital.

7th Day

Jonathan's room opens and he is suddenly teared off by his brittle sleep.

" Time to move for gymnastics, c'mon wake up, another day of hard jobs is starting ! "

So he gets up, another day is started another one will be ended and the rest of his life will be consumed between smell of stale piss, food and shit. After his physical exercises and his lunch, his mind refuges inside in his thoughts especially while he's cleaning the bathrooms and finds some death pills, the perfect weapon for his suicide :

" The sun moved down 6 or 7 times since I've sent that pack to Max. What the fucking hell had I got in my head beside shit ? He naturally throwed the entire package in the garbage once he has seen that it came from here, so I just wasted my time and I gave up the only thing of Peter I possessed. Enough, it will be a fast death, but at least I think if Max or Albert and Gordon will come across my death, they will be relieved from that ! "

The bear thinks and so he fills his last glass of water, gets in his cell but his mind forbids the istantaneous death; Max and Peter are now the only 2 images in his mind, and John decides to spend another while of time with them before gobbling the whole content of the little vial inside his mouth.

Dinner time ( 06: 27 PM ), all of his morn and afternoon spent crying as a baby while dreaming of rescuing his son and Max's lives. He has no wish of leaving his room again for another dreadful meal, he is now ready to die, but in the moment he puts in his mouth all the pills present in the vial and is next to swallow all of them, the voice of the janitor makes him spit all of the pills inside his mouth.

" Prisoner get your room tidy, there's a visitor for you ! "

He crawles out of his bed and even before he can even ask the janitor or his own mind who the visitor might be, his hears are both jerked by a childish voice :

" John, John where are you, may I come in if that's OK with you ? "

His mind shuts,by the words he just heard he recognizes the most shining glimmer of light capable to nullify all of the shit around him .

" I don't believe it, am I completely insane, or is there a little cub behind the door ? "

Max gets cautiously inside the room, his eyes while get used to the intense dark in there, behold the bear's lifeless face with a blow of hesitation

" MAAAAAX how are you little cub ? I thought I'll never see you again, does Albert know you're in here ? "

The big polar bear gets close to him and bows his head to see the cub closer, but suddenly any of John's senses fall down immediately as his dirtied chest is embraced thightly by two little and warm harms. Suddenly the bear returns the hug trying not crushing Max against his wide chest .

" Joooohn ! Don't worry for Albert, he drove me here after that I succeeded on convince him. Anyway I've got something to tell you : I...I.. I need to apologize, I guess I overeacted before, just because of forced sex. I'm sorry I didn't knew you had suffered so much, I didn't mean to send you in here, really. Can you.. forgive me ? "

Dumbfolded at what je just listened John wonders if he's already dead, anything in one istant drastically changed from shit to Apòtheosis.

" What are you talking about son ?! I wouldn't like to remember that, but unfortunately I did much more than forced sex. You ... You really don't need to apologize, on the contrary maybe. And anyway I just deserved to being thrown in here, at least I don't need to earn or pay money. "

John tries to minimize all of his sadness. He stares the little cub with his harms still wrapped around only to the front side of his wide chest; but he can't help but find a reason for the unexpected but wonderful visit.

" NO John, you even know that this all started because of me, I'm the real guily and I feel orrible for having caused Albert and Gordon's hurts. Anyway big polar bear, I had not came in here to talk about that. First off I wanted to thank you for saving my life in the shore. I coudn't explain myself how you found me in there. When uncle Albert told me that, I felt even worse for not thanked you about that. It's only because of you that I'm still alive, but I hadn't give you the thanks you deserve; and secon.... "

The bear, before Max can finish what he has got to say, streghtens his hug around the cub, and soon his voice becomes assailed by remorse :

" Max, it wasn't even the minimum for what I've put you through ! Don't say nonsenses, you were... you surely weren't guily for anything that has happened ! Don't say you feel bad about yourself, you have to be glad and proud now that you've got your own family. I.. I cannot say with my words how I feel inside me anytime I try to look at me in the mirror. I can see only pain, darkness and despair. But not now.. i'm sorry cub... you didn't deserved that at all !! "

John, whose words are cutted off by tears, coddles lightly Max and sits down in the bed. He has no idea that the cub is next to follow him and sit right there beside him :

" John please don't talk like this, look I've brought you something that might be happy even a shrilling black and white polar bear as you ! Here, I think this belongs with you. I really love it, trust me I think I never seen a thing more beautiful than this, but you really don't have to give that away, it's only yours. "

The young cub takes one of the polar bear's big paw and hands to him Peter's necklace and tries to lighten the bear's sad expression threating him with a tender smile.

" Hmph ! You.. give me... I.. I gave you that... because I need you to take care of it little cub. I don't want Peter looks at his daddy inside a prison. He probably has got simpathy of me, even if he would be alive I know very well that he woudn't like to see me.. Please take it with yourself, and when there will be a time you feel alone or doubt who you truly are, rub your little paw on it and you'll get all the answers you'll need little boy ! "

He tries to dry his tears and put the necklace around the cub's little neck

" Are yo....Are you really sure John ??? You really care a lot about it, and I think Peter should be so proud of have an hero as daddy, just kidding of course, I meant as a Daddy Bear "

The bear sincerly smiled, and it was the first thrue smile since a lot of time. He then tries to be transported by Max's mirth

" Well, I guess we can have a compromise then ! You take that for the next week, after you come visit me again and give that back to me, OK? Of course only if you want to .... come a second time... What do you say ? "

" What ?! Hmm NO ! I don't like that, I should wait an entire week before seeing you again ! What about instead if I give you that back at anytime we see each other ? "

Before answering John takes the cub up and makes him rest upon his brown large beard ( Now a little soiled as the rest of his fur which is amost grey ) that the cub cherish with cure, and kisses him on his cheeks. The cub blushes and hugs his neck tenderly, all of this throwbacking the bear's mind to the moment in which he was holding Peter still on him and making sure his son received all of the love his polar daddy bear could give him.

" I think you could have no more right idea like this son ! Thanks you a lot for helping me in this very hard time, Albert and Gordon are very very lucky to have such a pride like you with them, they must be proud of you, and so am I "

"Thanks a lot polar bear, or should say Polar Daddy Bear ! And another thing, it's about a certain rhino stud you marked a week ago if you remember , well he's one of the elder brothers at Gamma Theta Alpha fraternity I befiendred him while I was playing football with uncle Albert you know, I talked about you and he asked about some kinky bear ! "

"Ops, that was a really hard one cub, maybe I've had esagerated also with him ... "

" HA HA No you didn't, he said he liked that very much...... Look John, I forgot another thing, please get the door, it might be there someone you would like to see !"

John is next to ask the cub who is waiting for them, but Max soon opens the door of the cell and calls out :

" C'mon you 2, we've just finished talking, you can come in ! "

Only after a few seconds Albert and Gordon get in the dark room. The bear arches his eyebows with a gaze of astounded happiness and marvellous surprise.

" What ? How just little kitten could ever convince both of you to come inside here ? Aren't you still talking at me, right ? "

" Look Gordon, the polar terror has lost weight, fortunately you and the cub were right to taking with you a secret stock of his favourite food ! "

" Gosh Albert you're right ! What we said to you for all the afternoon ?! Fortunately the cub had the same idea as mine ! "

Albert overlooks Gordon's last reply and looks the bear in the eyes :

" It's good to see you .. I suppose. We've been through a lot in the last period, anyway you must thank only Max if we really are in here and left ALL the past behind ! "

John looks down in the little cub's eyes, he is looking at the bear very happily as if he would be sharing the happiness spreading inside the bear's heart. After taking the cub in his furry white arms he answers to them :

" I know fellas, I know that any times I'll thank him just won't be enough for what he and you are doing for helping me even after all of that shit I've put you trough. I apologize for all the nonsenses I've done.Please forgive me, I'm not the same polar bear of before, and I'll never be it again only thanks to this little knee high to a grashopper. "

" Good you understood Jonathan ! Now that we are all set we can proceed to the next phase of the plan " Says Gordon

" Plan, What plan ? "

The cub answers John, still fondled between the bear's harms :

" It's the plan to get you outta of here, and know that it was all one of my ideas .. "

Albert is ready to reply Max's jokingly answer, but not before he chortles :

" You little fellow,would you like that, wouldn't you ? Look John, it's not breakaway or anithing similiar... I dunno if I ever told you, but I had a successfull career with my previous job. Right before becoming the owner of that dull flophouse, I was a lawyer, so it's not too late to save you I suppose.. even thought there are a lot of things I need to check out, let's see what we can do about that, I cannot promise you anything but we'll sure try out, I swear on my last fucking horn "

Now the rude janitor's voice echoes inside the cell :

" Visits time is almost over, only 2 minutes left happy family "

Each of them ignore the irksome and sarcastic voice of the bitter rodent jantor. Gordon talks this time :

" We don't want to mislead you, but as Albert said there's still a hope, we won't stop trying until we get it's not possible. In the meantime let's stay in touch alright ? "

" That's right and don't try to make yourself known as the polar terror also in here, Alright! So long John, we will see you soon "

Albert says and gets out of the cell with Gordon after putting downside his wonky bed a picnic basket full of delicious goodies; Max pets the polar bear's neck with soft feline paws and says :

" Here we are polar terror I need to go now even if I came here only for a too short visit. I promise I'll stay much longer the next time I'll come, but in the meanwhile you can enjoy the gifts I've brought to you besides your food as a way for thank you about my life and for your beautiful letter, I hope you like them !"

The cub stops the polar bear from answering and kisses him lightly in the hairy ursine lips, leaving the bear simply thunderstruck and unable to reply him with a bye bye or whatever form of greet. Before leaving the bear's cell behind, the cub gives him a large pack of his favourite Alaskans and a really bright clipper with the face of polar bear cub on it. The bear can only dry his tears once he sees from the small gap on the door, the little cub turning back waving affectionately at him. When he goes bed after an healthy and long feast, the bear tries to understand why his heart refuses to stop beating overly at the image of Max inside his mind, he tries to tranquilize these thoughts but actually are these thoughts that tranqulize the polar bear, bestowing him the most apotheotic sleep he ever had.

8th Day

John's eyes open among a lot of noises coming from from the outside. Firstly he removes any objects put in front of barred windows, so he can look at even a pathetic angle of shiny blue sky. He opens the Alaskan Cigars pack, lights one of them with his brand new clipper to leave the feeling of the remaining sleep behind, and a bright smile spreads over his face upon he discovers a delightful surprise from Max. Inside of it a paper sheet with some pictures of bear paws and tiger paws decorates the sides of a multicolored writing. The big writing says :

I Love You Polar Terror <3

On the other side of the sheet, the reply to John's first letter.

Dear John, Thanks for asking, I am doing much better now that I know who saved me.

Since I've discovered that I've came to my senses that our lives are somehow connected,

and I think it was faith that we had to meet ( No matter how we met ! ) .

I really wished to tell you that even if your son is no longer with you,

know that he's always watching over you from above he is, trying to protect you

anywhere you go, whatever you do and whoever you harm.

He's always standing by your side, no matters what, not matters anything but you,

his big and special Polar Daddy Bear. It would be so easy saying that he's not with you right now,

but actually he is and he just wants you to see him, so you can listen to all the beautiful things

he needs to tell you about having a fantastic and great hero as father,

I am damn sure of that .

The polar bear's eyes shimmer as he images himself holding his little Peter tight to his chest, now he even images he can also feel Peter's heartbeat, causing his mind to be in a perfect condition of happiness and protection. He thanks Peter and Max for the help and after he wllingly goes out of his room for live a completely different day not alone. The day ends without he realizes.

10th Day

It seems a bright and warm day of spring, finally winter looks to be over and the polar bear enjoys very much the sunshine he stares from his dark grey walls until he goes inside again to have a smoke. Max was the only thought in his mind, since he kissed the polar bear's lips with a brief but passionated kiss, he wasn't able to quiet that lustful memory; but he can't permit for any reason at all that this kiss reults into an arousal of his sexual pleasures when Max will have visited him again, NO ! He doesn't want to ruin anything once again. It's affermative the fact that the little cub is quite energetic but he kissed his lips only because he wanted to play a little.

Hours escape, Mind gets stuck until his hears are awaken by a very strong knock.

" Who is it ? " Asks the polar bear which gets no answers in return. He gets the door and slides the metal gap on the door to see a little smiling face and 2 golden eyes staring up at the door.

" What, it can't be ! I must be dreaming ! " Gobsmaked the polar bear lets the cub getting into his room. Once inside John wastes no time in taking Max up his head and kissing his front with an unmistakable desire of the cub which returns the kisses, up when he kisses the wet black nose of the bear.

" Ohh so cute cub. I missed you boy ! But weren't you supposed to come on monday ? Hey and where are your uncles ? "

" Yep, actually we were, but I swear I coudn't wait for another single minute to see you again. About Max and Gordon you don't have to worry about them... When I arrived here with a train, I advised them about my lonely adventure ! "

The cub slides his paws on the bear's big beard and tries to get his fingers across that rough mass of hair, making the bear growling softly for the pleasure he is getting from the little warm and silky paws. After he provides an answer :

" Boyo ! You know very well that I coudn't be more happy than having you with me inside here even only for a buch of seconds; but Albert could be very very worried about ya, and Gordon even more .We know them very much you know ? "

" I think you're right bear, but he's all fine, I apologized with them, so that they had to forgive me.... Hey bear by the way, did you liked the food and your little surprise inside your cigars pack ? "

The polar bear has in mind to joke a little with him. Given that the cub couldn't know that the most beautiful letter that John has ever received, is inside his pants.

" I surely did like the food, but I don't understand what kind of surprise inside my the pack of the cigars you're talking about "

" What ! Impossibe, you must be kidding me ! Let me see that pack please. "

" Right over there " The polar bear says as Max gets on the bed where the cigars are; after having assured himself that it was empty of surprises, John secretely puts the letter in the back pockets of Max's pants. After he says in a chuckle :

" Look boy, I've found that ! You were carrying a letter in your pants without even knowing, is that my other surprise ? "

He puts his paws on the back of his pants, and doesn't seem to be so confused. Maybe he is more alert than the polar bear may think-

" Uuuhh ! It looks like a big white bear named John had a paw in all this ! You big giant daddy bear, why do you want to joke me, I guess you didn't like my letter ! "

" What the heck are you saying son, sure I liked that, it really is the best letter I could ever receive ! Thanks you kiddo, your daddy bear is so happy of it ! "

" That's right John, you really are my daddy bear ! "

He says as the bear goes finding him on the bed and pets his clearly blushed cheeks with a paw. After minutes calmly spent with the 2 furs penetrating each other's eyes, without any forewarnings, John feels his cock grabbed strongly by something, a Max's paw; causing the bear to groan loudly for the full lack of contact down there.

" John, let's talk seriously from now on : I begin, I think I know well what you want "

He provocates the bear, which is no only extremely confused about what to do, but he's also ice like hard. His stiffening member is strongly encouraged by the cub's paws that start stroking the polar icicle after for a few minutes.

" Do .... do you ? " John tries to say something else, but the pleasure is spreading too fast inside his sensitive organ.

" Yes, I do. And I think we can do a really nice job unlike the other time. So let's just resume from the point before we were interrupted. What do you say, do you want to be a good polar daddybear at least for a single time in your lifetime ? "

" Ummph ! Baby are you really sure about that ? I would like very much to be your own polar daddy bear, but I don't want you to do things you could regreat of. Besides if someone busts us, we will be fried over forever ! "

Max then squeezes forcefully a black nub of the bear, with his face he puts his mouth right in front of the other nipple and says :

" I'm taking very good news with me polar daddy bear! Before coming in here, I overheard uncle Albert in a telephonic conversation with a judge of the supreme court which he had appelead to. They were talking about a private meeting to discuss the annulment of your term of imprisonment and I guess everything is gonna be alright. You'll be out of here in less than a month, I know that ! So we need to celebrate, but don't forget to keep in mind that all these news I gave you, are top secret news, so don't talk about this with anyone or I'll stop visiting you ! "

Max then starts licking the big swollen nub, and streghtens even more the grab on the other nipple

" No my little cub, NGH! I promise your words will be .... secreted inside my hears. Anyway do you..... really think I can get out of here so fast ? "

Max only nods frentically, he refuses to stop suckling the polar bear's inflated nipples for answering him

" That makes me happy daddy bear's kitten, very very happy ! "

Max switches nipples and before eating the other one as well he asks :

" What makes you happy daddybear, the nipples or the news I've told you ? "

" Both of course cub, now as a reward for having been such a delightful cub with your own polar terror, you have the full right to ride this encounter. And I know something that would be quite useful now ! "

He chuckles and after licking his good cub's face and making sure that he would have like the bear's saliva inside the little mouth, he gently removes his pants and underwears and squeezing his little anks with his formidable harms he lays Max on his back threating him with as much gentleness and tenderness he could muster; he quite enjoys tasting the little cub's lenght inside his deep mouth.

" Gosh daddybear, no one has never done that for me before, it feels very good in your big maw ! "

" I'm glad of it cub ! But this is not even the beginning ! "

Max rises from the bed and throws out the bear's pants, and after doind the same with a stinking pair of underwear he resume his previous position but with his face right under the mighty member of the bear. So he finds his mouth right beside the bear's hard rock cock. He decides to give that a better taste.

" Mmmmhh, what an adorable tongue, I guess your little mouth can't take even a single inch more than that, is that true honey ? "

" I'll show you if that is right or wrong. You instead work mine with a lot more of tongue bear ! "

The polar bear puts the entire lenght of the cub in his mouth for several times without any kind of troubles of course. It's not the same for Max that gags after taking only a few inches after the drooling tip. He tries to push further but John is thrusting back his anks to obey his cub's previous order.

" Hey keep that easy daddybear, I'm trying to work down here you know ? "

No answers from the bear, which is too way focused in tasting his little kitten's dick. Anyway the bear has to keep his sucking only for a few more moments before his mouth can swallow all of his feline pre and after a few more licks he tastes all his jizz as well.

" Does my daddybear enjoys the daily surprise ? "

John smiles satisfied, but he wets his kitten even more of excitement with his next answer :

" Ohhh I sure did cub, but I think you're gonna like even more my OWN surprise. "

He sits on the pillow so that Max can have all the room he needs to suck a huge white meat. First he clean daddybear's tip with sweet pre collected on the top of it, so he tries to get in mouth as many inches out of the complessive 11s, as possible. He stops when swllows a big half os the polar shaft, as the polar bear's abdominal shakes for pleasure and Max feels a soft ursine paw behind his head that helps him eating in other few inches untill he gags. Even if his mouth is now good filled, the cub refuses to be pushed back by his polar dad, and keeps on bobbing his small head back and forth for a lot of times down the juicy meat of the polar bear.

" Gosh your mouth is so amazing cub, maybe you should calm down just a little boy, you know, I usually dump much slower than this ! "

" No way bear, I'm sorry but it seems your cock wants to get that out right away instead ! "

He talks with firmness and slides his tongue all along the pulsing cock, after he reaches to take it almost close the base. The bear releases a substantial stream of pre inside the fast working mouth, and with his paw on the back of Max's head begins fucking slowly his mouth. Max though is so lustful even in a so young and nice body, that he speeds his sucks up until he grabbes the bear's nuts with the same firmness, after the balls it's the turn of the nipples, he was squuezing them with all of the strenght he could find resulting for the bear to roar gravely and exceendingly; all in the same time while his mouth takes any inches of the cock and feels a creamy liquid burst filling up his throat. He swallows all of it like a good cub and takes the shaft out of his mouth, but even when he'd finished cleaning the remnants of the cum on his cock, he continues with fast and passionate licks and ends up swallowing the entire lenght once again.

" WOW ! You are simply unable to slow down aren't u boy? Do you like that polar terror so much ? "

Max nods fast, and keeps swallowing the bear's lenght until he's fully sure that he has cleaned it all, and aboveall that he had served well his new polar daddy bear. After that, John lyes his cub on the bed making him resting with his back underneath John's burly chest and invites him to relax and slow down.

" Now little cuddly of daddybear, I hope you'll enjoy what I'm gonna do to your soft asshole. "

John grabs the little anks and starts sliding his drooling tongue inside his fragant butthole, but not before than having played a little with his buns, fingering up to 3 stocky fingers inside the young butt. John can keep on like that for all the afternoon long, now that he has the best taste of ass he ever had in his life, but Max prevents the polar bear from eating that too way long and places his furry cheeks right in front of his cleaned but rehardnening cock and pushes back. Sooly John removes him from there and with no word resumes his rimming

" I'm sorry little kitten, I'm afraid we'll have to wait another while for that. I'm out of condoms, and besides I think your little tiny ass needs some more time to be in perfect shape once again . "

He snuggles the demanding cub tenderly, but Max still has got something to say :

" Oooh Thanks for getting worried about my butt though, there is no need . I can take it daddy bear, but would you like to fuck me as John McCoy and not as the polar terror if possible ? "

He then pushes back again, taking the white head of the cock inside his open butthole. Instead John is overwhelmed by his pleasure once again, but at the same time he ratiocinates about the words Max just has told him. No one in his entire life, except for his dead family, had cared so much about him that would ask to be just himself and not someone different like the polar terror. John is thus overwhelmed not only by physical ecstasy, but morally as well. His heart imposes him to be proud of himself and enjoy so much this feeling inside himself that he took Max in his harms before putting a few inches of the cock inside the little butthole. Max whimpers in pleasure and hugs daddy bear's chest.

" I'm not gonna hurt you kitten, I swear it. When my big pole is thrusting too deep you'll tell me immediately. Am I understood little kitten? "

" Yes sir !! You are ! Please do it !!! "

" No kitten, I am John, no one else than John. Thanks for having opened my eyes ! "

Without an answer, Max pushes down his butt as deepest as he can, shaking his ass up and down, down and up untill he shoots his fluid cum on the polar bear's chest.

" Umh sorry John, I know I came too soon. I'll give you a lot of tissues ok ? "

"Don't be sorry sweetie, that makes me even harder ! Now , how about we end our foreplay ? "

" I know what you mean, go ahead, thrust it, I know that you won't hurt me "

Max layes so on his back, still in front of John. The bear with all the sweet words his cute cub has said to him since they started, aquired so much self confidence that he's determined in pounding his cute cub without hurting him even a little, and making him experiencing the best fuck of life. Truly, it seems just impossible due to the size of the polar bear's tool and the full shortage of any ass lube to soften the effect of big sizes inside small holes. The bear wants to make it, and first he throws himself down, hugging strongly the cub's back, and delivering a very intense string of facial licks to Max. Whereupon John strokes his lenght and puts a lot of inches gradually inside him.

" Ooohh, that's not hurting me, it's only passing through my butt ! AAAWWWW YEA BEAR ! THAT'S IT HOW IT'S DONE ! "

Surprised of the achievement of his own porpouse, the bear holds firmly his teased anks and looking down his beautiful face, the bear repeats the action for a lot of times. So he focuses 1 paw on his little feline puppyhood and begins stroking it as there wouldn't be a tommorow . Max whimpers and cries out of excessive pleasure, gathering other liquid fluids inside his churning jiggling balls for anothe time.

" Uuuuhh yes bear, FUCKING YEA ! YES, fuck my hole further, don't worry it's alright, it's alright ! "

Without sending a single word in response, John only thrusts a little harder and further as the cub asked, but he soon returns to a much slower beat when he sees little tears welling from Max's clenched eyes.

" Don't slow down daddy bear. I said you can go further as much as you wish ! "

" Don't need to get all the way further to be pleasured from you kitty ! I swear on my soul I coudn't be happier and more excited than I am here and now with you "

" You mean inside me ! Anyway Thanks a lot, nobody never told me such things, thank you white daddy bear, your kitty is also happy and horny like you ! "

" That's a good kitty ! And by the way I've said happy and excited boyo ! "

They laugh heartly, even if Max with a bit of troubles more. John intensifies his fucks only by a lttle more, however enough to be involved into a brand new state of ecstasy; John isn't just fucking Max, he's laughing with him even in this moment and thus he's demostrating his eternal love to his new kitty cub : this is definitively the best fuck he ever had . He dumps an huge load onside Max's anks and boyhood. This is right what makes his throbbing puppyhood hard again; he'll be cumming again soon after a few minutes later, when his mouth will be swallowing all of the cum to clean on it. Pervaded by the pleasure, John will shoot a 3rd load right inside his puppy mouth. The 3rd and the last one will be so overwrecking that Max after ingesting all of the white stream, has to lye uncosciously on the bed and falls asleep immediately after. John cleans the cub carefully with wet tissues and clean towels in his room, so he can join his new little cub inside the realm of happy dreams. He puts Max sleeping on his wide chest and surrounds him with a muscle arm, John realizes how much his little kitty is beatiful, and aboveall how much he loves him. After kissing his warm muzzle he says :

" You and Peter are indeed the best in my life. I'll love you both forever, no matter what, I'll be always by your sides. You can believe me cubs, I'm swearing I'm telling the truth, "

• EPILOGUE -

Springbreak Vacations

" Excuse me sir, I know it's already the 3rd time I'm asking this month but I really got to be at my daughter's diploma celebration today... I won't fall behind my work this time, you can trust me ! "

" You've got me then Paul, you know that I never make any kind of problems for whoever has a small sweet child to coming back to, don'y worry for your work you're free now, go to your angel. Not to worry as your boss I'll take care of all your unsigned forms for making ev'rything alright. See you next moday you're dismissed then; I have to take a few days off to take my son on a trip adventure as well, have a good celebration with your daughter, OK ? "

"Sure I will sir, I really don't know how to thank you, I'd never be allowed to be with my daughter if the previous boss, umh , I mean tyrant would be still bossing around here, thank you sir, I'll do my best with any kind of fucking sheets and documents once I'll be back, have a good trip with Max, send him a tight hug for me sir, I'm already late I think I'm rocketing to my daughter's school. Have a good weekend sir ! "

The adult hare said staring at his watch, exchanging the last look of gratitude to the ursine boss before rushing out of his office.

" That's right, I'm a boss now ! "

The polar bear thought with a sliver of disbelief while he was taking all of his things to rush out of his work; nothing hadn't been wrong in the last period, infact since he won out the process at the supreme court only due to the invincible oratory arts of Albert, his life didn't cease to improve, day per day. About his little cub, he had insisted so much about moving from Albert's house to John's home -albeit Gordon suspected some sort of activities <sexual activities> had been underway between the 2 furs- on the other hand both he and Albert tried to offer the cub a compromise, and also the polar bear himself told him that it probably wasn't the best idea of all times; the bear still needed some time alone to run the previous events with his rationality, altought in the end Max's will proved stronger and prevailed over the 3 adults' advices. One of the most positive events lately happened was when John suceeded to find a job, he as nothing more than a simple worker bear behind his desk, he would have remained as such if he later discovered that a old fox, which potrayed to be the bossy one, mistreated and injured his own workers. An awesome 39 old hare named Paul has been injured the most; then John, protecting Paul, saved all the other workers by kicking out the bastard and menacing him of death. Since then the bastard tyrant hadn't been aound anyore, and lastly on the bear's 2nd day of work, anyone, first of all Paul, agreed for John to be the new boss. What a pleasant victory over his life !

Earning money in a right way there was still an unsolved problem, John found a solution to it as well and paid the school for Max; he was reluctant at first, he had told him that he could find something else to mantein himself and find a job, but thanks to a few Father-Son words and naturally to intimate moments spent with his lovely feline cub, Max picked up a school in the end and was ammitted with no problem. He thanked a lot John - not only with words and smiles - for having him sent to school, he had so many friends in the campus fraternity at Amrest College, and besides the little kid's grades were amazing ! John had no idea Max liked so much studying until he came across the winning of several grants and scholarships for writing poetrys and else.

Now it was only time to celebrate all of Max's successes, he decided not to go out of state with his fraternity, his willpower has been so insisting that the polar bear resigned to let the kid staying with him for all the duration of the break, it was overly satysfing the awarness of such unconditional love from his cute cub that he certainly loves with any strenght of his being; he had turned over all the fun he could have by travelling with his elder brother and decided to stay with his Polar Papa Bear, in return the bear undeniably loved having Max's tender paws and mouth around his shaft, or as the cub called it: the polar terror. John wondered so much in the last days how could be Max, a young, sentitive, lovely cub, so hungry and eager of his daddy. He was strictly bound to the kid for something they share in common : they lost their family and found their new ones inside each others. He wanted to make love to him in the gentlest way possible, but actually he got scolded from the cub at anytime he wasn't pounding his butt hard as he wanted; however no matter how hard John penetrated that tight hole, he could never allow himself to cause any kind of pain or troubles to the kid, he woudn't never forgive himself otherwise. That's exactly why he spent bunch of minutes with his strong tongue stuffed inside the tight cave, not only to cause Max to fall asleep snuggled up on him immediately after sex, but mostly to prevent his brightest light to agonize for the strong jolts of pleasure sent by his "polar terror". Driving as fastest as he could, John is now heading for his little pupil's college with a very large cake he'd bought earlier as a little gift for Max. He'd be so happy once he retrieved his cub and showered him with kisses and occasional licks.

" Hmph C'mon daddybear thay can see us, let's drive away from here and you'll get all the fun I can give ya ! "

Seating Max on his place the daddy bear teased his bulging organ and answered

" No at all boy, today you're the star, I'll be your guest, you say something and that is exactly what you'll get, OK ? I think someone really deserves all treats papa is gonna giving u "

Threating John with an adorable smile, his little nose detected the scent of somewhat sweet. after turning to the back seat he saw a bakery box.

" Wow is this cake for me dad ? "

" Sure is, and I think you'll really like what I wrote on it. You'll see that later, why don't u look inside here if you want to take your paws busy. "

John says and hands over his cub a little box that Max unwraps immediately. First he notices an envelope and reads it outloud. :

To my little hottie cub, may you be forever happy ! Daddybear loves you above anything.

The cub at this point appears to be quite thunderstruck, he then unwraps the smaller box to reveal a small necklace of a tiger's paw. He then raises his head to face his papa revealing 2 marvellous shining golden eyes, the same ones that seconds later will be crying with drops of happiness.

" C'mere you! Daddy knew you would like that ! "

As he sinks into the tight embrace of his daddybear tears are dried by strong, yet sweet digits of the polar bear.

" Daddybear, I don't believe it, I donno what to say. Simply thanks for be my papa bear, my huge polar papa bear ! "

As John lifted him up, he found difficult to drive and so he stopped the car. Max stormed his face with endless flurries of kisses and repeating him he was proud to be his cub; tears also forming in the ursine deep grey eyes, but decided it was time to go; Albert and Gordon were waitting for them on a clearing in the park. Before leaving the car Max had not allowed John to get out and after he strips accurateky his papa, the 2 of them begin making love to each other again.

" Oh my cubby wants to play with polar terror again, doesn't he. Keep that out of his prison, the 2 of your uncles are gonna waiting a bit more than ! "

Tongue on shaft and hands fondling the balls, a pleading look from under his face and sounds of gurgling and gagging from the cub.

"Mmmhhh Gosh !! Is that anything that I wouldn't do for my hungry little cubby ? "

" I guess no old bear, now give me all your bearhood I can taste daddy! I decided what I want : I wish for us to get the best of fun today ! "

He spoke firmly addressing the bear to his climax, while his life proceeded upward with all the care his love was taking for himself.

Well, I expect you to understand what is coming next for the 2 of them ...