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(Author note: this is a story in which I would like to explain how I wanted my life to be so I wish to see your reactions)

I wanted to express my feelings, so I did, I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it,

Entharion is my character and will always be so don't steal him.

If you have any suggestions or questions e-mail me at [email protected]

I would like to find someone that shares the same feelings about dragons .

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The incredible change part one

I grew up in a small city in Holland and I led a simple life, going to school at my fourth year, and as I grew older I became aware of the supernatural world that was close to ours. My parents had divorced when I was 7 and I went with the scouts when I was 10 as I discovered I was gifted with the ability to read minds. It sometimes hindered me as I sometimes gave answers to unasked questions. I tried to hide the powers I had as they grew stronger and stronger. Sometimes I even had to retreat myself into the solitude of my room to block out the thoughts.

My life was changing as I got more aware of the supernatural world and that I was somehow connected to it. I liked the exciting world of magic and strange creatures. I had read many books and played many games which had magic in them. When I was 17 I got a new computer and as I was also exploring new ways to get turned on I stumbled onto a website that was totally based on the imagination of the people that visited it. I liked their style of drawing erotic pictures and I jacked myself off at them.

As I grew older I concentrated more on the "important things of life" and tried to get better grades at school. 7 days before my 18'th birthday I felt sick and I spent my days in my room looking at the pictures I found on the website and I realized that I hadn't looked at the stories yet. With enough time to read some I decided to look at them. They had all kinds of stories and I particularly liked those about dragons. As I got inspired by them I decided to even write one myself. The second day I was sick I felt even worse, I noticed also that I had grown taller as I looked into the mirror. I decided to concentrate on my writing and as I finished my stories I was thinking about how I felt. I felt painful all over, in my neck, in my spine, in my hands and my guts. I felt an incredible hunger as I stumbled off the stairs to look for something to eat, but I found nothing I was hungry for. I craved for a piece of raw meat. I thought it was a silly idea as I grabbed an uncooked hotdog out of a jar and before I knew it the jar was empty. I looked amazed at the empty jar as I didn't feel as hungry anymore and went upstairs again to watch some tv.

The night fell and I suddenly saw something moving in the corner of my eye. When I looked I saw nothing was there.

"What the... I saw something" I thought as I continued to watch some cartoon about a samurai, quite lame actually. Nobody died and he always got away without a scratch. I turned off the TV after 30 minutes and laid my head down. I closed my eyes and as I opened them again I saw a flash of something moving on the other side of the room. I got up and went to check it out. I looked around and I didn't see anything unusual.

"I must be very sick, I am imagining things" I thought, and I laid down on my side as I continued to stare at the wall. Then I saw it again, but now it was behind me and I turned my head and saw some tentacle sticking out of my ass. I tried to scream but nothing came out of my mouth, and I realized it was a tail. I grabbed it with my hands and it felt soft and scaly. I looked further down my body and noticed my skin covered in blue scales and my hands were claws. I stopped moving as I heard a beeping sound in the distance. It was getting closer and closer. The next thing I know it was bright outside and the alarm clock was ringing. I hit the button on my clock and turned around, thinking of the weird dream I just had. After a few minutes I checked my body and I didn't notice anything had changed. It had felt so real but still it was just a dream. I felt quite good actually and I decided to go to school today. I ran to the bathroom and looked into the mirror as I turned on the hot water and I noticed I had grown even bigger. I was now 7 feet tall but a little pale. I quickly splashed some water over my head and then combed out my short dark blond hair and went downstairs. I grabbed my rucksack and my coat and I went outside. Though it was cold and foggy outside I wasn't feeling cold at all and I hung my coat back inside and stepped on my bike. As I was on my way to school I saw everyone wearing thick coats and scarves while I was riding around only wearing a t-shirt, and I even felt a little hot actually. I arrived at school where I got a few sadistic reactions from my classmates, but I just tried to ignore them as the class started. It was another boring two hours of theoretical bullshit and I regretted I forgot to eat. As I grew more hungry, the school bell rang and I went to the store next to the school and I bought some cola and cookies, convinced it would be enough to satisfy my hunger and I went back to school while I ate some cookies. I sat down on one of the benches at the school and ate all of the cookies and I was still hungry, but I would last trough the day and I went down over to the classroom and as I got there the bell rang and the teacher opened the door and I sat down in front of one of the computers and logged in on the school network and started working on my assignment as the rest of my class walked in and some asshole pushed the back of my head. I looked back at his grinning face and I ignored him as he walked on to another computer. I had to make a letter for some company that wanted us to repair their pc's. I hated this class and I knew I should never have chosen it. I hated it mostly because of this rotten class and the boring assignments didn't help either

"I should have stayed home" I thought to myself and my guts hurt and I felt like I had dhiarea. I ran out of class and took a 45 minute shit and class ended when I was finally done. It must have been the cookies because when I got home I had to take another shit. This time it took me only 15 minutes but it hurt like hell. I was hungry and dizzy. I almost fell over the couch and I had to force myself to get up. I stumbled towards the kitchen and went looking for something edible. The cookie factory is going to be so sued that they would choke on their damn cookies. I only found a frozen piece of chicken and I sat down on the floor, hungry and painful as I stared at the frozen chicken. Oh well, I'll give it a try. I tossed the chicken on a plate and into the microwave and I waited. No one was home because my parents were either working or gardening. I heard the beep and I took the chicken out of the microwave, the meat was now thawed but not cooked yet, I looked at the meat and I was too hungry to wait until it was cooked, which would take several hours before being done. I couldn't control myself anymore and ripped a piece off of it in my hunger and I swallowed it whole, without chewing. I was amazed of myself being capable to swallow such big chunks of meat. It made as much sense as anything else that happened the last few days and besides, it didn't even taste that bad it tasted the same as if it would be cooked, without spices and a little tough though, but not bad at all.

Once I had my fill I went upstairs, I didn't feel like I had to shit anymore either (it must have been the cookies) and I went back to my pc and I had rearranged my room so I could play games in my bed. I started playing quake 4 and went on finishing the single-player and I got bored as I had become strogg and it was too easy and I felt like reading some stories at the website while listening to some music, mostly rammstein of course /';..;'\ and I read a story which came straight out of someone's heart and I even cried reading it, because I felt the same. It was called "dragon's dreams" and I realized human life was shallow and pointless, just an endless cycle of boringness. I was inspired to write another story, full of anger, hate, passion, grief, pain and disgust of the human race that was destroying all that god had given them. I didn't want to be part of it anymore. I looked up some books and ordered the book of secret learning's (really exists) and I waited 3 days as I played some more games and listened to music. On the day I waited in excitement and when the book finally came in, I saw the huge book was authentic and the pages were blank. I needed some magical spell to reveal the text. I moved my hands around the edges and I chanted some Latin words "revealis texum iris mortallis" and text appeared as if it was being written down before my eyes. I looked at the index; thunder, terror, tranquility, transformations

"Ah here it is, page 6925a" As I went to the page I encountered various spells, form fireballs to healing spells. Those were the most commonly used spells but I wasn't looking for something cheesy like that. I wanted the transformation into a dragon. I reached the page and began reading

"Beware! This spell is an irreversible ritual that causes incredible pain and even death by dismemberment (page 286)"

I ignored the warnings and went on reading

"At the first full moon of the year, build a dragon totem (page 4591) and rid yourself of your clothes, stand in front of the totem and cut your wrists with a dragon's talon, let the blood flow trough the rings of the totem and follow the commands of your instructor. If you succeed you will be a dragon, if you do not you shall not live"

"Oh hell this is risky work, I might die in the process, maybe I shouldn't go on with it", I thought. I realized then that I had no choice and I decided to go on with it though it was unlikely I would live.

the next full moon was in 2 days on my birthday and I had to hurry, making a dragon totem and getting a talon.

"How the hell can I get a dragon talon in this time?", I thought. I remembered my father gave me a knife once. It was black and it had inscriptions on it but I was certain it was made of a dragon talon and I took out the 4 inch long blade. It was curved and had a glossy shine to it. I could see and read the inscriptions: "to live and take life". It was a sacrificial blade made from a dragon talon and I was happy with it. I was afraid it wouldn't work because I had to cut my wrists with the razor sharp blade but I went on preparing for the ritual anyway. How ironic, a sacrificial blade for a ritual, but it may even be more dangerous to use it because those blades could take souls and use them to feed their owners. I didn't know what it would do when I would perform the ritual. I had to go on. It was now or wait another year before I would get another chance. I kept convincing myself to go on as I thought of more excuses not to do it. I knew it was human nature to think of ways to avoid danger, but that's what I wanted to get rid of and I kept pushing myself to go on. I had to make a dragon totem. I would need bones, lots of them. I looked for them in the trashcan, the graveyard and even the freezer, I collected 6 chicken bones, some human bones and a few pieces of cow bones from the freezer. It was enough to make a small altar, and I made the altar the afternoon before it should happen. I was very nervous of course and I kept wondering what will happen tonight. The book didn't tell me much but I had the feeling everything would be fine and it rapidly became dark. The full moon stood high above the sky and I walked into the backyard. I looked around to see if no one was watching and I took off my clothes. I took the blade into my hand. I hesitated for one moment but I closed my eyes and cut my wrist and forced myself to look at my gushing blood as it splattered over the altar. I felt myself weakening and suddenly I was blinded by a bright blue light and the next thing I knew I was inside some kind of arena. It was dark all around but I could see spikes at the edges and saw various weapons on the walls.

"HAVE YOU COME TO TAKE YOUR TEST?" a booming voice sounded trough the arena. It seemed to come from all around me.

"Y..y..yes" I stuttered.

"THEN CHOOSE YOUR WEAPON, AND RETURN TO THE CENTER OF THE ARENA"

I walked to the edge of the arena and looked for a weapon, remembering I was naked.

"Ehh do I get some clothes? If I have to fight I'll get hurt.

"YOU SHALL TAKE YOUR TEST BARE"

Disappointed I looked to the weapons. I was still holding the blade. It was still covered in blood but my wrists were healed. I saw a katana and I took it from the wall. This was perfect for me; it was light and sharp. I turned around and walked to the centre, not entirely sure what was about to happen, as I saw a wolf approaching. It was a large wolf and it bared its teeth and growled as it came closer. I took a step back and it jumped towards me. I took a step aside and it missed. It was growling louder now and I put the katana in front of me, and before it would attack, I heard the voice again but this time it wasn't as loud.

"What's that you are holding? That is a dragon blade isn't it?" I heard the voice come from the wolf, that suddenly turned into a 35 foot dragon in front of my eyes. I fell onto my back as I looked up to the smiling dragon.

"I knew I felt something strange about you. Why are you taking this test? You are already becoming a dragon!"

"what???"

"you didn't notice? You are 8 feet tall for gods sake, that's not human!" he said, laughing. He grabbed my hand and pulled me to my feet. He made a gesture to the katana and it flew from my hand to the space on the wall as the arena got lit by torches all around. He put his hand on my back and looked at me as we started to walk.

"Did your father never tell you that blade was a symbol of dragonhood?"

I shook my head.

"You are already becoming a dragon, and it won't take long before the transformation is complete" he said, looking at me. I looked back at my naked body and blushed.

"Don't be ashamed, you have nothing I haven't got." I looked at his crotch and it was smooth and featureless. I looked back to his face and I saw him smile even more.

"Hehe it's hidden now. You will look the same, maybe a different color but definitely the same shape." I began to smile too, and kept looking over him. He was very muscular and combat hardened. I looked over his legs and down his tail, up his back and over his wings until I ended up at his face again.

"It would certainly explain why I can't eat anything but meat."

"Hmm I'm hungry too and I'm going to fetch some meat, care to join me?"

"I don't have anything better to do in the middle of the night and I'm quite hungry so... yes."

He smiled again and we started walking towards a door.

"Can I get a robe or something? I still don't feel right this way."

"Of course you can". He opened the door and I saw a half-tiger man standing there with a deep red robe in his paws. He was just standing there in the hallway. He looked pretty weird to me. He looked like a tiger standing up like a human and he was wearing only black pants. He handed me the robe and walked away without saying anything.

"Ehh thanks." I said, confused, and I put it on. It was made from silk or something. It was extremely soft and thin and a little breezy, but it was better than nothing. We went out another door and suddenly we stood there on a road under a blue sky, like it was an other planet. On the sides of the road was a forest and a little further up ahead was a small field, and at the end of my sight I saw a village. On the road there was some people, mostly half-dragons and half-wolves. We walked towards the town and talked.

"How long does it take to fully transform?"

"About a week or so."

"Why wasn't I just born a dragon anyway?"

He chuckled and answered: "Your mother was a human. She can't lay eggs so you were just human. But now you have become 18 and your body is fully grown and you can evolve into a dragon."

It made sense to me. "Were you a human before?"

"Yes I was but it is already 400 years ago and things have changed dramatically. I couldn't become human anymore. I would be hopelessly behind on things"

"400 years??? How old can a dragon get?"

"About 1200 years old, if you get lucky." A human was max 120 years, and we can get 10 times as old...nice.

We arrived at the village and I saw various species of animal/human combinations. We went towards the cafeteria and sat down at a table. A half-snake came up to us.

"What will it be guys?"

"The usual, and him too, Fhets"

"Ah a new guy. What's your name, kid?"

As a dragon I needed a new name.

"Entharion."

"He's nice. Where did you get him?"

"He was about to take the test but he didn't know he was already becoming a dragon."

"Haha that's a new one. Well, ill bring your food over in a minute." And he slithered off to the kitchen.

"Hmm, strange people here."

"Be nice, Entharion."

"I meant that in a good way. I'm sick of those humans"

"Ah I know what you mean."

And as fast as he took off, Fhets was back again with two plates full of various meats and fishes.

"Bon'appetit." He slithered off to the kitchen again and the dragon started eating from his plate. It was about 1.4 kilograms of meat and I didn't think I could eat it all, but as I started I soon noticed I would be able to eat it all, and when we were done I was still a little hungry.

"You certainly have the apatite of a growing dragon."

As I licked my lips I laughed. "I never got your name by the way."

"Dracko is the name, dracko helfury"

"Helfury??"

"Yea it's more of a title than a last name actually."

l smiled and thought of my future as a dragon. It would be great to be a dragon but I wanted payback to all those assholes that had ruined my schooldays in the past.

"I want to go back home. I still have to catch up on my sleep. It's midnight on earth"

"Ah ok. Well just come with me"

"JUST PUT IT ON MY TAB FHETS!!" he yelled back to the kitchen, and we went back to the arena.

"Ever flown on the back of a dragon?"

I shook my head.

"Then take your chance now."

I looked confused as he stopped and bent over so I could climb onto his back. He flapped his wings once and we were above the tops of the trees. It felt great to feel the wind blow past my skin and the powerful dragon beneath me as we neared the arena quickly. There were a few surrounding villages and lots of mountains. He descended, circling around and then landed softly. He folded his wings and I slid off.

"That was amazing."

"Hehe just once in a lifetime. Soon you will be able to fly yourself." I loved the thought and I smiled as we went inside, back into the arena and he signaled me to kneel down in the center.

"Just speak these words to return here if you want." He gave me a note and put his hand on my head. "Returnic velocious aero." and another bright blue flash blinded me.

The end.