Newfound Love Chapter 6
#6 of Newfound Love Series
6th chapter finally up!
Newfound Love Story Series
Chapter 6: The White Angel
09/25/14
Ray HuskyPunk
Authors Note:
Story contains large amounts of Mature and Adult related content, as well as M/M and such like that. This chapter also includes major counts of depression and can affect you if you read. The depressive acts are personal, or something that describes how the counts are like. Not something made up. If you are under 18 please back out of the page or close your browser. I am not responsible for you getting caught. And/or if you have a problem with Gay Romance or the like, then don't read. Whatever else this is about...blah....blah...blah........
I wish I had my White Wolf.......
"Fuck!" I said as I stabbed myself a bit, and cut deep into my arm with a knife. It had been two months since me and Felix split up. Everything I had from before was pretty much gone. Everything I owned and cared about dwindled away, Crowley and his visits were about the only thing keeping me alive. He came over once a week, sometimes as much as 2 or 3 times a week during his free time. It helped me keep my will up, but it didn't dampen the pain I was still suffering through. We spent most of our time in each other's company, watching whatever movie or music videos came onto the channels, or whatever music he decided to bring over. Every time he would try to cuddle with me or "relieve me" I would right then burst into tears, and be like that for hours. There was one point where I cried for 7 hours, he just stayed there hugging me the whole time. He would usually snuggle me when I was sleeping, because I would always wake up and feel him throw his arms off of me when I moved. That I didn't necessarily mind even though it still made me feel like shit.
I haven't eaten a single crumb of anything in over a month; I lost about 50 or 60 pounds from the loss of eating. But also from the extreme sickness that occurred from taking the "Ibuprofen & Aspirin Mixture" or what I called "Toxic Pain Kill Switch". It would cause me to throw up at least twice a day, sometimes blood being mixed in with it. Probably from stomach bleeding or something. Crowley made me drink a shit ton of water, or Vitamin Water. Hell, my fridge is stocked with it, and it used to be cold. Until I stopped paying my bills and electricity got shut off. Crowley helped pay my bills, which I guess was help so I don't go into debt. I didn't care at this point though. I don't deserve Crowley, or anybody for that matter. I never even deserved to know Felix.
A week later......
I was back up at the school, signing a withdrawal form for the school. I didn't have the will power to finish school, so I decided to drop out, it didn't matter now that Felix was gone.... The people at the office then told me to go to room 3020. Felix's room. God. Fucking. Damn. It.
I wanted nothing more to just run away, but I had to get this done. Hopefully also to find out why he reacted the way he did. I slowly walked out to where his classroom was, looking into the door, and seeing a student in there, writing notes apparently. It was after school hours, which I completely forgot. I opened the door and walked into the room. The cold air consuming me, making all the cuts on my arms and chest burn slightly. I walked over to his desk, the same pictures sitting there, except for one. It was a picture of me and him a few hours after we hooked up, not yet framed and sitting on the desk. I quickly grabbed it and concealed it into my pocket. The student sat a paper on his desk and left the room. Leaving the room silent except for the AC, and footsteps in the other classroom in the temporary building.
I walked up to the door connecting the two together, only for it to slam straight into my muzzle. I shouted loudly as the door connected with me and I fell back, slamming onto the ground. I covered my muzzle as it began to bleed again. I was about to get up off the floor, but Felix appeared behind the door, I froze in place. He sighed heavily and walked right past me, grabbing his things and walking out of the door, shutting off the lights. I got up and followed him. Shutting the door and quietly following him. Although it was darker that I remember outside. I saw him walk to his car and shut the door. I backed up when I saw him back out of the space. He rolled the window down. "Get in the car, Skye". He opened the door and motioned for me to come in. I hesitated for a moment. "Are you getting in the car or not?" He said a little more stern this time. I hesitated again before getting into the car. We were driving along residential streets. It was a long, very quiet drive. I started to sniff a little and looked over to him, staring blankly at the road.
"Why did you let me in your car?" I asked. No answer. "Why?" Still no answer. "You need to fucking answer me right now! I want you to explain why you treated me like complete shit!" He didn't answer, this time he pissed me off. I planted a hard slap on his face. He looked over to me, glaring and growling at me, with the look of the intention of killing me. I glared back at him. He stomped on the brakes, making the car screech to a halt. He got out of the car and came over to my side. I flung open the door and pulled me out of his car. I flew onto the ground, eliciting a yelp as my body connected with the ground. He picked me up and pushed me to the door on a random property. He pulled out a key and opened the locked door. He pushed me inside into a room with a bed in it. He picked me up and threw me onto the bed. Not saying a single word as he walked back out and drove away. I looked at the neon clock on the wall. 10:00pm. I laid there in silence on the soft bed until I heard a rustling in the kitchen. I slowly got up from the bed and peered into the kitchen from the door frame.
There was a beautiful, pure white wolf, standing in the kitchen, apparently chopping up veggies on the counter. He was wearing nothing but an apron, giving a perfect view of his ass or sheath. He had digitigrade legs, and a slim build but with a bit of natural muscle. His fur was pure white as the lights above hit it, the fur kept groomed neatly. He looked behind himself with a hint of curiosity on his face. He saw me and giggled a bit. "Well, hello there, you decided to get out of bed? I did not wake you did I?" His voice was so smooth. "I...." I tried to speak but couldn't say anything from my throat being so dry. I could feel a tear run down my face, and sniffed a little bit. The wolf quickly turned around as soon as he heard it, and set down everything he was holding. He came over to me and caressed my cheek. "Are you okay?" Him asking that instantly made me burst into tears and almost fall to the floor. He grabbed me and I felt him hug tightly around me as I continued. He picked me up a bit and set me down on the bed. I felt him hug me again and rub my stomach. "You're safe now hun, you don't need to worry about Felix, just worry about yourself. I'm here to help you." I stopped crying and hugged him back tightly, my tail wagging slightly as he hugged tighter back.
Thank you for reading !!