that beautiful nightmare
#1 of poem
thsi is a poem that i wrote its abut a dream that i had never forgotten
That beautiful nightmare
I wanted to scream but my voice was like a rat when a light comes on it fled away once that light that monster appeared and when i tried to wake up i could not i was stuck in this nightmare It was like being trapped in a room with no way to get and and a locked steel door for which i could not find the key.
As the monster got closer and closer all i could imagine is the sound of my bodies bones cracking and snapping under his feet i heard each and every bone crack! crack! crack!
and as i hit a wall and slid down as soon as the monster was going to get me i screamed and woke up it was a nightmare but somehow i could still hear the bones snap.
I looked in the mirror and i saw my reflection as i looked i realized that my reflection was the monster i was the monster i was the one causing my bones to go crack! crack! crack!
I was the one scaring me
Realized that i was the one that pushed me against a wall and plunging me into darkness.
that dream help me realize and see the monster inside my to this day i still have that part of me that was the monster i still have the monster who hurt me and when people ask me if i would ever slay the monster i tell them this.
"if i slay that monster i will be slaying the memory of that horrible nightmare that reminds me that i don't want to be that monster to myself anymore" the monster is in my heart collecting dust and every time i see it it reminds me of that beautiful nightmare that saved me and i know when it comes back to control me again i will answer with "just go away"