Succumbing
I haven't wrote in forever. I'm going through hard times. Chocolate pudding.
'nuff said.
Everyday I smile at my friends
Show I'm a bright and happy kid
I get home and laught at today
Like I have no care
... But then my dark side takes over
I sit on my bed and tuck into isolation
Cry because no one is there
I go downstairs and find scissors
My arm refuses to bleed
I spawn into immense panic attacks
I go to bed wishing not to wake up
Once again succumbing to my depression