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I fucking hate this place. I never had any say in the matter since my parents moved here for work, my opinion never mattered on the subject. I used to live among my own kind, in a city of my own kind and went to a school of my own kind. Now, I'm in a city and school where I am the outcast. The bald one, pale one and many other names all ranking gradually worse than those.

The date of writing is the 20th of September 2067. I go to Anthroeco High School and I'm 17 years old, 6 foot 4 inches, I have short, swept black hair and bright green eyes. I don't look half bad to be modest and I'll leave it there. Any way, as previously mentioned, I fucking hate this school. I harbour no hate for the various species but due to pathetic teenage politics, I'm a loner to keep the status of individual pupils from plummeting to an unheard of low. In some respects, that suits me just fine. Like studying, for example, becomes much easier with no friends to distract you. It's cons are that I also get incredibly lonely out of school and study time.

Another morning in school, I was heading down the main hall to get to my maths class, a class I thankfully enjoy and excel in. As I'm weaving the the throngs of pupils like a ghost, I'm suddenly violently shoved against a locker by my assigned bully, a jock Tiger called Jacob. He laughs with his friends as a rebound onto the floor. No other pupils laugh with him. Instead, the look to me with a trace of pity and move on. His friends are a Stag, a Panther, and a big, handsome Polar Bear called Kai from the football team who easily stood a foot higher than myself. He was truly beautiful. He never joined in with the bullying but he always acquiesced but I still couldn't hate him. His big, kind, sapphire blue eyes prevented that with ease.

I turned my attention back to Jacob and gave a half interested, "Is it that time already?"

"On your fucking feet, Monkey!"

Something inside me snapped and and my usual calm was lost. As he approached I jumped forward and punched him to the throat. He fell backwards gasping for breath while the Panther and Stag approached me with death in their eyes. I knew I had done it now and prepared myself. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Kai and he stood in front of me and told them to back off. Jacob stood back up and was outraged.

"You'll protect this bald faggot?!"

Kai showed a fire unusual for such a gentle giant. "On your fucking way Jacob! Enough of your shit, he's done nothing!!"

"Have it your way, have fun with your new bum-toy. Don't bother speaking to us again, you're done!"

With that, they left. Kai half-turned and looked down at me with a sad eye but there was something else there that I couldn't figure out. I was too stunned to speak but I eventually said a simple thanks. He left without another word.

I couldn't stop thinking about him. Jacob and his remaining crew never bothered me again. I made my way to the lunch hall the week after and I noticed Kai sitting alone, looking sad. I approached him and asked if I could sit with him.

"Sure. I guess. Nobody else to sit with now."

"I thank you for standing up for me. You did a great thing for me. I was ignored by everyone else but I'm also sorry that you lost your friends, I don't think I was worth that price."

"You're most welcome" he gave a soft smile as he said this that made me feel funny inside. "It wasn't much of a price. It made me feel sick watching them do that. They never used to be that way but they changed for the worst. You seem like a nice guy anyways so since we both seem to lack friends now, how about it?" His smile was warm and hopeful.

"I'd love that!" I beamed, perhaps too eagerly. "I mean, you seem nice too. I mean, you are. You saved me from a beating."

"It was nothing. I'll introduce myself formally, I'm Kai."

"Michael. Pleasure to meet you, Kai." I said as I shook his huge paw.

A couple of months passed since then and for the first time in a long time, I was happy. We had gotten to know each other well and found that we had a lot in common. We spent nearly all our time together, my parents wary of the massive Polar Bear but accepted him with loving ease after they knew his nature. They were overjoyed I finally had a friend and was happy.

I sat in my room reading an assigned book for English when my phone went. I answered it with excitement when I saw it was Kai. I been mulling over how my feelings for him had developed over the last 2 months. The butterflies in my stomach became more and more restless after every contact with him. He always made me feel secure and valued. I'd come to the only conclusion, I was falling dangerously in love with Kai. It was a wonderful feeling but it was also sad. He didn't even know I was gay. I was only out to my parents who'd accepted it with ease. I knew he could never return my feelings. Not a big, strong and handsome bear like him. I didn't want to lose my only and best friend. I realised I had been daydreaming and hurriedly answered the phone.

"Hey, Kai! How are you?"

He chuckled with that knee buckling baritone, "Somebody is happy, I was thinking... would you like to go for a coffee later... I mean... if you like coffee?"

He seemed hesitant, which I thought very strange, considering he was always so effortlessly confident. "Um, sure I would! As long as it's not Shitbucks. I can't stomach that place."

"Haha! That's good to hear. If you liked that place I would have reconsidered our friendship!"

"You should know me better than that by now! What time do you want to go?"

"How about 4 o'clock? The Barista?"

"I love that place! See you in a couple of hours!"

"See you soon, Michael. Bye for now."

"Bye, Kai."

I hung up and went back to my book. My mind was heavy and the words had all become archaic and blurred as my brain took a different direction. I decided that I had to confess to Kai that I was gay when I saw him for coffee. He was my best friend and the one I loved but I couldn't continue a lie. I decided not to tell him of my feelings though, I wasn't brave enough for that and if this went wrong, I wouldn't have to tell him anyway. The thought of him not accepting me was making my chest feel horribly heavy so I got up and went downstairs for some water. My mother and father were in the kitchen, hopelessly trying to figure out the new dishwasher.

"Hey, Son." They both said in near unison.

"Mom, Dad." I acknowledged them, trying to hide the unusual emotions I was feeling.

"Michael, what's wrong?" My Mother asked, concerned.

"It's nothing."

"Nonsense, I know that look, I was young once! Boy trouble?" She knew she was right when my face betrayed me and turned a blood red.

"Who is it?" She asked.

"Is it the bear, Kai?" My father asked, his expression impossible to read.

"No... I... it's nothing."

"Bull shit!" My Father said. "I'm right, aren't I? Son, times have changed, these other beings are the same as us. Just different appearances and slightly different genetics. If it really is Kai, he's a nice boy and I approve. Fuck what anyone else thinks. The important thing is that you're happy. Remember, love has limitless range and exists in all places so grab it with both hands if that's what you're feeling. I'm sure your Mother will agree?" He ended on a raised tone to prompt my Mother.

"Of course I do! Kai is a sweet boy. Well at least we know it's clearly him since you haven't denied it!" She said with a victorious smile.

"I don't know what to say guys. This is quite a shock. I love you guys!"

"We love you too son. Always remember that." My Father said.

With that I went back upstairs to get ready and I felt almost completely ameliorated compared to earlier. Hearing that from my parents made me feel like I'd always be safe. Although perhaps not a good enough safety net should Kai reject me.

I left the house and started the mile journey to The Barista. As I approached some shops a couple of blocks away from the coffee shop. The nervous spring in my step turned to scared cinder blocks when Jacob the tiger, Joe the Panther and Marcus the Stag came round a corner and bumped straight into me.

"Well, well! This is a nice surprise, the furless faggot!" Jacob beamed sickeningly.

"Nice surprise? Looking for a bj? Fuck off and leave me alone, Jacob or I'll put your fucking windpipe in this time!" I hoped I was hiding my fear well enough and that he'd take the bluff.

"You've gotten braver, human. You won't be catching me off guard again. I owe you a kicking for last time! Kai isn't going to protect you this time!" He shook with rage and his 2 Neanderthals grabbed me and dragged me by the throat into a back alley. I was powerless against them. They were just too big. Jacob followed and the 3 of them bravely proceeded my 3 against 1 beating. My body was aching as I uselessly tried to defend myself. My strikes being of no use. I ended up on the ground where it wasn't long until I was knocked out with a kick to the jaw.

The last thing I remembered was an orange and black striped paw approaching my face at some speed. Some time later I heard frantic and panicked shouting and sobbing from somebody who sounded like Kai. I couldn't tell why he was so panicked. I thought I was dreaming until a flash of pain brought me back to reality and my memory came back. Those fuckers. They'll get theirs... when I can move. Two massive, furry, muscled arms held me gently and a huge paw cupped the back of my head. I opened my eyes to slits and saw the white silhouette of a bear.

"Michael! Fucking hell! Michael! Please wake up! I've called an ambulance! You're going to be ok! Please be ok!" He was crying heavily and it tore at my guts. I wish I could muster the strength to tell him I was alright, that he should stop crying and then I'd gently wipe his tears away.

"Michael, I'm scared, I need to confess... Michael, you can't leave me... I... lo..."

I didn't hear the rest. My consciousness was leaving me. I felt lips gently kiss my head and fire went through my heart but I didn't think it real. After that, blackness.

I awoke to the blinding bright light of of a hospital ward, looking like something from a science fiction movie, wires and tubes sticking out of me from every available place except my mouth. I'd apparently been breathing ok. My breathing seemed restricted though. I painfully moved my head and saw that Kai was sleeping with is big head on my belly. Seeing him brought back flashes from the alley. The kiss. Was it real or imagined as I was on death's door? Had he been about to tell me he loved me? No. That's ridiculous. I'd imagined it all when my head was battered. I saw Kai's eyes start to open.

"Mind letting me breath, Kai?" He immediately sobbed and wrapped his arms around me and soaked my shoulder. When he spoke, his usual booming voice was quiet and muffled.

"I thought I was going to lose you. You were unconscious and covered in blood. The doctor said your injuries were not as bad as they seemed. You had a head wound and a lot of bruising. I was so happy when he said you'd be ok! I couldn't bare losing you!"

"I'm okay. Don't worry anymore, I won't be going anywhere for a long time. I'd hold your arm if I could but my limbs are still sleeping." I tried to laugh but it hurt.

"Take it easy. I'll look after you until you're better." He said this with his huge paw cupping my cheek. I was burning with embarrassment but despite the situation, I was never happier. I realised I'd been staring into his big, blue eyes for perhaps a bit too long. I hoped he didn't notice me blushing.

"Michael, I've been battling over something for a long time and it's getting too strong. I've been a coward, too afraid to tell you but yesterday, I almost lost you. I have to confess something that you may not like but I'm scared to really lose you this time."

"You can tell me anything. I'll understand. I care for you more than you know." Shit! What do I sound like?! That seemed to give him some confidence, however.

"There's no easy way to tell you this so I'll just say it and hope you still want to be my friend. Michael..." he nervously gripped my hand and held it close to his chest. "I love you."

I lay in stunned silence, completely tongue tied. I couldn't seem to form the words I more than anything wanted to say. After a minute of silence, what must have been torture for him, he turned and hurried out the room, sobbing as he did. That snapped me back to my senses and if I could have slapped myself, I would have. I still couldn't move so I tried shouting but that only resulted in painful coughing. He was gone. I'd hurt him. He'd done more for me than almost anyone and had saved my life and I'd hurt him. I knew I could confess to him later, but that did not help me just now.

I lay in my bed, alone and sobbing occasionally for what felt like hours until my parents rushed in after speaking to the Police while I'd been unconscious.

They both hugged me gently, wary of my injuries.

"We're so glad your safe. What fucking bastards!" My Mom was raging.

They told me that those responsible had been arrested and were being held in custody. I hope their punishment is severe.

I told them both what had just happened and they told me that as soon as I was out, I had to go straight to Kai, which I completely agreed with. They said that they'd welcome Kai into the family with open arms. I don't know what I'd done to deserve my parents but I'd repay all their kindness and love some day.

I'd had no contact from Kai for 2 weeks and with my phone broken in during the attack, I couldn't even call him. 2 weeks alone in hospital with only Kai and his weeping eyes on my mind. My parents visited every other day but I wasn't much fun which they understood. A nurse came in and told me that after consulting the doctor of the ward, I could be discharged.

After I'd been discharged, I went home for a shower and to change my clothes. It was only 10am and my parents wouldn't be home until 8pm. As I was leaving the house I noticed a new cell phone with a note on it saying 'love from Mom and Dad'. I noticed their numbers were in the phone so I text them to let them know I was out of hospital and on my way to see Kai. I also thanked them for the phone.

I made my way to Kai's and I was already sweating. Not from the heat but from how nervous I was. I made it to his door and I took a deep breath before knocking. His older brother, Mika, who was just as big as Kai except he had violet eyes, answered the door.

"Hello, Mika, is Kai home?"

"Hello, Michael. Come to hurt him more? I thought you were better than that. You could have at least said something! He hasn't left his room in 2 fucking weeks! I should fucking smash you for this! My bro is no pussy, I've never known him to cry and he's barely stopped!!" He looked understandably furious.

"I understand, Mika but it's not what it seems! I've loved him madly for a long time! I was too stunned to answer him when he told me and then he left. I couldn't shout or move or anything!"

"Shit, really, I'm sorry Michael. I should have known you of all people wouldn't treat him that way. I guess I'm a bit protective!" He looked embarrassed at his anger.

"That's ok. I understand. He always said you were a good brother to him."

"He said that? You should go up and talk to him."

I headed upstairs with a nod and knocked on Kai's door. When there was no reply, I eased the door open abd saw him lying on his bed facing away from the door. He sniffed a couple of times and when he spoke I knew he had caught my scent.

"Please Michael... I... can't face you. You've done enough... please just go!" He still wouldn't look at me and then he started crying again. I hated myself for reducing this happy, strong, confident and kind bear to this sobbing husk.

"Kai, I can't apologise enough for what I put you through. You risked everything to protect me, you then saved my life, you shared yourself with me and became my friend. You then stayed with me all through the night while I was unconscious in hospital and I let you leave like that. I was too stunned to speak and when you left it was too late. I have something to tell you too. I want you to listen to me..." I walked around his bed to the side he was facing and sat down. I stroked his cheek ruff and wiped a tear away with my thumb. "Kai, I should have told you this before I was even put in hospital, I love you too. More than I could ever convey. Please forgive me and be my life partner?"

His reply were some happy tears and a big paw on the back of my head that was used to pull me down to him. My heart nearly burst out my chest when his black lips gently touched mine. So this is what it feels like, I thought. The kiss became more passionate and I lay down beside him as he half covered me. I pushed my tongue at his lips and I was immediately overwhelmed by his big, thick tongue. As he covered my mouth with his own and explored every part of my mouth and my tonsils, he softly growled and even that felt thunderous. His strength was quickly coming back and he made it clear that we were now together and I was his and he, mine.

We separated and breathlessly we again told each other in unison "I love you".

Something big, hard and damp was pressing between my thighs. I could smell his strong, manly musk and it was making me feel high. With confidence he asked, "Would you be my first? There is nobody I'd rather share myself like this than the one I love most in all this world. The love of my life."

With the fact that my own 7 inches was painfully hard an dripping and that this bear was the only one in this life for me, my answer was easy but I was also very nervous.

"Yes. I want to be your first and I want you to be my first. There's nobody else. Please Kai."

"Like you had to ask." His fur under his eyes was going red but he was still trying to seem confident.

He put his paw up my shirt and it nearly covered my whole chest. He squeezed my nipples and began licking my neck with his big tongue, growling as he nipped and licked at my throat and collar bone. I couldn't stop moaning, it was embarassing but I didn't care anymore, he was leaving his warm saliva all over my neck and collar bones.

He stopped and I gave an annoyed whine.

"Hahaha! Enjoying that were we?"

"You know I was you big ass! Why'd you stop?"

"Because your clothes are in the way. I'm only in my boxers and I'm feeling a little self-concious."

"Your boxers are barely holding out against your dick. Its big."

"Flattered but they don't come off until yours are off."

Without another word I removed my clothes, except my boxers.

Kai climbed on top of me and I felt tiny under his mass. He immediately grabbed my dick and balls in one paw and shoved his thick tongue down my throat as I gasped. The feelings were indescribable and just as I thought this was the height of pleasure, he started licking, sucking and gently biting my nipples. I groaned loudly in extreme pleasure as he covered my chest and belly with his big, thick and wet tongue, leaving a trail of saliva everywhere his tongue went.

He became more impatient and pulled my boxers off, exposing my modest dick and balls, he looked appreciably at my package and went back to stroking me and teasing my cock head with his thumb. He then removed his own boxers and the musk in the air became twice as strong. I was amazed by his cock. It swung hard and proud like a pendulum above my groin. It was at least 10 inches and as thick as my forearm. It was black and slightly veiny and he had orange sized balls in a white furry sack.

Words were not needed now as I scooted further down. He looked at me with a smile and a questioning brow as I did this. Once his amazing cock was right above my face, I deeply inhaled its scent and then inhaled the scent of his balls. It made me light in the head and unlocked something in me that I didn't know was there. I gripped the shaft and balls and took a long lick from his balls to the tip of his cock. I squeezed his balls slightly and tried to stick my tongue in his urethra which was obviously not a fit but he enjoyed it as he gripped my head and thrust his hips and growled loudly. I liked this dominant side of him. I then opened me jaw as far as it would go and took his cock head inside and sucked it like a popsicle. I kept swirling my tongue around it and all over the shaft, coating it in saliva. I asked him to move his hips when I sucked again. He began thrusting into my mouth and I relaxed ad much as I could. Eventually I took it just past the opening of my throat but I couldn't take it anymore. He was face fucking me into the bed so I slapped his massive hips to signal that I'd had enough. He pulled out and apologised.

He looked down at me with his bulky arms beside my head. "I'm so sorry if I hurt you! That was just so fucking good, a little longer and I would have blown!"

"It's ok, I was loving it! I just needed some air though."

He looked down at me with a grin, showing his pearly, sharp teeth. With love and lust in his eyes, he bent down and kissed me while I placed my hands on his arms and felt his powerful muscles. There was so much feeling behind the kiss. It was electric.

"Your turn." He gripped my shaft and dragged his big, wet tongue from my jaw to my thigh. He then took my whole cock in his mouth in one motion and wrapped his tongue around it, sucking hard. I nearly screamed which caused him to chuckle, the vibrations running through my cock. He raised his head so that only my cock head was in his hot mouth and swirled his tongue. He held my arms down and with his massive form covering me, there was no way I could move. I struggled and struggled while the pleasure was so high it was verging on torture. He was enjoying this. He then moved his head back down and took my cock all the way while he let his tongue out and scooped my balls with it. As he did this, his tongue touched my pucker. I don't think he realised He touched it but it brought me to the brink. I wanted to try something.

"Kai?"

"Hmm?" My cock was still in his mouth as he looked at me.

"Could you get up for a minute? There's something I'd like to try, I think you'll enjoy it."

"Ok, what is it?"

"Oh you'll see. Go on your front?"

He lay on his belly on the bed, showing his big muscular rump. I took this moment to appreciate his form. I was the luckiest boy in the world. I placed my hands on his rump and separated is big, muscular cheeks, revealing a black pucker.

"What are you doing Michael? I trust you but I'm not sure I'm comfortable like this."

"Trust me. If you don't like it, I'll stop."

I said nothing else. I sniffed the back of his balls and up his crack. He smelled clean but there was a strong, masculine musk there that drove me on. I dropped my head and licked from his balls to his hole. Kai clenched, raised his head and roared as I tongued his hole. His toes were curling and he had a pathetic look on his face now as I continued bathing his hole. After a while of him moaning a panting, I stopped.

"Jesus Fuck! That was incredible! Oh God." He was practically out of breath.

I was lying on my back next to him with a smug grin on my face. He noticed this and returned a mischievous grin. He grabbed my hips and raised my ass in the air, up to his mouth. He then wrapped his arms around my waist and grinned down at me and slowly licked his lips with that gorgeous tongue.

"Payback time, Michael."

"I think I deserve it. I've been bad!"

"That you have. Lets see if this stops that cocky grin!"

He covered my crack and hole with his tongue and I yelped and started moaning uncontrollably, gripping and pulling at the fur on his arms. He kept swirling his tongue around my hole, he dripped saliva onto my hole and tried to twist his tongue inside. Once I'd loosened enough, he drilled his tongue inside, making me feel full. He hit my special spot and I yelled his name, knowing what he'd done, he kept pushing that spot.

"Kai you need to stop!"

"I've not done something wrong have I?"

"No! You're incredible! I was just... about to..."

"Ah, I see. That would have been a shame. I'm not through with you yet!" He growled the last part.

"Kai. I'm nervous about this but I know it's the right thing. I want you to take my virginity." I blushed and looked away.

"I... don't know what to say... you'd really want me to mate with you? I'd be honoured to take you but I'd be scared of hurting you."

"Of course I want you to mate me! I love you and only want you. I know it'll hurt but I don't want to stop until it's done and we've really become one. I trust you entirely."

He smiled softly at me and put me back on the bed. "Ok, but we'll go slow, please tell me to stop if it hurts too much. I mean it."

I nodded and he gently took my right hand and placed it inside his mouth. Covering my hand with his tongue and saliva. His mouth felt amazing. I got the hint when he removed my hand and I slicked up his cock with the saliva. He spat on my hole and his cock and started fingering me. His digits were thick but I gritted my teeth and took it. He added another and then another.

"Think you're ready. I'll go slow."

He put one leg over his shoulder and held my other foot against his chest. He dripped more saliva on my hole and his cock and placed the head against my hole. My heartbeat accelerated as he started to push. With some pain he got his head in and I screamed.

"Shit. Do you want me to pull out?"

"No. Just hilt me."

"Michael that'll hurt!"

"I don't care. Just do it. I can take it!"

He growled and gave a powerful thrust and hilted me in one motion. My vision went white as he gritted his teeth and growled, some saliva dripping onto my face.

He lay across me and stroked me face. Running his tongue on my cheek.

"Well done Michael. Your ass feels incredible."

I couldn't answer. I felt so full. I felt pain and fire but something else. Extreme pleasure.

"Your cock feels incredible. Start moving, I'm ready."

He started moving his hips gradually. Increasing the speed over time. The pain was disappearing and I was losing my mind. He was now thrusting fast and powerfully, his hips a blur. He was snarling growling, showing his teeth, he seemed like a predator, unlocking something like exciting primal fear in me. I felt dominated and loved. He bent down and gently gripped my throat in his mouth, tasting me with his tongue. He was turning almost feral.

"Kai I'm not going to last much longer!" Some sense seemed to return to his eyes.

"Sorry Michael. I was losing myself there. I couldn't help it."

"I'm not complaining! I want you to claim me properly. Make me yours and yours alone."

He got a different look in his eyes and growled as he pulled out and put me on all fours. As he was climbing over me he licked up my spine, sending shivers all the way up. He shoved his cock all the way in and covered me with his form. I threw my head back and moaned as he rested his big head over my shoulder and snarled as he rutted me like a beast. He held me tight around my chest while supporting himself with the other arm.

"Michael I'm... going to... ahhh!"

"Ahh yes! Come on! Claim me!"

He increased his speed and power which I didn't think possible and gave an almighty powerful roar. He clamped his jaws on my shoulder and broke the skin slightly, drawing a small amount of blood. With another growl he came inside me like a horse and I came all over his bedsheets. He returned to his senses and licked the small wound on my shoulder.

"Sorry if I hurt you."

"No, you did as I asked you too and claimed me. I often wondered about my first time. You exceeded any and all expectations."

"Thank you Michael. You did too. I've never been happier. I love you Michael."

"I love you too Kai. Your brother definitely heard us. He'll be raging haha!"

"Payback for all the screeching bimbos he's brought home!"

He pulled out and we turned to the side. He spooned me and covered me in his warmth, pulling me tight to him and licked my face. I turned to kiss him and I sucked his tongue into my mouth.

"This is where I want to be. With the one I love for the rest of my life."

"Michael. My heart is yours. You'll never be rid of me."

I drifted off to sleep with the biggest, most stupid smile on my face.