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Cole and I spent a good bit of time that first night that he'd changed in the house screwing around

with the computer trying to find the best way for him to be able to

interact with it.  I have a large room on the main floor that I

dedicated to my electronics, robotics, and 3D fabrication hobbies that

I usually just refer to as 'the hobby room'.  I have an

electronics bench where I work on my robotics projects, another desk

where I do a lot of design work with a computer, and another table

where I do my 3D printing.I set Cole up in front of the computer

to see what he could do with the mouse.  He was actually able to

use it fairly effectively, but only if I turned the sensitivity way down

and he made broader motions with it on the desk with his front paw.

 He wasn't able to click the buttons on it properly because he

didn't have fine enough control of the toes on his paw, but I was

easily able to cobble together a HID mini driver with C++ that used the microphone to

allow him to bark to generate a mouse click.  After a bit of practice he found it fairly easy to

navigate using the wireless optical mouse combined with the barking to

select things.  We messed around with it enough to see that he

would be able to use it, but it was just a bit more clumsy than we

would like.We

then turned to the old touch screen monitor I had.

 It's a 23" Planar monitor that can't handle multi-touch, but

doesn't need a finger or anything conductive because

of the way it works.  It

uses infrared LEDs embedded in the bezel to detect anything breaking

the matrix of beams across the screen.  I jury-rigged a setup

using a long pencil with a rubber eraser epoxied to a Velcro strap that

I could just tie onto Cole's muzzle so the pencil stuck out past the

end

of his nose.  I setup Windows with the touch features and toggled the

on-screen keyboard so he could use that.  The normal keyboard would

work, but he wouldn't be able to hold the shift key while the on-screen

shift key was a toggle.  It was easier for him on the screen because as

he typed the virtual keys he could see the text that was coming out in

the window above it.He

was immediately much more successful with that

rig than with the mouse, but it was uncomfortable for him since it

essentially strapped his muzzle tightly shut.  Still, he liked it

better

for navigating the web because it was easier and far more accurate than

trying to use the mouse with a paw and this was the only way he would

be able to type messages.  He was very fast and

accurate using the pencil as a pointer since he had much finer

control over his head movements than he did over his big paws.

 Like most hunters, wolves evolved excellent target tracking

abilities with their stereoscopic, forward focused vision.  Using

his paw with the mouse

took a lot of concentration because it was an unnatural type of

movement for the wolf and precision was a problem, but using his head

was easy.Once

I knew what worked best for him I spent a bit of

time with OpenSCAD to quickly model a hollow cone shape with the end

cut off

and tweaked it to conform closely to the shape of his muzzle.  I

printed the resulting shape in blue ABS with my MakerBot and after a couple

of design tweaks and re-prints I was able to get the fit just right and

we had a lightweight, comfortable, hard plastic shell that he was able to easily slip his muzzle into.

 Since his muzzle widened back towards his face and any tapping at

the screen would keep the shell snug against his face, a friction fit

was all that was needed.  I'd designed the topside with a short,

hollow, cylindrical shaft that we jammed the pencil into so that it

stuck out well past the end of his nose with the rubber eraser pointing

at the screen.He seemed really happy with it.  He could tap

away with ease and when he was done he could simply use his front paw

to slip it off his face onto the desk.  When he wanted to use it

again he could just put his paw on it to hold it steady, then stick his

nose right into it again and go back to surfing the web.  I would

likely work the design a bit further later on with a better pointing

device using conductive foam so he could use any type of touch screen

on a phone, tablet or laptop, but this first crack at it seemed to be

working great.  He could now use the computer to surf the web when

he gets bored, or to tap out messages to me, and he was thrilled.It

occurred to me that even though Cole would no longer be able to attend

school and make friends like normal boys due to his being stuck at the

physical age he was for the rest of time, he could still be a

normal

boy on the Internet.  He could use social media sites like

Facebook and Twitter to make connections with others so long as he gave

no details about his true situation.  As he got "older" he could hook

up with older and older people online.  At least he would be able to

engage in dialog and share private thoughts with people his own age who

aren't a part of his immediate family and he would feel a bit more

normal.  He could feel like he was a member of society and taking

part in it even if it was only from behind a computer.  I would

have to discuss it with Grace and see how she

felt about it.For the time being I set

him up with his own email and showed him how he could send messages to me or

Elias via email through our phone provider's SMS gateway so it would

hit our cell phones.  I smiled and watched as he tapped out his

first SMS message to Elias's phone that said, "Hi, Elias!  It's me, Cole!  I'm a wolf and I'm typing with my nose!  Me and Jake

are having fun.  I wish u were here too.  I can't wait till u

come home.  See u soon."Elias

wouldn't see the message

until he got back to his clothes and looked at his phone when he

changes from wolf back to boy in the morning, but I was sure he'd be surprised.It

occurred to me that this system would work great for both Cole and

Elias.  I

had never thought of the possibility of having Elias communicate

electronically while he was in wolf form before.  I guess it's

because he'd never changed while he was here with me at home so we

weren't in a position to get the idea.  I would make final

versions of the head gear for each of them that would work with the

smart phone screen using an off-the-shelf capacitive touch screen

stylus and they could even take them with them in their backpacks when

they go

out to change in the woods.  A tablet would work even better so we

should look into getting one of those.  They would have a way to

communicate back to me or Grace any time they wanted even while in wolf

form out in the woods.

 We would never be completely out of touch.When I finally

looked at the time I was shocked to see we'd nearly blown the whole

night on the project.  It had been a ton of fun so we hadn't

noticed the time flying by.  We decided to pack it in and went

upstairs to my bedroom and messed around a bit more.  We got up on

the bed and I enjoyed having Cole fuck me again and tie to me, and then

the two of us lay together on top of the covers.  I spooned my

naked form against the big, furry wolf and we drifted off to sleep.I

woke some time later to Cole thrashing on the bed.  The change was

hitting him, but there was no reason to be alarmed.  He'd woken

when the pain hit but stayed right on the bed next to me.  I held

him and spoke encouragingly as his body was once again ravaged by the

metamorphosis.  He seemed calmer than ever before and other than

the involuntary jerks of his muscles as they rearranged themselves and

yanked his changing skeleton into its new shape, he stayed fairly still

and calmly waited it out.  The change was over in no time and a grinning

Cole pushed me onto my back and jumped onto me and hugged me hard."I

had so much fun last night!  I can't believe how amazing it felt

to fuck you!  It was the best time of my life!  It's so neat

that I can talk to you now even when I'm a wolf!  Thanks so much!"I

hugged him back and said, "I had a ton of fun too.""It

was so easy changing right here on the bed with you," Cole said, "It

still hurts, but I don't really care.  I know it will be over

quick and you'll still be there with me.""Yeah, It's great not

to have to worry about the change anymore.  You went through it

like it was nothing this time.  We can be a lot more relaxed

about everything now."He nodded and said, "Yeah, I'm glad

we don't have to make a big deal about it or go into that stupid room

anymore.  You don't have to wear your dumb World of Warcraft

costume either.  It's so great!  I can't wait till Elias gets

home so we can tell him.  We can change together now!"I

nodded and kissed the top of his head and rubbed his back.  We

both lay quietly and before long we drifted off to sleep again.It

couldn't have been long before I woke again as the bed shook.  I

was still on my back and Cole was still asleep on top of me

with his arms around my neck.  I opened my eyes and saw a smiling

Elias kneel onto the bed and lean in to kiss me.  He then kissed

Cole on the head and rubbed his naked back as Cole turned his head around and

looked up and his face split into a grin when he saw Elias smiling back

at him.Elias turned and sat on the bed said, "I got your message, little guy.  It was

awesome!  Did you really type that yourself when you were the

wolf?"Cole grinned and nodded and said, "Yup.  Jake made me

a thing for my face that I can slip on and off.  I can use it to

tap on the computer monitor.  It's so neat!""I'll bet it

is.  Maybe Jake can make one for me too," he said, then he looked

at me and asked, "Did he change right here in bed with you?"I smiled and nodded."That's

not all!" Cole exclaimed, "He stayed with me in the panic room last

night when I changed into a wolf and I didn't try to hurt him at all!

 Jake thinks you wouldn't hurt him either and we wouldn't hurt

each other!  Isn't that great?"Elias

raised his eyebrows

and looked at me and before he could chew me out I said, "I know, I

probably shouldn't have taken

the risk but it seemed important.  I had the shark suit on and the

Taser

in my hand and one foot out the door just in case.  Cole told me

just before the change that he didn't think he would hurt me because he

loved me and he knew my smell as the wolf and the wolf would know that

I'm his family.  It turned out he was completely right.  The

wolf's instincts told him I wasn't any threat and that I cared for him

and was there for him

and I was not to be harmed.  He didn't threaten me at all.  He

even wagged his tail at me before Cole was back inside him.  It

was amazing.  I really think the panic room was completely

unnecessary.  You would only be a danger to someone who isn't your

family, someone you don't know and love and haven't spent a lot of time

with.  I think you only attacked Cole in the woods because you'd only

been near him just once for a few minutes and then a month passed and

he was totally forgotten by the time he suddenly appeared out of the

darkness at the worst possible moment of the change.  You two spent the

whole night together as wolves after that and you've become really

close already.  I think you'd be safe together.""I

suppose it makes

sense," Elias said, "It sure would make things a lot easier if we could

change without worrying about it.  I felt so alone last night and I

wished I

was here with you guys so bad.  I'd like to be home tonight and

change right here.  We should try to think of a safe way to test it

out.  Maybe we could use some tie out stakes for dogs and leashes

and chains to keep us apart."I shook my head and said, "We'd

have to do that outside.  I'd have to be there too in order to let

you both off the leash once you've changed.  If anything did go

wrong I couldn't control the situation at all.  I think it's

better to stay in the house.  I know I'm safe with Cole now for

sure.  We just need to know that I'm safe with you, and that

you're safe with each other.  The panic room is still our best bet

to contain the situation if things go south.  I think maybe we

could have Cole out in the hall with me while you're in the room.

 We could keep the door open between us and I can watch and see what develops.

 If anything goes wrong I could shut the door to separate you and

keep you in the panic room.  I could wear the suit and hold the

Taser.  I'm thinking it's gonna be just fine."Elias

said,

"I'd still feel better if there was no possible way for us to get at

each other.  The panic room door swings both ways and you could

keep me locked in by wedging it from outside, but if Cole decided to

bust in to fight with me you couldn't stop that.  You can't wedge

it from both sides and the deadbolts aren't wired to power yet.""Why do we have to be so careful?" Cole asked, "Don't you guys get it?  We won't hurt each other!"Elias

smiled at him and said, "You're probably right, buy you haven't seen

what can happen when the wolf decides to attack.  It's really

dangerous.  We just need to be really careful this one time until

we know it will work with no problem.""What if we built you a

cage?" I asked, "We could go to the

pet store and buy one of those back yard kennel kits.  They're pretty

big and really solid and made of steel framed panels that are bolted

together.  We could put one of those together inside the panic

room and you could go into it while we stay outside of it.  If you

and Cole went at each other you wouldn't be able to do any damage.

 I'd be safe from both of you if I needed to be too.  I could

just jump out of the panic room and wedge the door shut."He nodded and said, "Yeah, that

should work.  It's probably unnecessary, but I'd be happier if we

made sure it was safe.  I'm bigger than both of you when I'm a

wolf.  I love you guys and I couldn't live with myself if I hurt

you."I smiled and nodded."So, how did the big sex talk go?  Did you learn some pretty cool stuff, Cole?" Elias asked.Cole

grinned and said, "Yes!  It was so awesome!  Jake sucked my

cock after and it felt so amazing.  I told him I loved him and he

said he loved me too!"Elias grinned back at him and chuckled and said, "That's fantastic!""We

messed around some more when I was the wolf.  It was the best

thing ever!  Jake said I would feel things stronger when I was a

wolf and he was right.  I never felt anything so good in my life!"Elias

nodded and said, "I know, right?  Jake and I do that a lot when I'm

the wolf.  It's pretty amazing."He looked at me and smiled and then he leaned in again and

kissed me on the cheek and said, "I'm glad you didn't waste any time.

 Look how happy he is."I

looked at Cole and he grinned back at me and I chuckled and said, "He

was the one that pressured me into it, but I'm also glad he didn't let

me waste any time.  I'm just as happy about it as he is.""Can we mess around right now?" Cole asked, "All three of us together?"Elias

smiled and said, "I'd love that, but I don't think it's a good idea

right now.  Your mom will be home from work soon and Jake has to

get ready and go to his job too."My heart momentarily jumped as

I realized I'd completely forgotten it was Monday morning and I had to

get to work.  For the most part my career had been my life up until

now.  Suddenly it was just a major annoyance that got in the way

of real living.  I briefly pondered the idea of calling in to take

the day off again, but decided against it.  I'd been screwing my employer

over too much lately with my sudden weeks off and it might be best

to stay on good terms with them."Elias is right, Cole.  I

have to get showered and ready for work.  Elias would be happy to

tuck you into bed if you like I'm sure."Elias grinned and nodded

at Cole and the boy smiled at him, then moved up to give me a tight hug

and kissed me and said, "I love you so much, Jake.  You're the

best.  This is the most awesome time I ever had in my whole life.

 Have a good day at work.  I wish you didn't have to go."I

hugged him back hard and said, "I love you too, Cole.  I'll be

back before you know it.  Elias needs to get some sleep and you

need more too.   I'll see you when I get back tonight and we'll

get set up so that you and Elias can change right here together and

we'll see how that goes."Cole grinned and nodded, then he got up and he and Elias went out to Cole's room.I

jumped in the shower and by the time I got out Elias was getting into

bed.  I quickly got dressed and kissed him goodbye then went off

to work.The

day was busy and it went by quickly enough.  Before

long I was heading home again.  I stopped at one of the bigger pet

stores

on the way and found a kennel that was designed to be extremely roomy

for large breed dogs like Great Danes and Mastiffs.  It was made

of heavy, steel-framed wall panels with a really thick guage wire mesh and

additional

steel bands reinforcing the inner part of the walls.  It was

incredibly solid looking and was modular.  The frames could be

bolted together in different configurations with compression clamps.  It was meant to be

nothing but walls with an open floor and no top, but I bought two of

them

so that we could use the extra panels to build a larger box out of them

with a roof and floor

all bolted together.  As far as I knew, Elias didn't have any sort

of super powers or anything even during the change.  He was simply

an unusually large wolf.  There was no way he could get through

the steel.  Especially not during the short time he would have to

work at it before he finished the change and became himself inside the

wolf's body and was back in control.  It should be completely safe.As

I entered the house I was greeted with a terrific aroma of something

cooking in the kitchen.  I kicked off my shoes and went in to find

everyone busy getting supper ready."Hello, family!" I bellowed.  Cole ran to me and gave me a big hug.  "Hi, Jake!"I kissed him on the forehead and ruffled his hair.  "How was your day, little man?""I didn't really have one yet," he said, "I just got up.  I slept all day."Elias

chuckled as I walked up to him to give him a hug and a kiss and he

said, "Me too.  After all that's been happening the last few days

I felt bagged.  It feels great to be all caught up on rest again.""How about you, Grace?" I asked, "Did you get enough sleep?  You could have left it for me to get the meal ready."She

shook her head and said, "No, I'm fine.  I've never been one to

sleep a whole lot.  I used to hold down two jobs, remember?

 I got up a bit more than an hour ago and

decided to make you all some of my special spaghetti sauce.  The

boys are doing the salad.  There's garlic toast in the oven.  The pasta's boiling now.

 It'll all be ready by the time you are.""Smells awesome.  I'll go get changed and we can all sit down to eat," I said.I

walked up the stairs to my bedroom with a broad smile on my face as I

pondered how incredible it felt to walk into a house full of people I

love, and how different it was compared to the lonely life I had before.  I sort of

had an instant family now and I couldn't have asked for a better one.

 Certainly not a more interesting one at any rate.  My life

had essentially changed overnight and this new one felt immediately

comfortable.  I could slip right into it and I felt I would be

content to live this way for as long as it might last.Tonight

we

would test the ability of Cole and Elias to change together with me in

the room and if that went as I expected it would, we could forget the

biggest complication of all of this which was the logistics of the two

boys going through a dangerous change and trying to keep them apart

from each other and away from us.

 Things would be much simpler going forward if it all worked out.I finished

changing and headed back downstairs to the kitchen and everything was

laid out and ready.  As I moved to sit down Elias said, "Oh,

before I forget, the contractor called just before you got home.

 He said they're between jobs right now and he would like to bring

his whole electrical crew in to finish up the wiring of the panic

room.  He said if we were OK with them working during the day they

could push hard and would finish it in just a couple of days.  He wanted

to start tomorrow.  I told him it would be no problem.  I

hope that's OK.""I suppose it should be fine.  The noisiest

part of the job is done so you should still be able to get some sleep

while they're working.  Someone will have to let them in though so

you'll have to stay up long enough to see them get started before you

go to sleep."Grace said, "I'm on shift tonight, but I'll be off

for the next three nights.  My shifts are a bit longer so I do

four on and three off.  They'll be getting here just after I get

home so I can deal with them.  It won't matter if I get to sleep

later on.""OK, sounds great," I said, "It'll be good to have

that last piece done even though I'm guessing we won't ever really need

the panic room.""Cole told me about you staying with him without

your shark suit when he changed back this morning and that you even lay

with him on the bed.  He said it was so easy to change this time

that he doesn't think he'll ever be scared about it again as long as

you're with him.  He said he'd feel even better if Elias could be

there with him too.  Elias said you were going to see if the two

of them would be able to change together?"I nodded and said,

"I've got two kennel kits in the back of my truck.  The boys

will help me put it all together in the panic room after supper.

 The plan is to have Elias locked into the steel cage and Cole and

I will be just outside of it.  It'll be easy for me to see if

anything is going wrong, but I already know I'm not in danger from

Cole, so really it will be a matter of seeing if Elias and Cole try to

get at each other.""Do you think it will be safe?" Grace asked."I

think so, yes.  They couldn't do much damage to each other with a

steel cage between them even if they do go off on each other and I'll

be standing by with a Taser in each hand just in case.  The change

is brief so even if it went south it would only be bad for less than a

minute.  I might need to jump out of the room to stay out of the

way if that happens, but even if they do manage to hurt each other a

bit, the next change would erase it.  I think it's an important

enough test that we should get it done right away despite the small risk.  It will make

things immensely easier for us if we no longer have to worry about the

change.  The next big test will be a bit scary for you, but it

will have to be done at some point.  I want you in the room with

Elias in the cage when he changes.  We need to know that he won't be a danger

to you."Grace went pale and asked, "You don't expect me to do that tonight, do you?"I

shook my head.  "No, it's too soon.  We need to get his wolf

form familiar with your scent first.  I think that's the key.

 If the wolf knows your smell really well and associates it with someone

important through Elias's connection to you, then it should be fine

later on if you're around during the change.  If Elias begins to

see you as his family then the wolf will ultimately see you the same

way and you won't be in danger from it.  Tonight we'll just focus

on Elias spending some time around you after he's changed so the wolf

learns who you are."She looked a bit relieved that she wasn't

going to have to witness the change up close and she nodded.  "You

looked so awesome in the video, Elias, I can't wait to see you in real

life."Elias smiled and nodded at her, but he had a tentative look on his face, like there was something on his mind."Is everything OK, Elias?  Is there something bothering you?" I asked."Could we talk about it alone after supper?""Is it something you can't share in front of Grace?  We need to start thinking of her as part of our family."He

turned a bit red, then faced her and said, "I'm really starting to warm

up to you Grace, but some things you said when we first met really got

under my skin in a big way and I'm not sure I'm over them yet."Grace

looked uncomfortable but she said, "Is it what I said about your age

difference when I found out you were a couple?  I'm really OK with

you two being gay.  It's just the age difference that caused me to

react.  You look like you're thirteen or fourteen years old.

 I'm not really in a position to judge, given my own experience,

but the mother in me instinctually had an issue with it at first."Elias

nodded and said, "That's sort of the problem, instincts.

 I've been in a situation before when I nearly lost control of the

wolf while I was in that form because of powerful instincts.  We

almost got in a tangle with a big cougar once.  The wolf had such

a powerful hatred that when the thing came out in front of us in the

woods he instantly wanted to kill it and started to growl and moved

towards it to attack.  I just wanted to get the hell out of there

but I'd sort of lost control and couldn't get the wolf turned around.

 I had to fight hard but all I managed to do was slow it down just

long enough that the cat moved back and turned around and ran.  I

guess it wasn't ready for a fight with a wolf that size.  I'm

worried that the wolf might tap into those hard feelings I have about what you said and think that you

aren't really a friend.  I'm sorry, but I just want to make sure

you're safe.""Mom didn't mean anything bad, Elias.  She's really cool," Cole said."I

know that, Cole, but I guess I'm not sure if I really feel it all

the way down yet and most of what the wolf does is based on feelings.  I'm probably just being over cautious but she's

your mom and I don't want to see her hurt by the wolf if he decides to lash out at her before I can get him back under control.""Well, if

there's an issue it should happen right away, don't you think?" I

asked, "Grace can come into the room while you're still in the cage

after the change and we can see what happens.  If it looks like

there might be any danger she could leave for work early I suppose.

 We'll have to figure out what to do next after that.""Maybe

it's the two of us who need to take some time to talk together alone

after supper," Grace said to Elias, "I think it might be a good idea if

we just get everything out on the table and explore the issue closer.

 If we can really open up and understand each other then maybe

we'll be in a better place.  I told Jake some things about myself

and my past last night.  I'd like to tell them to you so you might

understand me better."I said, "That sounds like a perfect idea, Grace.  I think it would help a lot."Elias shrugged and said, "OK.  I'm willing.  If we're gonna live together I guess it's important we do this now."We turned our attention back to the meal and ate the rest of it in silence.As

soon as it was done and we'd dealt with cleaning up, Elias helped me

get the two big boxes for the kennels dragged up into the panic room,

then he and Grace went down into the basement to sit on the couch and

have a private talk.Cole and I got started assembling the

kennel.  It was a pretty easy job but it involved a heck of a lot

of cranking on heavy bolts with a socket wrench to clamp all of the panels together.  We arranged the

big panels vertically instead of horizontally so the kennel would be

plenty tall enough for the massive wolf it would have to contain.

 Each kennel kit on its own would make a fairly large cage, but

two combined allowed us to bolt additional panels on the top and bottom

to make it completely enclosed and large enough to handle the wolf's

size.It took quite a while to get it all together and tighten

the bolts and then I went to the hall linen closet and got some extra

pillows and some heavy blankets that we put down on the floor of the

kennel so Elias would have a more comfortable floor to thrash around

on.We were just finishing up when Elias and Grace came into the

room.  Both were wearing wide smiles and Grace looked like she

might have been crying a bit."How did it go?" I asked."It

was pretty awesome," Elias said, "I had no idea who Grace really was,

but now I know.  You were right, Cole, she's really cool.

 Any doubt I had about her is gone.  I think we're gonna be

great friends from now on."Grace

grinned and said, "I think so

too.  We understand each other perfectly now.  Elias told me

a lot of things about his life even back before he became a wolf.

 He and I had a lot of similar experiences in our childhoods since

we both had to go through the foster care system.  He told me a

lot about what he's had to endure since his change, and how

much better his life is now that he's with you.  It's pretty

obvious how

deep his love for you is, not that I really doubted it before.  It

gave me some really good insight into how things might be for Cole

going forward, too.  It was the best talk I've had in a long time

and I'm really glad we did it."The two of them hugged each other, then Elias walked over to inspect the kennel.

 He grabbed at the side of it and pulled and pushed at it and he

even gave it a good kick."This thing is solid as hell.  It should be perfect," he said.I

nodded, "Yeah, I think it'll be fine.  I'm not looking forward to

taking it all apart again when we're done, though.  It's got a hell

of a lot of bolts.  We need to get it out of here before the

contractors show up tomorrow to finish the room."Elias

looked at the alarm clock on the table in the room and said, "I can't

believe how long we talked.  It's almost time for the change.

 We've got less than fifteen minutes.""I'm gonna go down to

the basement and watch some TV," Grace said, "Come get me when you're

ready for me to meet Elias in his wolf shape."I nodded at her and she kissed Cole on the head and left the room.I

went to get my bike chain from the garage to use to lock the kennel

door tightly shut while the boys went to use the bathroom before their

change.We all met back in the panic room and Cole immediately

began to strip down.  I sat on the small couch and smiled and

watched as he did a little strip tease for Elias and me.  When he

was done he came and climbed into my lap and gave me a big hug."I'm not even nervous at all this time," Cole said.I

smiled at him while Elias said, "I am.  This is the first time

I've ever changed with someone here with me.  It feels weird

somehow."He began to strip down with Cole and I watching, then he stepped naked into the kennel."Maybe it's just the idea of being locked up in a cage that's affecting you," I suggested."No,

it's not that.  I think it's just that it feels sort of like

you're watching me going to the bathroom or some other embarrassing

bodily function like that.  It didn't feel so strange when I did

it in front of the camera but now that you're right here in the room it

feels odd.  Maybe it's the fact that I'm doing it in the house for

the first time ever in my life.  It's almost as weird as it might

feel to squat and take a dump outside in the open in front of

people when you've only ever done it in private in a bathroom your

whole life.  It's hard to explain.  It's no big deal though.""Could

we lie down on the floor together, Jake?" Cole asked, "It was so easy this

morning in the bed with you next to me.  I want to do it that way

again.""Sure, stay close to the kennel and I'll lie down on the

other side of you.  We want to be sure you and Elias are fairly

close while you're changing to really see if you're OK to be together."Cole

nodded and got off me and went to lie down on the thick carpet along

side the kennel and Elias lay down next to him and they smiled at each

other through the cage.The

kennel door only had a simple latch that was designed so a dog couldn't

open

it.  I used the bike chain looped several times around the frame

of the door and the kennel to make sure it was tightly locked shut.I looked around to make sure we were ready and I saw the Taser on the table.  "Shit, I forgot to grab one of the other

Tasers.  I want to have two in case anything goes wrong.

 Be right back," I said.I ran to the bedroom and got the

taser that was on the charger there, then hustled back to the panic

room and grabbed the one off the corner table so I would have them right at

hand.  Even as I was settling in beside Cole I felt him jerk as he

let out a small grunt.  Elias tensed and spasmed too.I

put

one hand on Cole and began to stroke him and say soothing things to him

while I extended my other hand to the cage and Elias reached out to put

his palm against mine with the mesh between us and he smiled at me just

before another

jolt hit him and he jerked again.  He put his other hand closer to

Cole and the smaller boy extended his hand to put it against Elias's

and they both waited for worst of the pain to hit.I agonized as I watched the two

boys getting wracked by the change once again and get hammered by the waves of pain.  I was amazed that

just like this morning with Cole, both of them seemed extremely calm

while the brutal transformation ravaged their bodies.  There was no look of panic and only the

occasional grunt of pain.  There was almost no thrashing as I

tried to keep touching both of them and letting them know they were not

alone.It

progressed to the point that was going to be the most

dangerous and I glanced just behind me where I'd placed the two Tasers

and then looked back at the two proto-wolves who's bodies were

vibrating and

squirming as they came close to their final form.  Both let out a

whine and slight growl as they regained the ability to make sounds, but

both seemed to remain calm.  They were as dangerous as they would

get now with all the power and teeth of the wolves without the reason

of the boys' minds to control them yet.Cole's fur was now in and he'd rolled

onto his belly and I gently stroked his back.  He was at the point

where he should be angry and snarling, but he took a brief sniff in my

direction, then turned his head towards the cage.  Elias was far

enough along that he was able to sit up and he faced the much smaller wolf outside the

cage.  He wasn't himself yet.  I couldn't see him behind the wolf's eyes.

 Neither was Cole.  They were the feral wolves, but they

clearly knew each other and they sat quietly as they waited out the

last of the change.There

were a few more sounds of joints clicking into place and a few final

shudders then once again, like a switch being flipped, I saw the

massive wolf's eyes shift into sharp focus like Elias had suddenly

settled in behind them.

 The big, beautiful wolf wagged his tail and looked down as the

smaller wolf that was now Cole sat up and put a paw up on the cage wall

and wagged his tail too."You were both absolutely fine," I told

them as I got up off the floor, "You were calm and the change was about as smooth as it could

possibly be.  Sit tight for just another minute, Elias.

 Let's go get your mom, Cole."Grace had closed the door

leading down to the basement so I opened it up and Cole bounded past me

down the stairs while I waited.  He yipped and barked and I heard

Grace laughing, then Cole came running back up the stairs followed by

his mother."I assume it went OK?" she asked.I nodded,

"Perfectly.  I really think it's gonna help them both to be able

to lie down right together and change from now on.  It just seems

to calm them both to the point where they're not the least bit scared

or nervous and it's easier for them to deal with."We made our way back upstairs to the panic room and Cole pushed the door open and went in and Grace and I followed.The giant

wolf in the cage looked over at Grace but it was clear right from the start it was

going to be fine.  Elias wagged his tail and nodded to show us he

was still completely in control of the powerful animal.Grace

walked up to the cage and stuck her fingers through the coarse wire

mesh just to be sure, but Elias simply licked at her fingers and wagged

his tail some more."Holy God!  You're so amazingly beautiful, Elias!  I can't believe how huge you are!" Grace exclaimed.I

unlocked the bike chain and took it off and opened the door.

 Elias came out and sat in front of Grace and she immediately

wrapped her arm around the massive animal's neck and hugged him hard.I

smiled as I watched her pull back and look him over.  She lifted

one of his massive paws that was much bigger than her own hand and weighed

it.  She walked around him and checked him out.  She plunged

her fingers deep into his big ruff and scratched at his neck and then

behind his big ears.  Elias took it all in stride and waited for

her to get her fill."Let's all go into the hobby room.  Cole has something he wants to show you," I suggested.We

went into the room and I booted up the computer with the touch screen

monitor while Cole put his paw on the pointer device and stuck his

muzzle right into it.As

soon as the PC booted up Cole used his pointer and brought up Notepad

and the on-screen keyboard to quickly type out a message

that simply said, "Hi, Mom!"Grace squealed with delight and shouted "Oh my God!!  You can talk to me!"The wolf nodded and wagged his tail."I set him up with email last night, too.  He can send messages to my phone or Elias's.  Have you got a cell?"She shook her head and said, "That's a luxury we couldn't afford.  I've just got my old land line at the house.""Well

it's no problem.  We'll get you one tomorrow.  Cole should

have one of his own too if that's OK with you and I think we'll find a good sized tablet for them.  I want Cole and

Elias to be able to message either one of us or vice versa even when they're wolves.

 I'll be working on getting a mask printed for Elias tonight and

then I'm gonna look for conductive pointers to replace the pencils so

that they can use the capacitive screens on their own cell phones or the

tablet to message us even if they go out to the woods to change.""This

is so amazing.  We should get tablets for all of us.  I

would love to be able to play card games or board games with Cole even

when he's a wolf.  There's all sorts of apps we could have fun with together," Grace suggested."That's a terrific idea.  It would help keep them entertained if they're indoors when they change."Elias nodded and wagged his tail, then he put his paw on me to get my attention and he pointed at the pencil on Cole's head."It

won't fit you, Elias.  I'll print one up for you later.  I

can strap the temporary Velcro one onto your muzzle if you want.

 It's a bit uncomfortable but we could take it off if it starts to

bug you."He nodded, so I went ahead and got the velcro strap with the pencil epoxied onto it that I'd tested on Cole and

strapped it onto Elias's muzzle.He turned to the same notepad screen and typed, "Can you hear me now?"We

all chuckled and Cole and Elias began to exchange words on the screen.

 I smiled and watched for a bit, then I said, "I'm gonna go start

taking the kennel apart again.  You all have fun.  Grace,

stay close to Elias to make sure the wolf gets as much of the scent of

you as he can.  We need him to know you're family."She smiled and nodded and I turned to leave the room.I

went back to the panic room and started the long process of taking the

kennel apart bolt by bolt.  There was a large walk-in closet in

Cole's room and he didn't need much of it yet so I hauled the panels in

there for storage for the time being.  I would donate it all to

the humane society shelter later on.It took a while to get it

all cleaned up and get the panic room ready for the contractors and by

the time I was heading back to the hobby room I found it empty.  I

looked at the notepad on the screen and there'd been a lot of

conversation about what they could do for fun in the house that finally

ended with Cole asking, "Could we go downstairs to play pinball?"I suddenly heard loud barking and Grace cheering coming from downstairs in the basement.I smiled and headed back out into the hall and down to the basement.  This I had to see.As

I came down the stairs I saw Grace on one side of the Dark Knight

pinball table and the massive wolf that was Elias sitting on the other

side and barking and wagging his tail as he watched the action.

 The smaller wolf was standing at the machine with his big front

paws on either side.  It was a simple matter for him to flick his

paws inward to press the flipper buttons and he seemed to be doing

great.  Cole had tried the machine already when he was a boy, but

he did as well as a boy would do the first time they try pinball, which

is to say not very well.The wolf seemed to have no problem,

though.  It had to have something to do with the fine-honed

ability to track moving prey and anticipate what they would do next.

 It was a hilarious sight to see the big wolf leaning over the

table and staring intently with his big tongue hanging out the side of

his open mouth as he panted and wiggled his butt and wagged his tail

this way and that while he flipped the flippers and sent the ball

flying into the corners.He triggered the Joker multi-ball and I

watched in amazement as he deftly kept all of the balls in play for an

amazingly long time while the point count flew upward.As the

Joker spun around and the loud music and hypnotic flashing lights

kicked in Grace cheered and yelled at me, "That's the third time he's

done that and this is still his first ball!"I

grinned and

watched as the young wolf continued to dominate the table.  It was

interesting to see his eyes dart around the playing field tracking all

of the balls simultaneously and hitting the flippers instinctively at

just the right moment to knock a ball back up into the playing field

before it could escape.  I imagined it might be a lot like how a

wolf would track the flow of a herd of animals, constantly

assessing their movements and what they might do next while trying to

separate a weak one from the flock and set up the perfect opportunity

to attack.  It was clear that if Cole knew the rules of the table

properly he would wipe out my highest ever score in one try even though

I'd played the table hundreds of times to achieve it.  I resolved

to teach him all the ins and outs of the table to see just how high a

score he could get.Finally,

after a much longer while of Cole continuing to keep the balls in play,

Grace looked at her watch and then came over and said, "I have to get

ready and head out to work.  The boys are having a blast.

 It's so neat that they can talk even while they're wolves.

 Cole seems to really have a knack for pinball, too.  It's so

funny to see a huge wolf playing the game.  I'll leave you boys to

have fun.  I'll see you tomorrow."I smiled and nodded and said, "Have a good night at work."Before

she went up the stairs she stopped and wrapped her arms around my neck

in a hug and said, "I've always worried about Cole not having a male

influence in his life.  I can't imagine a better influence than

you.  You and Elias are easily the best thing that could possibly have

ever happened to him.  I've never seen him so happy.  Thanks

for everything."I patted her on the back and she broke the hug and smiled at me, then went up the stairsI watched Cole play for a bit longer and then I turned to Elias and said, "I'm gonna go upstairs and print up a mask for you."Elias nodded and I left the wolves and went up to the hobby room.

 I pulled up the OpenSCAD design for Cole's mask on the computer.

 Their faces were the same shape and I'd scripted the model with a

main scale variable so I should only have to tweak it upwards a bit to

print one big enough for Elias.  Because of the conical shape I

only had to guesstimate the right size and get it fairly close and it

would fit just fine.  The longest part of the process was printing

it, but within an hour Elias had his own mask that he could slip on and

off.Cole must have finally lost his last ball or got bored

because the two wolves padded into the room to join me.  Elias

tried it on for fit and it was good enough.  The two began tapping

messages back and forth at each other again.I watched for a bit

and then I said, "It's getting a bit late for me, guys.  I didn't

get much sleep at all this morning and I have to go to work again

tomorrow.  Will you two be OK if I go to bed now and leave you to

it?"Cole type, "Do you have to?  Can we mess around?"Elias typed, "Yeah, let's mess around!"I

smiled and said, "We could just for a bit I guess.  We need to

keep it light, Elias.  I don't want to push Cole too fast."Cole typed, "I want you to push!  Could you fuck me in my bum like you do to Elias?"I

shook my head and said, "It's a bit soon for that.  It's really

uncomfortable at first.  I don't think you'd like it."Elias

typed, "It might be uncomfortable when he's a boy, but he's a hell of a lot bigger as a wolf.  He could take you easy."Cole typed, "Can't we try?  Please?  I'll never ask for anything again!"He

turned and looked at me with pleading, puppy dog eyes.  It looked

comical with the bright blue plastic mask covering his muzzle and the

long pencil pointing out past his nose like he was Pinocchio caught in

a lie.I chuckled and said, "OK, fine.  We'll try it but you

need to remember the promise you made to me.  You have to let me

know if anything makes you uncomfortable."Cole typed, "I promise!""OK, let's go to the bedroom."I

left the computer running and the door to the hobby room open in case

the boys wanted to go back in and chat after I went to sleep.  The

big wolves ran past me and waited at the end of the hall at the closed

door to the master bedroom.It occurred to me as I walked towards

them that there was an easy way I could make the house more accessible

for them when they're in the wolf form.  I should change all of

the door handles from the round, turning-knob type that they were now

to the lever type so they could just press down with a paw to open a

door.  The faucets in the kitchen and bathrooms were already the

lever type so they could probably easily get used to taking a drink of

water from there when they needed it.  It may be a bit awkward to

use the toilet but they should be able to if the need arises and they

won't have a problem flushing it.  They could use their pointer masks to manipulate the power switch on

the computer to turn it on and they could even use them to work the TV

remote downstairs.  Really

they were fairly well equipped to use everything now and simply

changing all of the door handles would open the whole house up to them,

so maybe that should be my next project.I

opened the door and

the wolves raced past me to jump up on the bed and roll into

the middle of it.  The king size bed was huge but somehow it

looked small with the supernaturally gigantic wolf that was Elias sprawled

out in the middle of it.I walked in and pulled my t-shirt off and

tossed it aside.  Then I sat on the bed and pulled off my socks,

sweats, and underwear and crawled up to the middle of the bed to join

the dog pile.Cole rolled onto his back and showed us his big red

cock that was already peeking out from its sheath.  Elias wasted

no time and turned and began to lick at the treat.  Cole wiggled

in delight as more of his cock emerged.  I moved in at Cole's face

and kissed him on the nose.  He lapped at my lips and I opened my

mouth a bit and sucked his tongue right in so we could neck for a bit.

 Elias came up to join us and began to lick at the side of my

mouth so I let Cole's tongue slip from my mouth and turned to suck

Elias's tongue in.  I switched back and forth between the two and

then pulled back as Elias turned to Cole and the two wolves each

plunged their long tongues into the other's mouth.  I watched as

they necked lovingly and I saw more and more of Elias's big cock slip

from its sheath as he became more aroused.The massive wolf

maneuvered over top the smaller one, who was still on his back, and

lowered himself to begin to rub his throbbing red cock against Cole's

cock that was now fully emerged and already leaking pre-cum.  It

was a beautiful sight to see the two wolves enjoying each other.

 I moved to the end of the bed so I could do one of my favorite

things with Elias.  I lifted the massive wolf's tail and moved

right in to stab my tongue at his hot hole.  I heard Elias groan

into Cole's mouth as he relaxed his sphincter and enjoyed the sensation

of my tongue invading his hole and working it furiously.Elias

began to hump just a bit harder at Cole as he rubbed his thick cock and

huge balls against the smaller wolf beneath him.  I reached down

and began to finger Cole's asshole and it was his turn to moan into

Elias's mouth at the added sensation.  I played with Cole's anus a

bit then brought my finger up and wet it in my mouth and reached down

and gently inserted the tip of it.  Cole wiggled his butt

like he wanted more so I slowly inserted more of my finger until the

whole thing was in him.  Elias was right.  Cole was so much

bigger as the wolf that this probably wouldn't be the least bit

uncomfortable for him.  His back legs were splayed wide and he

continued to buck his hips up to rub his cock harder against Elias's

and I began to move my finger in and out in time with his bucking.I

pulled my tongue out of Elias's asshole and I looked down at the sight

of the huge furry balls being rubbed against Cole's smaller ones as the

two horny wolves humped at each other.  I would occasionally get a

glimpse of Cole's hard cock and I could already see the knot beginning

to grow at its base.  He wasn't going to last much longer he was

so into it.I patted Elias on the ass and got up off the bed to

get the bottle of lube out of the nightstand drawer.  Elias got up

and off of Cole and I asked the smaller wolf to flip over onto all

fours so I could get behind him.  Cole quickly complied and was

standing in the middle of the bed and looking back at me in

anticipation with his tongue hanging out and his tail wagging.I

smiled and moved in behind him and just like I'd done for Elias, I

lifted Cole's tail up to expose his dark hole and I jammed my tongue

right into it and moaned at the wonderful taste of him.  Cole's

butt began to come down a bit as he squatted onto my tongue and reveled

in the sensation of it plunging in and out of his hot hole and rubbing

against the sensitive ridges.  I never get tired of this and I

could do it all night long, but I was so turned on that I was getting

close myself.  I squirted a bit of lube onto my finger and pushed

it gently into Cole's rectum.  I added more lube and

inserted the tip of a couple of fingers and slowly began to push them

further in.  He pushed backwards a bit to speed things along so he

was still obviously OK.I enjoyed myself just a bit longer

playing with his big furry balls while I fingered his hole to loosen

him up as much as possible.  Finally I couldn't wait any longer

and I asked, "Are you ready, Cole?"He looked back with a bit of a

glazed look and he nodded vigorously.  I got on my knees behind

him and squirted a very generous amount of lube into the palm of my

right hand and I spread some of it onto my cock.  I got into

position and put my fat cock head against his anus."Relax and push just a bit, Cole."He

did as I asked and immediately my cock popped easily past his

sphincter and entered his rectum.  He moaned a bit but made no

move to stop me.  I sighed and pushed and enjoyed the sensation of

my cock smoothly invading his incredibly hot tunnel.  It always

felt so amazing to fuck Elias and it was equally incredible to plunge

my cock into Cole's tight hole.  The resting body temperature of

wolves must be higher than humans because it feels so hot and great.

 I moaned as I fed more of my cock in to the wolf until I finally

bumped up against him.  Cole's head went down a bit as he lost

himself in the sensation of my fat shaft sliding against his sensitive

anus as I pulled it smoothly back out, then pushed it slowly in again.

 I built a slow and steady rhythm and Cole seemed to be pushing his

ass back against me trying to make me go faster, but I kept it slow for

the time being.Once I knew he was completely OK and enjoying it

I leaned myself right onto his back and reached under him with my still

well-lubed right hand and took hold of his incredibly hard, naked, red

cock that was now profusely dripping pre-cum from the tip.  I felt

Cole briefly tense under me and then suddenly begin to hump hard

against my hand, pulling himself off my cock, then pulling his hips back

to push himself back onto me.Suddenly I felt Elias's big, wet

tongue begin to probe my asshole and I relaxed to let him get me wet.

 He lapped at me hard for a little while but he couldn't wait and

in one move he was up and over top of me with the tip of his cock

pressed against my anus.  I relaxed as he thrust at me powerfully

and the tapered tip of his massive cock smoothly entered and spread me wide open

so he could feed in the rest of his massively engorged tool.I groaned at the

sensation of my rectum being filled with him and leaned more onto Cole

and wrapped my arms around him tightly to hump at him harder while I

jacked at his cock with my right hand.  Elias leaned in more and

wrapped his huge front legs around both me and Cole as his tail went up

in the air and his ass began to hump at me harder and harder.

 Both wolves began panting as they approached their climaxes.The

sensation of being sandwiched between these two beautiful, furry, powerful

creatures as they let go and worked towards their orgasms was

incredible.  Elias began to grunt as he thrust his hips hard at me

and my anus spread even wider to accept the massive wolf's big knot as

he pushed it firmly into me to lock me to him.  I could feel

Cole's knot bumping against my hand as he humped at it and I gripped

his shaft more tightly and grabbed the big knot with my left hand to

make him feel as though he'd tied while my own breathing became short

and quick as my orgasm fast approached.Cole moaned and began to

pump his hips furiously at my lubricated hand as his orgasm suddenly crashed into

him and I felt his hard cock pulse in my grip as a huge volley of semen

blasted through it and out onto the bed.  His anus clamped down

hard on my cock in rhythm with the thumping beats of his orgasm and the

incredible sensation of the hot hole grabbing at my cock shaft drove me

over the edge and I cried out as the orgasm hit me and I shot my load

deep into the wolf.Elias began to buck against me even harder as

he grunted and groaned and panted and suddenly he pushed so hard it was

like he was trying to stab himself right through me and held the position and I felt his massive cock begin to pulse as he

filled me once again with his thick seed.There

were moans and groans all around as the three of us road out our

intense orgasms until we finally settled down and held still.  I

was buried fully into Cole-wolf and I let my weight fall onto his furry back while

I continued to hold his cock so he would feel tied.  Elias was

fully tied to me and he held still on top of me while he waited for his

knot to begin to shrink.I reveled in the sensation of being sandwiched between two wolves.

 Their fur was so thick and soft and felt incredible against my

naked body.  I rubbed my face against the back of the neck of the

wolf beneath me and said, "That was incredible, Cole.  Thank you.

 I love you so much."Cole whined happily and I could feel his tail trying to wag, but it was caught under my belly as I leaned onto him.Elias

leaned in and began to lick at my neck and the side of my face and then

he rubbed his cheek against mine.  He then gently nipped at the

back of Cole's neck and the smaller wolf lifted his head up and Elias

and Cole rubbed their faces against each other for a while, sharing

their affection for each other while enjoying the wonderful glow left

behind by our intense orgasms.We held that position for quite

some time until finally Cole's knot shrank away and his cock began to

retreat back into his sheath.  I let go of it and loving stroked

the beautiful wolf a while longer as Elias waited for his knot to finish

going down.  A short time later he slipped out of me and got off

me.  I pulled my softened cock out of Cole and I moved to lie down

on the bed."I'm so sleepy right now," I said, "Will you two keep me company just until I fall asleep?"Cole

came up and lay down in front of me with his back to me.  The same

way we'd fallen asleep together the night before.  Elias lay down

behind me and snuggled in tight.  I was warm and comfortable

between the two big wolves.  I stroked their fur some more as I

said, "I love the two of you more than you can imagine.  I'm about

as happy as anyone can possibly be right now."Cole wiggled onto

his back with his big paws in the air and his tail wagged as he moved

his face in and licked at my mouth.  I parted my lips and sucked

on his tongue for a bit while I scratched at his chest and belly.

 Elias craned his neck over me and licked at both of our mouths

and the three of us necked a bit and then settled back down.As I continued to stroke Cole's soft fur and I thought about what an amazing life I have now, I drifted off to sleep.