A Snowmews Sexuality
How I feel about my sexuality
It's mostly just me articulating my thoughts.
It's a question that I've found not only that I ask myself but also one that others ask of me. "Leo...." They would often begin "Which way do you go...?" or some such round about way of asking which gender I'd prefer to make love with.
I will point out I'm a virgin and have never had sex but really, I've never wanted to, however as far as gender preference goes, answer is I've never been straight but never rejected the idea of a having relations with a woman either. I wouldn't mind either gender yet have no desire for sex or such like things... which in some peoples minds would make me asexual.
However I feel that's not appropriate... I'm a furry and that's well known among my piers and I will openly admit, Anthros are far, far more appealing to me sexually then humans. I can get lustful and I do have desires but the idea of doing anything with a human... just loses all interest for me. I've seen and watched pornography of straight, gay and lesbian people having sex and it does nothing for me, it just doesn't.
My problem with my sexuality is that I find myself in a world that is completely obsessed with sex. People spend their lives wanting it, Television and Internet is full of adverts that use sex appeal to sell, movies and video games always seem to have some token romance to appeal to the masses, people for relationships just for sex and people break up and lose friends over it and the lack of sex has been linked to mental disorders. It's not me, I'm not interested, I get sick of seeing it I feel left out. I feel lonely for it because I feel I can't just be me and on more than one occasion I've said I'd have sex with someone just to say I've done it and feel included in a world that I often feel excluded from. See people will get annoyed when a view point they disagree with is being shouted out in a public space as it's not something they want to associate with I feel the same way when I see couples in public, hugging and kissing and all that's included, it's not something I want to see or be subjected to. This doesn't mean I disapprove of relationships however. My brother married recently and I couldn't be happier for him and his wife, I wish them all the best. My parents are the same. I like seeing a happy relationship work in the long run. It's just not something I want to deal with and go through as it doesn't interest me.
Having said all the above. I like to role-play and most of role-plays I do, at some point involve sex between characters.
This is mostly because as pointed out already, anthro's having sex is more appealing, but at the same time role-play is just fantasy and some brief indulgence in something I do like as oppose to something I don't but regardless of scenario It's a fun activity and I enjoy seeing other peoples worlds. The exploration of someone's creative works is in my minds eye is a better way to spend time then simply yiffing in role-play even if it's appealing. ...If nothing else I find role-play a widely appreciated activity in the Furry Community, for better or worse In summary. I'm Bisexual for Furries and Asexual for humans. I feel pressured into liking something I don't because as a society we're obsessed with sex. I can come up with things to write in a sexual RP cause it's fun to fantasize over things we like.