Sorry By Ephy
This was a result of a "Weight loss" medication (*antrex-3) that apparently causes me to have suicidal thoughts and disallows me from slumber for 32 hours -_-
and woozel, i am a lot bette rhtan this, not taking that stupid ass drug no more. PT!
Sorry
How can I tell my story, when all I can say is sorry?
Where can I curl my body, when all I can see is sorry?
Who can I spill my bones to, when all I can sow is sorry?
Struck by eternal spell of sorrow, reasons ever but shallow.
God, it knows no end, a startling trend.
I embark on a journey, towards an infintismal glory.
A purposeless life that I lead, nevertheless too scary.
The end is ever-tempting, but my cowardice never relenting.
For all that I am, sleep does not come easily.
Mysterious pain, thoughts of void that rain.
Droplets of joy, quickly absorbed by the grains.
I prithee, unholy hand around my mind,
Let my spirit free, even for a moment,
That I may perish eternally, with a smile finally.
By Epehmeral-Dreams