Beginning again...
I made a description recently I can never take back. I'm eternally happy I did, yet I know I will never be given any slack. I found it... Yet, at a cost far beyond my comfort zone, if anything goes too far, I know I deserve to be alone.
My mountain crumbling, I hold on to what I can as I begin fumbling
To the fall, I give no fear, I wish the rest to what I hold near
The distance is awe inspiring, time almost still, the ending I'm never desiring
Fragile is every part that made my mountain whole
Every bit describing another part of my soul
The gaps too wide to close, too far gone to save
I remember what it once was, what everyone I knew gave
The memory strong enough to survive another day
As the edge draws nearer, I dare not look away
The result is known, the miles closing ahead
Alive I still am, yet, my heart sinking, my life light is dimming, the old me is almost dead...
What comes from the rubble will surprise with open eyes, of this i'm certain
This chapter over, I wait to see behind the next curtain
I've done what I wanted most, & found happiness beyond my imagination
I let go of almost everything, including what brought me frustration
I was, am happy, truly joyful among the pieces I had forgotten long ago
A new breath, slowly growing, what I want, no hesitation, this now I know
Forgive me for my procrastination, my quivering hand
I'm better now, I believe, for my own sake, I can stand
The peek is now a plain, a mere hill compared to it's image before
I'll do my best, again, I'll work harder, for the dream, for more
"If a shadow reflects ones own being...
What among the darkness are you really seeing..."
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