Thinking of you...
#3 of Wheels and Gears That Turn
Writing my feelings.
When something new or unknown happens,
I grab for my phone,
A smile on my face,
Loud bouts of laughter is worse-case,
As I look at the device,
I have to think twice,
As my smile fades a little at a time,
My best friend won't be at the end of the line,
Tempers had flared,
Words said were better left unshared,
Punches thrown,
Hearts shattered and cannot be sewn,
Mistakes were made and lines drawn,
Thinking with less brain and more brawn,
To reverse time and take back all my mistakes,
To take back all that has cause heart aches,
So here I sit alone in the dark,
Alone and deserted like a forgotten park,
I cannot help but wonder if you feel it too,
If you only knew,
How much I miss you, like a fish does the sea,
I caused me no glee,
for the lies I did tell,
For you knew me too well....