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Thumpthumpthumpthumpthump. All I could hear was my heart that almost completely blocked out the thing's purring and chirring.

Thumpthumpthump- Ack! it licked me! The bastard was fucking tasting m-

"Master...thank goodness...safe" It was then I felt drops of liquid drip onto my face. I slowly opened my eyes to find a pair of familiar tear filled amber eyes looking down at me; pure relief and happiness dominated it's expression.

Zillian? No it couldn't be... It really couldn't have been. My Zillian was a small timid purple Rattata. From what I could tell from the light of the TV this thing was a Raticate with a overcoat that held was made up of crimson so dark that it almost looked black. The only interruption of color was the white underbelly that itself looked almost completely crimson since it was soaked and dripping wet with Bleu's blood excluding a few tiny spots. This coloring was impossible even for a shiny Raticate but here it was defying nature. It also stood taller than a normal Raticate by few inches by width and girth.

But they shared one thing in common and that was the eyes, But that was impossible as well since all Raticate have black colored irises and smaller pupils than this one had. Yet here was this beast with same eyes that screamed at me that this was in fact Zillian in the flesh. But that was impossible! Zillian wasn't even close to evolution since last time he was scanned with a PokeDex it said he was level 6.; Ratatta's evolve on level 20.

"Ah the power of love is indeed great enough to move mountains" said a cold familiar voice suddenly cutting Zil's and my reunion short . A quick glance over where the voice came from revealed Darkrai just casually leaning against the wall next to the window watching the storm that I didn't even know was going on. "Well in this case force evolution despite the low level you mouse was on because the stressor gave him no other choice. Heard the process is unbelievably painful like having your body suddenly stretched way past its limits all at once yet you didn't so much as squeak. Great job on all accounts from the high pain tolerance to the bloody smear on the carpet. Still you couldn't have accomplished these feats without help from the darkness that you finally allowed to consume the light at the last moment before your boy was stabbed" Darkrai bowed and said "Your welcome for the assist by the way and of course I'm referring to the establishment of a temporary mental connection between the two of you so you can communicate even when the mouse turned rat was inside the ball" So that's what happened.

Zil was growling in fury and as he crouched over my body defensively "Was your fault in first place. Leave. NOW!" As he growling purple wisps suddenly began to ooze out of him in waves until he was all but consumed in it. Darkrai just laughed "Don't get cute. It's only a small power boost, you have eons to train still before you can tou-" Zillian's weight disappeared from my chest as he seemingly vanished into thin air.

"Impressive speed and I see you have gained the ability to bleed into shadow's as I do; something not even the best of my slaves have mastered anywhere close to your level yet but-" Zillian suddenly appeared as if yanked from the very flooring "You have to be faster and learn to mask your presence better!" Zillian was casually tossed back onto the bed like teddy bear. "Learn your place rodent or you'll meet a gruesome end soon enough" Darkrai said with more than a hint of venom.

Zillian whimpered in submission. "Still your adaptability to your new form astounds me, it is in your DNA as a Raticate to be adaptable I know, but still very impressive." I could only see half of his body from my position so I could only feel his gaze on me and heard his voice echo inside my skull

Hopefully you will surprise me very soon after the Unbridling is all said and done with.

A whole new terror seized my body. How could I have forgotten the Unbridling! It was pounded into our skulls at the same time they explained to us human puberty in Middle school...

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_-A memory of Elliot's- _

A muscular gym teacher was pacing back and forth in front of a marker board in front of a group of middle school students as he spoke to his male charges in the little locker room that right served as a Health class. "The Unbridling is what we call the Pokémon version of puberty. Happens just after they evolve to their final state or if they have no evolution they go though it when they reach a certain age that is different with each species. After they experience this change they begin to behave differently; no longer act like playful kids or pets but mature to the point that they act similar to human adults. Even appearance sometimes changes that also depends on the species "

"Why is it named different? Why not just name it puberty if it's just the same thing" questioned a smaller version of Elliot. Everyone nodded agreeing that it would just be similar that way.

_Teacher gave Elliot a small smile before answering "Because though similar there is one major difference where the Unbridling gets its name from. Human's begin have sexual urges when they reach a certain age. Pokémon on the other hand start having this urge after a few weeks of being born thanks to their early activating genitals but the urge is very weak and is easily ignored as long as they are not in a area that has seen a lot of sexual activity had taken place recently and even than they just need to get off once in order to get satisfied. The Unbridling however is a period of time when they lose all control of themselves until they to 'get off' multiple times with Trainer or if they are wild then with other Pokémon same or different species. They need to 'get off' or at least start the process almost immediately after evolution. If they don't they experience a intense pain originating from their plumbing; this pain is intense enough that even the gentlest of Pokémon become very violent and destructive. Believe me when I say a bad timed fuck is way better than the alternative" _

_ Everyone in the room including the teacher shivered; there have been stupid enough people to say "No I can't do this" the aftermath of such events were rare but still appeared occasionally on the news daily all over the world. The only thing that matches this anger and violence is if a Trainer void's their contract. _

"Control returns after this period is over and their hormones fall back into more manageable levels and become almost nonexistent until a certain season arrives and it's time to procreate-"

The information above is mostly correct about some things but completely wrong in others ; Three major secrets are being kept under lock and key by a higher power. Psychic types are not allowed to reveal them because that is forbidden. If a psychic type decides to break that rule then they lose all their power and vast knowledge: the most brutal punishment any Psychic type can receive. Besides that would be too of a way to learn something that has the potential to destroy the relationship between human and Pokémon. The only way to learn it is though...you guessed it, though learning the extremely illegal Poke tongue so you can speak to another type.

The first secret is the obvious: The Unbridled Pokémon experiences no pain besides a really bad case of blue balls. This was just a lie created to make us humans feel better. Truth is mature Pokémon think about sex as much as human adults do (if not more) and are so driven heavily by these hormones that they can't fight them to the point they have no control whether or not to follow them. This hormones makes them very protective and defensive when they see another Pokémon cross their Trainer's path. This also makes them enjoy fighting to get stronger so they can better protect their property, these hormones are burned though battle which is why no one notices Pokémon get frisky after the Unbridling. This is why human's have gotten away with forcing to fight each other bloody until one faints in competitive battling.

The second secret is that wild Pokémon don't experience the Unbridling. Like normal animals their hormones to procreate lie dormant until certain times of the year or if they just feel exceptionally frisky that day; it isn't until they are exposed to a human that they connect with that the Unbridling is triggered.

The third secret is that the Unbridling is only between Trainer and Pokémon. If another Pokémon with the same gender preferences as the Pokémon under the Trainer's care wanders in the area the Pokémon immediately bows respectfully to apologize before sneaking away before it is seen by the Trainer to give the two maximum privacy. If the other tries to join in he will be run off or fainted/ maybe even killed. But the latter almost never happens since the sexual act between human and Pokémon is a sacred ritual in their culture like a funeral or a child being born in ours.

In conclusion it's a give and take relationship: The Pokémon gives the Trainer protection from dangerous threats, loyalty that transcends time and distance, and their right of freedom while the Pokémon receives nourishment, help with the Unbridling, training to get stronger, and the maximum amount of love from their property in return. The offer is made with the capture and is accepted when they sign the contract. This why we use contracts and why Pokémon just don't run away or turn on a Trainer when they are let out of a Pokeball like a wild animal would when let out of a cage. This is also why there is so much rage and violence when the contract becomes void: you are being a cheap bastard by not entitling them to what they deserve.

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This meant as soon as Zillian stopped worrying about my safety he would immediately be consumed by the Unbridling. Normally I would be ecstatic for this. He was my everything and I don't say that to be cheesy ether (gag me with a spoon if I ever say something this cheesy again please) he is the rock that keeps me grounded, my best friend, my brother, my rival, etc. I literally mean it when I say I can't function correctly without him. Which is all thanks to a certain incident that happened a long time ago that I really didn' t want to get into right now. Just know for now that it has made us inseparable.

During the time spent together we both noticed nearly the same time that there was something deeper than the usual Trainer and Pokémon bond. We had realized we had these feelings for each other ages ago but had never acted on them besides cranking it together in the same room. Zil was just way too young and small that I was afraid that I would wind up hurting him on accident. So we decided to wait until he evolved before we went any further.

Anyway thanks to Bleu's actions tonight with all the killing all those that I hold dear, the drugs, and finally the raping; You can probably understand why I was not in the mood to become violated in a personal way right now.

But I couldn't say no because unlike Bleu's problem there is no period of time in which I could fix the mess. If I said no in this sensitive period of time I would have another Bleu on my hands (and I'm talking about how she was right before she died) on my hands immediately after uttering the word. All that time and love we share together would mean absolutely nothing because he would still rip out my jugular and then dive off the nearest highest cliff or bridge. To stop that from happening...

I had to be raped by best friend.

The very thought of sex right now made me want to throw up let alone having to endure the act multiple times until the Unbridling went though Zil's system. This was Darkrai's plan all along...everything that Bleu did tonight all leading up to this exact moment. He knew all the other events wouldn't be enough to break my will to fight the darkness inside me. I was able to (barely) endure the other stuff and keep going only because I had already began mentally preparing for this possibility since that night with the feather. The only way he could break me now was to turn the rock that gave me strength into a projectile launched right back at me.

And we both know I would shatter like a glass house... especially when I knew Zil had already gave himself over to the darkness.

Darkrai won.

As I knew he would have eventually; with him being a Legendary that has lived for centuries I knew the odds of winning were impossible. The thing that relentlessly kicks me in the gut was this fact: I couldn't save anyone... Darkrai had managed to do all of this shit before I was able to run away all thanks to the fact he was intelligent enough to be able to play everyone like a well tuned violins.

This I know for a fact was the reason why Darkrai was laughing harder than I had ever seen him laugh as he stepped into the portal and it closed after him. This left me: a heavily drugged out of his mind 18 year old boy with a nearly broken psyche...alone...in a room with ticking time bomb...in a mansion full of slowly decaying corpses of my family and people that I didn't even know.

Zillian collapsed with his full weight on my chest and didn't apologize verbally when he knocked the wind out of me; instead just gave me a few quick laps with his tongue on my face and chest like a dog would after accidentally nipping his master when playing too hard. Zil's fur scratched at my bare chest as he made himself comfortable. For several moments all Zil did was breathe in my scent deeply with closed eyes. It seemed just my scent was enough to calm his fearful, racing heart and immediately relax him to the point he began to purr and chirr in contentment which made him vibrate in a way that felt pleasant for the both of us. We relaxed like this for a few moments until he opened his eyes again; my heart started to pump just a bit faster when I saw his eyes had already clouded over in lust.

Zil slowly and gently rubbed his head on my chest (presumably to get Bleu's scent off me) as he muttered "Safe" over and over again; each word carrying a slight deep husky tone that I never heard from him before which kind of surprised me even though I should have expected it. Zillian was no longer was my child-like squeaky little mouse after all.

'Safe' I mouthed for now at least I thought just before a sudden bright glare forced me to close one of my eyes in reflex. Fortunately I had enough neck movement to investigate the source which came from a nearby window. The rain had stopped and the clouds had parted to reveal the source of the light: a sunrise that thanks to the rain had created a rainbow just outside my window; The sight was so pretty and unexpected that I was momentarily shocked away from my current situation.

"Pretty..." Zillian agreed with my unspoken words, apparently the light caught his attention as well. I think it's the first time Zil has ever seen both of them outside pictures and TV that really doesn't do it justice. Heh probably knowing him he wanted to go outside so he can try uselessly to break off a piece of the rainbow so he can store it in his stash of pretty and shiny things.

Wait a second...outside! With that one glance my mind slowly started to work past the fog that it was under to find a thought that would solve one of my problems.

I may not be able to stop Zil from jumping my ass... but I can change the location that I can temporarily allow myself to put everything in the back of my mind long enough to make this memory a slightly better one instead of fucking in a house full of corpses. Darkrai still wins but not in the exact way he wants too AND sex with Zil wouldn't be linked to this nightmare at all; which is a win in my book.

I immediately tried to get Zil's attention (didn't need to because he was looking up at me hungrily) I quickly mouthed "Take me outside" Luckily he wasn't too far gone to not make sense of what I said but still stared at me quizzically before moaning "But more comfy and less wet and icky here ! Why? Tired don't want to move unless..." His eyes were really clouded now as he began to nibble lightly on my collarbone and neck. "No time to explain! Outside first cause I want to do it in forest." Zillian began drooling as he let out a excited squeak "Love idea! Let's go!" he jumped on the floor before appearing to get lost in thought for a moment before jumping back up on the bed and then and wrapping up in blanket before slowly lowered me down to the floor. After that Zil took the blanket in his teeth before he almost flew down the hallway. Before Zil acted I was worried that he was going to have trouble carrying me but apparently now he was like a team of sled dogs wrapped up in one rat!

and then we got to the stairwell...

"How to proceed without stairs beating you to bloody pulp!?" Zil yelled as he beat his head on the floor as if that would help him think better and not the opposite. Heh he still was my little mouse deep down after all.

still... bloody and pulp was not a image I wanted in my head right now...

Thinkthinkthinkthinkthinkthink... hmm maybe? I ordered Zil to roll me over to the railing and he obeyed. I saw a scary drop but it was that bad...so if we aimed perfectly I would be fine if I did what I was thinking. I cleared my throat and Zil took that as a sign to roll me back.

I was about to explain my plan but Zil wasn't looking at my face...With the current time limit and Zil's excitement I had absolutely no opportunity to find something to cover up with. Which meant I was buck naked underneath the blanket that had come off me when I was rolled over. Apparently my ass and crouch was looking pretty tasty because drool and slobber was dribbling from his mouth and down his body until it reached the already forming a small puddle in front of Zil. Eww...but strangely a little arousing. I cleared my throat and the rat's gaze immediately snapped to my face and said "Plan?"

I nodded "Get mattress from bedroom, toss it over, than me"

Zil looked at me worriedly and muttered "Too risky" so I mouthed 'Only way to make it in time. Quickly now. Have faith in me and yourself'

Zil nodded saluted and immediately bolted to the closest guest room faster than my eye could follow.

Daym horny rat op. Hopefully there won't be patch anytime soon, we could use that speed. Seconds later I heard a loud frightened shriek Must have found one of the guest rooms with a pile of dead bodies.

Sure enough about a minute later Zillian came back wide-eyed with a bloody mattress he opened his mouth to explain but I quickly mouthed 'I know. Throw mattress down and I'll explain later'

Zillian shivered and frowned with his eyes downcast "No wonder want outside badly " he scampered away and quickly brought out a chair to stand on before leaning the mattress as well the back of the chair against the railing before he climbed under the space between the two objects. With a grunt of effort Zil picked the mattress up and took aim before carefully let it drop straight down.

Once we heard it hit the floor and echo he let out a happy "Yes!" direct hit apparently "Now what?"Zil looked at me expectantly as I glanced between him and the bars while miming a chewing motion. Eventually he figured out what I was trying to say and once he did surprise and excitement dominated his expression "Really?" I just smirked at him in response. It's always been a dream of his use that wonderfully smelling and tasting (he tasted not me) extremely expensive piece of woodwork as a chew toy. Zillian cheered as he immediately went to work like an excited beaver.

Yup my little mouse was definitely still in there.

Took him roughly a minute to a minute and half for him to chew though a big enough space for even though this was pretty durable wood (but his jaws and teeth did evolve so I should have been surprised if it took longer) but luckily it was pretty thinly cut so we made good time. Zil then rolled me up all of me inside of the blanket like a burrito: to I guess provide extra padding. Meaning I couldn't see a thing which meant the only thing I could sense was Zil's presence and hear him still chewing on one of his prizes like I was somehow about to take it from him any moment. I was expecting him to give me a moment to prepare but he didn't pause in his movements, instead he just used what felt like his feet to casually bump me off the edge when I was close enough.

_ You little asshole! _ I screamed at him inside my own head as I fell and fell until-

plop creak plop creak bounced on the mattress a few times before landing with a thud on the marble floor. I was relieved that I hadn't busted my head open since luckily my 'friend' was smart enough to aim right before he kicked me over. Somehow I was still wrapped up in the blanket like a burrito but a bit of my head was now free.

The little show off even jumped down from the ledge as if it was a smaller leap than it was with the wood still shoved sideways in his mouth, still knawing on in like a dog would a bone. As Zil spoke his voice was slurred as spittle went everywhere "Sorwwy. wip like band aid ow nevew get done. In huwwy..." Bastard was even using my own phrases against me!

I hate him.

Still chewing on the his wood Zil began to kick/roll me toward the door. Was slower than what he did earlier thanks to his distraction but I wouldn't argue even if I was able since it seems that the wood was buying me time. Not much though considering that despite his calm composure and what he saw and did the past couple minutes, his prick was out and flopping as it lead the way while leaking pre like a water hose turned on low that left as trail as he walked. Must have been the drugs that caused me to worry that he would (or someone else) might slip on the slippery substance. Zil was also panting heavily in obvious lust.

Nope we don't have much time at all. I thought as Zil stopped rolling me long enough to open the front door before rushing back to my side to continue rolling me outside. Apparently Zil said fuck it and began to roll me down the stone steps without slowing.

Ow

Ow

Ow

"Endure. only 6 steps total. Not much time...not much time...." Apparently he knew why I was worried about time the perceptive bastard. Still even in his worst moments of terror or anger he was always gentle and hated the thought of inflicting me pain...not anymore apparently.

A great pain suddenly gripped my chest that by know I knew had nothing with my body hitting the stairs. Don't think about it! But no matter how much I tried to blank my mind the dark whispers were happy enough to bring my worries into the forefront of my mind. No matter how much I told myself that Zil's actions had solid logic behind them; solid logic didn't seem to be enough to stop my feelings from getting hurt as if I got pierced deeply by a sharp blade.

Ow

Ow

Ow.

Once we made it to the bottom of the steps we stopped moving. Why did we stop moving? I couldn't see with my face currently pointed to the ground but I still felt my neck become exposed as Zil took a corner that still held my hair and began pulling with his teeth and was about to start sprinting again but the pain had forced me to cry out.

"Sorry!" Zil squeaked as he adjusted slightly as I exclaimed "Hey! the mute portion of the drug wore off!" Didn't seem to matter much to Zil though because he started running towards the backyard.

Which was the wrong way

"You are going wrong way!"

"Know this. out of time...can't fight ack! instinct. Group of trees and bushes will block house and prying eyes"

"No that isn't far enough! we have just a little farther... Zil just a little farther!"

"I CAN'T...WAIT ANYMORE!" Zil screamed before skidding to a stop in the middle of the yard that was barren of any cover besides just really short grass and a few flowers. Immediately Zil began unwrapping my body from the blanket with enough enthusiasm that matched a little boy opening up a present on Christmas morning.

The house was watching all of this unfold with a sneer, the expression in its gaze was a mocking one that said without words: You can't run from me because there is no escape. I swear I heard a cold twisted laugh as it watched Zil ignore my protest as my still numb limbs were being positioned by two warm paws; apparently Zil wanted to do this doggy style.

This can't be happening...we were so close.... I finally gave up when I felt those two greedy little paws pulled my ass up just a little bit more in order to give the long, soaking wet with drool spongy invader the perfect angle go exploring into its depths. Immediately moans were yanked out of my throat from this sudden unexpected treatment even though silent tears once again began to drip down my face; But said nothing as I listened to Zil begin to squeak and purr all at once with delight as he tongue fucked my ass.

Despite what you think this would have hurt less if Zil would have just stuck his dick in and went ham. That would have been a pretty painful experience for me yes but only for a moment; with how much pre his prick was leaking, the ride would have quickly smoothened out. Instead Zil was lubing me up and relaxing my virgin hole with his tongue. In other words making love to me...

Which meant he was still in control, Zil just didn't want to wait anymore.

I wish we would have stayed inside...fate wouldn't have felt the need to punish me with something a hundred times worse.

I don't blame Zil's betrayal on him though; he was now completely dark aligned after all and to him this wasn't wrong morally in the slightest. All this betrayal meant was I was going to have to join him quickly if I didn't want to be hurt by him anymore. Well either that or run away when I'm able and cut all emotional ties with him.

No chance of the last option happening by the way.

So as Zil cooed as he proceeded to slowly and carefully mounted me; I went with the less insane option: dig deep within myself to unlock the barrier that held the darkness at bay as it waited patiently for me to become ready all this time. Don't know why I didn't do it sooner, the darkness was so nice...gentle...and warm as it rubbed up against me pleasantly as it kindly ushered me to the wall like a faithful hound about to be led outside to play.

Was a wonder how the thing held the darkness back at all since it was more than half completely destroyed in sections. The other more solid parts weren't in much better of condition with how cracked, shaky, and half-caved in things looked like someone had been throwing grenades and shooting RPG's at the wall. Looked as if the wall could collapse any moment just from gravity alone. Through the holes in the wall the light shone so bright that it hurt me just looking at it. So I decided to deal with the offending objects.

All it took was a soft, barely perceivable push with one finger to make the rest of the wall come crashing down with a might roar.

When I opened my eyes again (didn't even realize I closed them)I felt completely different. Besides the fact I had a rat dong going in and out of my bum very quickly and besides the fact I could finally move my limbs without a problem . I mean that I was now different on the inside; it's tough to explain... It was as if I had been holding a lid of a jar that inside held a part of myself inside all my life before finally deciding to let it out. The freedom feeling I experienced felt almost like coming out to myself as being gay all over again.

I used my new-found ability of movement to slowly turn my body around(didn't want to interrupt Zil after all) to finally get a good look at the one trying to stuff my butt with his cream. Once Zil got a good look at my face he gasped and even paused for a moment in his activity to pant out "Your...eyes look like...Alpha's but still have normal light green color... in center circle instead of white" Great I must look like a freak...

"I. love. it" Zil punctuated each word with a sloppy licks with his long tongue on my face and eyelids and then doubled his assault on my backdoor as if the change brought him even closer to finishing.

Wait...Make the previous sentence's last part past tense.

Well at least the only person that matters likes the surprise forced change. Then again I wasn't the only one that changed seeing as Zil underwent his own transformation along with the unusual colors he was sporting.

Very few things changed though; first one to catch my attention was his amber were slightly glowing a dark crimson red as if someone flicked a switch from behind them; they would flick back and forth between amber though as if clashing to be the dominant color. Since his eyes didn't change colors like this before I assume that this will only happen when he is fucking or in a battle.

The next was that his buck tooth fangs were just a little longer than a normal Raticate; so little of a difference in fact that it was hardly even noticeable to a person that has read up on everything he can on the species many times over just in case and because gets really bored sometimes.

The next one was the fact Zil had sharp claws nearly about half an inch long on just his front paws. Normal Raticate don't have claws they have nails; these 'nails' looked like they could easily rip into something like a knife yet strangely even though Zil was gripping my leg in a very strong grip the claws didn't once poke through my skin, I was momentarily very curious how Zil accomplished this feat when he was seemingly so deep in the Unbridling but then I realized I didn't care to not look a gift horse in the mouth. But I did briefly wonder why I didn't notice these changes before.

Wow I must have been a whole other level of fucked up if I didn't notice the last one!

I should have started screaming while trying to get away kicking and screaming in fear like any sane person would have in my shoes.

The only effect the changes had on me was increase Zil's sex appeal. Which was probably why I was smirking as I moved my face forward a bit meanwhile forcing his face closer in order to instigate a messy make-out session, complete with nibs and nibbles to each other's lips Though a little awkward at first because the differently shaped mouths and teeth that didn't seem to matter much because the kiss was still powerful enough to send molten lava straight to both our loins. The kiss lasted until we were forced to separate once we discovered that we still needed oxygen to live. Once we did my brain was so stunned by the intensity of the kiss that I forgotten what I planned to say afterward.

Oh wait just remembered:

"Hurry up and finish breeding me so I can have my turn at that ass and mouth of yours" Zillian was more than happy to comply.

Meanwhile the house was still looking at us mockingly at us with a sneer and just joining in its voyeurism was a group of phantoms that I sensed were ghost of the ones that were dead. All were looking at us in a mixture of pity, distain, and disgust with other mixtures of emotion that I couldn't read.

In response I just smirked and flipped them all off. That out of the way I blocked out the presences completely so I could concentrate on becoming a more active participant in putting another one of Zil's loads inside of me.