Putting the Past to Rest

Story by Remembrance on SoFurry

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Ok this is the first story that I've ever completed and posted on yiffstar. I would like to take this chance to warn you in advance that there may be some typo's/errors so please bare with me. Friendly criticism is appreciated. If you are under the age of 18 then remember,it's not illegal until you get caught, and if you do then it's your problem. Now Let's get on with the show!!

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Here I am, in the office again about to get scolded and have yet another week of in-school detention. My school isn't very big on suspensions because that only seems to help the student rather than punish them. If a student doesn't want to be in school in the first place then why would you give him day's out of school as a punishment? but anyway I digress. My name is Matt Redwolf which is kinda ironic because I was born with white fur instead of red.My paws are gloved in grey fur, and the tips of my tail and ears are grey also. Most people say that I look more like a fox than a wolf. I am 16 years old and I am a Junior in high school, I stand at about 5 fot 10 and weigh about 160lb's. The reason I'm in this predicament in the first place is because I got into yet another confrontation in this hell hole of a school for the same damn reason, Somefur called my mom some doragotory term . Now usually people would just shrug and keep going but since my mom has been dead for almost a year now and my dad just up and left when I was a pup, the comment hurt more to me than the average fur.

Anyway back to the story, I guess it was my turn to tell 'my side' of the story because the principal sent her assistant to the lobby to tell me it was alright to come to the back. As I stood and slowly began following the assistant principal, I saw the little rabbit that apparently must have exagerated the tale like all the the others did. I just glared at him and he put on a phony whimper as he was 'escorted' by a security guard out of the building. As we slowly reached the principal's office, I could barely over hear her conversation on the phone with the 'victims' mom.

"Yes, yes I know Mrs.Whitetail........Yes we are fully aware tha......Ok I understand " 'click' it seemed as though the phone called ended as soon as we entered the room. The principal, Mrs. Campbell, was sitting in her chair back facing torward us as she was shaking her head, hand still on the receiver. The assistant principal, Mrs. Ray, ended the awkward silence in the room first, she cleared her throat and said:

" Mrs. Campbell....Mr.Redwolf is here to speak with you".

Mrs.Campbell slowly turned around and met me with a glaze that I was all to familiar with. It was filled with anger and pity. I just rolled my eyes and took a seat, awaiting the verbal abuse I was destined to recieve.

"Mr.Redwolf" she said calmly. I can't even lie, her tone shocked the hell out of me. The last several times I was called to the office for this reason I was just scolded and kicked out with my detention slip in-hand. But this time her voice seemed more sincere than usual but her eyes betrayed her voice.

"This is the 8th time this has happened this year and I have no idea what to do with you. Do you honestly believe that you can just walk around bullying all of our other students just because you feel down about yourself? I had to beg Mr.WhiteTail's mother not to press charges against you because of your current 'situation', give me one good reason why I shouldn't suspend your ass right now!" she said, her voice finally beginning to raise. It took me a second of collecting my thoughts before I finally replied:

" To answer your first question" I began, " No I do not feel as though I can just walk through the school and bully all the students I want, I believe that these little bastards should keep their mouths shut because apparently they are dumb as fuck for not realizing that this is gong to happen if they fuck with me." Mrs.Campbell opened her mouth as if to say something but I quickly cut her off. " And as for your second statement, I didn't ask you for any special treatment, I didn't ask for any fucking charity! I..." she cut me off :

"Look Mr.Redwolf I know that today has been a rough day for you, but that doesn't mean that you can come in here and disrespect me like this!! You should be happy that someone is Trying to help you. I just saved your ass from getting sued and you should be Damn Grateful for it and....and where the hell do you think you're going?" she said as I got up and headed torwards the door. Without a word I just looked back to see her red eyes, full of rage and hate. I just turned back around and left the room leaving her angry in her room. About half way down the hall I heard her screaming my name but I just shrugged and kept walking not really paying attention to the world around me, I just kept walking and walking and walking until I reached my destination...Mr.MoonPaw' room the Algebra 2 teacher.

I already knew that the principal was going to give me detention with Mr.MoonPaw. She felt we had a connection and quite francally she was right. Mr.MoonPaw was the only person I actually got along with in this school. I took a deep breath before opening the door and stepping inside, I was greeted by Mr.MoonPaw writing tomorrow's objective on the board.

" Umm hey Mr.MoonPaw" I said as I sat on top of the desk closest to the door.

"Hey Matt" he said as he glanced over to me and gave me an acknowleding smile. For some reason no matter how bad I felt, Mr.MoonPaw always cheered me up. " Matt we've been over this a hundred times, after work hours just call me Daniel or Danny, sheesh I'm only 4 years older than you" he said rolling eyes and returning his focus to the chalk board. Daniel MoonPaw was a 20 year old fox. He stood at about 6'1 and weighed around 180lb's. He came from a family of arctic foxes but for some reason he came out with a black coat of fur, the only white on him that you could see was from the tip of his muzzle down.....well I don't know exactly where it ended because his clothes hid the rest of his fur from sight. To tell you the truth, he looked more like a wolf than a fox. Apparantly being Albino could go both ways.

" Ok, Danny" I said putting emphasis on the D. " You probably already know why I'm here and I just want you to know that I didn't actually hit the kid this time, I just grabbed the scruff."

" Well Matt" he began " I don't really see-" he was cut off by a knock at his class room door. He quickly made his way across the room and opened the door to find Mrs.Campbell standing there. " Hold on Matt, this'll only be a minute" he assured me as he stepped out of the room, closing the door behind him.

"And now I'm alone" I said as my eyes shifted around the room. There were four rows of desks with five seats in each row. In the upper left hand corner of the room, by the chalkboard was the teacher's desk. It was covered with papers which I assumed to be the tests that the classes took today. Since I don't have any parents or a job for that matter, I often wake up late and always be late to school. Whenever I miss Danny's class I usually come after school to make up the work I missed. I really couldn't give a flying fuck whether or not I missed everyone else's class, I just really liked math and for some reason I really liked Danny. Maybe the reason I liked him is because he treated me like a friend instead of somefur he was babysitting. He always told me the truth about what was happening and he made me feel like I was a normal furson. I can safely say that the only reason I came to school was to see him. I remember back when we had first met It was a year ago, about 2 months after my mom died. The first thing he said to the class was " I don't want to be here and I'm sure that you don't want to be here either, so here's the deal. You can leave if you want since it is the last period of the day and the only homework you have is to work on the homework for the rest of your classes." The class just stared at him. Most stared in disbelief while others were just shocked, then somefur broke the silence with a loud "WooHoo!!" the entire class cheered and the class was emptied within 30 seconds, everyone was gone except for 2 furs, Mr.MoonPaw and myself. He sighed and sat down as he looked over what was left of the class. Desks were pushed off to the sides askew from where they originally were, papers were on the floor....well all over the floor and lastly, there was me.

He looked at me rather curiously before he said " Why exactly are you still here? The class has been dismissed".

I didn't reply immediately I took a second to think before responding...." School is really all I have left, it keeps my mind off of the harsh reality of the outside world, and math happens to be my favorite subject." I looked at the clock " Besides....school doesn't officially end for another hour and a half so if you don't mind, I would like to learn."

A smile slowly krept across his muzzle as he said " Alright then...let's begin"

I was awakened from my day dream by Danny opening the door. He just walked back in, picked up his chalk, and continued writing tommorow's

objective on the board.

"Danny?" I began. " What did she say?"

"Not much....she just said that you are to serve detention with me for a few days" he looked back at me smiling.

"Well then Mr.MoonPaw" I said sarcastically " what do you need me to do today?"

"Hmmm" he said putting a digit to his muzzle pretending to think. " How about you grade those papers for me?" he said as he motioned a paw towards the stack of papers on his desk.

"Hmmm" I said sarcastically " I won't be able to take the test if I see the answer the document will I?"

"Good Point.....ok then I order you to take the test" he said smiling at me. It's wierd he's like my best friend...of course he's my only friend but still everything seems right when I'm around him. He just has some kind of positivity about him that always makes me happy.

"ok then your majesty, if thou wisheth me to taketh thine test then I shall taketh it" I said giving my mentor a slight curtsey which only enticed a hearty laugh out of him.' He looks so innocent when he laughs' I thought. I turned around again and faced his desk, surveying it for the test, after a few long moments I finally found what I was looking for.

"Multiplying and Dividing Trinomials" I said aloud.

"Is it to hard for you?" he said giving me a suspicious look

"Nah, I'll be finished in about....." I trailed off as I quickly counted the pages. There were 8 pages, printed on front and back. " Give me 20 minutes" I said giving Danny a sly grin.

*cough cough* "20 miutes?!?" he said " It took my honors class an hour and a half to finish that test!"

"Well it'll take me twenty minutes" I said as I sat down in a front row desk, fishing a pencil out of my pocket.

" We'll see Matt" he said setting the timer on his desk to 20 minutes " We'll see."

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15 minutes had passed and I was already done with my test. Trinomials were easy, it was like common sense to me. Danny was sitting at his desk reading something so I just decided to look out of the window until my last five minutes were up.

Dark clouds were settling in on the sky. It had to be around 5 o'clock p.m but I really didn't care. It's not like I had to be home soon anyway. The sunny spring day that graced me with it's warmth this morning had gone and it was about to storm. Suddenly a loud ringing noise broke my train of thought.

"Alright Matt" Danny said as he turned his timer off. "Your 20 minutes are up let's see what you did" he said as he slowly walked over torwards me.

I just looked at him and nodded quickly turning my head back to stare back out of the window. I hate it when it rains. For the last few weeks I have been living in a little shed in the nearby cemetery, I've been living there ever since my house got foreclosed because I couldn't pay the bills after my mother had died. Oh how I missed her, she always had some words of wisdom when I felt down. She was always there to comfort me when I needed it. She was the perfect mother, I used to be happy back then but one day she never came home from work. I received notice from the police that she had been in a car accident and died in the hospital shortly after. That is when my world came crashing down. My entire domineer changed. I went from a smart little pup to what I was seen as today. School was the only thing that I had left to keep me from going over the edge. I could care less about the students, I was just here because of Mr.MoonPaw. He treats me like an equal and a friend. Even though he's my teacher, we have a relationship stronger than the Average student and teacer relationship. I could safely say that if it weren't for Mr.MoonPaw I would probably be buried out in that cemetery from commiting suicide. My thoughts were ended short when I heard Mr.MoonPaw laughing from his desk.

I looked over at him and he was just laughing, staring at my test and laughing. Then suddenly he said " They are all correct! You've been missing most of my classes and you just Aced an hour and 30 minute long test in 20 minutes!" He said as he looked up at me giving me the widest smile he had ever given me. His smile made me blush. He seemed to good to be true. He had the perfect smile that made me feel like I belonged somewhere, no matter how bad I felt that smile always seemed to cheer me up.

"You should be put up to one of my advance placement or classes or better, I should ask for you to be my personal assistant! You could help me tutor some of these kids because with scores like these" he said slappng my test " I'm sure that you could even be smarter than me. I have to say Mr.RedWolf I am starting to like you more and more everyday." I could see his tail from under the desk, it was rapidly swaying back and forth so apparantly he was happy.

That last comment made me blush a little. Although I couldn't feel it I knew it was there because I could feel the blood rushing to my cheeks ' did he just say he liked me?' I thought. I knew that he was serious because he only called me by my last name when he was serious, which was rarely. Suddenly the cheer and joy in the room was cut short by a thunderous 'BOOM' that came from the storm that had finally started outside.

"Well that's a real mood killer" He started " Well it's almost 7 o'clock I guess you served your detention for today." He said, smiling his signature heart warming smile at me." Do you need a ride home?" he asked, his smile never fading from his face.

"Sure" I said without hesitation. Danny always took me home after I had served a detention with him, it was kinda like our ritual. I never actually let him take me all the way to my house though. I always had him drop me off about a block away from the cemetery because really, I was ashamed of were I lived now. I had no electricity, no gas, heat etc. I had to bathe in the river that went around the cemetery which was another reason why I was always late to school. I had to make sure noone saw me there because that lake was owned by the town and I'm pretty sure that that could go under defacing of public property.

"Alright then, let's head out" Danny said as he stood up and took the trench coat off of the back of his chair. I slowly got up and stretched taking a last glance at the room as I casually made my way to the door. "After you." I said as I motioned for my mentor to lead the way. "Aww you're such a gentlefur" he said as he walked past me, stopping to give me a wink along the way. That really set me off. I know I was blushing a full crimson now and I knew he could tell because he started laughing and kept walking. 'Damn Fox' I thought as I followed closely behind him.

We made our way out to his car. It was barely drizzling but from the darkness of the clouds, I could tell that there was going to be a storm. Danny put his key into the door to the driver side and unlocked it. Quickly opening it and unlocking the passenger door for me to get in. It wasn't the best car but Danny said as long as it got him from point A to point B it worked for him. He looked over at me as I was closing the door, he had his head tilted in curiosity.

"What's wrong?" I asked as I closed the door.

"Where's your coat?"

"I umm....I didn't watch the news today so I didn't know it was going to storm." I said.Yeah I know it was a full fledged lie but I couldn't tell him that I lived in the cemetery. I didn't know what exactly would hapen if he found out but I had an idea. I thought he would just stop dealing with me. I've been lying to him for so long. Sure he know's my mother is dead but I never told him that my house got foreclosed.

" Oh...ok" he said as he started the car. "Well buckle up" he said as he put the car in reverse. backing up a little and turning the car. Then he put the car in drive and proceeded to driving out of the parking lot.

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By the time we arrived at the usual spot where he dropped me off it was hailing. The hail that was falling was as big as gum balls. They weren't hitting hard enough to dent a car or crack a windshield but they were hitting hard enough to really hurt somefur who was at the wrong place at the wrong time.

The car sloly came to a stop and we just sat there a block away from the cemetery. It seemed as though I had 2 choices. (A) to tell him the truth about where I lived or (B) get out and hope for the best.....I chose A.

"Umm Danny" I said. the nervousness could clearly be heard in my voice.

"Yeah what is it?" he said shifting so he could look at me.

"This isn't exactly where I.....live" I said. Lookin down at my lap trying to avoid looking at him. Suddenly I felt a strong paw gripping the bottom of my muzzle, pulling my face up to look him squarely eyes. I think this was the first time That I ever noticed his eyes. They were a beautiful emerald color. They were shining in the semi-darkness that we sat in that made them even more beautiful. My thoughts were once again brought to a screeching halt when I heard his voice:

"Sooo.....where exactly do you live?" he said, not taking his gaze away from me.

"ce..ceme....I live in the cemetery" I said. Closing my eyes tightly. I didn't really want to see the look of disgust that I had planned being on his face. I thought that he would kick me out of his car for lieing to him for so long but instead he just sighed and said:

" The cemetary? I didn't know they had houses out there."

With my eyes still closed I just replied " They don't......I've been living in a shed there ever since my house got foreclosed because I couldn't pay the bills alone."

"Why didn't you ever tell me? I would have let you stay at my house for as long as you needed. Do you not trust me or something?" He said still maintaining a soft tone.

This took me by surprise, I had been lieing to him for the past few weeks and he didn't even get mad. I really misjudged him. " No danny, of course I trust you....I was just ashamed....and-and-and..." Even though my eyes were closed I could feel tears forming in my eyes my breath was getting shorter and ragged as I tried my hardest to keep the tears in. I forced my lungs to expand to maximum capacity and slowly exhaled. Then I felt a paw on my shoulder and I heard a soft voice saying "Just let it out" That brought all my emotions back ten times harder but again I managed to restrain from crying.

"Look Matt....you can stay with me. I have more than enough room and I'm sure that you could wear some of my clothes. I can help if you just trust me."

I slowly opened my eyes. His glare had changed to his heart warming smile that always cheered me up. " Thank you Mr.MoonPaw" I said very softly.

"You're welcome Mr.RedWolf" he said turning his head to face the road again. He turned the key in the ignition to start the car and we slowly headed torwards his house.

The entire car ride was quiet. I kept my head staring out of the window as hail and rain were pummling it, making the outside world impossible to see. Danny broke the silence with a question that I really wasn't expecting.

" Why did you hold back your tears?" he asked, his face still torward the road.

I had to think about this for a few moments. "I've been doing it for so long......I guess it's just second nature to me now." I said

"Well....one way to fix a broken heart is to just let past go."

"I don't think I can do that....at least not by myself" I said now shifting my body so I could look at the fox

"Don't worry I can help you....but it won't be easy......just remember to trust me."

The rest of the car ride went by in silence neith of us said a word and all that could be heard was the hail pummeling the exterior of the car.

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We finally arrived at Danny' house. It wasn't big, yet it wasn't small either.It was the perfect sized home. we pulled up into the driveway and danny told me to wait inside of the car while he unlocked the door since he did have a jacket. So I sat there and waited, thinking and waiting, the first thought that popped into my head is 'why is he being so nice to me?' then it seemed that my thoughts took an entire direction of their own. 'Look at him he's beautiful, why isn't he married?or at least have a girlfriend?' 'Did I just call him beautiful?' 'Oh my god am I gay?' My eyes widened at the thought. I never really thought about anyfur in a sexual way. I never felt attracted to anyfur for that matter. I made up a name for myself. I called myself a 'cero-sexual' which basically meant that I wasn't attracted to anyone and I had planned on being alone the rest of my life. But with Mr.MoonPaw err...I mean Danny, I feel so safe and loved....it feels as though we are more than friends...or at least it does to me. Is the feeling only felt by me or is it consensual? Does he feel the same way about me as I do for him? These thoughts were cut short again as I saw him motion from a window in the house for me to come in. I slowly got out of the car still lost in thought as I slowly made my way to the house door. I quickened my pace as a Ice Block smashing in front of me reminded me of the circumstances.

As I got into house, I wiped my footpaws on the mat near the door and ventured onward, exploring the room I had just stepped into. It was warm, beautifully decorated with oak floors and beige colored walls. The furniture matched the color scheme beautifully and there were pictures of various landscapes all across the wall that brought the entire room together. I just stood there in awe admiring the beauty of his living room when suddenly, a paw on my shoulder pulled me away from my trance.

"Hey Matt take a look at this" he said handing me a picture.

It was a picture of a beautiful female arctic fox. under the picture it said 'I love you mom'. I looked up from the picture just to see him smiling at me....but this smile was new, it was a nervous smile that I'd never actually seen him use before. I smiled back and handed back the picture. He took it from me and looked at it again.

"She's beautiful isn't she?" he asked in a hushed tone

"Yeah she is...what happened to her?" I asked. He never really talked about his mother and I was curious to know why.

He just looked up at me with a frown on his muzzle. " Nothing!" he said in a stern tone. " Did you expect she was dead or something?" he asked in the same tone.

Ok now this confuzed the hell out of me. I had never seen him get so upset over nothing. I tried to apologize " No I never said that, you never seemed to talk about her so I assumed some-.." I was cut off.

" You assumed wrong!" he said now raising his voice. " You never talk about your mom and I never assumed that she was dead....Oh wait she is DEAD!!" he said very loudly this time.

This took me way back. My heart started pounding faster and faster, my testostorome level started to rise, and my vision was becoming blurred with tears. I opened my mouth to ask why he would say something like that when he started again:

"Just because you're a fucking Bastard child doesn't mean that you should put everyone else in the same boat as your sorry ass!!" he said as his voice was still rizing.

That's it, I couldn't take it anymore. I wanted to fucking kill him then and there, I fought to hold back my tears as hard as I could as I turned and headed torwards the door. when suddenly I heard " Yeah that's right, run away from me like you run away from the rest of your problems!" I didn't know where I was going to go but it had to be far away from here, the place where my one and only friend betrayed me. Then suddenly as I was reaching to turn the doorknob to be re-embraced by the cold outside world, I felt a paw touch my shoulder. I immediately made a fist and with all my strength I turned using the momentum from the turn itself to intensify my punch as it landed right on the right side of his muzzle. He didn't even flinch or wince, he just stood there, blood seeping from his muzzle, he just stood there for a moment looking me right in my eyes before he made the most boldest move of his life. He closed his eyes and leaned, before I even realized it that son of a bitch kissed me. KISSED ME!! At this moment I didn't know what to do, I was to shocked to fight back but at the same time to infuriated to get into it the tears came out of my eyes like a river I couldn't hold it in any longer. He retracted from the kiss and pulled me into a tight embrace and whispered in my ear:

"Shhh....Shhhh...I know...i'm sorry but it was the only way." I let all of my emotions run out over his shoulder fur. I hadn't cried in so long it seemed like all of my problems just melted away in the fox that held me. The entire house was silent and all you could hear was my loud sobbing and short intakes of air as the sobbing kept going. Somewhere in the process of me crying, Danny had lead us torward the couch and laid us both down, side by side, with my head now in his chest. One of his ams was around my waist and and the other was slowly stroking my back fur. He was still whispering into my ear " Shhh....Shhhh....Just let it all out" My crying seemed like it went on forever I don't remember ever falling asleep in Danny's arms but it was a much needed rest. I exhausted myself just letting go of my past into someone who was there for me in my time of need. I'm glad he was there. I would have probably been dead without him.

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I awoke a few hours later with a throbbing headache. I was quite sure my eyes were bloodshot red and on top of that, my big strong pillow was soggy with my tears. I tried to get up just find out that I couldn't due to his strong grip around my waist. I did however, manage to move my head enough to see where I had punched him. The area was slightly bruised and had dried up blood on it. I fekt ashamed at what I had done, and knew I had to make it up to him somehow. Apparently my body already knew how because as I was lost in thought, my tongue had already started lapping at the wound, coating it with saliva which in turn, awoke my pillow.

Danny just looked down at me and smiled his heart warming smile instantly making me blush. He looked down at his chest to see that the area that I had my head on was completely matted down, it kind of looked like leather now. He just smiled at me. I could tell that he was content with just having me there and I was content with just being there. He asked me how I felt and said " it feels like I have a hang over" we both just laughed. Lying there in the living room together on the couch. My mind went back to the events that tooke place a few hours before. I couldn't really remember what he said that made me hit him but I did remember the kiss. I just kept replaying that scene over and over again in my mind. Him closing his eyes and kissing me, and me being the wolf that I am, just standing there dumbstruck. This was my chance to know whether or not the kiss actually meant something to him or was he just helping me out. I didn't really know how to ask. I had to think long and hard on this one but out of nowhere he said:

"I meant it you know" I could feel his heartbeat start to beat faster.

Again dumbstruck I just layed there trying to figure out just what he meant. Apparently I must have been thinking out loud because he heard me say "Meant what?"

"The kiss my silly wolfie" he said, now nuzzling at the top of my head.

This was an awkward moment. He had basically just told me that he liked me and I couldn't say a word. "I was happy that he felt this way torwards me but I didn't know what would happen if I told him that I liked him to" Without even realizing it, I must have had said that last part aloud because he said:

"well it depends" he paused for a second..." what do you want to happen?" he asked still looking down upon me smiling.

I could feel another blush coming to my face as I fell silent again. My mind was racing 'what should I say?' 'should I ask him to mate me?' 'wait.... am I a top or a bottom?' That last question really made me blush. I had never given my sexuality a thought so I never gave this a thought either. I was so lost in thought that I didn't notice Danny lying me down on my back as he quietly slid off of the couch. I didn't even know he moved until I found him lying on top of me with the tip of his nose pressed against mine. He ended the brief silence when he whispered, " Maybe this will help you decide." He leant down a little more and pressed our muzzles together. I wasn't expecting this but I sure as hell wasn't fighting it either. This time around was much more enjoyable when suddenly I felt something pressing against my muzzle. At this point I already knew what it was and I just opened my muzzle to the envading tongue. It felt wierd having my teacher's tongue in my muzzle, lapping at everything as if it were exploring the inner confines of it. Before I knew it my tongue was inside of his muzzle lapping at the inside of his cheeks savouring the sweet taste of his saliva and frequently intertwining with his. This was only the second kiss I ever had in my life and it was much more enjoyable than the first. Time seemed to stand still and I lost all conciousness of my surroundings except from the gorgeous fur on top of me claiming my muzzle for his. I slowly wrapped my arms around the back of his neck as I slowly tilted my head to deepen the kiss, enticing only moans of approval from the fox I was falling in love with. It seemed as though we were kissing for hours when suddenly I felt him part from the kiss (Much to my dismay) and look down between us. I followed his gaze down to where I saw my throbbing erection pressing into his stomach fur through the pants that I was wearing.

"I....i'm sorry I didn't mean to-.." I was cut off

"What are you apologizing for?" he asked giving me a sly grin. " This means I'm doing my job right" he said giving me another kiss and sliding off of me.

I didn't exactly know what I was apologizing for, it was just the first thing that came out. My thoughts were cut short as I looked over at Mr.MoonPaw as he was slowly Pulling down his pants and boxers with his gaze still on me. 'oh my god...he...he's beautiful!' I thought as I slowly looked over his body. He was built, but not overly built like those professional weight lifters but he definately lifted weights in his freetime. He had a defined chest, you could clearly see his abs and his legs were well toned. I could finally see where the white fur ended on his body. It went all the way from the tip of his muzzle to the insides of his thighs. That is when my eyes fell across their true prize his sheath. His sheath was huge, well it was compared to mine. His member hadn't started slipping free yet and his testicles were as big as golf balls. That beautiful sack of his was covered with white fur and just hung there mockingly. I was to entranced by his adonis like body to notice him walking over torwards me until he put his paw on my chest which regretfully awoke me from my trance.

"These are going to have to come off" he said looking me up and down smiling.

"O...ok" I said as I nervously started pulling my shirt over my head. He already had pulled my pants and underwear off by the time I pulled my shirt off.

"I finally get to see my prize." He said staring at the lower portion of my body still smiling. "And I have to say I like it!" my entire 7 inches was standing up proudly pointing straight up from my body. I was speechless, I could tell my cheeks were crimson red because they felt like they were on fire. I had to think of something to say quickly before I died of embarassment.

"um.....D-d-danny" I said as nonchalantly as I could, which I still sounded like a trembling little pup.

"Yes?" he said as he quickly glanced at my face before putting his attention back on my throbbing member.

"You never gave me a tour of your house." I said, my voice still trembling. I was very nervous about having sex with a guy because I never had sex with a female before either. And by his actions tonight I could tell that those secret laws about foxes being submissive and them loving to take cock was some straight bull shit. And if he was as dominant as I believed he was, and if his member was as big as I thought it was, then this little exhibition we were gonna have tonight was going to be painful.

"Oh I believe you are right." he said now turning around, giving me a nice view of his bushy tail that was covering all of the glory parts of his ass. The only thing that I could really see was his left cheek covered in black fur that seemed to shine in the moonlit darkness we were in. And yet again my thoughts were cut loose when he said "Come, we'll start with the bedroom." He turned around a picked me up off of the couch with relative ease as he carried me to his bedroom. He turned the first corner and we entered a long hallway with a few pictures on the wall that I couldn't make out because it was dark. I could tell that there were 4 doors on the right of the hall and 2 doors on the left. There was one room at the end of the hall with light slipping from under the crack.

"The room on the end is my room" he said as we slowly got closer and closer to our destination.

A few moments later we finally reached his room and he slowly pushed the door open giving me my first look at his bedroom. It was the average adults bedroom with a queen sized bed, a few night stands, a laptop sitting on a desk in the corner and a television sitting inside of an entertainment center on the wall adjacent from the bed.

"Is this your first time?" he asked as he slowly put me down on the middle of his bed.

"Umm....y-yeah" I said slowly. I was obviously embarassed with my teacher/bestfriend knowing that I was a virgin.

"Phew" he said wiping his left paw across his forehead. I just looked up at him with a quizzical look. " This is my first time to" he said now smiling.

"Really?" I asked. I already knew the answer but it just blurted out. Funny, my body has been betraying me a lot today.

"Yeah, this should be alot less awkward now that we know we are both virgins." he said taking another look at my crotch.

"Aww, my prize went away." he said giving a child like pout. " Oh well, we'll just have to mess around till it comes back" he was now smiling again.

slowly he turned me on my back and kissed me. First on the muzzle and started going lower and lower to he finally reached his goal. his cold wet nose was nuzzling at my sheath which enticed a few involuntary moans of pleasure out of me. He must have taken this as an invite because he began licking my sheath trying to coax my member out of hiding. It felt so...new having something touching my sheath instead of my paw and it felt soo good at the same time. Just his tongue touching it sent electrifying jolts up my spine which only grew in intensity as I felt him playfully squeeze my sac. Little by little my sheath began to swell as the tip of my member finally appeared to the outside world, It was immediately grabbed by Danny as he gave it a few licks and rubs as he tried to coax the rest out. it didn't take long before my entire 7 inches was out again and he was just sitting in between my legs smiling. He took a deep breath, inhaling my musk and getting himself prepared as he slowly began engulfing my pink member. His maw was so warm around my member. It felt a hell of a lot better than pawing off and I had to restrain myself from thrusting up and face fucking him.

Slowly but surely danny inched lower and lower until his nose was nuzzled into pubic fur, inhaling it's musky scent and licking my cock that was stuffed into his mouth. Slowly he began coming up and quickly went back down getting a loud "Oh Gods" out me which he only chuckled. The vibrations of his chuckle gave my cock a new sensation, it was electrifying and it felt like I was gonna then and there but I fought to keep it in. After bobbing his head a few times danny had nice slow rhythm going. Pre was dripping from my member like a broken faucet which he lapped up, marveling at semi-sweet/bitter taste it had. He began bobbing faster and playing with my sack at the same time getting even more moans out of me. I couldn't hold it any longer,I grabbed his ears with my paws and slowly started lifting my hips in time with his head sending my cock deeper into his throat getting a few small gags that only vibrated on my cock sending me to an ecstasy filled world.

I was panting, moaning, drooling, and sometime during this whole ordeal my tongue had slipped out of my muzzle. My eyes were closed tight and slowly I began picking up my pace in time with his head movement. The whole world seemed to have just slipped away and all that was there was me and his muzzle. slowly he let his paw move away from my member as I continued to thrust up into his maw. His other paw continued to play with my furry orbs as he slowly began to stroke his member. I was in my own little world now. I began humping up faster and faster, trying to get off as quickly as I could even though I wanted to savor the moment. A few moments passed until I felt a something pressing against my tail hole, I tensed up a little bit then I loosened up remembering who I was with. Apparently he used his pre as lubrication because it just slipped in rather easily. It felt kind of wierd having something inside of my tail hole but I relinquished the thought as I sped up my pace of humping in his maw.

My eyes opened wide as I felt another digit getting pressed into my tail hole. It sort of hurted but not enough to make me cry or anything, I just winced and kept humping up into the accepting maw. Suddenly he pulled up, a long string of pre and saliva connecting his muzzle with my throbbing member. I didn't know why he pulled up but what I did know is that I wanted him to go back down, and I'm sure he could see that in my eyes. Then I heared a few whimpers, I looked at him very quizzical now but he just stood there on his knees looking at me smiling so I put 2 and 2 together and realized that I was the one whimpering.

"It's ok wolfie, we'll get you off later." he said giving me a wink.

I had no idea what he was about to do so I just gave him an approving nod.

"Ok now get on your paws and knees." he said in a commanding voice.

I quickly did as I was told, forgetting the thoughts of pain that I was having earlier. I didn't get a chance tolook at his member before I got in this position but I didn't want to look back and spoil the surprise. Suddenly, the lights went out and I heard a voice coming from the darkness

"sorry but it's a full moon tonight.....It would be alot more romantic if the moonlight lit the room"

Again I gave an understanding nod and slowly lifted my tail to allow him better access. I was quickly coming down from my state of euphoria when suddenly I felt the bed start to shift, signaling that he was approching. Suddenly, a paw touched my hip causing me to jump a little from the long awaited moment. My thoughts of pain slowly krept back up into my mind as I started shaking under his paw.Then I heard a low voice in my ear saying:

"Shhh...I know this is going to hurt a little but because this is both of our first time I don't know to what extent, if it hurts tell me stop and I will, I don't want you to be uncomfortable."

I really needed to hear him say that because his voice got me all riled up again. I quickly replied with a hasty "Ok" and grasped the sheets, awaiting his long awaited entry.

A few moments later I felt something pressing against my tailhole. It felt a lot bigger than a finger and I suddenly tensed up at the touch.

"Just calm down, I'll try to make this as painless as possible"

Again I did as I was told, calming down as much as I could to allow my newly found lover access. First, the tip was in, it didn't hurt at all but it did feel kind of awkward. Next, he slowly pushed an inch in. This didn't hurt that much either because of the slight stretching I got from his fingers. After that, another inch was pushed. This one hurted like hell, a smell yelp escaped from my muzzle and a growl was beginning to form in my throat. It felt like my tailhole was on fire as he pressed in yet another inch and then another. He started to scritch my back fur as he tried to soothe me, which helped to an extent but I just wated him to push in all the way and hilt me.

"Are you ok?" he asked in between pants. Obviously he was having much more fun than I was.

"Do you want me to stop?" he asked, this time sounding more caring than before.

" N-no don't stop" I said. I was barely able to speak, the pain inmy back side was becoming unbearable, but I wanted to repay him for punching him earlier.

"Keep going i'm fine" squeezing his member with the muscles in my tailhole,this made it hurt a lot more.

"Okay just tell me when to stop, we are almost half way through" he said, still scritching my back fur.

After he said this he pulled out until only the tip was left, then he pushed back in slightly faster and harder than the first time, getting 6 inches in this time. The pain was slowly subsiding and being replaced by pleasure. He stayed there for a few moments to let me get used to the feeling before pulling out once more and completely ramming his entire length into me. The pain was completely gone and the feeling of something pointy jabbing my prostate made me howl in pleasure. It sent waves of lust and ecstasy throughout my entire body causing my now seemingly forgotten member to shoot pre righ on the bed set.

He was now hilted inside of me. All of him was now completely inside of me besides his knot. He stayed there, hilted inside of me for a few more moments before saying:

"The hard parts over, *pant pant* This is where the fun begins." he slowly took one hand off of my waist and wrapped it around my body to get a firm grasp on my cock.

After a few more seconds he pulled out until only his tip was left inside my burning tailhole, he thrust back inside hilting me,and again hitting my prostate coaxing another loud howl from me. He pulled out again and pushed back in getting a steady rhythm going before he started working my cock in time with his thrusts. As he sped up his pace the world around me just disappeared. I no longer felt the pain I felt before, or any pain for that matter. I no longer felt the bed under me. All's I felt was my prostate being jabbed and tickled by 9 inches of vulpine meat, my own member being pleasure by my newly found love and his soft belly and chest fur on my back. I was in heaven, every part of my body was tingling and waves of electricity was being sent throughout my body with each thrust that was drawing me clocer and closer to my highly anticipated climax. My eyesight was getting hazy and my vision was reduced to nothing but watching the headrest of the bed getting closer the going further away,getting closer then going further away.

I tried my hardest to push back in time with Mr.MoonPaw's thrusts but I kept losing the rhythm due to the entensity of the pleasure I was getting. After what seemed like ages, I felt a burning in loins and sac that was unmistakable. I was going to cum and it was going to be soon. I tried to warn him about what was wabout to happen but all that escaped my muzzle was loud moans and barks and the occasional howls. Finally, my climax hit, with a loud howl I sprayed all of the cum that built up in my young balls all over the sheets.Wave after wave of my salty lupine cum went spraying across the sheets and onto Mr.MoonPaw's paw. After a few minutes of cumming my climax finally subsided causing my arms to give out. Now I just lay there, arms spread far apart, chin on the bed with my rump high in there waiting to be filled by my newly found lover.

"Seems as though *pant* *pant* someone's done, don't worry *pant* I'll be joining you soon."

I opened my mouth to say something but the only thing that escaped my muzzle was "Nmph" and a low growl as my prostate was hit again.

He let go of my now limp member and raised his paw to hismuzzle to get a taste his prize. The only thing I heard from him was "Mmmm" and he sped up his pace to try and rech his climax. He was pounding me now, everytime he hilted me our sacs just slapped together and throughout the house, you could hear loud claps from his pelvis hitting my tingling cheeks over and over again, each time making me moan and howl with pleasure. Each time he slammed his member into me I could feel his tennis ball sized knot ramming into my tailhole begging to be allowed entry. After a few more minutes of this I just I mustered up what little sanity I had and said:

"T-t-tie me p-p-please!!"

"Are you sure, you're ready for that?" he asked.You could hear the lust and caringness in his voice.There was no doubt that he wanted to, he just cared about me to much to hurt me.

"Yes Please I really want you to" I said in between howls from him constantly jabbing my prostate.

He didn't give me an answer. He simply took both hands from my hips and wrapped them around me as he began jackhammering my insides trying to force his know inside of me. It kept smashing and smashing into my tailhole until it finally gave way and let it inside with a loud *POP* and a howl of pain mixed with pleasure from me. His knot stretched meto my limit and the intial burning feeling came back for alittle while before being completely drowned out with pleasure.

Even though his knot had tied us together,he continued to thrust, still trying to get over. I couldn't really do anything to help, but then I got an idea. I sqeezed my anal muscles around his knot as tight as I could enticing a loud howl from him. Suddenly I felt a gush of warm liquid coating my bowels with thick warm vulpine spunk as some managed to seep past his knot. Wave after wave of his cum coated my bowels and tingling prostate. his climax only lasted for around 4 minutes but it seemed like it lasted for centuries. Being taken was one of the best experiences I have ever had. I didn't care about how taking someone felt, I just loved this feeling of having someone inside of me and Mr.MoonPaw was the perfect size.

After his climax had finally subsided, he turned us over on our sides and pulled the covers up over us. We were both out of breath and panting as we layed there in a bed coated with our joint climaxes, him still being tied to me and the swet on his belly and chest fur being intertwined with the swet in my back fur. The entire room was filled with the smell of musk and sex, and the moonlight that was shining right down upon us made us glow, the storm being long subsided. Sleep was slowly coming over me until I heard a faint voice:

"Matt? are you awake?" he said, almost whispering.

"Y-yeah i'm up.....what's on your mind?" I said, still panting.

" I wanted to apologize for the things I said earlier" I could tell he was getting nervous because his voice was beginning to get shaky.

"It's ok....to tell you the truth, I don't really remember what you said" I tried to reassure him but he just seemed to get more nervous.

"Well aside from that..." he started. "I know that I'm your teacher and that I am 4 years older that you but..."

I already knew where this was going but I didn't want to ruin the moment.

"But umm..... will you be...my...mate?" He was really nervous now. I could feel his heart beating faster and I feel his cock twitch deep within me.

I laughed a little on the inside. 'His cock is still engourged inside of me and he really needs to ask?' I guess my silence was giving him the wrong impression because I could hear a faint wimper coming from behind me.

"Hmmm" I said jokingly

"Sure but on one condition."

"Anything...what do you want?" he said. His voice now losing the nervousness as a hint of anxiousness took it's place.

" You have to promise that I get to stay on bottom" I said, chuckling a little at what I suspected his face to look like.

"Sure thing baby.." he said thrusting his pelvis a little, causing his cock to jab my prostate again and make me moan.

"I love you Daniel MoonPaw" I said, sleep again coming over me.

"I Love you to Matt Redwolf."

That was the last thing I heard him say before I drifted off to sleep, his member still inside of me, and me snuggled into his chest fur under the blankets. Our breathing was in sync and only one thing was in my mind. 'I wonder what tomorrow's detention will bring."

It's funny how the world works. I went to my teacher as a punishment, I went to his home as a friend, and I fell asleep in his arms as a mate.

~~~~~ End

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