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>Prelude<

Life can be a wonderful thing for most people where everything is given to them at birth or they obtain it throughout their life as they grow. However there are times when Life decides to be a bitch and say "You know what? I think I will make this person's life as miserable as possible, from the instant they are born all the way to their dying breath". I'm one of those people who Life decided to be a ass and mess with me. My name is Michael and I am 14 years old; I have a lean body with some muscle,I was born with hazel brown eyes with curly brown hair, and i'm single. Did I mention that i'm a Pokemon Trainer? Now time to tell a little a bit about myself. My life has truly been a disaster the moment I was born. I was born like any ordinary child in a hospital but that was the moment I was cursed to live out a miserable life, you see my parents didn't want me because apparently I was born with a rare and unknown heart disease that I miraculously acquired for some reason that even the doctors don't even know. Anyways after they discovered the disease and the unloving parents disappearance one of the nurses by the name of Angela Cantrell took the responsibility of being my adopted mother since I obviously didn't have any parents and Angela wasn't able to have children for some odd reason (you think by now they would have found out by now why she couldn't have kids when the technology is extremely advanced). She lived alone in a 2-bedroom house in Saffron City right next to the famous copycat girl.

She did her best to raise me as if I was actually her child and try to keep any information about me not being her biological son,hell! She would tape the person's mouth shut if they said one word about me being adopted, but you can't keep a secret for long. When I was 4 years old I was running around the house pretending to fly around the house as a Charizard and I was going up the stairs when I noticed that her door was slightly open which is very odd and unusual because she usually leaves the door closed and locked. Being as young as I was I and having curiosity that nearly killed me several times I couldn't resist but just creep towards the door like a Persian sneaks up on a unsuspecting prey, once I reached the door I paused in a position that was incredibly straining on my toes, I looked behind me to see if my mother was spying on me. Once I searched my surroundings I released myself from the painful position and proceeded to opening the door, and my god was it the most cleanest room I have ever seen, 5 feet away was a queen sized bed with a neatly folded polka dotted blanket placed at the foot of the bed, to my right was her drawer that holds all of her clothes and on top of it was picture of me as a baby being held by her while standing in front of the Celedon fountain. I looked to the left of the bed and I saw a bunch of papers spread out on the floor, being a polite and helpful child that I was I walked over to the mess and started to clean up by stacking the papers on top of each other. However the stack of paper fell on top of me and my right eye was nearly cut from the paper, luckily I shielded myself before it was able to cut me. Once I got the paper off of my head I started to sort through the documents until a certain document caught my eye, I picked it up and scanned it carefully, it was an adoption form. "Why in the world would she need a adoption form?" I said that loud enough that the whole room echoed with the same question. I continued to look over it until I stopped and froze in place with eyes wide, on top of the sheet of paper, these words were typed in bold letters " Adoption form for Michael". I couldn't believe it, I was adopted! But if I was adopted.... then that means my "mother" wasn't actually my mother but an adopted mother. Mouth opened a bit I let the paper fall from my hands I just let all strength that was going to my arms shutt off, in disbelief and shock of discovering that I was adopted I just sat there looking at the mess of papers. I stayed like that for a good five minutes until I was woken up from my paralysis of feelings, I looked up to see who had found me and long behold it was my "adopted mother".

" Michael...Michael are you alright?" She kept on asking me with the same question that it was getting rather annoying. "why" I said "why is there an adoption paper with my name on it!?" I yelled not knowing that this was when I started to change into someone different. Angela's head flew back several centimeters with a shocked expression on her face, she stayed like for a couple of seconds until her expression changed to a more serious and caring one. "I...I-I" she stuttered "I was going to tell you-" " no you weren't" I said cutting her off and effectively leaving a wide eyed expression on her , " if you were going to to tell me then why did you wait so long?" I asked with a serious tone, "why did you wait this long?". " You were and still are too young to understand even if I told you" she replied now regaining her composure; "but still why?" I asked with a pleading face. ".......ahhhhh I guess I should tell you then", and so she told me everything from beginning to end of what happened. After she finished telling me everything she said that she will always love me as her son for as long as she lived. When she said that I just simply got up and went to my bedroom door and closed it behind me. For the rest of that Saturday evening I simply cried quietly to myself while trying to come up with an answer as to why my parents would do something like that and all I found was nothing until I finally found out why they did what they did, because I wasn't meant to have parents and that things happen whether we can control it or not. At that time I thought it couldn't get any worse but I was wrong so wrong, thanks to my heart condition which is as strong as 10 heart attacks in one, the day after I had a deadly heart attack that sent me to the hospital for five days straight effectively skipping the whole week of school.

During that time I had some serious time to think about my whole life and everything in it and it would be no exaggeration to say that I was a complete stranger to my "mother", she told me that I was going through denial but I knew better than that. A few days had passed and when I got back to school instead of hearing a " I heard that you were in the hospital, are you alright?" coming from the kids, it was " oh my god its him..that one kid on the news with the fatal heart attack" or " get away from me! I don't want to get your disease!" It was not that shocking to hear that from them since everyone in the school knows about my condition and was afraid of me since I first walked into the school. Even the teachers stayed away from me a good distance afraid of catching what I have, the way they acted around me made me feel like I was a deadly plague and that anyone that I touched would die instantly. During that day and the next upcoming days I knew I was going to get teased or get beat up and man could I be any more right. Later that day after we were let out of our classroom three kids came up to me and started to corner me against my locker which was next to my classroom, the kids in front of me were called The Renegades because they never followed the rules and always caused trouble to other kids. The leader of the three was Arthur Hill a chubby 4 year old kid with jet black hair, blue eyes and a nasty attitude towards kids with a higher IQ than him, and he was always eating something from his right hand. The two followers were ("henchmen" as I called them) Zach and Kyle who always admired him (for some reason, he doesn't even have any good qualities! he can't do math, science, or name all of the status affects, he can't even run for more than 2 minutes! and if he does then he just passes out cold) and cheered him on when he bullied other kids.

Apparently today was a good day for them to bully me. "What's up geek" he said while chewing on what looks like a hershey's chocolate bar or what's left of it, " I said hey!". "what do you want?" I replied in a calm serious voice not really in the mood to deal with a kid who feels bad about himself because everyone is better than him, " hey, tell me how many croutons of force does it take for a heart attack like yours to kill someone?", " Newtons ** ** you idiot" I replied getting annoyed quickly just from the thought of him saying that and existing." Newtons, croutons whatever just tell me" obviously trying very hard not to laugh from his joke, "why don't you look it up on the Internet, thats why its there". "Don't talk to me like that!" he said, I looked at him for a minute with a straight face and said "I just did", I took a few steps toward him and continued " I suggest you turn yourself around and walk away" and then I walked toward the direction of the doors that lead out to the car circle " that is if you can turn your butt around". This seemed to piss him off so bad that he started to run towards me with his stubby arms outstretched ready strangle me however I was obviously faster than him and quickly dropped my backpack and swiftly put my right foot over my left foot and I unwinded (turning 180 degrees) until I was facing the fat blob that was Arthur running towards me and then I simply just side stepped him while he was still going and purposely stuck my left foot out so that he'd fall and fell he did. I swear when he fell he made a mini earthquake, and when he was struggling to get up I put my right foot on top of his back and forced it down effectively pinning him there. "Get off of me"he yelled "or what?" I replied, " or I'll do something you'll regret". "Hehehe how can you do anything in this situation?" "I'll give you a heart attack and make your mommy come running to you as if she just found food on the ground like the rat she is", that comment alone made me burst out in anger at him as I release my foot from him as I took my left foot and gave him a good kick to the face with enough force that made him spit blood. The crowd that gathered around jumped back as the blood traveled from his face to where my locker was, crying at this point I took his meaty head in my right hand and repeatedly banged his face into the ground, and with all of the strength that I had I took my right foot slammed his face against the cold hard floor resulting him becoming unconscious. Everyone gasped when he stopped crying and moving. "Don't worry" I said " he's just unconscious" and then I turned towards his henchmen and they just ran away from me, I look around me and say out loud "if ANYONE says something about my mother , I swear by the name of Arceus I will make sure you will end up worse than fatass here" I pointed to Arthur, "Understand?" everyone nodded yes.

Of course I got into serious trouble when the principal found out what had happened, he called my mother over and had a discussion about the whole situation. The result of it was that I was to be changed to another classroom since me and Arthur were both in the same classroom but that wouldn't stop me from encountering him in the hallways, after everything was set my mother drove me home and I had a weeks worth of grounding. After that day I don't know what happened to me but for some reason I felt a strong hatred for life itself and everyone in it, I even started to get depressed for being born the way I was and sometimes depressed to the point where I even tried to end myself but for some reason something in the back of my mind told not to end myself and that something good will happen later on, and so I stopped all attempts in ending myself believing that my life will get better later on.

>Present Day/Time<

Its been 10 years since I changed from a carefree child to a depressing teenager with a deadly heart condition and a horrible childhood. *sigh* I release a sigh as I walk on a dirt road towards the small town on Three Island. As I walk toward my destination the sun mercilessly beats down on my body making me starting to regret wearing a plain black T-shirt with dark blue jeans. Thinking it was going to be cold I even brought my jacket but I was wrong and ended up putting my jacket in my backpack, *sigh* again I release another one and began to hang my head down and put my hands in my pockets for no reason ( it became a habit). Suddenly I feel a hand lay on my right shoulder and hear a familiar feminine sound coming from the right of me, "char?" I look over to the source of the sound knowing full well where and who it came from. To the right of me is my companion for my Pokemon journey, a 5"7 female Charizard looking straight at me with a look of concern on her face. "char?" she says again speaking in her native tongue all the while making eye contact with me and still keeping the expression of utmost concern, "its alright" I tell her "i'm just regretting wearing these jeans and T-shirt thats all", she continues to look at me with a 'are you sure' look on her face. I smile at her for the caring she showed and continues to show me ever since we first met, "don't worry about me" I told her while putting her hand in between both of my own and still keeping the smile on my face. She continues to look at me for a few more minutes until she breaths a large sigh and continues to walk beside me with my hand now in hers after I had let go, after that we continued on to our destination. I look up a bit into the blue sky and close my eyes for a few seconds and then bring my head down to look at my companion. The alluring Charizard that was walking next to me was named Blair; me and Blair have been good and trusting companions since the first day we met, I even remember that day so well its like we just met yesterday.

> flashback < It was 4 years ago in Professor Oaks Lab that we first met; I had just gotten my trainers licence from the pokemon school I had attended, and I've been forced out of the house by my mother saying that going on a journey with someone would do me some good, and so I complied to it and started off to the lab. When I had gotten there I was very early as in it was like 6:00 A.M. and who would really wake up that early to go get a pokemon to start their pokemon journey? So anyways I had made it to the front entrance and proceeded to knock on the door; to which a medium tall man in a white jacket and brown pants while wearing a black T-shirt with a brown tie opened the door. From the look of his face with all of the wrinkles on his forehead and deep but not that deep voice I could tell that this was Professor Oak; "why hello there" he greeted "I'm guessing that you are probably here for your first pokemon?". I replied with "yes sir", he then motioned his hand for me to come inside and so I followed him inside and he led me to a plain white table with three pokeballs sitting there. "I'm guessing from the time that you arrive here you want to choose you pokemon before anyone else?". "Well I was forced out of the house by my mother" I said to him with my usual calm voice and non-expressive face, "hahaha ohhh mothers always wanting to kick their kids out of the house whenever they get the chance". I chuckled a bit from that and then as quickly as it left my non-expressive face came back.The professor walked over to the table where the pokeballs were laying and picked them up and released the pokemon that was inside it. Coming out of the pokeballs in a flash of white light were the three iconic starter pokemon in the Kanto region Charmander, Squirtle, and Bulbasaur. "please take your time with choosing your companion" he said as I carefully scanned each starter in a observing way, "remember to choose a companion that best suites you and that make you both happy as both of you will go on your journey". I nodded in response to his words, the first pokemon I walked up to was Bulbasaur and to my surprise the instant I came up to him (assuming Bulbasaur is a male) he growled at me to which I quickly stepped back with my hands in the air a bit frightened at what he might do if I stayed there any longer " I think i'll just continue on to the next pokemon" I said as I quickly walked in front of Squirtle. There was nothing much to say about Squirtle, all he did was just retract into his shell and stayed in there until I left the building. I just moved on to Charmander without saying anything and let me tell you something, I didn't expect what she did when I came up to her.

When I walked up in front of the little Charmander, she looked at me with her bluish green eyes for several seconds until she made eye contact with me and stuck out her right little paw and said "char!". I was surprised at this greeting for a good five to ten seconds until I took control of my body and reached out to her to shake her hand. "Um uh hi there i'm uh Michael" I say trying my very best to sound as cheerful as possible towards her; "char! Charmander char!" she replied back with a big smile on her face. Immediately I knew she would be the best companion for me on my journey, we both finished shaking hands and I then I asked "Would you be my companion for my journey Charmander?". Again to my surprise she replied with "Char!" and without hesitation she jumped up into my arms to which I caught her in."Wow um well that was rather quick" I said as she hugged me with much enthusiasm, The professor just smiled and walked over to me to give me a pokedex with six pokeballs with which one of them was hers. I removed one arm from Charmander to grab the pokedex and place inside my pants pocket and equip the pokeballs to my belt while I was holding Charmander in the other arm."Would you like to nickname her?" he asked, "her?" I replied with a bit of shock that she is a female. "Yes her, would you like to nickname her?" he asked again, "wellllll........" I said while scratching the back of my head while trying to think of a name for her.It took me a few minutes to come up with a name that would best suite her, "I know!" I said out loud, I looked down to see Charmander loot at me with curiosity and excitement, "how about Blair?", she looked down with her right paw place under her chin while saying to herself the name, two seconds passed and she looked up at me for awhile and then in excitement she yelled "char!","alright then, Blair it is then" I said as I walked out of the lab saying goodbye to the professor while holding her in both of my arms> end flashback <.

"Oh boy" I said as I look in front of me quickly as I realize that I was staring at her for too long, Blair looked at me with a raised eyebrow, "cha?" she asked, "umm uhh" I stumbled over my words trying to find something say before the situation got too awkward. I kept on stumbling over my words until I pointed to the sun which was lowering itself below the blue horizon that was the sea, "uhh look its getting late we should camp her for tonight" I said while stopping to go over to a empty patch of grass to the right of the road. After we set up the sleeping bags, fire and food, we both sat across from each other with the campfire the only thing that was separating us while I was eating a smoked chicken sub with lettuce, tomato, black olives, banana peppers, onions, and american yellow cheese while Blair ate a grilled chicken sub with just about the same toppings as mine had (she always preferred to have human food rather than pokechow). As we ate quietly I looked over at her direction but not too much to where she would feel creeped out, and in awe I just stared at her as I once again examine her full feminine body. Ocean blue wings with a light orange color almost covering her entire body except the underside of her tail and the belly which left a egg like shape on her lower half of her belly; three fingers on both hands with sharp nails at the end, and last but certainly not least her bluish-green eyes shined like two burning stars shining in a sea of black, and since it was night time already the fire added a glow like appearance to her which sharply added to her already striking and beautiful body. As I sat there (finished eating my sandwich) thinking *WOW she is just so beautiful that I can't even find a word to describe her! Ever since we first met we were close friends but over the years my end of our friendship was slowly changing into forbidden love for her*. "sigh" I exhaled a sigh and then looked at the fire and thought to myself *I wonder what she would think of me if she found out that I was madly in love with her? She would probably just call me a pokemon pervert in her native tongue and leave me to journey around the world by myself*, "sigh" I let out another sigh subtle enough so she can't hear me *but maybe just maybe she might just feel the same way about me and so we can be together and if she wanted to she would even let me take her virginity.....naaahhh who am I kidding, that'll never happen*. I look at her one last time for a brief several seconds and then continue to look at the fire * impossible she couldn't have feel that way about me Hell! She CAN'T feel that way because i'm a fucking human for Arceus sake, but you can't forget about the law about pokephilia that you'll be arrested and stripped of your license while they take your pokemon way from you and release them or put them down if you abuse them or my heart condition keeping me from telling her how I feel because it could kill me just from me being nervous too much *.

Getting angry from the thoughts that were going on inside my head I unconsciously bite down on my teeth and clench my fists until I'm knocked back into the real world where my lovely Charizard is sitting next to me with her right hand on my shoulder while wearing a worried face, I look at her and say before she can open her mouth "i'm going to bed, goodnight" I get up from my spot and head over to my sleeping bag where I slip in, turn around so my back is facing her resulting in her being left alone. I stayed there for a good few minutes punching myself in the face in my head while saying to myself *IDIOT! why did you leave her like that! ugh great now you just lowered your chance of being with her*. As I lay there regretting leaving her while she was trying to comfort me I hear her walking towards me, stopping and then I hear her laying down right next to back,*now's your chance to apologize to her* " umm I-i'm sorry for doing that Blair, I didn't mean to leave you like that I'm really sorry" I say in a pathetic attempt to try and keep her from hating me, "charizard char cha" she replies with what sounded like a "its alright" kind of voice, "Goodnight Blair" I say again for one last time and then I fall asleep.Yawning and stretching while trying not to wake up my sleeping beauty I slowly sat up while rubbing my eyes and when I'm done I realize that it was still night time and that the moon was still high in the sky which from my guess was at least eleven o'clock. I slowly and carefully got up and headed north of our sleeping bags, after I went through some foliage I found myself standing in front of a lake with trees lining up around me and the lake which seemed to be in a heart shape. I found a good spot to just sit and think about what has happened so far and all I did was make myself breath out a sigh, *oh man I hope I didn't upset her* I thought to myself *I really didn't mean to do that but I just..* "sigh* I release a sigh as I look up to the sky that is littered with trillions and trillions of little shining stars scattered everywhere, I then put my hands together close my eyes and whisper "please Arceus oh please give me a chance" I whisper in desperation "please give me a chance, please give me the strength to tell her how much I love her" I whisper a bit louder this time, "please just this once" I say one last time before I open my eyes while bringing head down as I move my knees up to meet my head and start crying quietly to myself knowing in the back of my mind that I would never get the chance.

I sat in the same position for about forty-five minutes to an hour's worth of crying, my face was wet while tears continuously streamed down my face like leak in a water tank slowly lets out water, I wiped away all the tears on my face as well dryed off my face with my pajama shirt I had changed into when we had set up camp. I looked up to the sky with no reason and just looked at the stars, I was about to put my head down when I saw a star sitting by itself and all the other stars were from my point of view at least 5 centimeters from the lone star. I could relate to that star because thats how I felt right now, forever alone in this world, having to journey across the world with the girl I love but never able to express to her my feelings. Then I just lazily turned my gaze to the lake and just stare at it. Not long after I ended my crying I hear a rustling sound coming from behind which made me swing my head around quickly enough so I can see who is coming, and the person that appeared was the one I was expecting, Blair had found me. I looked at her and she looked at me and then proceeded to walk over to my right side and then sit down with her tail placing itself to my left side most likely to keep me from getting away from her. I looked at the tail fire and then I looked at Blair and she looked at me with a pained expression,at this point I was already prepared to get up and sprint outta there because I didn't want to talk to anyone but it wouldn't work since she could just fly above me and catch me. I continued to stare at her and think about what to say and the only thing that popped up was *NOW now is the time to tell her your feelings!*, I tried to think of something else but the same thought ran through my head *NOW tell her now!* and so after having the same thought fly around in my head for too long I took a deep breath and prepare myself for what's probably going to be the worst night of my life or possibly one of the best. I turn my body towards her and clear my throat to get ready, "ummm Blair there is uhh umm something I've been wanting to tell you but couldn't" I say already starting off the conversation with stuttered words, she looks at me with a listening face on and her eyes intensely looking back at my own, "We've been together for four years now and we traveled everywhere in the Kanto region to catch some pokemon for our team, we've beaten the Elite four and the champion, release our partners back to their families and so on". "Ummm along the way we've also had our fair share of victories and losses annnnddd" I say trailing off without meaning to, "umm uh I uh" I go on stuttering like an idiot, before I go on even more I see both of her hands go on both of my shoulders with her face close to mine and she tells me in her native tongue "charizard char zard char", guessing from her body language and her facial expression she told me to calm down and just speak about what has been on my mind without prolonging it. I smile at her words and then I proceed to take both of her hands off my shoulder but I kept her right hand in both of my hands as I take a deep breath and say without stuttering or hesitation " Blair I love you".

"!" her eyes widen as she stares at me in shock of what I just said, knowing that there is no going back now I continue on confessing my love for her "I love you Blair I love you so much, more than myself and I've been in love with you ever since you were a little Charmander". She continues to stare at me with the same shocked expression however I continue on "everything about you is amazing from the tip of your tail to the top of your horns, you've always comfort me whenever I'm depressed or sad" I say feeling relief that all of this pent up feelings were now being released, "I've always enjoyed your company and I've never and I say never felt that I don't want you around anymore, in fact I can't live without you" I say finishing my sentence and preparing to start my last statement. " When you came over to me to see what's wrong I just left you and I'm deeply sorry if I made you feel like I don't want you around, I was just angry at the possibilities of what could happen if the government found out about us....assuming that we were together" the last part I said quietly almost at a whisper. Her eyes returned to normal and her face changed to a understanding expression like "ooohhhh thats why he was acting like that" and then she turn on her normal listening face, "the whole reason why I've been depressed is because i've been thinking of how everything would be if you were to find and live with a mate" I say and then I quickly added in "now don't get me wrong I want you to pick who you want to be with and I want you to be happy but...." I say lowering my head a bit and tightening my grasp on her shoulders, "I just don't want to be alone for the rest of my life and I know who I want to spend the rest of my life with..." I raise my head up to look Blair straight in the eyes and say " I want to be with you".

She continues to look at me for several minutes until she took both her my hands and put them on my lap and after that all she did was look down with what seemed like a "i'm sorry" face, when she did that I just stared at her in shock to see her look down and close her eyes. From the body language I was reading I could already tell what her answer was going to be and before she could say anything I said "I'm sorry for telling you that" her head lifted a bit but still stayed facing downward, "I'm sorry I felt this way" I say trying to hold back the tears as reality takes a turn for the worst as I now painfully go on telling her how sorry I was, "I'm sorry that you had to deal with me and I'm so so sorry for falling in love with you" I finish but barely as tears started to come down my face once more as my entire life, my entire reason why was still alive is now gone, taken away from me from this harsh reality that we humans call Life. I now with nothing left for me to live for I get up turn around and started off towards the lake to which I stop at the edge of it, I stand there examining how deep it was and from the looks of it I'd say it is deep enough for a human to drown in. I just stand there looking at my reflection in the lake letting my tears drop onto it watching my image contort into various shapes and sizes like a Ditto trying figure out whether it wants to transform or not, I look back to see Blair still gazing at the ground and so I let out one final sigh as look back at the lake and say one final thing to her before I end myself " I'm sorry for living" I say loud enough for her to hear as I close my eyes and let myself fall into the lake where I hope I would at least find some peace.

*Splash!* suddenly I feel a rush of cold water envelope my body as it covers my entire body and I start to slowly sink towards the bottom of the lake where my body will later on in years decompose and become one with the earth while my spirit returns to the Spirit World. I let out all of my air as I slowly but surely sink towards the bottom, I started to feel light headed and my vision started to grow dark as I knew that in a few more seconds I would be dead, but before my vision grew completely black I made one last pray * Blair I hope that you'll have a better life than I did, that you'll be able to be happy no matter where you are, who you're with, or what's been happening, I pray that you will live on to find your soulmate where you'll have kids of you own*. A subtle smile grew on my face as I finished my prayer *Goodbye Blair* and then everything went black. I opened my eyes preparing myself to see a giant golden gate with two angels guarding it but instead I awoke to a night sky with trees around me, not moving a muscle I just lay there feeling the wind hitting my upper body most likely because my pj shirt was off but not my pants, I thought to myself *is this the Spirit World? If it is then this place looks exactly like where I drowned myself* I turned my head to the right to see the same heart shaped lake, *I didn't know that the Spirit World looks exactly like this, well I guess you learn something new everyday*. I felt some happiness that I was dead and that I didn't have to endure any more pain and suffering, but I couldn't help it but feel more sad then happy I don't know why but I just did.

I continue to lay there for a few more minutes until I heard what sounded like a sniffle coming from my left ( and the sound was really close), so I turned my head to the right and to my surprise I saw a charizard next to me crying quietly, a pokemon was crying but why? It didn't take me that long to figure out that this charizard was no ordinary charizard but it was Blair who is crying, I said in a questioning and surprised voice "you're crying Blair?". She then stops all of her sniffling and crying and she slowly raises her head up enough so her eyes could see my own, then her jaw dropped open (which almost looked like it was about to touch the ground) with a surprised look on her face. I waited for her to close her jaw and resume crying but she didn't instead she stayed like that until I broke the silence, "if you keep your jaw like that then it might just stay like that" I say hoping she hears my voice from the Spirit World so she can close her jaw, and she did. I then said " now I don't want to cry-!!!" I was cut off when she extended her arms out to grab me from both of my shoulders and pulled me into a life squeezing hug. *I'm being hugged by Blair!?* I thought to myself *how the hell can she touch me if I'm in the spirit world?*, feeling perplexed by this situation and the fact that Blair was applying even more force, I pushed my head out of her hug of death and in a raspy voice I said "umm Blair you're squeezing me too tight" she didn't listen instead she squeezed even harder as if she was trying to squeeze out the last remaining yogurt from a go-gurt sack. "Blair please let go you're suffocating me" I managed to say before she let me go which caused me to take in large amounts of air and start coughing. After I was done having my coughing fit I looked up at her only to see a sad expression on her face; being caring that I am and it was Blair that was sad I advanced towards her so my face was one foot away from hers and I asked "Blair why are you sad?", She just looked at me saying nothing, "come on tell me what's wrong?" still no answer, I then place both of my hands on either side of her face and said "look I'm alive even though I should be dead but it seems you saved me from death since you're able to touch and hear me". Finally after being quiet she spoke "char charizard" and she looked down at the ground.

Determined from the goal to make her happy I took my right hand and placed it under her chin and lifted it so her eyes were even with mine and I said with a smile "tell me what's the problem?" she just stared at me and then her face turns from a sad one to a happy and a I swear a hint of love in there. All she did was take both of my hands place them in her own. I ignored that for now since I had other things to ask her, "Blair I'm going to ask you a question that I need an answer for" she looked at me intently, "why would you save me from drowning for reasons other than me being your trainer? All I wanted was to just wanted to stop the suffering and the feeling of having no future in life" I say while clenching my hands a bit, She just looks at me with her mesmerizing eyes for about 2 minutes when she did something that completely shocked me. Instantly without any warning she left my hands from her grasp and taking both of her own and she placed them both on either side of my cheeks and brought my face to hers where both of our lips met for the first time. *What the hell is happening?! Why is our-!!* my thoughts end abruptly when she took her left hand and started to caress my hair while her other hand she started to rub my left cheek with her finger. With all of this going on I couldn't help myself but just melt into her kiss (plus this is my first time kissing her).

For what seemed to be an hour was actually a few seconds; She removed her lips from mine while stopping her caressing and cheek rubbing to look at me with a loving gaze, I didn't know what to say the only thing that was going on in my head was *that was amazing*. "Blair um uhh I hope you don't mind me asking but what was that just now?" was all I had to say still completely shocked from her sudden choice of action. She gives me one more of her love gazes before her tail twitched and started moving fast in different directions. Right before I got a chance to ask her what she was doing she pointed to where her tail lay and so I looked and was once again completely shocked at what she did. Written in big words read " BECAUSE I LOVE YOU", still shocked halfly because she was able to write in english and the other half is because she felt the same way. I turn to look at her in utter shock as I say "y-y-you love me?!". She nods her head, "so thats why you saved me" man I was being a dumbass for thinking that she didn't want me, "I-I'm sorry for acting like a idiot" I say trying to apologize for my early actions. She just smiled as she pulled me into a nice comforting hug to which I eagerly hugged back. After a while she broke the hug to look at me and smile; I smiled back in return as I take my right hand and place it on her left cheek and I start to rub it just like she did to me. We stayed like this for quite some time that is until Blair made the first move to which she moved her left hand up my arm all the way to the back of my head, and once she did that she slowly pushed my head towards hers. Knowing what she was trying to do I help a bit by doing the same thing by bringing her head towards mine. Slowly and slowly our lips grew ever closer as we both closing our eyes and turning our heads a bit to the side as we prepare ourselves for our kiss and later on some lovemaking. Finally what seemed like hours both of our lips finally met one connecting to the other, two different species, two different beings being drawn together by a bond, no not a regular bond but a bond built on years of trust and friendship, a bond that over the years started to grow into something more, something warm, something happy, something like.... love.

Seconds passed by turning into minutes which in turn formed into hours or thats what it felt like as we both kissed under the starry night. Every minute, every second of the kiss I deeply enjoyed, from the sound of Blair's purring (yes pokemon can purr even though they're not cats) to the soft pillow like feel of her lips everything was heaven, but Arceus knows what Blair has in store for me. Midway in through the kiss I started to feel something soft and wet trying to get into my mouth, not knowing what it was I kept my mouth closed until I heard Blair growl softly to me. Not wanting to break the moment with Blair I opened my mouth to see if thats what she wanted and that is indeed what she wanted. Quickly I felt something rush into my mouth and lay directly on top of my tongue, me being a bit mischievous I move my tongue and place it on top of hers and wrapped around it effectively dominating her or so I thought. Just as quickly as it came in my mouth her tongue started to fight back and she was winning, *oh no you don't* I think to myself as I fight back turning this kiss into a of battle of the ages. We kept at it as our tongues were wrestling each other trying to dominate each other, we were both at a tie it seemed like until her tongue stopped moving and it retreated back to where it came from. Wondering why she would retract her tongue, my question is quickly answered as I noticed that I was getting low on oxygen, as painful as it was I removed my lips from hers to fill my lungs with fresh new oxygen. After a few refills of fresh oxygen I opened my eyes to see Blair in a completely new position, in a position I would see only in my dream.

A few feet away from me my beautiful charizard lay in front of me on her hands with her hind legs still standing and her tail erect showing her most prized possession, there under her tail hole is her vagina in plain sight and the best part is it was all for me. "B-Bl-Blair a-are you-" I try to say still trying to comprehend the situation at hand because thats all I could do at the time. She looks back at me with her loving eyes and nodded her head yes officially answering my question. Knowing what to do next I walked forward toward her sacred treasure while she is slowly moving her hips from side to side in a seductive way that would make anyone's penis stand at attention just from looking at it. Finally I made it to my destination as it felt forever and right in front of me was what would change our pokemon-trainer bond into a bond shared by mates. *Oh my god its more beautiful in real life than it is in my dreams* I kneeled down in front of it to take a closer look and by george the way it looked made me to just take off my pants, stick in my member in and just pound her senseless until the pleasure would be too much for me which would then cause me to send wave after wave of my life into her insides coating every inch thus marking her my mate for life. The color around the vagina was a creamy like color that you would see someone using to paint their house with. The little bump at the top and the lips that surrounded the hole was one shade lighter than her regular cream color, her G-spot was a bit bigger than most females (I assumed since she is technically a fire breathing dragon pokemon) and the inner lips were a mixture between the cream and red color which made it look like it was a light shade of red. Of course above it was her tail hole but I didn't plan on pounding her there other than her pink taco. I bring up my right hand and place my index and ring finger on either side of lips while my middle finger gently laid between the lips which sinked down a bit, I gasped at the sudden softness as I was absolutely not ready for it to be so soft and luxurious."Ba-Dum Ba-Dum Ba-Dum" I could actually hear my own heartbeat pumping hard as it prepares my body for mating, I kneel there just thinking *wow i'm actually touching it w-without feeling scared of her rejecting me or being embarrassed by touching it, I-* my thoughts were caught off when I heard a low growl emanating from Blair as she looks at me with a pleading face almost as if she was saying "please don't tease me like that", "sorry for making you wait I was just you know just uhh absorbing all of this in" I say trying not to anger her or disappoint her and surprisingly she chuckled for a little while, then she closed her eyelids half-way and blew me a kiss.

I closed my eyes and smiled waiting for an invisible kiss to land on my cheek, and then I open my eyes and move my head back to her vagina. I took a deep breath and move my fingers downward in one stroke as slowly as possible, "chaa~" she moans as her vagina tenses up and clenches around my middle finger attempting to steal it from me as I finished moving them downward. *Oh my god that was so beautiful! The way she moaned as I slid my finger down her slit is so... so sexy* I then moved them back up just as slow as I did the first time and once again I was blessed with another moan just as wonderful as her first, and so I repeated the process a few more time with each stroke awarding my ears with pleasurable moans from my attracting and far superior charizard. After a while of rubbing her slit up and down; her opening started to secrete sticky fluids which made my rubbing faster and that made Blair moan louder. After a while my fingers got completely coated with her fluids and I wondered if it had a smell and so I removed my fingers from her now dripping slit as I brought my sticky fingers up to my nose to smell it. It had a spicy smell to it with a hint of marinara sauce in it (which I like marinara sauce a lot with spaghetti), I then got curious about what it would taste like and so I then brought up my index finger to my mouth and suckled on it, and by the name of Arceus it was delicious! I then put my middle finger and then my ring finger sucking off any juice I could find. After I finished my sample I remove my fingers I eyed her slit and then without warning I placed my hands on either aside of her rump cheeks and I dove into her slit lapping up her spicy honey to which I got addicted to. "!...chaaarrr~ cha cha char" she responds to as I'm sure she could feel my tongue lapping at her slit trying to get any of her honey that might be there; I continue to lap at her slit and occasionally scrape against her G-spot which made her make a cute "charrr" moan. I decided to see if there was any of her honey inside her and so I had it plunge into Blair's moist cave to collect any more of her fluids. I scratched and I scraped her insides desperate for more of her juices that made Blair produce more of the addicting juice every time she moaned; more of her juices kept on running down my tongue and I made sure to not miss a single drop. "charrrrr chaaaaarrrr~" she moaned louder sounding as if she was about to erupt but I wasn't going to let that happen; I pulled my tongue out and for one more time I licked hard against her G-spot making her squirm around as I did it slowly to make sure she felt it. Breathing heavily I bring head out of her honey factory gasping for air as I look at Blair panting heavily with her tongue hanging outside to the right of her mouth; it was so cute seeing her panting like that it made me feel happy that I was able to make Blair feel amazing after all of the shit I made Blair go through, this was at least I can do in return her helping me.

Now breathing very heavily I lay down on my back taking in long and deep breaths just relaxing for a bit since I used up too much energy eating for her out. Now feeling tired I close my eyes for a few minutes but I couldn't relax because my member was really rock hard at this point, so hard that it was hurting and so I took off my pants making my five and a half inch member pop out like it was saying "surprise motherfucker!" and then I threw my pants to my left where it landed next to my shirt. I was stark naked but i didn't care I was too tired to care, I once again closed my eyes to just rest but then I realized that it was a bit cold tonight so I tried to get up and get my pants but I was too tired so I just layed there taking a few breezes here and there. Wishing I had something warm at least covering my member that was still hard even though it was cold; "!!! oh god" I say as I arch my back taking in a sharp breath while feeling a warm slippery object slowly gliding up my member all the way to the head where it swirled around on top of my its head, with my remaining strength I bring my head up to see what that warm object was. There right in front of me was Blair with her tongue now wrapped around the base of my member, she looked at me with those eyes of hers and then she winked at me to which made me moan out loud by accident as she brought her tongue up my member and back down again all the while with her left hand playing with my testicles but also being careful not to squeeze them or scratch them.

She had me on the edge all the time when she just go all out and attack my member with a flurry of kisses, licks , and nuzzles while also occasionally giving my testicles some attention with her tongue. Though she would stop for a brief minute or two and resume again so I wouldn't release my seed while she was "cleaning me"; I layed there desperately grabbing at the ground in hopes of something to cling to when she gets really intimate with my member. After she had waited for another two more minutes she resumed her "treatment" but this time instead of her tongue that tasted my member, it was her entire mouth that wanted my member, "gasp!!" I take another sharp intake of air as my member and testicles are engulfed in my lovers mouth. Everything about her mouth was indescribable; her walls were soft and felt pleasurably amazing when rubbed up against, while her tongue was now giving attention to my "juice crew" and "Mr. Johnson", she was bobbing her head back and forth a bit trying to simulate the insides of her vagina. "Oh Blair I-" I started to say as the strange feeling started to come back to me at almost full force, luckily she stopped all of her efforts and quickly released my member from her mouth, though I wish she kept it in there as a blast of cold air hit me and my member which didn't feel good when something is wet especially when its your special place. I lay there looking at the night sky that seemed to be getting lighter and I thought *what if someone found out about this? What if my mother found out about this?* I didn't care anymore the only person that mattered to me was Blair (and my mother), my member had been denied of any loving for a good 10 seconds; puzzled why I wasn't seeing Blair or feeling her, I sat up and looked in front of me and there she was in a similar position that she had when I ate her out. Not even one foot away from me she was laying on her back with her legs spread open along with her tail flicking from side to side and her wings outstretched laying on the ground while her left hand was on her side supporting her up and lastly her right hand was at her vagina which she was spreading it open by using her two fingers. This time I didn't stare in shock like I did before; this time I got up and walked up to where my prize was waiting for me, I kneel down in between her legs staring at her opening thinking to myself *wow its already come down to this, well I better give her the best orgasm she will ever have*.

I grab the base of my member and guide it towards her waiting hole; right when my tip touched her entrance I looked up to her face which was full of anxiousness and a bit of anxiety, I said to her "don't worry Blair I won't hurt you but if it gets to the point where its starting to hurt really bad just tap me on the shoulder or head and I'll stop okay?" she just nodded yes to me and right before I started to have "real fun" I crawled up to Blair's face where I gave her one last passionate kiss before separating from her lips and then grab my member and slowly push it in inside her pokepussy, my member made her vagina stretch a good centimeter or two since her body isn't used for human male penises but only for other pokemon's (as if I'd let another male take my mate's virginity before I do), "ahhhh" she let loose a breath of air as I easily slipped in her because of the lube that already applied when she was kissing it. I kept on going trying not to cum instantly as her insides were significantly superior than her mouth, as my member pushed through her walls were contracting all around my member which made the feeling too incredible that I can't explain it other than saying try it for yourself. Eventually I got to the barrier which I knew I was going to encounter some time when we started; when I touched it I looked at Blair and she looked at me and nodded slowly and so I nodded back and prepared to break her virgin barrier, I gathered up some strength and in one swift thrust I broke through her virgin barrier and made it all the way to her cervix (surprisingly), "Charizaaaaarrddd!!!!" I heard her scream as I destroyed her hymen barrier officially making us both lose our virginities, I quickly look up at her to only see her wearing a pained expression, immediately I started to pull out in fear that I hurt her more than I thought I would but before I could get the last of my member out I felt her tail wrap around my waist stopping me from pulling out. I looked up at her to see her looking at me while also taking deep breaths as she quietly crying most likely from the pain; "Blair!" I yelled as I brought myself up to her and started to wipe the tears off of her face as she hugs me, after I finished wiping away her tears I hugged her back saying "shhhhhhhhh its okay its going to be alright" I then pull back from the hug and I say "don't worry it will become more pleasurable I promise you" to which she replies with a lick on the forehead and a kiss on the lips. I then pulled back out of our kiss and lowered my upper body so that my head was under her chin and I was hugging her upper chest as I prepare to mate my love for the first time.

The air was void of all sounds for a brief moment not even the trees were rustling; everything was quiet while I had one goal in mind and with that I close my eyes as I humped my mate in earnest. "Chaarrr! chaa chaa chaarr~" she says in surprise from a sudden change from pain to pleasure; I kept on thrusting back and forth in her vagina being careful not to spill out my essence to early but it was a losing battle as that tightening feeling in my balls was alarmingly coming back at full force. I slowed my thrusting a bit so I could stall it but it was no use; her contracting walls around my member were delivering wave after wave of insane pleasure as my member lunged back and forth hitting every corner, every nook and cranny of her writhing body. I wanted nothing but to bring pleasure to my mate, her pleasure will always come first before mine and I aim to do so and so in effort of accomplishing that goal I took my left hand slid it down to where both of us were connected physically, I maneuvered my hand a bit so I wouldn't accidently hit my hand and I then I continued down until I touched something round and flesh like, I knew right away that it was her G-spot. "char char char CHAAAARRRRRR!!!!!!" I hear her scream at the top of her lungs as she arches her back in response to me squeezing her fleshy bump with the right amount of pressure; I could feel her beginning to tremble beneath me as I knew she was going to orgasm at any moment.

So I quickly brought my hand back up to where it originally was and summoning up all of the strength I had left I thrusted faster and pounded her harder in attempts to further intensify her inevitable orgasm. Her walls were contracting and and clenching randomly and following that was a jet of juice sweeping my member from my tip all the to my testicles; this alone sent me over the edge as I with one final thrust squirted streams and streams of semen into her quivering depths where it would lay there and hoping that someday that it would turn into something new with life. "Ahhh" I breath a sigh of relief as I stop all humping motions and let my member continue on delivering my seeds; I couldn't do anything but lay on top of Blair panting like a worn out Growlithe. As I was panting loudly I felt the hands of a certain someone being placed on my back and I look up see Blair look down at me with a smile, I smile back and let my head fall from exhaustion. While I was resting on her I felt her warm tongue cascading over my head in different directions which she was most likely grooming me. I didn't mind her grooming me and so I let her continue on;her grooming was so pleasant that I couldn't help but smile and hug her more. After she finished her grooming I had enough energy to lift my head and so I did to look at my beautiful charizard, she saw me and smiled while bringing her left hand down to stroke my hair. I placed my left hand on her cheek and rubbed it while slowly bringing my head up to hers so I can taste her lips, she then did the same with her hand and soon both our lips met once again hugging each other as we simply basked in the afterglow of our intense lovemaking. We kissed for what seemed like hours but I'm sure it wasn't; I broke the kiss to take in some air, I then said "well Blair what do you think? Did you like it?", she merely smiled and then gave me a kiss on my lips for a few more seconds. "well I guess that answers my question" I say after she released her lips from mine, I then laid my head back down and rested there. "I love you Blair" I said not afraid of declaring my love for her anymore, she responded with her purring which sounds so calming that I could fall asleep. As I listen to her purring I look at her belly and think *is it possible for her to get pregnant? can she really be compatible with me?*, I started to rub her belly and contemplate on the matter, *maybe just maybe we could be compatible, I think i'm going to ask Blair*. I look up at her and say "hey Blair can I ask you something?", she looks at me and then she nods yes, "um do you think that you might get pregnant from this?" I ask with a puzzled look. She puts her hand up to her chin to think and after she thought for a good while, she just looks at me and just shrugs, "okay just asking". Blair go's back to purring and caressing my hair while I go back to rubbing her belly and then eventually falling asleep in her warm embrace, Not knowing that a little spark of life has started to grow.

_ The End _

"Some people think love is only for humans but I say that love is for all beings in this world. Love is a limitless, formless,incalculable, unseen form of energy that connects each and every known being in this world, It even exist between two people who don't even know each other. Love can unite two beings into one no matter if they're human, dog, cat , horse, insect or possibly an alien, It all depends if we acknowledge the bond or not.

-Sage of Pokemon

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_ Hello! This is the creator of this story speaking. As you can see this story is VERY long and I apologize for that. I was originally going to just have the part where we meet him in his teenage years but for some reason I felt like he had to have a back story. Also I was going to insert some kind of life lesson into this but I felt like this story has been going on for long enough and so I left it as it is, a love story. This quote above is in every detail how I feel about the subject of love. So yeah thats all I have to say so thank you for taking time out of your lives to read this VERY long story. _