…Missin'You…
...Missin' You...
Lydell sat in his room, listening to his sad love songs as he wrote to him. This is the last one. He thought to himself.
Dear, Zander
I love you sweetheart... It's ok if you don't want to see me anymore. I haven't gotten a single letter since I moved. Two years, I've waited. And still nothing... Please write me back. You can tell me you don't love me anymore, or that you found someone new--that you never want me to write to you anymore. And I won't write anymore. At least then I will know the truth. Then I can learn to let go, and move....on...without you.... If you still love me come live with me, I own my own apartment now...the address is on the envelope.
Love Always,
-- Lydell
Teardrops dotted the page. Words he'd thought of for hours on end. It did nothing to cure his ache. He whined in a mournful voice. He played the song, their song, again, louder this time... After he addressed the letter, he opened the door to his new apartment, and went to his mail box. He kissed it just once, for luck, and he then dropped it in. Lydell went back inside and laid on his bed. He started fidgeting with his tail, as he always had when he was nervous... He finally found sleep come dawn...
...Days Later...
Zander got home from school early on this day. He checked the mail. Zander stared into the dark mailbox at a single envelope. He read who it was from and almost fell over dead. He hurried up to his room before his mother saw him. Zander opened his bedroom door and closed it before flopping onto his bed.
Zander opened the letter and read it slowly. He became enraged. He dropped the letter and envelope onto his bed and stared out the window in fury. He heard some movement down stairs and instinctively knew it was his mother... He appeared in the doorway of his mother's room. His tail twitched side to side, as his paws curled into fists and shook with his anger. His mother looked up and smiled "Why, hello sweetheart. Did you need something?" she stared at him from across the room from where she sat near her bed. "I got a letter today, and it explains everything except two things." He said with a slight growl. "And what is that dear?" she said calmly. "Why do you hate Lydell and me? And what have you done with the rest of the letters...?" he growled louder this time....
His mother dropped her cup and it smashed onto her marble floor. Her eyes widened for a moment. Then she said, "There in the back of my closet. I was waiting for the last one and Christmas so that I could burn them all. I'm surprised he kept writing this long." She moved in front of the red velvet bed of hers. "I cannot believe----Actually I can....with it coming from you...I can believe you did this." He said as he dug into her closet and found the boxes of letters. "I did it for you son. So that I could rid your life of the evil that boy possessed over you. I did it because you weren't strong enough to do it your self. You deserve a woman's angelic love not this homo-erotic evil....." No sooner then the words escaped her. Zander stood in front of the closet. "How dare you?!" he said in enraged by his mothers words. In one motion Zander flew across the room and slapped her face as hard as he could, so hard that she fell back onto the bed. "How dare you have any say in my life?!"
He stormed out of the room up into his room, made some calls to friends, packed waited for them to show up, left and never looked back...
...About 10 hours later...
"Well this is the place..." Key's voice had shaken him awake. "I'm so sorry that I fell asleep." Zander said sadly. Keys took another sip of her coffee, and paused for a moment as if searching for the words. She stared out the windshield silently. What could she say to her best friend as a goodbye? I mean they've known each other since grade school. "Well, you should call that guy of yours..." she said handing him her cell. He stared at her then the phone and then he hugged her, "Thanks for driving me here, when no one else would. You're the best friend that ever was." She hugged him back and then he fished in his jacket pocket for the letter. He dialed the number...three rings then a deep sleepy voice came on the phone...
"Hello...?" The sleepy voice said. Zander panicked he thought his love had moved on... "Is Lydell there?" he managed to squeak out. He heard a cough as if someone was clearing their voice. He looked at Keys for some reassurance. "Zander?" The voice said, snapping him out of his panic. His eyes went misty, "Lydell?" He smiled. "Yes, it's me sweetheart." Lydell said.
Lydell sat up in bed; his eyes were wide, "What? You're in town?"
"Technically we're right outside," Zander said. As Lydell got up and looked out of his bedroom window. He saw Zander leaning against the car door. Zander blushed as if he could feel Lydell staring at him. He looked up and it felt as if their souls touched as they gazed upon each other.
It felt like my heart was going to burst with just the sight of him, Zander thought.
Zander watched as Lydell disappeared from the window he had been looking out. Lydell raced down the stairs almost tripping over his own feet. He could hear nothing over the loud thumping of his heart. He opened the down slowly. He found Zander right out side his door. They stared at each other for a moment as if trying to decide if this moment were a sweet, sweet, dream that both their heart were often tortured with. And as soon as Lydell smiled his bad boy half smile, Zander couldn't stand it anymore. He leaped into his arms, causing Liddell's heart to skip a beat, or two. Zander sobbed quietly in his lovers arms. Lydell held him close and waved at the woman in the car, showing her that everything was fine. "I'll call you Zander!" Keys yelled from the car and drove off.
For a moment all Zander could do is sob and be held as he went numb watching his best friend drive off.... "Everything will be okay, sweety. I promise." Lydell whispered into his ear. "Why am I crying if this is the best moment in my entire life?" Zander asked him as he pulled back to stare into Lydell's eyes. "Because you're happy." Lydell replied, and kissed his tears away. "My mom disowned me, or I disowned her. I forgot which. Did you know she tried to tell me that she hide your letters from me, because it was 'for my own good'?" Zander croaked out through the sobs. "I have no where else to go." Lydell smiled sadly. "You can stay with me. I'll take care of you." Lydell let go of all but his hand and grabbed Zander's bag. He brought Zander inside. Lydell lifted Zander up and carried him and his bag to his--their room. Shortly after he shut the door he dropped Zander's bag and laid him on their bed. Zander stared up as him, and smiled. Lydell bent down and kissed him deeply as Zander shyly kissed back.
"Did I wake you?" Zander asked breaking the kiss. "Yeah, but it's alright." Lydell said and smiled. They kissed again. "I'm glad I have you." he said as laid his head upon Lydell's chest, and drifted off to sleep as a tear slid down his cheek. Lydell just laid there holding him, and kissing his forehead. Soon he himself fell asleep.
The next morning :
Zander awoke in a panic of not knowing where he was. His whines woke Lydell.
"Do you always wake before dawn, my love?" He asked in his sleepy voice. The deep voice rang out in the haze of the morning. "Lydell?" Zander pleaded for it to be him. "Yes, its me sweety. Did you forget where you were?" Lydell asked. Zander nodded sheepishly. "So what do you want to do, go back to sleep or eat breakfast?" Lydell said and laughed. "I had something else in mind..." Zander said as he tickled Lydell's tummy. Lydel began to giggle and started tickiling him back.
Lydell managed to climb ontop of Zander and got a hold of his wristes. They stared at each other for a moment, and then started kissing. One kiss lead to two, two lead to more. Before Zander knew it he was licking his way down Lydell's hard chest and flatt tummy. Lydell moaned softly. As zander moved lower the covers fell off of them. Lydell watched him through the pale light that shown through his bedroom window. Zander licked the tip of Lydell's cock. "Oh Zander, I didn't know you knew how to do this..." he said withen a moan. "I don't..." Zander replied as he messaged his lover's balls lovingly. Zander wrapped his lips around the head and used his tongue to play with the slit of Lydels cock.
(To Be Continued! Writer's block!)