Foxhunt
Without outlet or reassurance; self-destruction like a revved up engine on an empty radiator
Grieving but not moving
Woke up this morn, got up, idea was on my plate
No time to contemplate reach for the moon
A sordid imagery forced within my face
Undid time
Counting days, countless nights independent
Time erased, glass goldfish bowl cage
On this solid independent lifestyle that I chase--
What's the matter?
ERASE. Backwards compatible lifetime
Take it back--endless moments
Beating fists against the wall, trying to make the sunshine fall
Unrepentant...
Went to sleep last night, and found the nighttime
Silent reverence in the blackness
I saw the fox chase, I was the leashed up hound
"I broke the mirror, I broke the mirror!"
I saw the nighttime. I found the sordid sight
I broke down in tears I was the fox hunt.
I broke down in tears I pulled the trigger.
Had my back against the wall, waiting for the rain to fall
Silent daytime endless hours in this house against the way.
Running in a maze of doubts, trying to reach out for an answer
Nihil novi sub sole
Said the Lord of Ruin; "just another day."
Timeless waits for me...
Am I fox or hound?
Run or chase the answers?
Run away... run away... run away...