Be My Master
Hello, everyone. I'd like to tell you something odd. My name is Kurt and I have a fetish with licking tears from muzzles/snouts of crying anthros. I'm not sadistic or cruel. As a matter of fact, I have a very compassionate heart. It's just that, I like the taste of tears like some folks have a blood licking fetish (the thought of licking blood makes me gag and feel like vomiting, ironically enough).
I would never lick the tears of another human but if actual anthros existed, I'd be more than happy to lick the tears away. I know licking tears is often a sign of compassion among some furries and for me, it is not only that but my fetish as well.
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I was browsing around the internet when I came across this Gaia Online Roleplay called "Be My Master". After hearing one of the characters shared my name, Kurt, I began reading it.
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There were two scenes in particular where Kurt started crying that turned me on:
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The first was a scene where Kurt and Jess were in a car. Kurt put his arm around Jess and told him that he's glad that Jess treats him so nice for a slave. While Kurt says this, tears stream down his muzzle and I begin fantasizing about being in Jess' position just so I can lean over and lick those tears streaming down Kurt's muzzle with my tongue while putting my own arm around him. Words cannot describe just how badly I wanna lick Kurt's tears there.
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The second scene where Kurt cries is when Jess tickles him when he's in bed. I'm not sure why Kurt is crying, maybe from laughing so hard but he turns his face away so Jess doesn't see and he has tears running down the side of his muzzle. Once again, if I were Jess, I'd turn Kurt around so he's facing me and in a flash, I'd be lapping up every last tear running down the side of Kurt's muzzle. Just THINKING about it is making me feel hot.
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Anyway, every time I read those scenes I wonder how Kurt would react and what he'd say to me if I licked those tears from his muzzle and how salty his tears would taste on my tongue.
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So anyways, this story is actually an excerpt of the majority of the roleplay I copied and pasted before the topic was sadly deleted because the guild it was in was deleted. The grammar isn't perfect but keep in mind that this IS an excerpt of a now sadly dead roleplay. The roleplay was originally posted in May 2009. The parts where Kurt cries will be in bold for obvious reasons here.
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Enjoy!
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Turning away from the rude brat, Jess went walking back down the rows of cages, and paused when he saw a fur covered boy he hadn't noticed before, most likely because he was sleeping when Jess had first passed. Intriuged, he walked over and looked the boy over before saying, "So, what's your name?"
he looked up, becoming instantly nervous. "My-my name is Kurt. Uh, wh-what's yours?" he had never had anyone take an interest in him before.
"My name is Jess," the silver haired teen replied. "This place doesn't really seem to suit a handsome th-, person like you. And you certinly seem nicer that the last potential slave I talked to. How would you like to come home with me? I think you might enjoy it. There will even be a party tonight."
His ears perked. "You really think im handsome? I-Ive never been to a party before. Wait you want me to go home with you? Could I really? It's been so long since I was in a real home." His tail was wagging fiercely with his excitement.
Smiling one of his rare smiles, Jess nodded and said, "Yes, I would like to take you home. I might not end up being a perfect master, but I'm sure I'll be better than anyone else that might buy you."
The pup's eyes lit up. "Wow, I dont believe this. I would love to go home with you. Oh man i cant wait. When do we leave?" he had apparently gotten so excited he forgot about the cage he was still in.
"Just as soon as my mother signs the paperwork and pays," Jess replied. "I'll be back in a moment." Turning, he walked over toward one of the old women and in a firm voice the bork no argument, said, "I want him. Go inform my mother out front I have made my choice and to come in to pay." The woman nodded and hurried off. Jess turned toward the other and said, "And you, go ahead and let him out." Again, the woman hurried to respond. By that point, Jess;s mother came into the hall.
"You made your choise than?" she asked.
Jess nodded and walked over to Kurt and put his hands on the other's shoulders. "He is the one I have chosen for my birthday gift. And mother, you'll keep your hands off him. There are plenty of other slaves for you to play with at home already. He will belong to me and no one else."
"Well at least he's cute," jess's mother said, ignoring the glare her son gave him. "Fine, I won't try and seduce him." turning to one of the old women, she payed and said, "Come along jess, and bring your present with you. Make sure he doesnt cause trouble."
he happily followed jess out of his cage and to the car. "hey, um, what did she mean by she wont seduce me. Im not sure what that word means. It doesnt hurt does it?" he asked innocently.
"I'll explain later," Jess said, He didn't think it would be good to upset the other efore they even got to the car yet. Coming out to the road, Jess followed his mother as they approached a limo. The driver opend the door for them and Jess go in, and motioned for Kurt to get in as well. Meanwhile, his mother went to sit up front, which suited Jess just fine. Once Kurt was in, the door was closed and the driver got in up front. Then, they were off for the family estate.
"Um, ok." he quickly got into the car and looked around in wonder. "Woah, this is amazing. I've never been in one of these before." he then realized he was asking too many questions. his ears flattened to his head apologetically. "sorry Im acting so excited and bugging you. It's just, nobody has ever been this nice to me before."
"It's alright," Jess said, looking out the window as they made their way through the city. "I can imagin you're excited. Just try to restrain yourself for a little while." But even as his attention was focused out the window, one of his hands, of it's own accord, found it's way up behind Kurt's ears and was gently scratching them.
Kurt gasped in response to Jess's touch but didnt shy away. In fact, without realizing it, he leaned into the wonderful feeling until his head was rested against Jess's chest with his eyes closed. If Kurt had been a feline instead of a fox, he would be purring right now. instead he was making a low rumbling sound that vibrated through his chest. he was greatly enjoying this attention and had very much calmed down. "Oh man, that feels really gooood."
Jess jerk back to looking inside the cr when he heard what Kurt said. Only then did he notice what his hand was doing. He was going to pull his hand away, but since the other seemed to enjoy it, and said as such, he continued. "Guess I found a way to keep you quite in the future," he said.
"Mmmm, youre so warm. i think i could stay like this forever if it was possible." he continued to rumble from his chest in pleasure. then a few moments later he spoke again, softly. "My mom used to do this to get me to sleep when i was a little kit. That was before she passed away though."
Smiling one of those rare smiles once more, which were seeming to become a little less rare, Jess said, "Well you have me now. And as long as you're a good boy, I'll scratch your ears every night if you want."
Kurt put his arm across Jess, hugging him close, as tears streamed down his muzzle. "I dont know how im gonna thank you for taking such good care of me. i feel like you really care about me and i havent felt that in so long. I dont know what to say."
Smirking, Jess said, "Well, you could try, 'Happy Birthday.'"
his tears stopped abruptly and he looked up at Jess. "huh?" he sniffled. "that doesn't make sense."
"It's my birthday," Jess said. "And you're my birthday gift." Hugging Kurt close, Jess added, "Don't worry, I'll be a very gentle master."
"Oh. well can it be my birthday too? i dont remember mine, so this way we can both have a good birthday." i cant believe i was just his birthday present. I hope thats not all i am to him, i really do. but the way he is holding me right now, its so warm and caring. i just dont know what to think anymore, this has been such a wild day. Kurt just continued to hold Jess close, not wanting to let this moment end.
"Well, I..guess," Jess said, a little uncertinly. Then, on impulse, he pulled Kirt into his lap, back to chest and hugged him. Letting out s sigh, he said, "You're just like a big, cuddly, teddy bear. Only better. You can cuddle back."
"oh!" kurt exclaimed, surprised. This embrace felt even better. now his worries were gone, but in place of his worries was a new feeling. not a bad one, just one he had never felt before. he leaned his head back on Jess's shoulder. "So what is your house like?"
"You'll just have to wait and see," Jess said. "But you'll like. It's nice and big, and my room opens to a big private garden too. I'm sure you'll enjoy it."
a playful growl escaped his throat. "i hate surprises, but i do like flowers. im good at smelling stuff. thats how i got along all these years on the street. and being fast helps too, hehe. um, am i gonna get to sleep inside with you?"
"Of course you'll be sleeping inside," Jess said. "You're not an animal. You'll have a futon tucked in the corner to sleep on." Smirking a little, Jess added, "Unless you'd like to share my bed."
"well i kinda am an animal. A lot of people are where i come from." with the mention of sharing a bed, Kurt blushed deeply under his fur. So much that in showed through. "um I-i guess we could share a bed if you want to."
Jess smiled and said, "I wouldn't mind if you slept in my bed with me." His smile dimming a little at recalling what Kurt said a moment earlier, he added, "And just because you 'kinda' are an animal, doesn't mean you should, nor will you be, treated like one."
"oh, ok then. i-ill sleep in your bed with you. ive never slept in the same bed with somebody before. you must have a big bed, huh?"
"Yes, I do," Jess said with a smile. At that point, the limo slowed to a stop outside the gate and waited for it to open before going on into the estate. "We're almost there," Jess added, turning his gaze back out the window to look at the large sprawling lawns. They had left the city sometime ago and were now in the countryside. As they round a bend the went around a stand of sakura trees, Jes pointed and said, "And there is the house." The building was huge, thre floors tall, and covering at least an acre for the building itself. "There are around a hundred rooms in there, but don't worry, I'll show you around myself so you don't get lost."
kurt stared at the giant building in awe. "i dont think i have ever seen a house this big. i probably wont get lost but, wow. i dont know what to say, its just so big." he reached over and grabbed Jess's hand in his own while still looking up at the house.
Jess couldn't help but smile at how excited Kurt was. And Jess was certinly pleased himself. Kurt was making him smile a lot more than he used to. A lot more since since his little brother died. Jess just sat there, smile at Kurt's enthusiasm, oblivious to a tear rolling down his cheek.
kurt was getting hyper again, still acting like a kit. "i cant believe you actually live here," he quickly said as he turned to face jess. thats when he noticed jess was crying. "hey, whats wrong? why are you crying? your supposed to be happy like me."
Jess was surprised to hear he was crying, and wiped the tear away saying, "Sorry. It's just...you remind me a lot of my little brother. He, he died, three years ago. The two of you are a lot alike." Jess smiled a little and added, "He was one of the few poeple that culd make me smile without trying. And you just seem to have the same personality."
"Oh. Well im glad i make you smile but its not as fun when you cry at the same time. Will this make you feel better?" With that he wrapped his arms around Jess in hopes of cheering him up. "Hugs always make me feel better."
Smiling a little, jess wrapped his arms around Kurt and hugged him close, pulling the other into his lap, and burring his face in Kurt's hair, crying softly as he grieved his late brother's loss.
"its gonna be ok, i promise." kurt was at a loss for words, having never been in a situation like this before.
Giving Kurt another hug, Jess nodded and said, "I know. Thank you."
"I'm sorry to interupt," Jess's mom said, "But we're home. Jess, go show you're slave where he'll be sleeping, I make sure proper clothes are sent for him." And with that, she turned and left.
his ears perked. "clothes? im getting new clothes? thats so cool. um, i dont know what size i wear since i cant read. and can we get some pants with a hole in the back so i can button it above my tail. my pants fall down too much cuz i dont have one like that."
"Don't get your hopes up," Jess said gently. "Although I promise not to treat you like one, you're still a slave. You'll just be getting some tunics, like oversized shirts that hang down to the knees, and some simple shorts to wear with them."
"oh ok. thats still cool i guess. anything is better than what i normally wear. im just glad im not alone anymore." his tail wagged happily, gently thumping jess's arm.
Jess smiled and gave Kurt another hug, but the sound of someone clearing their throat rather loudly made him look up and see the driver standig there with the door open and an annoyed look on his face. Jess blushed a little and let Kurt go. "Sorry," he said to the driver. Looking back at Kurt, Jess said, "Come on, I'll show you where you'll be sleeping."
"Haha, ok yeah. I cant wait, this has gotta be the best day of my entire life." Kurt hurriedly followed jess with his tail swaying excitedly behind him.
Jess smiled softly as he led the way toward the front door, but paused when a shadow fell over him. Looking up, he paled slightly at seeing the tall figure that stood before him. Bowing his head, he said, "H-hello, father."
"Jess," he said, before looking at Kurt. "This is the slave you chose?" he asked, with a curl of his lip. The disgust was plain on his face. "It better be housebroken." Turning, he stalked into the house.
kurt's ears flattened and he huffed. "...Housebroken. Please, im not some wild four legger. i know how to use a toilet."
Jess's father paused and glared at Kurt before saying in a very bland, but very threatening voice, "Jess, I suggest you teach your slave some disapline, or I will."
"Yes father," Jess said. "I will do so right away." The man nodded and disapeared into the house. Turning to Kurt, Jess grabbed him by the arm and pulled him along inside, not even bothering to let the other look around, and ignoring any of his complaints until he got Kurt into his room, where he gave him a push forward and closed the door firmly behind them. "Never speak like that to my father again," Jess said sternly. "In his eyes, anyone the talks back to him is to be beaten, esplecally slaves. And he loathes sarcasem. He might just have you beaten to death if you do something like that again, and I could do nothing to stop him."
kurt's ears flattened and he whined a little. "I-I'm sorry. I didnt know. Please dont hurt me. Im so sorry, ill never do it again, i promise." he began to cower towards a corner, not even looking at his surroundings. he put his arms up in front of his face.
Jess's expresion softened as he walked over to kurt and knelt down next to him. "Hush Kurt," he said softly. "Please calm down. I won't hurt you. I...I was just trying to be serious. I hope I didn't hurt your arm where I grabed you." Reaching out, he place a gentle hand on Kurt's shoulder. "I will never hurt you."
he sniffled a little, then tightly wrapped his arms around jess. "i dont think i like your dad. hes mean. first he said im not housebroken, like im some wild four-legger, then he says you should hit me. i dont think i should say anything around him cuz he doesnt like me."
"Dad just wants to stick to the old ways, where slaves and servents are seen and not heard. And just so you know, he doesn't really like anyone. Not even me. Mom's really the only one that openly challenges him at times, though I don't know what leverage she has on him, and I don't really care. For now, I'll just keep you away from him. That will be the simplest thing to do. I really like you Kurt, and I want to keep you safe." Leaning hishead in, he gently kissed Kurt on his forhead.
"thanks, and i like you too." Kurt just sat there, resting his head against jess, when he suddenly leaned back. his muzzle opened wide in a large canine yawn, his tongue sticking out and curling up. he giggled after it passed. "i guess its been a long day, huh?"
Jess chuckled and nodded, "A guess it has." He paused a moment before saying, "It's about time for me to go down to dinner. I'll make sure a plate is sent up for you. Think you'll be alright on your own for a while? I got some books on that shelf there if you're interested, as well as some old puzzles on the one above it. Feel free to use either if you want. The bathroom is through that door there. Please stay here, alright? I should be back in about an hour."
his ears drooped. "i wish you could stay here, but i guess if you have to go then ill be fine. i cant read very good, so ill probably take a nap. um, is it alright if i use your bed? i dont want to mess it up."
Giving Kurt's head an affectionate scratch, Jess nodded and said, "It's just fine. Have a good rest. Is there anything in particular you want me to hace sent up? Ham? Frankfurters? Burgers?"
"um, im not choosy. anything sounds good." he didnt want to admit anything is better than his normal dumpster food.
Nodding Jess gave Kurt a quick hug, then got up and left the room, heading downstairs and toward the dinning room. On the way, he stopped in the servents' quarters and asked one of them to deliver an extra meal to his room for Kurt. Then he continued on his way, to enjoy his birthday dinner, making a mental note to have cake sent up to Kurt later, or even take it himself.
after Jess left, kurt climbed up onto the large bed. he curled himself up into a ball and promptly fell into a deep sleep on the overly comfortable bedding. being used to sleeping on the ground, it didnt take him long to appreciate the marvelous bed. he looked small compared to the rest of the bed, almost like a puddle of tan fur on an ocean of blankets and pillows.
Jess walked into the dining room and supressed a sigh as the many people gathered there began to seeing. Somehow, he resisted rolling his eyes as he was led to the table and sat down. Once the singing ended and everyone else sat, serveres came out with all sorts of magficent food, perfectly cooked roast beef, still slightly red and oozing juices, mounds of mashed potatoes and rich gravey, glazed carrots, onion rings, and steak fries, and glasses of wine were also passed out to everyne atending. Before long, dinner was over and the remains being carted away, and then all his flashy, and overpriced gifts were brought out.
Tearing off the wrapping of each gift, he made is comments of approval, some more sincere than others, and set them aside to be taken to his room. Finally, it was down to only a few more. Opening the next, he found it was a whip, and he didn't like where that was going.
"It's a whip," the giver pointed out uselessly. "You're suppose to get yur first personal slave today, so it's to teach your slave disapline."
"Speaking of which," another said, "Where is your slave? Should you have him attending you, like a personal slave should?" There were a few snickers from some of the less mature people assembled.
"Normally," Jess said, "But he has been through a very trying day, and is rather exausted. i would rather him be in good health, so he won't make me look a fool if something happens from fatigue. Besides, he's already recived a punishment today from me for talking out of place to my father." The fearce looking man nodded from across the room. "I did not wish to has fresh marks on a new slave ruin such a happy occaison." He got several nods of approval from that. As rich as many of them were, and as many of them treated their slaves the way they did, most didn't like to see blood. Setting the whip aside with the other gifts, he opened the last few, then it was time for cake.
Half awake, Kurt awoke to a funny feeling in his stomach. he groggily sat up and began walking to the attached bathroom with half lidded eyes. "Bathroom...." he got to the door when he miscalculated the route to the door and ran into the side of the door muzzle first. he yelped out loud from the pain, then hurriedly went to the toilet to relieve his bladder. it wasnt until a few seconds later when a drop of blood fell into the toilet water that he noticed he had bloodied his nose when he slammed into the door. "aww, man. well at least I'm awake now." after he had finished relieving himself, he flushed, then grabbed a wad of toilet paper to put on his nose. he yelped again when he put a little pressure on it, but he dealt with it. he had to stop the bleeding before he got it on any of Jess' stuff. after he had it covered, he walked back over to the bed and layed down, with toilet paper on his nose, and his head hanging upside down facing the door. this was gonna be embarrassing to explain when Jess walked in.
It didn't take long for the cake that was brought out to be cut up and served to all of jess's 'guests.' And after it was all gone, he made a few polite good-bye's as most of them left, then spent a few more minutes entertaining the last of his guests before excusing himself to turn in a little early and check on his new slave, ignoring some of the looks from his so called friends. Picking up a few of the gifts that he had gotten to take himself, he left the rest to the srevents to take up later. Leaving the dinning room, he started heading back toward his room.
Meanwhile, two servents stopped infront of Jess's bedroom door and knocked before opening it and looking around the room. "Excuse me," one of them said. "Is there a Kurt in here? Master Jess requested food be sent to you. It's not a lot, but I have a plate of roast beef for you. And the clothes you are to wear from now on. May we come in?"
"um, yeah, im kurt. please come in, im starved." he rolled over and his tongue lolled out, knowing they were gonna ask about the tissue he was still holding to his nose. although it was embarrassing, the more he thought about it, the more humorous it became
The servent nodded and brought the tray he was carring in and set it on a small table while the other came in with a stack of folded clothes and set them on a chair. Looking Kurt over, the first nodded and said, "Master Jess sure picked a hansome fellow for his slave." The second shrugged his shoulders, not really interested, then left the room to go back to work. "don't mind Edward," the first servent said. "He prefers young ladies, our dear mistress, Jess's mother, to be exact. He's one of her favored." The servent held out his hand and said, "My name's David." At that point, he noticed the tissue and frowned. "Are you okay?" he asked with a touch of concern, moving over next to Kurt to get a better look at his nose.
Kurt blushed a deep red under his fur and looked at his foot shyly. "thanks. heh yeah i guess im ok. i was taking a nap, but i got up to use the toilet and i was still half asleep, so i kinda ran into the doorframe. it still hurts a little, especially when i touch it. i dont want to bleed on any of Jess' stuff though so im holding the tissues to it anyway. that was ten minutes ago though, do you think the bleeding should have stopped by now?"
"Probibly," David said. "Here, let me take a look." Reaching out, he gently pulled Kurt's hand away from his nose and took Kurt's face in his hands and pointed it more towards the light to look at it carfully. "I think it will be okay," he said. "It looks like the bleeding has stopped." Leting Kurt's face go, he nodded toward the tray on the table and said, "Go ahead and eat. I'm sure master Jess will be returning from his party soon. I'm afriad most of his guests aren't really to his tastes, they're just people from his school, or the kid's of some of his father's bussiness associtates. He doesn't get along with most of them. It's strange, although Jess is a rich kid like all of them, he's not a spoiled brat like the rest of em. I'm sure he'll leave his party early, probibly to spend time with his new slave." Sighing, he added, "Once you've finshed eating, go ahead and change into your new clothes, and put your old ones over there in that basket. If master Jess choses, they'll be kept and mended for whatever ocasion he dems fit for you to wear them. Otherwise, they'll be discarded. Is there anything else you need?"
"um, I dont think so. I guess thats all. And, um, thanks." he picked up the tray of food and slowly began eating. he hadnt realized there was still a little dried blood on his muzzle, but it didnt bother him. he was still feeling self concious about being called handsome, and on top of that, the man touched his face. nobody other than his mom had ever touched his face in such a caring way.
Nodding, David said, "Alright then. I guess I'll be leaving. You take care now." Smiling, he added, "You're prettylucky to have Jess as your master. He's hardly ever heavy handed or strict, and just between you and me, compaired to his father, he's a saint. Not that he doesn't have his flaws, but overall, he's very kind and sweet. He treats all us servents as people. Maybe someday, if you're lucky, he'll free you and make you his personal servent instead, compleate with pay." David grinned and added, "Even Jess's father would hesitate a ltle to beat a servent, who can leave to find work elseware. Anyway, see you around. Hope you enjoy your new clothes." And with that, David left the room, closing the door behind him.
he was really nice. i hope he doesnt think im weird or clumsy just because i ran into the door. i wonder when jess will be back. i hope he gets back soon. wow, i dont think i have ever eaten anything this good. he had scarfed most of his food down without even realizing it. he didnt know how hungry he really was.
Jess sighed in relief as he came to his bedroom door and opened it to his sanctuary from the rest of the world. Closing the door behind him, he took the gifts he had brought up and set them on the table and sat on one of the chairs across from Kurt. Smiling gently, he said, "I'm glad that's over." He grinned a little as he asked, "Did you miss me?"
"Hehe, yeah i did. I didnt think you were ever gonna come back. i had a nice nap but when i woke up to use the bathroom i got hurt cuz i was still half asleep. it hurt pretty bad but now its better. it was kinda funny cuz i ran into the door. i was all the way awake after that happened, then some really nice people brought me some food and clothes. and one of them said i was handsome," he blushed at this, "then he checked on my nose to make sure it was ok. after that he left and now your back and im happy again." he was so excited that jess was back that he almost forgot to breathe between sentences.
Smiling Jess said, "Well I'm glad you had an exciting time, and that you're okay. do you think you're ready for sleep now? or would you like to see a few of the gifts that I was given."
"ooh, yeah. show me some of the gifts you got. im too excited to sleep yet, haha." he jumped up and ran across the room, eager to see what jess got.
Jess smiled at Kurt's eagerness, then picked up the first, a slended short sword, well polished, and razor sharp, along with it's gilt leather scabbard. Other items included a half dozen books, a silver pen, a new video game, some incents, and a collar of soft fine leather. He sighed a little as he held up the collar. Attached to the collar was a tag with Jace's name and contact information, as well as a blank tag, awaiting the name of the one to wear the collar. "This," he said with some disdain, "is for you. You are to wear it all times. It...marks you as mine. And is certinly better than branding. I hope you won't complain about wearing it."
he sniffed it a little, then picked it up and bit it. he promptly stuck his tongue out in disgust. "Well, Ive never gotten a gift before, and i guess its pretty, but it tastes like soap. Its gonna make me look like a feral though. do you promise not to treat me like a feral? If you do, then i wont complain about wearing it."
"I promise," Jess said, walking over to Kurt. "It is simply a symbol that marks you as belonging to me, and with it means you are under my protection. It mean's no one but myself may touch you, let alone beat you." He put his arms around Kurt and said, "Remember, you're my personal slave. Under me, you'll have many freedoms. But remember, you're still a slave. If another member of my family give you an order, you are to do it, unless it goes against something I have already told you. For instence, as a direct order, you are not to take anyone in this house, servent, slave, or free, to be a mate unless I say otherwise, nor are you allowed to be taken as a mate." jess stepped closer, finally breaking down a little and vertually puring, "Because if you are willing, I want you all to myself. And because of this order, no matter what anyone says, even if its my father, you can't be forced to lie with anyone. Do you understand now what this collar means and entails?"
he looked a little confused. "it means nobody can hurt me, right? but i dont know what it means to lie with anybody or be taken as a mate. Do you mean like how you have a mom and a dad?"
Jess nodded a little and said, "Yes, sorta. It means you will be no one's lover but mine." Jess blushed deeply but went on. "And that no one can force you to be their lover. Not without suffering the consequences. So what moms and dads do to make babbies, you will only do with me. But only if you're okay with that." Jess placed a hand on Kurt's cheek and said, "I would never force you to if you didn't want to." He then leaned in and gave Kurt a kiss on his fur covered cheek.
kurt blushed visibly through his fur. his ears even turned red, and he reached a hand up to massage them and get the blood flowing through them again. "heh, uh, sorry. my, my ears burn if i get embarrassed. i, i would like it if i was your lover. but what, what would your dad say? i mean, he still scares me."
"It's my decision," Jess said. "He can't really say anything...well, he can say all he wants, but he can't do anything about it. There worst he might do is hit me or cut me out of any inheritence. Of course, since he's probibly going to die before my mom, it wouldn't really matter." Jess shrugged his shoulders indifferently, and gave Kurt another kiss on the cheek, then one on his nose and smiled. "Your fur tickles," he said, full of good humor.
kurt giggled. "it tickles me when you do that too. so are you gonna put the collar on me or not? i cant do it myself, so you have to do it for me. i wanna see how cute it makes me look. oh, and i havent even tried on my new clothes yet." he padded over to the folded clothes. his ears perked and his tail wagged when he noticed there was in fact a seperate button for his tail. then he tilted his head in frustration and turned to Jess. "um, i have trouble with buttons cuz my mom didnt teach me how before she died. do you think you can help me?" his hand went back up to his ear. he was blushing a lot lately.
Smiling, Jess nodded and brought the collar over. "Lift your chin," he said, then straped the collar around Kurt's neck. "It's not too tight is it?" he asked out of concern. "You can breath easily?"
kurt did as he was told. "well, its not too tight, but it feels funny holding my fur down. could i wear it loose, kinda like a necklace? it just feels funny when its snug. like, i dont know, its hard to describe, just, funny. i think it would feel better if it was just one thing looser." he smiled up at jess.
Smiling and chuckling, Jess nodded and loosened the collar a notch, then leaned in and gave Kurt a real kiss. "Does that feel better? Or would you like a little looser?"
kurts eyes widened in surprise, then he blushed again but he couldnt think clearly enough to worry about his ears. his tongue lolled out of his mouth in a goofy smile. "that, thats good." it wasnt clear whether he was talking about the kiss or the collar, but then again it didnt really matter to him at the moment.
Smiling, Jess pressed a gentle kiss to Kurt's nose and said, "Good." Looking toward the clothes he said, "How about you try the clothes on tomorrow, and we go to bed now?" Taking Kurt's hand, jess began leading the other to his bed.
"hehe i guess thats fine. its been a long day for you too." kurt happily followed jess to the bed. deep down inside, kurt couldnt wait to fall asleep next to jess.
Walking overr to the bed, Jess pulled off his coat and tossed it on the floor, and did the same thing with his shirt. Sitting on the bed, he pulled off his shoes and said, "Go ahead and get comfortable. I'll be back in a moment." Getting up, he went into the bathroom and closed the door."
Kurt pulled his shirt and pants off, after fumbling with the buttons. he had always just slept in his underwear or a pair of shorts. then he climbed back up on the huge bed and silently waited for Jess. i wonder if this means we really are lovers? Im so nervous. what are you supposed to do when you share a bed with someone? What if i start snoring? What if he snores? are we gonna sleep close together or not? questions raced through Kurt's mind.
Jess sighed as he closed the door behind him, and just leaned back against it for a few minutes before standing up and going about doing his business. After washing his hands, he came out of the bathroom and walked back over to the bed, where he changed out of his pants and climbed into the bed with Kurt. Stretching out and getting comfortable, Jess wondered if Kurt would sleep next to him or not. Jess hoped he would, but he wanted the choice to be Kurt's.
kurt noticed that jess didnt lay down near him so he was a little disappointed. "goodnight i guess." he wasnt about to give up that easily. slowly he began scooting closer to jess. they were now less than a half foot apart and he was trying to be even more sneaky. it wasnt working though and he started to get shy again.
Jess glanced toward Kurt from the corner of his eye and mentally smiled. Reaching out, he snaked his arm around Kurt and tugged him the rest of the way over and hugged him close. "You're such a cute pup when you're shy," he said with a grin. Nuzzling against Kurt's neck, he said, "You're just as cuddlely as I thought you'd be."
kurt started giggling and tried to playfully push Jess away. "hahah that tickles. cut it out." he rolled over onto his stomach, resting his chin on Jess' chest. he looked into his eyes for a long minute or two, then looked away and hugged jess tightly around his chest. "thank you." there were tears running down the side of his muzzle but he didnt want jess to notice.
Smiling, Jess held Kurt close and said, "You're very welcome." Running his hand up and down Kurt's back, he whispered, "You're going to love it here with me Kurt, so I hope those tears dripping onto my chest are tears of joy, and not sadness....or drool."
he gasped because he did not realize his tears had gotten on jess. he sniffled then said, "sorry, but i think it might be both. i mean not drool, the other two heh." he smiled and wiped his face. "this is the best day ive had in thirteen years, and even though i just met you today, im glad it was with you."
"That's okay," Jess said, petting Kurt's head. "From now on, just be happy, because I'm going to take good care of you." Giving Kurt a kiss, he hugged his close.