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Relentless old fools. The aging chauvinists have their way again. They have forced our species into the existence we call hell for years and still they believe their pathetic rules and sayings have some solemn meaning. I live with a gift truly granted to me by the Gods but I also live under it as a curse. A slave, on whose free will is not measured by how far they can run or where they may roam. I live in permanent shackles not of the tangible kind but of a duty thrust upon me by those who cannot tolerate me.

The rusty voices still ring in my head, "She is a female! She must remain in the city as a birther."

"But she carries not the mark of a woman, the slit of a female."

"She has the body of one but does not carry the weight of child bearing upon her shoulders."

"She is a mix; a freak."

"She is blessed with superiority through her genitalia."

"She cannot stay here for she is a woman with a male gift."

I was only the age of 12 at the time, just getting to know the dank world I would grow up in before being hidden from the public's eye. The elder's stood round me in accusation and curse, waiting a verdict from their fellow elders.

"You are unclean. You bear the true mark of a man but the cursed body of a woman. This has never happened before and so you shall be cast from the city. However, you still bear the man's mark so you shall work for us. Many a normal woman shall try and flee before it's time to bear children. We have a lot that escape our walls and this must not be allowed for the Gods demand that all woman must bear children."

Their Gods never smiled on women.

"Dirty vile things that would bear children; strong males and other females to produce more 'birthers' as they called them. Any female that leaves our city gates will be hunted by you, impregnated and returned to the city. Is that clear?"

I had no options. They told me if I stepped through the city gates and past the city walls into the city itself without consent then my natural mother would be executed on the spot. I was thrown into the wilderness, a desolate place where little grows and the rolling hills make escape quite a task. I had to train myself and teach myself from the very start to survive. I became fast, strong, fit and dangerous. My wings allowed me to fly as far as I pleased and my claws allowed me to remind the wildlife who was the ruler. Naked and alone I began my fruitless and evil task of stopping all those who dared to escape, to crush their dreams of freedom and fill their world with pain and hardship. If the city was hell then I was the guard at the gate of hell. And no-one escapes hell...

"Come on Cindy you need to keep going."

The sirens of the city echoed behind them like wolves howling for blood.

"I....I....can't...." the dog collapsed on the floor to her knees as the squirrel fell beside her.

"It'll find us if we stay here."

I had seen them from a distance. One was a red squirrel with ripped clothes and the other was a brown dog with no clothes and a few scars.

"Emma.....go....on without...me."

I made my entrance, perched above them on a large rock, "Going somewhere girls?"

Both held each other tight as my voice echoed around them like the howling mounds of this wasteland.

"Sorry Ladies but you need to go back...now."

The two could not speak, I was used to this and so I waited. My smile and my exposed girth only made the wait longer.

"We.....we're so sorry Miss. We....we'll.....we'll go back....I swear."

"I only wish that was enough."

They decided to make a break for it. Not a wise move. Before they could get off the plateau I had both of them in a choke hold. Using the rock as leverage, I thrust my way inside the weaker dog as her squirrel friend could only watch in horror. Even though I was sending the pair to a lifetime of birthing, pain and slavery, my member could not help but give me pleasure from the situation.

"Wow, your really tight. God yeah!"

As soon as I had finished with one I swapped her for the other. The squirrel used her hands to try and block my passage inside of her. I forced my way inside.

"You back again, freak?"

The guards at the gate weren't the friendliest of types. I dragged the two by the leashes the elders would give me from time to time. One was a rotund feline with long, fine whickers and the other was quite a largely built swallow with a serious look about him.

"I have two escapees for the Order to lock away. Both have been impregnated and ready for the breeding process."

"Whatever, we'll take 'em from here and *cough* 'book' them in at the guard house."

'Book'? Yeah right. They take them in and spend the night raping them, using them as private sex toys before handing them over to the elders. I hate those guards so much but the city jurisdiction protects them from my wrath.

"Well if that's it then get away from the city, you know your not welcome within it's walls."

Keeping my silence and dignity I leave them to their twisted fun and begin my search for food. The harsh wasteland for which I called my home is battered by the screaming winds. Little vegetation grows here and the dry, cracked dirt isn't the most pleasant setting to roam on. Water was also a rarity and rain occurs in short, random and uncommon showers. Therefore, little grew there between the dead wood and brown sands which made survival something of a difficult task. Although not completely lifeless, the animals that did appear here and there were skinny, lifeless and pain stricken. Through desperation they had become violent and feral animals, fearless of pain or cost to get the food they want. That night the air was cool and my luck was high. A rain shower earlier on had created puddles upon the land. After having my fill, I waited for the necessary moment to bag myself an animal. Soon my patience paid off. A Murrowlow, a sort of cow type creature, maundered it's way to the temporary oasis. Although I didn't want to scare the creature, I had to make hast for a predatory would make short work of my desired meal and that isn't a good thing. With all my effort I creep towards the creature. The wind was on my side as it blew my scent away from my prey. At the opportune moment and when all was still I pounce. The creature growed wild and thrashed and bucked underneath me. I had a few more seconds....to hold on..... There! A grasp in the right part of the neck and a twist ensured a quick death for the creature. I dragged the carcass back to my fire and cooked it. It made me seem more animalistic than anything else but I ripped off all the meat I could with my teeth. The sirens of the city called to me in the background, I knew I was needed. Taking a scouting point on a plateau, I surveyed the scene. I saw a figure sprinting away from chasing guards and towards my plateau. Almost too easy.

The figure soon came close enough, "Another escapee? My, my..."

The figure stood in shock and soon fell to her knees. I jumped down from my hidden position and approached her.

"Are you not afraid? Why do you not run from me?"

She just sighed, "I have heard of legends about you. You are one of such skill that escape is impossible. Denying the inevitable is hassle for both of us..."

She raised her head. She was tigress of almost perfect design. Her eyes, though full of tears, seemed deep and endless showing her character like a painting. Her fur and stripes where so precise that she seemed to be sculpted by the God's themselves. Her cute features showed through her cute expressions and a hidden determination to be more than destiny has thrown at her. I could not deny that.

Ignoring my basis instincts I grabbed her by the hand and pointed to the space under a rock, "Stay there until I say it's clear."

Although confused, she did as I had told her and hid from the guards. Soon the two gate guards came bumbling through the rocky landscape.

"Can I help you gentlemen?"

The two were out of breath and still defiant, "Fuck off...freak..."

"We're...looking for the...girl...that escaped..."

"Funny, I thought that was my job?"

"Where is she...?"

My curiosity got the better of me, "Why do you want her so bad?"

"...No reason..."

"We don't have to...explain...ourselves to you..."

"True but it may help when your in my domain."

I approached them with a playful nature, "I was in pursuit until you idiots showed up."

"We can...take...it from...here..."

"I sincerely doubt that, you'll get in my way. I think you should leave now lest you tempt my bad side."

My slow and seductive pace towards them obviously made them nervous.

"Don't you dare...we are protect by city laws!"

"This isn't the city."

The swallow raised his spear but, being the lumbering oaf that he is, I easily snapped it off him and held it to his neck.

"Leave my lands before I add your heads to my collection of prey."

With no hesitation, the two rushed away with their tails between their legs. Knowing the others I have chased, the girl would have run and she was probably ages away by now. To my surprise, she was still curled up in the exact spot I told her to be hide. I extended my hand to her and helped her up. She seemed to recoil away from me in fear. Cute as she was, I wanted so fun. A caressed her cheek.

A good girl that she was, she didn't pull away, "I've heard of this bit. You will rape me and implant your seed inside of me, creating a lifetime of agony and imprisonment."

I placed my head to close to hers and gave her a sweet little kiss.

I then turned away and walked back to my meal which was probably cold, "I'll tell you what, you have a choice; stay here and face the local wildlife, turn yourself in or come with me for a meal and a safe place to stay."

She seemed quite reluctant at first but she soon scurried along behind me. I ripped the rest of the meat off the bone as she delicately sipped at her bowl, staring at me over the rim.

"Like it?"

"Yes...thank you."

"That's Spike Tea made from the leaves of the Spike plant you can find around here. The bowl is also my design from the dead wood scattered around here."

"You seem to live quite happily here."

"I try my best."

"No, I mean we are taught to fear this place. Loathe it for fear of the wildlife...and you."

"What do they say about me?"

"You're the essence of pure evil. A monster of unknown origins from the bowels of hell. A nameless horror."

I just laughed at her anecdotes, "Really? None of that is strictly true."

She seemed to be intrigued as her ears pricked up, "So what's your name?"

I paused before my next bite. That was one of the most personal questions I have ever been asked.

"Why would you like to know?"

"Well, if I can call you by a name then I can learn not to fear you."

Although she seemed young she definitely not stupid.

I gave a deep breath and revealed my secrets, "I was created as newborn number 187336 of the Rurcor faction. My birth mother called me Yu but I call myself Rowna."

The story brought a smile to her face making me blush a bit, "Rowna? That's a nice name."

"Well it's better than 'the nameless horror'! Tell me, what do you like to be called?"

"I'm not sure really... I guess, Mia."

"Mia, cute."

I dived straight back into my meal and a silence passed by.

Mia looked at me inquisitively, "Are you...naked...all the time?"

"I normally don't get guests. There is very little in the way of wearable fabric out here and the city mocks me because of my naked body, giving me only a blanket for the cold nights. I have a natural sheath for my member but I can't do anything about my breasts."

"They're...big. Sorry, I mean nice."

She began to blush so I changed the subject, "So, Mia, how did you escape? Tunnel? Climb the wall?"

"Not exactly. The alchemist at our faction leaves a lot of his chemicals out when he's finished with them. I noticed that if you had Munoma and Hadrilon then you create a powerful moisturizer that can seep into the wall and basically turn it to mush."

"Beautiful and smart, wow!"

I seemed to have offended her somehow, "What am I just a piece of eye-candy for you? I'm a person you know. Are you trying to make me a sort of toy, a piece of amusement for you?"

"I didn't say that I just..."

A loud bell began to ring aloud from the city, "Look I have to go but the fire should keep the animals away."

"Who said I'm staying?"

"Who said I though you were?"

I left her there and leapt off into the night. The tall tower howled and whistled as the wind blew through it's arcs and walls. The elders stood by the great bell and it sounded through the night, only a few torches to fight off the cold.

"You called me?"

I appeared from the dark night to speak with them. The tower is high above the rest of the city on the outskirts. It overlooked most of the wasteland and it is the only place where the elders will meet with me.

"Do not keep us waiting again."

"I'm sorry."

"'I'm sorry' what?"

"I'm sorry...oh wise ones."

"That's better. You have worked rather well as what we had hoped. Not a single person who has escaped has evaded your sight or capture."

"However, we have just had word that you threatened our guards today. Is this true?"

"I was hunting an escapee out on the wasteland until your guards stuck their noses in the whole ordeal. With their distraction, they helped the escapee allude me."

"But did you threaten them?"

"They should have not been on my wasteland, it was..."

"DID YOU...threaten them?"

"...Yes oh wise ones..."

"We are displeased with your treatment of our guards. The law states that any male has power, respect and precedence over a female, even one who is unjustly blessed such as you do we make ourselves clear?"

"You do."

"Good. Find the escapee, impregnate and return her. Do not annoy us again."

Greedy, pathetic swines. Never known the way of the warrior, the art of survival. Infantile old men with only male supremacy in their hearts. I turn from them and leap into the night. Returning to my camp, I find Mia did not leave. She had taken my blanket and drifted off to sleep. I did not care much; the fire could keep me warm for tonight. The brutal winds and savage dryness of the land was there every morn to greet me. Little was worse than waking to the sandstorms of the land I called home. Normally, my make-shift bunker which was adequate protection however I was giving it to another last night. Only the ashes of the fire were left in front of me as my eyes creaked open. The bright, unforgiving Sun was all that lightened this hell and brought warmth to my shivering body. I pulled myself up from the scorched ground to find my guest still in her bed. I approached her and observed her. Her tail whipped and whisked at the dry air and her breath paced itself to the cooling beat of her deep sleep. Caressing her cheek, I moved my hand downwards. Her chest was broad. Her waist was curved perfectly. Her thighs were smooth. Her....I pulled my hand away suddenly.

"Is this what I've become," I asked myself. I wanted her so bad yet I cared for her unconditionally. She began to stir from her sleep.

"Morning."

I began to blush and with shame I turned from her, "Good morning precious."

"What's the plan? What are you going to do with me?"

Pushing the sexual desires from my mind, I thought hard about the fate of my new companion, "You need to die."

My thought made her wake up pretty quickly, "WHAT???"

"Calm down. You need to 'die' so that the elders will get off our backs."

My plan was simple but perfect.

Again the sirens wailed from the city. I had instructed Mia to run past the gate so she was sited. The guards poured from the city limits and out into the wilderness, high on power and chauvinistic authority. They soon came to the chasm where me and Mia were on the other side.

"Halt. Go no farther. You cannot escape me."

"NEVER. I'LL NEVER GO BACK THERE!!"

"Mia, please, we can talk about this. You must obey the city walls."

"NO YOU FREAK! LEAVE ME BE!!!"

Mia was a natural actress. I few more steps closer and Mia threw herself from the cliff face, falling into the dark chasm below and screaming all the way down.

"Nice one freak, you let her die!"

The abuse of the guard mattered not to me. They left me their, telling the elders of her death and my failure. I renewed my smile as I made my way to the bottom of the chasm.

"Mia? Are you alright?"

Mia pulled herself from the thick bushes, "Yeah I guess. How did you know that would work?"

I pointed to the bush she landed on, "That's spring weed. You called fall from the heavens and it would still protect you."

I lead her back to the camp for another meal. The bells rung aloud from the elders tower later that night, cracking shunting the winds out the way. I had to answer them and made my way to the tower.

"Yes oh wisest of elders?"

"We heard of your endeavours with the escapee. Endeavours that end with failures do not appease us."

"I tried my hardest but..."

"Your hardest was obviously not good enough. You haven't failed us like this in such along time and so we have decided that punishment is at hand."

That word, punishment. Never in such a time has one single word filled my heart with such fear and neither heaven nor earth could get me out of it. Chained to a rack atop the tower, facing outwards to my home, they wiped me savagely. Each strike from the whip brought a wave of pain. Yet, I gave them nothing. No tears, no moan. Nothing to give them pleasure. Old fools... Rubbing my bleeding, ripped skin of my back I returned to Mia. She was tucked up in bed.

"Good girl..."

I heard a faint sniffle from her direction and walked over to her.

"Mia?"

"......I'm never gunna get out of here..."

She was sobbing deeply, trying desperately to restrain herself. I laid beside her and held her close from behind.

"It's okay. I'm here for you and I won't let them get you."

"I'm just getting in your way and I'll be found eventually. I don't want you to get hurt."

"You care...about me?"

She turned round and I saw the glistening tear drops in her eyes.

"I do."

Sharply she embraced me for a long kiss. I kissed back. Our tongues rubbed against each other. She tasted sweet. Her hand began to rub my sheath, making me hard and wanting for her.

"Mia, wait..."

Suddenly stopping, she looked into me longingly, "I don't want to do this. If we have sex then how am I better than them? I had never become emotional attached to the other girls so I did not sacrifice anything for them...I am a monster. If I impregnate you then I condemn you to a life of hardship and labour."

She caressed my cheek, "But there's nothing wrong with oral..."

She winked at me as her head disappeared beneath the blanket. Licking the shaft and playing with my balls, she slipped my member slowly into her mouth. Playing with it in her mouth and stroking it with her tongue she was driving me crazy. She delved under my foreskin, pleasuring me in no way any other woman has. We soon fell asleep together in each other's arms.

"ROWNA!!!"

My sleep was disturbed by two soldiers dragging me from the bed and onto the floor. Two heavily armed soldiers grabbed Mia and pulled her towards the city. Before I could move a group of soldiers had stun sticks jabbed into my back, keeping me down. I shortly lost consciousness as the soldiers carried me away like a rag doll. "Let the inferior race know of our superiority. Let us show the freak how her job should be done." The words were quite blurry and hard to hear but soon my vision returned to me. I was on my knees in shackles in the main town square. We were on a stage and Mia was in a collar in front of me.

An elder stood on a podium next to her, "These pathetic creatures are for breeding and nothing else. Capture by the freak and left in confinement to a life of servitude."

Mia was weeping.

"M...Mia..."

She turned to see me and rushed to me.

"Mia, are you okay?"

"I am but your not."

The guards had spent the last hour punching and kicking the life out of me in my unconscious state. The guard had noticed her absence and tugged her back to front of stage.

"Ah, the freak is awake!"

The crowd booed and hissed to the elder's words.

"What are you going to do to her?"

"Normally we would impregnate her and place her in the breeding system but no. Not her. Since you 'love' her so much, she will enjoy the sweet touch of death. And you will bare witness to it."

"No, you can't!"

The crowd roared with laughter.

I lost it, "WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE?!? She's is barely old and she is just a female. Does your birth condemn you to death and suffering? She cannot help her gender. What gives you choice to decide her fate?"

"Our God's proclaim it."

"Your faith brings death. All you do not do the work of any God but of a devil. Let her be."

"Enough of this blasphemy, execute her."

The soldier readied his sword.

"NO!!" My chains were strong but my will was stronger. Soon the pressure of my pulling snapped the chains. A crowd of guards rushed in but all fell to me. Pushing them out of the way I grabbed the sword and thrust it into the guard's back.

"Mia, we have to go!"

I broke her collar and we took off. A large crowd had preceded to chase us but I had other plans. We took a sharp right and through a door which I preceded it bar from the other side. It was a breeding farm. The large corridor had capsules with woman standing in them. Them had tubes in their mouths and wires to monitor their vitals.

"My.....God.....How....many...?"

"Thousands. No life, movement, breath. They are in pain of child birth constantly."

"....No..."

I looked to me right to see a capsule containing a dog.

"Her name was Cindy. She tried to escape the city...I stopped her."

A heavy guilt weighed upon my shoulders.

"Can't we release them?"

"The shock would kill them instantly. They're technically dead..."

Large banging sounds on the door behind us brought us back to reality.

"Come on, let's go."

I grabbed her hand and dragged her through the corridor. We came to a large hangar and I pointed to a craft in the corner.

"We just need to put in the co-ordinates and it should be automatic. Punch them in and I'll open the roof hatch."

I rushed over to the panel and pushed the button. I ran back to the craft. A cold feeling rushed through my body. Behind me was a guard and his sword was through my chest. Mia rushed from the front of the craft as it began to take off and tried to pull me in. I just kissed her and pushed her back into the craft, pulling the back hatch open and holding it closed. I knocked out the guard and removed the sword, cutting him down with it. My wounds was deep and blood flowed deeply from it. The crowd soon appear in the hangar to see Mia take off.

"Her name...was Mia. And today...she lives..."

I collapsed in front of them, my wounds too great. I hope Mia grows up happy. Happy and free.

(((This was a commission for a friend over MSN. I hope she likes it, it took me ages. Rowna, Mia, Cindy and other characters are under copyright of me, SPAMZZKRR.)))