Break Ups Suck!

Story by Crimson Night on SoFurry

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Just a sappy poem I wrote to help me vent after a painful break up. My fluffy tailed friends recomended I upload it... after fighting with the damn thing on how to upload it, hopefully it's there now... enjoy.


Break Ups Suck!

For 3 years I was with my boy friend. He's a pre operational transsexual. Oh how smart he was and how strong he was. He never liked being a guy but she would have been my girl. I was gay for the longest time but I sure did love her. I wanted to be straight for her. I wanted to be her everything and she told me I was. Then she got therapy... and our relationship ended after two sessions. She discovered her lesbian side and left me. We talk and are friends... but it still hurts. She was so unique and different. A wolf/fox/husky. We had plans, we had a future. It's all gone now. I carry on with my life now alone... break ups suck!

Here's a sappy poem I came up with last night. All the feelings I described is what I really felt. Each breath brought pain but at the same time it reminded me I'm alive.

It hurts to breath. Last night when I thought of you, the holes in my heart became more apparent. Each cold breath I took hurt me as it reminded me of the holes you left in my heart. I cried last night. I wept because it still hurts. We left on good terms but it still hurts. I tried to let go and move on but it still hurts. Each breath I take I can feel the cold air flowing through my damaged heart. In time my heart will heal but it still hurts to breath.