When A Mother Misses Her Little One

Story by Kokuei on SoFurry

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This story was a surprise project for my momma fur Ophinia. I really hope she likes it and that this will be the first of many stories I will be writing for myself and others.


Author Note: Character Pictures Kuei: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6617214/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4191813/ Ophinia: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3997922/ http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3833555/

It was a hot summer day and even hotter inside the attic in which Kuei found himself in this day. He grunted as he set down another heavy box on the floor, as displaced dust flies up into the air making him cough.

"Gah...ah..khh..stupid dust." Kuei said to the empty attic as he pulled his shirt up over his muzzle to be able to breathe.

Kuei had taken a vacation from work to come visit his mother and help her clean out the house. The heat was getting to him as he panted heavily, his Foxhound shirt drenched in sweat. He prepared to lift another heavy box and was caught off guard slightly by the lightness and the box went flying.

"WAHHH!" Kuei screamed.

The box flew up a bit and came back down, hitting Kuei's paws and tipping sideways. The contents of the box scattered on the floor as an old sight caught Kuei's eye.

"Hey, would you look at that..." Kuei said to himself as he picked up his old pacifier from when he was a pup.

He looked at pacifier for a bit and then to everything that spilled onto the floor. It seemed the box was filled with a lot of his old baby clothes. Kuei blushed a bit as memories flooded back of him running around the house in nothing but his diaper, tail wagging behind him as he dragged his fennec fox plushie behind him. He started gathering the stuff back up and putting it back in the box when a female voice called up to him through the access hatch.

"Kuei are you ok up there? I heard you scream, what happened?" Kuei's mom called up to him.

"Fine mom, just thought a box was heaver then it was." Kuei yelled back.

Kuei finished packing the box back up and tossed his pacifier back into the box. He went to go grab another box but something drew him back and he stared at his pacifier. Something was nagging at him as he picked it up and slipped it into one of the pockets of his cargo pants. He grabbed the one box he moved before, carefully carrying it down the steps and into the second floor hallway of his mother's house. He headed downstairs with the box and set it down in the downstairs foyer with a collection of other boxes he had already brought down. His mother was doing a bit of spring cleaning and was having him work on the attic. Kuei stretched a bit and pulled his shirt back down and went into the kitchen to get himself something to drink.

As Kuei walks into the kitchen and heads to the fridge, his mother, Ophinia, was at the kitchen counter making some snacks for Kuei. On a platter before her was celery with peanut butter and some apple fries with a dusting of cinnamon sugar on them in a bowl.

"Hey sweety, I make you some snacks. Celery and cinnamon apples! I also have some lemonade in the fridge, it should be cold by now." Ophinia said as she brought the tray over to the kitchen table.

"Thanks mom, I was just coming down for something to drink and a snack sounds great right now." Kuei replied as he grabbed the lemonade out of the fridge.

He set the lemonade down on the table and grabbed himself a glass before taking a seat. He poured himself some lemonade and started munching on the celery, it was a great summer snack and had always been one of his favorites. Ophinia grabbed a drink for herself and also took a seat at the table and joined Kuei in snack time.

"So how is it going up in the attic hon? I'm sure it has to be hot as hell up there." She asked her son.

"Yea, it is really hot up there and most of the boxes are pretty heavy. So far I have most of them downstairs in the foyer. There are still a few more boxes up there, some of it is our holiday decorations. I also found at least one box of some of my old baby stuff." Kuei replied as he took a long drink.

Ophinia smiled a bit as a few memories came to mind. "Yea, I think there are a few boxes of your old stuff up there. I have tried to get rid of it before but every time your sappy mother just couldn't give up the memories of her cute widdle Kwei." She said as she pinched Kuei's cheek a bit, teasingly.

"GAH! HEY! MOMMMMM!" Kuei yelled as he pushed his chair back and out of his mothers reach.

"I'm sorry sweety, but you will always be my widdle Kwei" Ophinia said as she chuckled at her son's reaction.

Kuei finished up the celery and most of the apples. He downed the remainder of his lemonade and took his glass to the sink before he headed back up to the attic. Kuei went back to the heat, dust, and mess of the attic and started moving and cleaning again. The afternoon went fast and the heat slowly went down as the sun dipped lower in the sky. Kuei got so wrapped up in all of the cleaning and moving of boxes that he forgot about the pacifier that was sitting in his lower pocket.

He didn't stop his work until yummy smells started reaching his nose in the attic. They were coming from the kitchen where his mother was in the process of making dinner. Kuei came into the kitchen and helped set the table before going to the bathroom to wash up.

"Beef Teriyaki for dinner sweety, Mommy is trying a new recipe she saw on Food Network." Ophinia said as Kuei was coming out of the bathroom.

Ophinia set down a pot holder and then brought over a two dish serving tray filled with beef teriyaki on one side and fresh rice on the other. Then she poured two glasses of milk for the two of them, setting them by the plates. Next she went over to one of the cupboards and pulled out a medicine bottle, takes one solitary pink pill out and sets it on the table next to Kuei's napkin.

"Now, don't forget to take your medicine sweety. I don't think I need to remind you of what happens when you don't." Ophinia reminded her son.

Kuei blushed when he sat down in his seat at his mother's comment. He stared at the pink pill that he started taking at 13 and would be taking for the rest of his life. The yellow/red wolf grabbed the pill and took a sip of milk to wash it down. Kuei wasn't like most boys his age and it definitely was a different experience for him growing up. Kuei was an intersexed boy, more commonly known as a cunt boy. He was born for the most part a boy, yet he had female genitalia. The wolf also got the lovely gift of being in a constant pseudo-heat since he hit puberty and that was on top of his actual heat cycle. It caused Kuei to get into a few incidents at school, where he was caught in the bathroom trying to cool himself. He was finally prescribed the pill by his OB/GYN that would act to suppress his perpetual heat and give him normalcy. There have been a few times where Kuei had forgotten to take his pill and in one memorable incident lead him to an interesting use of a small soda bottle. He shuddered as he tried to block out the memories that started to surface.

"Thanks Mom...." Kuei said, clearly embarrassed.

"Just looking out for you sweety. You know I love you." His mom replied.

Kuei took some rice and piled it into his bowl, topped it off with some beef, and sprinkled some sesame seeds over the top. He started happily digging into the food, it was delicious. Ophinia watched her son happily eat his dinner as she picked at her own food. She couldn't help but smirk at the little mess her son was making and the sauce sticking to his muzzle. It was hard for her to suppress the urge to grab a napkin and clean his muzzle.

Ophinia finished her food and started to clear up the table as Kuei finished eating himself. The table was quickly cleaned and all the dirty dishes piled into the dishwasher to be washed. Ophinia excused herself to the living room to read and Kuei headed up into his room to play some video games.

Kuei paused his game, rubbing his eyes, as he looked over at the clock. It was almost midnight, he had been playing Starcraft 2 for almost five hours. He exited out of the program and shut down his computer before getting up from his chair and stretching a bit. Kuei went over to his dresser and pulled out his pjs. It wasn't until Kuei removed his pants that he came across the pacifier again. The wolf had no idea why he still had his old paci and didn't just leave it in the box with all of the other junk. He set it on his nightstand next to his bed as he went back to getting dressed. As he looked himself over he saw that his panties were wet and he was slightly aroused, seems like tonight was going to be a great night. Kuei tossed his panties into the laundry as well and got himself all ready for bed.

The bed creaked a bit as Kuei climbed in and moved around a bit to find his spot. After he got comfortable, he grabbed his fennec fox plushie, and turned off the lights. He started shifting around a bit as a small warmth was growing from his lower regions, his panties started to slightly dampen. Kuei sat up slightly in his bed, frustrated, it was going to be a long night. His body twitched and tingled a bit and he groaned silently. The pill wasn't working, which could only mean he was going into his true heat cycle in the next few days. He looked down at himself and contemplated it over in his head if it was worth the risk of having some play time so he could get to sleep, but risk making his need worse. Or he could just wait until he passed out of pure exhaustion.

He laid back down, getting back into his spot, trying his hardest to keep his eyes close and attempt to will himself to sleep. After a while of waiting, his body was slowly starting to get the better of him as one of his free paws slowly made its way down to his pajama pants and he lightly pressed his crotch through his shorts, rubbing slightly, as he started to let out slight moans. Kuei stopped as he heard the sound of his mothers bed creaking, waking her up to the sound of him pleasuring himself would not be good at all. He looked towards the wall closest to his mothers bedroom and listened carefully.

It was then that he saw the pacifier just sitting there on his nightstand, it would be perfect to muffle his cries of pleasure and hopefully keep him from disturbing his mother. He reached out and grabbed the pacifier. It sat in his paw as he moved it around and looked it over carefully. After a while of examining it, Kuei put it in his mouth and bit down on it to keep it in place. The pacifier felt weird in his adult mouth and it was a bit awkward to keep it in place but he tried his best. Through a bit of trial and error he found that sucking on it gave him the best suction to keep it in his mouth. Finally content that this would muffle his noises, Kuei slipped his paw into his shorts and under the waistband of his panties. ? Kuei started slowly sliding one finger in and out of his slit as he got himself situated in bed for easier playtime with himself. As his pussy moistened he started slipping in more fingers until he stopped at three and started getting himself into a good rhythm, his moans of pleasure muffled by the pacifier in his mouth. Kuei started curling his fingers a bit as he pleasured himself in an attempt to find his g-spot. The wolf had found it only a few times before, one with a toy, the other time by sheer accident while playing around in the shower. He kept thrusting into himself as the pleasure flowed over his body, his attempt seeming to be fruitless. Then Kuei shifted his paw a bit and stopped for a moment as an intense wave a pleasure washed over him all of a sudden.

"Mmm..ohhh...uhhhhh..uhhhh..." Kuei moaned behind the paci.

After he could get himself to move again Kuei went back to finding the spot and started to forcefully finger his g-spot as his moans and murrs of pleasure rose a bit in volume, even behind the pacifier, as he was finally pushed over the edge as he arched his back and let out a muffled, but loud, moan. His pussy juices leaked out all over his paw, into his fur, panties, and pants. He panted loudly around the pacifier as he just laid in bed, pjs soaked, bed sticky, and his energy drained. Kuei felt exhaustion wash over his body after the intense orgasm he had just experienced. He knew he should probably clean himself, his clothes, and his bed up. However, he was still basking in the afterglow as a warm tingle spread throughout his body. The wolf was too tired to want to do anything tonight and he slowly drifted off as sleep entered his mind, taking over, and he drifted off into the world of dreams still sucking on the pacifier.

The sun shining in his window and across his face woke Kuei out of his sleep as he kept his eyes shut. He went to pull the covers up over his eyes when he noticed that he couldn't get his arm to move. Figuring that he had pushed himself a bit too hard yesterday with all the heavy lifting, Kuei instead decided to roll himself over so he could bury his muzzle into a pillow. Keeping his eyes shut, the wolf went to flip over, but his body just didn't feel right as he did.

'Man..I really must have over done it yesterday, my body feels so heavy'. Kuei thought to himself.

As he went to turn his muzzle went face first into a bundle of fur and caught Kuei totally off guard. What the heck was in his bed with him? It should have just been himself, sheets, and pillows. He quickly opened his eyes and was blinded by sunlight and a golden yellow fur. The wolf blinked a few times, trying to get his eyes adjusted to the light, and then tried to focus on the object before him.

"What the...that's impossible..Sh...Shibby?" Kuei said in shock and surprise. This surprise gave way to a burst of adrenaline that gave Kuei the energy to move his body and he quickly attempted to scurry back so he could figure out what was going on, but instead he quickly found his back up against bars. He whipped his head around and whether that was the cause or what he saw, Kuei saw his world start to spin.

"I'm....I'm in...I'm in...in a...a..crIB: ?" Kuei said trying to make sense of what was going on.

He grabbed the bars of the crib to make sure they were real and that this wasn't all some hallucination. However, this brought to light another part of his new predicament...himself. Kuei blinked his eyes a few times hoping something would change but it didn't. His arms were small and tiny just like....a pups. He closed his eyes and shook his head for a moment not wanting to do what he was about to do but he had to find out. Slowly he opened his eyes back up and let them drift downward to look at himself, he quickly regretted it.

The once adult wolf was now a very young pup, probably somewhere around the age of 18 months, wearing a bright pink onesie, with "Mommy's Baby Boi" printed on it in baby blue letters. What Kuei's attention was drawn to next became the final straw that his mind could handle. It was clear as day to Kuei and anyone who saw him, that beneath that onesie was a very thick diaper and as his attention focused he realized it was a very wet diaper at that. Kuei's mind was unable to take all of this in as overwhelming emotion grew inside of him. The pup instinctively latched onto his childhood plushie as the feeling turned into whimpering and soon into full blown crying. The pup clung tightly to his plushie as the tears came, with no sign of stopping, as the crying continued.

Kuei kept crying until a female voice broke through his crying. He knew that voice but his mind couldn't remember who the voice belonged to, only that it was safe and loving. There was the sound of soft footsteps on the carpet of the hallway, heading to his room. The door opened and in came the feathery figure of pink that was Kuei's mother.

"It's ok Kwei, stop crying. Momma is here, no more crying..." Ophinia said as she picked up the crying pup and cradled him in her arms as she started to rock him.

Kuei didn't understand what exactly was going on or why is mother was acting like this was normal. What he did know was that he was safe in mommy's arms and the crying went down to a whimper and slowly into sniffling as he clung to Shibby in his mommy's arms.

"See...there we go, all better. Mommas here." Ophinia said, continuing to rock the pup as a hand checked the boi's diaper.

"Someone is a squishy pup...is that why he's crying, does he want a change?" she asked as she smiled down at him.

Kuei blushed when he was called a squishy pup and he wanted to get out of this diaper fast. However, something from another part of his mind was saying a change was bad and he squirmed and whined a bit. It was taking what was left of his control over his body to try not to squirm out of his mother's arms. He still didn't know what had happened yet or why his mom acted like everything was normal.

"Careful sweety, we don't want to fall do we? And ok no change yet for Kwei" the shiloniap said as knelt down and grabbed Kuei's pacifier from his crib, pops it into his maw, and clips it onto his sleeper.

Kuei tried to keep his mouth shut when he saw the pacifier coming towards him, but his instincts took over as he latched onto it and started to suckle. As he suckled a soothing effect passed over his body and he snuggled into his mother.

"There we go Kwei, just suckle on your paci and relax." She smiled, wondering if the pup knew that the pacifier called all of this.

When he just mentioned the contents of the box at dinner she wasn't sure if he had found the pacifier or if he had taken it. All of the planning she had gone through to set up everything to get her little one back. The crib, redressing Kuei, and finding his old plushie while he slept were the easiest part of the whole plan. She had the spare room filled with boxes to make Kuei's room into a full nursery and some large bags filled with clothes and supplies for the pup. Not to mention how much it cost to get the regression spell cast on the pacifier. But it was all worth it now, she had her pup back and that was what mattered.

Kuei kept sucking happily on the pacifier in his mother's arms as she took him out of his room and downstairs into the living room. Ophinia sat down on the couch, holding Kuei close to her chest as she rocked him in her arms. He smiled up at her from behind his pacifier as he held Shibby in a free paw. His eyes started slowly closing as the gentle rocking from his mother was slowly putting him to sleep. Kuei was almost off in dreamland until a loud growling sound jolted him back to full alert and he started whimpering.

"Ha..ha..ha...it's ok sweety. It's just baby's hungry tummy. I bet he is all hungry after his body had to do all that work." Ophinia said as she shifted Kuei into one arm so she could pull down her top to expose her breast for him. She removed his pacifier and guided his muzzles to her expose nipple as she held him close so he could drink.

Kuei tried to understand what his mother meant but his instincts took over again as he latched onto his mothers breast and started to happily suckle as warm milk flowed into his mouth and filled his tummy. As he drank his mind slowly started to shut itself away, his adult mind couldn't hold together in this state and it retreated to a safe place as his baby mind came back to the surface to take over. The warm milk filled his tummy as he drank happily and content in mommy's arms. Kuei was now a happy cub again, drinking from mommy's breast, without a care in the world. He was even too distracted while drinking to feel a pressure in his bottom fade as a large, warm mess found its way into the back of his diaper.

"There we go, that is a happy Kwei. Enjoy Momma's milk and drink as much as you want..." Ophinia said as she chuckled and smiled, feeling the seat of Kuei's diaper expand and eventually the smell got to her nose. Her cub was still the messy butt that he used to be and she didn't mind it at all. She decided to let Kuei finish is breakfast before she would even think about mentioning a change. If things hadn't changed then Ophinia knew she would be in for a fight as soon as Kuei heard the word change. However, she didn't mind the struggles she knew would come. She had her little Kwei back finally and that was what she wanted.