Punishment
So... I did a thing. I hope it wasn't a bad thing. I hate how most everything I write comes out really depressing. This is based on a dream I keep having, so... I don't know
I watch silently As I see your arms embrace him As your fingers trace the crevices of his skin Your eyes follow down his breathing like a map Landing down his chest to his heart Which pounds so strongly for you As mine once did, as it still does
I feel envy As I see your lips press against his As I see you pull him closer, tracing them down his neck
His breathing increases, He clenches your shirt Whispers your name Igniting the flames in you of which were once mine
I try to look away, to stop those tears breaking through the barrier Of my once blind eyes, Blind to what I once had Blind to what would've been But I cannot
I am the silent listener Chained down to this sickening chair Forced to revel in the pain
My heart shatters As I see you run your hands up his shirt Pressing your hips to his
I scream a silent cry As I watch you lay back slow Analyzing his body The one he is to give you Pulling you away from me
I know in your mind You no longer think of me I know that in your heart You feel no love for me Nor any pain which had been caused by my doing
My soul is broken As I see you give him your love I am sickened as I see his face of pleasure I am ruined by my own doing
And chained up to this chair I am to remain Beaten by my haunting dreams Of which you forget me
Serving my time of Punishment
Seeing you love another...