Seeing Things
#2 of Short Stories
Thoughts about seeing
I guess... I just want to see things with him. Like, maybe see a zoo or an amusement park, fireworks or a circus. I want to see something fun or beautiful with him, just knowing that he sees what I see is... it gives me warmth to me. Often when I see something great I often think of him, like, why did I not see it with him? I mean, he may not deserve it sometimes but that's what I want for him no matter what. To see things may be a simple act but... you get something greater out of it and even if it is not photographed it's still in your memories, hidden somewhere, maybe deep down. What I have memorized will always be there even if it is something not so special at all and hard to remember but... I think if I either remembered it or not it still affects the one who I am today.
I always wanted to go on an adventure with him, to see things and just let the natural go with me and let it be marked in my mind. You know, the picture of the moment may be better to be a reminder but you're still able to store something better even if it is without the picture. I've seen many things with him through time and many of them I'm capable to remember them because he's so important to me. He may not memorize as many things about me as I do about him but I don't care... as long I can have these memorize to remember about him and about me together. Some of the things I have memorized may not be romantic or special but if it is true love it should not be a problem to remember even the slightest and/ or unimportant detail. It's still crystal clear and... I'll cherish it and embrace it. And I still hunger for more... I guess I'll always hunger for more even if we were to be together someday. What I want should be the goal of what I should do and if I want to experience things with him I should try to achieve it. What I really want, which I haven't got yet, is to see the clear and fair stars at night with him. Either laying down or standing up while seeing at the stars doesn't matter... as long I do it with him. The stars symbolize the possibilities within a relationship between two people... I mean... there are so many stars and so many figures of stars, ways of connecting the stars... not to mention that they are ever expanding. I've always looked up at night to see upon the stars, to imagine seeing them with him because... that's what I want.
Oh... I just saw a shooting star... I guess... I'll just wish what I want and hope for the best.
Wish me well.