My life so far
Read it if you want to
It was my first day in college and damn there was a lot of people there ( i can't believe i'm in college this is going to be a pain in the ass for real ) i thought for some reason i couldn't keep my mind of the gang i guess i missed my brother ray, john, travis and tony. I remember when we all got in trouble when i jump throw the window we got in trouble but not as much as travis did he was 20 so i guess the dude thought he was tell us to do it i also remember when me and tony had a bond when i told him i love soul eater and bleach i guess he thought i was lying but when i answer the question he gave me correctly he started to like me more. We talked a lot in class it was great i guess i felt happy than we all got in a big fight will it was a huge fight i can't even remember it which is stupid but...maybe it for the best that i didn't remember it since i started crying for the first time. Maybe i changed i mean everyone else i know did travis doing good at his job and he making a lot of money john getting straight A's in his classes heh i guess tony was right he always said stop worrying about Facebook or sofurry you can always do it at home so i'm guessing he stop worrying about but i know the real reason why he stopped ever since the person he liked....will loved stop showing up he did the same thing.Tony moved out his parents house and went to his own place i wanted him to come with me to college but he said he not ready I'm not ready but i still went i mean if anyone is reading this do you really think i'm ready for college :/. Anyway my brother ray been doing will he stop lying and stop making trouble but i always hear him cry in his room keep on saying Chris i don't which Chris he talking about the one on this site or IRL but ether way i didn't want to listen to him complain about how he just left him and shit like that. I don't know if this make me a mean brother but i'm just saying at least he not dead or at least i think he not. I have to wait in this big ass line just to know where to go or get my ID or some shit man i wish tony was here or at least travis he didn't even finish at least he could have told me where to go * sigh * If anyone alone it's me tony found someone which is shocking because he the one who said i'll never have a mate because he don't want one but when we all went to the library he was kissing on this guy in the bathroom fucking liar. Ray found a mate this chubby guy which i'm going to kick his ass and his lover because his lover is 25 and he 16 WTF is wrong with him will i guess i feel john pain he still alone but i think it's for the best because i don't want to see him in pain again from the last guy of course travis have a mate he have this guy who always there for travis and keep him from fucking any other guys and me i'm still the same old jason but turn out to be...........Nvm. I finally got my ID and my room so i went to the west side of the building and saw some guy picking up another guy like they just got married or something kissing on each other i tried my best not to look at them also keep thinking to myself why are they doing that in the hallway where everyone can see them i don't know but that what some people do i forgot my key for my freaking door so i had to walk all the way back just to get a key which i always remembered ( " here your key sir " the lady said trying to give me the key " Huh which room was it again? " i ask " room 207 " she said still trying to give me the keys " alright see ya " i said leaving " ) I stand there feeling really really stupid ( sometimes i should try to listen to people other than just annoying them ). I was going to leave until this white tiger grabbed my arm " your jason right? " he asked " um yeah " i said he opened the door and i try to move my stuff in i so much stuff i had to carry it which is some bullcrap now i know why tony said pack lightly i guess he was watching me having some trouble " You need some help? " he said " no no no i can do this my-" all my stuff fell out my bag "-self " i said looking at my stuff all over the floor @_@. After we picked up all my stuff we start making rules about the room i can say the rules sounded a lot like the rules i was going to say so i guess me and him can get along than he asked am i gay and will i wasn't scared to say it so i said " yeah is that a problem?! " he smiled and said he was too which is weird because i never know a................Nvm after i wen to all my classes getting to know the rules how the class work and all i went back to my room and went to sleep or at least i tried to that same white tiger " Jason come meet the other guys " he said " Aggghhh " i yelled in my pillow " Tomorrow " i said " alright than " he said as he jumped in his bed playing his psp
i'll write more of this later maybe but i don't think so beside no one want to read this than again why did i post this @_@ :/