If Only You Knew Me
I was feeling upset and alone when I wrote this. It is for a friend, but it will never reach him.
My mistakes resound emptily
Round the shell of my life
Misunderstood, broken
Edged sharp as a knife
But isn't life supposed to be,
An opportunity,
To leave your mark on this world,
For all that lives to see?
I must not have gotten it.
Was helped but so I fought it.
And so every drop of rain
Would add a little extra pain.
To the scars I cut myself
But now I do need all your help.
Because I'm dying every day
But why, I cannot say...