Memories
#2 of Poems
Trying to get the darkness out of my soul.
Memories
February 13, 2010 at 8:43am
You know what is worse than the memories
It's finding pictures of you every wall
On my computer and on my phone
And how I want to just toss them all!
But, I just can't seem to let you go today
Maybe tomorrow, maybe the next
Maybe next week or month at best
Then there is that knocking on my heart and I don't want to answer
Saying that I'll never get over you...ever
I have to deny my heart that possibility
Because, it's just to much for my bandaged heart
It may cause immobility
I want to love again well...I think
But, I don't know who I can trust
They may be gone in just one blink
Or they could keep my love for so long
It's like the Titanic when it sinks
It still lies at the bottom of the ocean
As do you at the bottom of my emotions
But, my mind keeps digging
It wants to know what happened
Slowly and painfully it makes it all the present
It don't let it fade away
It won't let me let it go
I guess I'll take it to the grave
Knowing my heart will never stand brave
Knowing my heart will never take risks
Thinking love simply doesn't exist
And who is to say that it's wrong
Wanting to be loved for so long?