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'I'm not saying I don't like my name but whenever people see my name written down, they always seem to confuse it with some tea flavour. It's written as CeyLAN, not CeyLON even though you do pronounce it as "J-a-y-LON" so I understand why people confuse my name with "S-a-y-LON" tea.' 'Haha!' 'So no, I don't think Dominic is a bad name at all. No one can ever possibly bastardize it, as opposed to Blain, which rhymes with shit-stain.' 'Hahahaha!' 'People call me Eve for short but back in high school, they always called me Eevee, like that stupid Pokémon.' 'Pokémon! Oh man, that was a crazy hype back then!' 'Yeah. I hated it because of what they called me, haha!'

Blain and I sat with these two girls for a long time after they invited us over. The moment we sat down, the four of us were talking to each other about all sorts of things and there really was a click between us. The lynx girl's name was Evelyn and the leopard girl's name was Samira. And I can honestly say I had a really great time with them. I was too oblivious to have noticed it but Blain certainly did... All he did was reaping the benefits and made me look like the best friend someone could ever have, just to impress those girls... Blain did that for a reason because he already knew what was going on... I, on the other hand, was too naïve to have recognized it... Then again, by the time we had that particular conversation, I've had five drinks down my throat... Don't ask me how but for some reason, I still managed to function relatively well... The only thing I did was laughing whenever someone made a funny remark and did A LOT of talking... We all looked at Samira when she shared her piece of her mind... 'Well there are lots of things you might not like about yourself but at least you can change your name if that really bothers you. Not everything you don't like can be changed.' 'Name one.' 'Your personality.' 'Haha, personality can be changed with the right person in your life.' 'I believed that's called being a doormat for someone else. Someone can mold you into something you're not and totally take advantage of you!' 'True.' 'Ceylan has a lot of things she'd like to change about herself. I just can't seem to talk her out of it. She's muy loca, holmes!' 'Hahaha! No, I really, really don't like those things about me.' 'Which is?' 'Big feet, being tall. Small tits...' 'Being tall isn't a bad thing. It makes you stand out from all the other girls... Literally...'

Throughout the evening, Samira and I had a bit of eye contact and ever since Blain noticed that, he was trying to put the spotlight on me, knowing she was trying to have these playful flirts... I looked at Samira who had a bit of a cheeky smile on her face and I responded to her comments by smiling at her... Of course, I wasn't thinking too much about it... I was too tipsy to have realized it... 'I actually think my boobs are too big.' 'I'll be more than happy to trade them with you, Eve.' 'Hehehe...' 'Ceylan, I don't understand, I mean... If you're really unhappy about your tits, why not get a boob-job and make them bigger?' 'Money would be the biggest problem. A boob-job isn't exactly cheap.' 'Well hey, perhaps you can start a fundraiser project. I'll be more than happy to sponsor you.' 'Sponsor me?? Whaha, that came out wrong, dude...' 'What, why?' 'Being a sponsor means that an individual or a company supports someone by giving money or other goods in exchange for publicity.' 'So?' 'So you can't expect me to get a boob-job and have a tag pasted on them that says "These lovely new pair of titties are sponsored by Blain" Are you really that keen on publicity?' 'People would only see that if you'd flash your tits.' '... Yeah, I suppose that's true.' 'Are you really that keen on showing off your lovely new pair of tits if you had them?' '... That depends.' 'Depends on what?' 'Several factors you're all too well familiar with.' 'Hehehe...'

Blain looked at me and smiled at me once more. He took a sip from his beer and looked at Samira instead with a bit of a cheeky smile. 'Okay, bold question to all of you.' 'Bold question, huh?' 'Yeah. Girl on girl action, yes or no?' 'Haha! Wait, what? That's hardly a question!' 'Let me put it this way: What do you think of girl on girl action?' 'Hahaha! 'Evelyn?' 'I suppose it's not exactly my kind of thing. I'd rather stick with a handsome guy instead...' 'Samira?' 'Hmm... I wouldn't mind, no...' 'Ceylan?' 'Oooooh yes, definitely. Lesbians, straight, bi, gays, hell, it's all good for me. Sex is like pizza, even if it's bad, its still good.' 'Hahaha!' 'Except when... Well, you know...' 'What?' 'When you're not on the "receiving" end...' 'Hmm...' 'It should come from both ways! I mean, no one has ever-' 'Don't mind Ceylan's ramblings, she's sexually frustrated.' 'I am not!' 'She does have a point though, I mean, I wouldn't like it either if it's one sided.' 'Heh...'

"Damn it, Blain, did you really had to bring this up...?" I looked at Samira and had a weak smile on my face when she faced me. There was this awkward silence for a moment until Evelyn found a way to make things less awkward... 'Hey Blain, you mind taking me to the dance-floor?' 'Sure thing, beautiful.'

Blain got up and reached out his hand to her so Evelyn took it and stood up while she kept smiling at him . The two of them walked off to the dance-floor while Samira and I watched them... 'Blain really seems like a nice guy...' 'Yeah, he sure is...' 'Are the two of you together?' 'What? Oh, no, no, Blain is a really close friend of mine. We're more like... brother and sister to each other.' 'With a handsome guy like him?' 'Well... I would be lying if I said that there never was anything going on between the two of us but that was a long time ago. It's probably best that we never went any further.' 'Why is that?' 'Not falling in love with each other caused us to be together for more than thirteen years, much longer than any of my relationships...' 'Ah, I see...' 'Things would be very different if we did. And besides, my relationships never last long... It just goes to show... It's the reason why I'm here...' 'I see...' 'What about you?' 'Hm?' 'Is there anyone for you?' 'Been single for two years now. But you know, I sometimes miss being with someone but then I get reminded why I don't want to be in a relationship.' 'Why is that?' 'Because that's not exactly what I'm looking for, if you know what I mean...' 'Because you want to stay single...?' 'Well, let's just say I'm looking for something far less complicated and with zero commitment...' 'Wish I could say the same...'

I took a sip from my glass and took me a moment to realize it was empty. I saw Samira smiling once more when I looked at her... 'So you do have a relationship then.' 'Things haven't been going so great lately between my girlfriend and I so lets just keep it at that, okay...?' 'Okay, I understand.' 'See, I came to this place for a reason and that is to forget about her for just one night but... All night long, Blain and I have been talking about my relationship problems... So much for trying to forget about her...' 'Aww... Perhaps you just need a distraction...' 'The hell if I know...'

I looked over at Blain and Evelyn on the dance-floor further ahead... He always was a better dancer than I was... Blain's still got it though... Still got all the moves, which used to make me laugh at him... But I was just jealous of him, simply because I can't dance at all... Trust me, people would spontaneously call an ambulance when they see me dancing, thinking I'm having a seizure... But to see him with Evelyn down there...? The two of them had the time of their lives, just as they should... Blain deserved it more than anyone else after all he's been through... And I couldn't help but to smile when I saw him like that... The two of them seemed so happy, so carefree and no strings attached... No complicated things to keep in mind... Just having fun together... That's all there was to it... It made me wonder what I did wrong... It made me wonder why I can't do the things that he did... 'Awww, would you look at them!' 'Hehe...' 'Evelyn's really got into him.' 'Yeah... I can't blame her...'

It didn't take long before things got a little more intimate with them... They were practically feeling each other's body, perhaps out of curiosity... Everything they did, showed just how much they longed for each other... Some people call it lust but... I call it sexual passion... Evelyn wanted so much more from him, judging the way she looked at him... And just like that, I saw how the two of them kissed each other... I can't say how I felt when I saw them like that... Her kissing my best friend... Of course I was happy for him but... It just goes to show that I would be the one staying behind again... I know Blain would never turn his back on me... But still... I had the feeling that I lost him to her already... I know he would only see her just to have a good time and to have sex... But perhaps Evelyn already knew that... And perhaps she wanted the same... It made me wonder why I can't have anything like that... Why everything has to be so complicated all the time... I'd like to say that I wasn't feeling jealous but then I would be lying... Blain is my friend and I don't want him to get too personal with other girls... Isn't that how everyone feels sometimes when a new challenger approaches...? But I knew all too well that I would be selfish if I kept him from the one thing he wanted the most... It's difficult, it always will be but I've always had a hard to let go of him... So that's when I averted my eyes and scraped my throat... 'They look so cute together, don't you think?' 'Heh, uh... Yeah... Hey, uhm... I'm gonna get another drink, can I get you anything?' 'I'll have a Tequila, please.' 'Alright.'

I got to the bar as quickly as I could and had to make my way through the crowd. Once I got there, I tried to get the attention of one of the bartenders but they were too busy with mixing drinks and taking orders. It took a while before one of them finally noticed I wanted to order something. It happened to be the same waitress Blain was flirting with several hours ago... It actually surprised me that I haven't seen Meagan all night long, even though she told me she worked at Topanga's six nights a week... Chances are that Meagan was working and I was just curious if she was around... 'Hi, what can I get you?' 'Hi, I'll have a Tequila and a Daiquiri, please.' 'Sure thing.' 'Hey, can I ask you something?' 'Sure!' 'Is Meagan working here tonight?' 'Meagan?' 'Yeah? Grey wolf, long, black hair? She told me she works here.' 'Oh, her! Yeah, she worked here but quit the job about three years ago.' 'Three years ago??' 'Yeah, said she moved on. Great girl though.' 'Oh...?'

"What?? Why would Meagan lie about her job?? And crush my hopes of getting free Daiquiris to a pulp?!!" It didn't seem like a big deal but I was just wondering why Meagan said she worked six nights a week at Topanga's while she didn't. So I didn't really understand why she lied to me about it... 'Here you go! Seventeen dinar, please!'

"Seventeen dinar?!! That's just a rip-off!!" Nevertheless, I smiled and paid the nice lady for the drinks. Hell, how often do I go to a club and get wasted? Figured I just had to enjoy it... So I took the drinks and made my way back to Samira, who was still sitting there... I placed the drinks on the table in front of her and when I looked up, I saw she was leaning sideways on the armrest, with her legs half up the couch. It revealed her incredible legs... I just stood there for a moment staring at her... Samira is the kind of girl who likes to be checked out... By the looks from it, she didn't mind if it was a girl or a boy, as long as she got the attention... It really showed when she caught me staring at her... A big, beautiful and a bit of a naughty smile appeared on her face... 'Here you go.' 'Thank you!' 'Blain and Evelyn are still at it?' 'Yeah, by the looks of it, they won't join us for a while.' 'Heh...' 'Come, sit with me.'

Samira smiled and patted the cushion of the sofa next to her, as a way of telling me to sit next to her. So I did as she asked me... Once I sat down next to her, she leaned over to me instead... 'So, a girlfriend, huh?' 'Hm-mm...' 'How come it's not going so well between the two of you?' 'I don't know, she's just very distant with me for the last couple of months... And she's like that with "everything", if you know what I mean...' 'You mean the sex...?' 'Uh... Yeah. That's one of the reasons why things aren't going so great lately... I haven't seen her for several weeks...' 'Do you still love her...?' 'I don't know anymore... Sometimes I'm wondering why I still bother to try and save what's left... But most of the time, I just feel like giving it all up and move on instead...' 'Move on to what...?' 'I wish I knew, Samira...'

I took a sip from my drink and placed it back on the table. And while I did, it felt to me like I had sudden mood swings, one moment being extremely happy and the next, feeling a little depressed. It was like I was having a bad trip... I knew I shouldn't have smoked that joint with Blain earlier that evening... Alcohol and cannabis apparently don't go together very well... 'I'm sorry, I'm just rambling...' 'That's okay...' 'Even after five drinks, I just can't seem to set my mind on anything else...' 'Hm...' 'It's funny because it usually takes just one to forget...' 'Well... Maybe drinks aren't the answer...' 'Blain seemed to have forgotten about all of his worries...' 'Hm... But then again, Blain isn't drinking his problems away...' 'Yeah...' 'I mean, look at them... Evelyn's looking after him... Maybe that's something what you need instead.' 'Sooooo... I should talk to Evelyn?' 'Haha, no, silly! I'm here with you! And perhaps I can distract you instead...' 'Aaah... I'm sorry, I don't do well when I had several drinks... I'm way better at conversations when I'm sober... But you know, I'm still gonna give it a try to have a normal conversation with you.' 'Haha, good! So...' 'Soooo...' '... Did you really mean it when you said that?' 'Said what?' 'That you're never on the "receiving" end...?' 'Haha! Noooo... Well, maybe but...' '... Really?' 'Yes... Yes, I'm never on the receiving end...' 'Which explains why Blain said that you're sexually frustrated...' 'Haha! Psh, naaaaah... You kidding me, I'm not sexually frustrated...' '... Are you?' '... I might be just a little.' 'Hehehe...' 'Alright, fine! Yes, I'm craving for someone who'd be willing to go down on me...' 'I see...' 'I get the feeling my girlfriend thinks its disgusting so she never did. Neither did she ever talked about it whenever I brought up the subject...' 'Hm...' 'Did anyone ever denied you that, Samira?' 'Haha, oh no... Noooooo, no one ever did... It's simply a matter of asking the right person.' 'It's not only that, you know... It's pretty much everything that she doesn't do...' 'Maybe you're asking too much from her?' 'What do you mean?' 'Well... What exactly would you like her to do...?' 'You know, the "basics"... But even that is too much to ask for...' 'Hehehe...' 'I can't believe why I'm telling you all this... I feel so embarrassed...' 'Haha, well, you're the one who brought it up, sweetheart.' 'Yeah... You're right, I'm sorry... I'm just rambling again... Let's just find something else to talk about...'

I took a sip from my Daiquiri and tasted the hint of lime and sugar-syrup... It reminded me a lot of some kind of a fancy lemonade... Samira took a sip from her tequila and leaned back against me once more... 'Ceylan?' 'Yeah?' 'Haven't you ever thought about finding a girl who'd like to do the same thing?' 'What do you mean?' 'A girl with "mutual interests"...?' 'Oh!! Oooh... Uhm... Yeah, I suppose but...' 'But...?' 'Somewhere, deep down inside, I'd really like to give that a try but... I never actually did because I'm not really comfortable with the idea...' 'Why not?' 'I want it to happen with someone I know who cares for me... Otherwise, it just wouldn't feel right...' 'How'd you know if you never tried it...?' 'Preconceived opinion, I suppose... You have sex with someone you hardly know and well... I guess it's just not for me...' 'But still would like to give it a try some time...?' 'I suppose, if there was a girl who'd really do all those things for me...' 'Can I ask you something personal then?' 'Heh, depends on what you'd like to know...' 'Can I ask how many girls you've slept with over the years...?' 'Hmmm... I've slept with four girls throughout my life...' 'Oh, wow...' 'Yeah... One of them was a friend, who's bi-curious so... Once we came out to each other, she and I had sex occasionally...' 'How was it...?' 'The best thing I've ever had... Hehe... She knew I've slept with more girls and she really wanted to try it except she didn't want to do it with a stranger... Sooooo she asked me instead...' 'Wasn't that a little weird...? I mean, two friends...?' 'Perhaps but... It always was very enjoyable...' 'Hehehe, so you've shown her the ropes, huh?' 'Haha! Yeah, pretty much... I taught her everything... The point is, she loved doing it! And she was actually really good at it too..' 'Doing what...?' 'You know, to go down on me...' 'Hmmm... Sounds exciting...' 'It really was... I just want that back...'

I looked over at the dance-floor but I couldn't see Blain and Evelyn anymore... The place was so crowded... It's not that I didn't like Samira but I just missed Blain's company... He has the power of not only creating awkward conversations, but also to fix them... Somewhere, deep down inside, I liked talking to Samira about sex because we were talking about it on a mature level... But nevertheless, I hardly knew her... Things got less awkward the moment she talked about it... 'You know, Ceylan... I have to admit that I also had something like that.' 'Oh?' 'Yeah. A friend of mine suggested it once and well, I've always been kinda curious too. So we did the same thing you had with your friend.' 'You occasionally had sex with her...?' 'We only did it once but... it was the first time for the both of us...' 'Aaah... How'd that work out for you?' 'Hmmm... Well, it was nice except... Her curiosity got satisfied...' 'What about yours?' 'Not so much...' 'Why not?'

Samira took a sip from her drink and scraped her throat while smiling nervously... And all I did was looking right back at her with a smile... 'It didn't, you know... Fully satisfy me...' 'Soooooo you're looking for a girl who can...' 'Hm-mm... But I'm also looking for a girl who's so much more experienced... To tell me what she likes, teaching me new things I never did before...' 'It's really not that difficult, you know...' 'Oh...? Tell me...' 'Yeah. Do the same things to her that you really like.' 'Hehe... I wasn't exactly aiming for that...' 'Hm, what do you mean?' 'Can I ask you a hypothetical question, Ceylan?' 'Sure...' 'If I'd ask you to come home with me tonight, would you...?' 'Uh... I assume that invitation wouldn't be for tea and biscuits...' 'Haha! No, sweetheart, not quite...' 'Gee, uhm... Heh... I, uhm... I-I don't know, I, uh... Wow...' 'Hypothetically speaking...?' 'You kinda overwhelmed me with that one, haha! But uhm... I really wouldn't know... Don't get me wrong, I think you're very attractive but... It's just that... I-I never did this kind of thing before...' '... Neither have I.'

She looks so stunning... Samira looked beautiful before I had five Daiquiri's and after, so I suppose the alcohol wasn't deceiving me about her looks... She has all the perfect curves... A beautiful, sweet innocent face... She's looks absolutely stunning... No one would ever turn a girl like her down after an offer like that... You have to be out of your mind to do so... She looked at me when she fondled my hair, while having a beautiful smile on her face, waiting patiently for me to answer her question... But still, this was a hypothetical question... So I gave her my hypothetical answer... 'Hypothetically speaking, Samira...?' 'Hm-mm...' 'I think I would go home with you if I was single...' 'Hehe...' 'But then I'd like to talk some more about it first, just to know what the both of us could expect...' 'To make each other feel comfortable about it?' 'Yeah... And just to make sure we're both not crossing any lines...' 'What would you expect from me if we did...?' 'Uhm... Well, you said you're curious...' 'Quite...' 'I mean... Would you really go down on me...?' 'Honey, I would do that all night if you'd return the favour to me...' 'Heh... I don't think I would have much of a problem with that...' 'It's quite exciting, isn't it...?' 'Yeah, I mean... Sure, it goes against every fibre in my body to do such a thing but secretly, I'd really like to try it... Because doing something that goes against your own principles can be quite exciting... But I'd only do it with a girl who can make me feel good about it...'

Samira took her glass and took a small sip. And that's when she got up, stood in front of me and bend over to place her glass back on the table... And while she did, her ass was right in front of me to see... "God, that's so lovely..." The moment she turned around, she sat on my lap sideways, placing her arms around my neck, holding her head very close to mine... 'Sooooo... How do I make you feel about it...?' 'Are we still hypothetically speaking...?' 'You tell me...' 'I'd love to but... I can't...' 'Because you're in a relationship...?' 'Yeah...' 'Hm... I think no one would tell her if we did...' 'True but... I would know...' 'You wanna know how you make me feel about it...?' 'Yeah...?' 'I think it couldn't hurt... Needless to say, I find you very attractive... And I'd really like to spend the night with you... Evelyn stays over at my house for the night...' 'But... What about Blain...?' 'Evelyn is all over him so... He's invited as well...' 'Y-You're suggesting a foursome...??' 'Perhaps... Maybe Evelyn and I can do something to help you relax and forget about your girlfriend tonight... After all, Evelyn's the girl I first had sex with...' 'Oh, wow... Uhm...' 'Sooooo hypothetically speaking, let's just say that we're all yours tonight... For you and Blain...' 'B-But... I still have a girlfriend and...' 'Even if she doesn't do the things you want the most...?' '... Heh.' 'Perhaps you can pretend that I'm her... Me doing everything you want her to do...' 'I-I, uhm...' 'To tell her everything you want her to do and get that in return, with someone you hardly know...' 'Uh...' 'It's quite the exciting thought, isn't it...?' 'Heh... Uhm...' 'I'll be everything your girlfriend is not...'

I just kept looking at her, staring in those hazel-brown eyes of her... Everything about her is just so damn perfect... It really came as a surprise to hear that she wanted to spend the night with me... But her offer was so tempting... So difficult to resist... Everything I ever wanted was right there for the taking... All of my fantasies would come true in a single night if I gave in... I haven't seen Nikki in several weeks... She'd probably sit at home, eating popcorn and watch a movie by herself... I could've said no to Samira and go back to Nikki, who I'd join on the couch to watch a movie... To hear the silence between the two of us... To be kept at a distance by her... To be neglected by Nikki, in every way imaginable... So would it be wrong to say no to Nikki and yes to Samira for just one night instead...? I looked at Samira as she was scratching my ear and fondled my hair with her other hand... I bit my lip and averted my eyes for a moment... But when I looked at her again, I saw how she smiled at me... That same beautiful smile she had throughout the evening whenever she looked at me... I didn't say it out loud though... I think my eyes said enough how much I longed for something like this to happen... It caused her to place her hand on my cheek... And with that, her head came closer, gently pressing her lips against mine... It didn't take long for me to give in... So I placed my hand on the back of her head the moment she tilted it, feeling her tongue touching my lips... She felt it the moment I opened my mouth a little... And when I felt the tip of her tongue touching mine, I wasn't hesitating anymore... I felt her warm breath as her tongue was gently rolling over mine... I closed my eyes as I felt myself drifting off... Samira was a great kisser... Our tongues were rolling over each other for a long time... So sensual and passionate... Yet oh so arousing... It was the very first time I ever kissed a girl in public like that... I suppose they were used to see certain things at Topanga's but Samira and I still managed to drop a few jaws from several guys at the bar, who saw us kissing each other... Would I really go home with her and have sex...? I started to panic a little the moment I felt so aroused by her... I needed advise from someone who's been there before... So I gently moved her head away... 'Uhm, Samira?' 'Yeah?' 'Could you, uh... Excuse me for a moment? I'll just have to uh... Use the bathroom...' 'Sure, I'll wait here for you!'

That's when she got off of my lap and I got up as fast as I could... I quickly made my way through the crowds but couldn't help but to look for a moment at Samira, who just smiled at me... "God, she's so awfully hot...! Blaaaaaaain?!! Where the hell are you??!! I need you, damn it!!" It took me a while but I finally found Evelyn and Blain, who were making out somewhere quiet... So I just interrupted and took Blain's hand... The both of them seemed very startled when I did and Blain didn't seem too happy about it... 'Blain! Thank god! I need a word with you!' 'What, what's wrong?' 'Please, it's important! I really need to talk to him, Eve! You mind if I borrow him for a moment?! I'll give him in back in a minute!' 'Haha, sure!'

I took Blain's hand and dragged him away where the two of could talk. Needless to say, Blain didn't seemed to be too thrilled to get dragged away from her... 'Ceylan, what's wrong?? I was kinda busy with her back there...!' 'Please, hear me out, it's important!' 'Go on, what's happening?' 'Samira invited all of us over at her place!' 'So?' 'She wants to have SEX with me!' '... So??' 'What should I do?!' '... Okay, Ceylan?' 'Yeah?' 'I want you to listen very closely to what I have to say...' 'Hm-mm...?' 'Evelyn is staying over at Samira's place tonight.' 'Yeah, Samira mentioned that...' 'Okay, good... The two of them just want to have some fun, nothing wrong with that, right?' 'No...' 'Okay, soooo... Why shouldn't we have some fun as well?' 'Uhm...' '... You see where I'm going?' 'Yeeeeah...' 'I'll just talk real slow, just encase, seeing as you already had five Daiquiri's.' 'I still need to drink the sixth one.' 'Sure, okay. Please don't... Anyway, I scored with Evelyn tonight. I haven't got laid in over two years and Evelyn wants me to keep her company tonight at Samira's place... And Samira wants to have you.' 'I get that, Evelyn's all over you...' 'And so is Samira over you. Now... Nothing will change. We go out together, we go home together.' 'Hm-mm...' 'If you want to, we'll do this tonight. If not, the two of us will go home. You understand?' 'Sure, okay...' 'Samira practically offered herself to you throughout the night, I can't believe you figured it out just now that she wants to take you home. But I really, really want to get laid with Evelyn so I'll be there too.' 'To offer moral support?' '... Yeah, sure, whatever the hell you wanna call it. Anyway, I know you're nervous about it, I know it's not your kind of thing but please... Be my wing-girl on this one, Ceylan... Help me out here!' 'Heh...' 'There's a smoking hot girl waiting for you there! If there ever was a chance, now's the time to take it!' 'Soooo... Why are you asking me, I mean... You can go home with them right?' 'Look, you and I go out together and go home together. We'll stick by each other and I'm not gonna let you go home alone. If you're not getting laid, I'm not getting laid.' 'I see...' 'You know I'll have your back and I know we're really gonna have a good time. I already made up my mind, I really wanna go for it. But ultimately, it's your call whether or not we're gonna do this.'

"Wow..." Blain looked me in the eyes and he was dead serious about everything he said... I know he wanted to get laid with this girl... And well, perhaps I wanted to have sex with Samira as well... I looked up and saw Samira sitting up ahead in the lounge area, looking around to see if she could spot us... "Just one night wouldn't hurt, right...? How bad could it be...?" Truth be told, she had me when she said that she'll be everything my girlfriend is not... The choice was on me now... Just one night wouldn't be considered cheating, right...? And I mean, Nikki would probably watch a movie by now if I would turn the whole thing down and visit her... We'd go to bed, where nothing ever happened and I would just stare at the ceiling all night, wondering why the hell I turned an offer like that down... Maybe I was gonna regret it if I did... Figured I got used to regrets so another one wouldn't make much of a difference, right...? Was I really gonna regret to have the night of my life...? To do something crazy...? Something I've always wanted to try...? I suppose not... And besides, Blain will be there too... It's safe with him... The whole idea had me so excited and yet made me oh so nervous... But maybe that's the reason why I gave in, just to experience the thrill... 'Okay...' 'Hm?' 'Okay, we'll do it...' 'Really?? You're not kidding me??' 'Yeah, let's do this. We're going home with these girls...' 'Fucking sweet, Ceylan! You're gonna pump some pussy tonight, babe...!' 'YOLO!' 'What?' '... YOLO.' 'Uhm...' 'You know, YOLO... You Obviously Like Owls... Or wait... No, that's not right...' 'I really don't follow you...' 'People say YOLO when they're about to do something stupid...' 'Uhm... You MIGHT wanna stop drinking now.' '... Maybe I should go back to Samira, she's probably wondering what takes me so long...' 'Alright, we'll be down there in a minute.' 'Okay...'

The moment I walked away from him, I felt really nervous and the butterflies were all over my stomach yet I couldn't help but to smile... The moment Samira noticed me, she smiled once more so when I sat next to her, she leaned over and placed an arm around my shoulder... 'I was wondering if you'd get back, I was afraid I might've scared you off or something!' 'No, it's okay... Uhm... I also talked to Blain about it... He seems really thrilled...' 'And you're not...?' 'I really, really want to...' 'But...?' 'Buuuut... I'm very nervous about this... So... Maybe there's something you can do to make me feel comfortable...' 'I'm sure there's something I can do...' 'Surprise me...'

So there she went again... Sat on my lap once more, pressing her lips against mine... I didn't tell her but she was an excellent kisser... Perhaps the best I've ever had... She truly was amazing... Samira buried her face in my neck and gave me these sweet, tender little kisses... Nikki would never do that... She would never gave me the attention I wanted from her... And now a total stranger was doing just that while sitting on my lap... The longer she was fondling me, the more determined I became... Especially when she gave me little nibbles on my ears, giving them a gentle lick every once in a while... "God this is so hot..." And Samira convinced me that I would have the night of my life if I went home with her... 'The two of you had a head-start, huh?'

We both looked up and noticed Blain and Evelyn standing there, watching us while Blain had a huge grin on his face... They sat across us on the couch while Samira kept sitting on my lap with her arms around my neck... 'I didn't think you were able to convince her.' 'Hehehe...' 'Well, after having an inconsiderable amount of time to think over you inquiry, I came to the conclusion that I'm willing to-' 'Ceylan's nervous, she normally doesn't use fancy words.' 'I'm nervous too, sweetheart... But you know, I just thought to myself: Why would I hesitate to do something I already did...?' 'You did this before...?' 'Hm-mm... But I'll tell you all about it when we get home, Ceylan...' 'Okay, cool...' 'Soooo, we really gonna do this?' 'I suppose we're all in for it... Well, I know I am...' 'Yeah, let's go for it.' 'YOLO!' '... No, just... No, Ceylan...' 'Haha!'

So all of us raised our glasses and clinked it together, while finishing our drinks. Everyone emptied their glasses in no time but I took several sips at a time, trying to finish my Daiquiri. I was still drinking while the others got their things... 'You wanna leave?' 'Yeah, let's go home...' 'Wait, wait, wait, I haven't finished my drink yet!' 'That's okay, take your time. I need to go to the bathroom first.' 'I'll go with you!'

Samira and Evelyn went together to the bathroom while I still busy finishing my drink... But when I finally did, I really felt like I accomplished something... 'I did it! Blain, I did it!! I've had six Daiquiri's and I'm not totally wasted yet!' 'No, you're only ninety-nine percent wasted.' 'YOLO!' 'No!! Just... Ugh, just hurry up and lets get the hell out of here...'

Blain and I got our things and made our way to the bathroom where we waited for Evelyn and Samira. Once they got out of the bathroom, the four of us walked out of the club and waited for a taxi to pull over. And so, we were on our way to have the night of our lives...

Like every serial killer already knows: Fantasising about it just won't do it for you anymore... And at some point, you'll have to take the shot if you get the chance... My grandmother once told me that so many opportunities are out there for us to take but you'll just have to see it. I didn't think a one-night stand was what she meant but... I thought it couldn't hurt... The main reason why I gave in is because Blain was there as well... So it's totally safe... But Samira made me feel good about it... I suppose the term YOLO was applicable here... "You Obviously Like Owls", seeing as I really like hooters... If only I could remember what it really meant...