how much longer?
How much longer must I deal with pain?
The emotional pain causing physical
Trying to find something to fill the gap
In between regret and continence
Looking for the support
I really need for me to still stand,
Emotional, physical the same feel
The same look,
Becoming easier to see through my disguise
Like glass, in a window
Others can see it but can't feel it
Cracks in my life growing larger
Letting pain and misery leak through
Drop by drop
On the floor from the eyes and wrists
Or from the dark gloomy clouds above
Looking up at the dark sky,
Wondering if I am alone
From the left to the right
I see people walking, running,
From there own problems
To involved in there own life
I have always wondered if
They would notice
One less.
~castian~