I am the Enemy
This was something I wrote after something else I wrote to vent to somebody got into the hands of someone it shouldn't have and it managed to temporarily hurt someone I care greatly about. Thankfully its over now though, and I managed to keep a great friend.
Why can't I just let it be?
I have turned into the enemy
I fear I may have ruined your life
I have caused you so much strife
With this I can't even begin to help you
I don't know what it is I'm supposed to do
I'm so sorry for what I've done
It seems I can't ever win, no matter what, with anyone
And please understand that I'm scared too
I wish there was no consequence for loving you
It would kill me slowly if you wanted to be apart
But I would do it, I want you to be happy with all my heart
Please don't hate me for what I did
I had no idea that you kept it hid
I've hurt you once, once too many
But I'm here to help you if you let me