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Chapter 1: Secret Revealed.

** Hello, my name is Anna, But you can call me Siinica. Im going to tell you a story, but not just any story. This is my story. Im about to tell you how I met someone very special and dear to me. His name is James, or I guess you can call him Niniju. Yes this adventure may not have been the best, but I regret nothing. This is how it all began...**

** "This has been waying on my mind for so long. I need to tell them, and I need to do it soon! They need to know who I am....WHAT I am.", I rolled back and forth in my bed contemplating telling the ones I loved about my 'other self'. You see the truth was... I was a wolf. Well more of a half wolf, half human. I know exactly what your thinking, and no I am not a werewolf. Im a Furry. I can change into a wolf...its my fursona. I can change into my fursona at will which is good. There are more people like me, and most have diffrent types of fursonas such as tigers, dogs, fox's, monkeys, ect. Were not the most popular people in the world. Were not approved of and most people go to the lengths of killing us. That is the very reason I am afraid to tell my family what I am.** ** Lately I have been gaining the courage to do so, but theres always that little voice in the back of my head saying, 'This will lead to your untimey dimise! DONT DO IT!', It was tearing me apart. I thought, 'Thats it! As soon as I get the chance i'll tell them!'** ** "Anna! Come here for a second!" My mother yelled. 'SON OF A BITCH! Speak of the fucking devil!' I thought. I jumped out of bed, ran down the stairs, and ran into the living room. Seeing my mothers face I thought something was wrong. "yes mother?"** ** "Anna darling, you do know if something is on your mind you can tell me about it." She had the most pitiful look I had ever seen come across her face. It was the look of a five year old wanting to be comforted. "What on earth are you talking about mother?" She patted the spot on the couch next to her indicating that I sit down. I did as she wished. "well sweetie, i've noticed reacently that something has been on your mind, and I know it's been buging you. Please tell me what it is.", 'well its now or never' I thought. "Well mom, if you really wanna know, i've been trying to tell you that..." My mind froze. my whole body started to shake. 'why is it so hard to say? Maybe it would be easier to show her than to tell her.' I stood up and changed into my wolf form. I was a dire wolf. I had jet black fur with silver tipped tail, ears, and tail. My paws were completley silver. I also had crimson red eyes.** ** After doing a quick howl I changed back into my human form. I had been wearing a black tank top, a gray and black striped hoodie, hole filled jeans, and combat boots. I've had a short boy cut hair with sweep style bangs for five years. Looking at my mother only one emotion showed itself. Shock. Trying to get out of the akward situation that had arised I looked around the room for any reason to end this conversation. Thats when I spotted the clock, '7:30 p.m.'** ** "SHIT IM LATE!" I ran to the frount door, grabed my bag, and ran out the door. Right before the door closed completely shut all I heard was "Watch your language young lady!". Hearing that come out of my mothers mouth eased my nerves a little somehow. I dont know why. Instead of trying to ponder why my mother screaming at me calmed me, I just started walking down the sidewalk tword my school.**

_ -During luch- _

Walking into the caffeteria I got into the line to get my food. After having to wait half the fucking lunch hour I finally recived my food. It wasent completley edible but it would satisfy the painfull acheing of my empty stomach. Sitting down I started to eat when I heard someone talking to me from behind. "Hey! Nerd girl, look this way!" Turning around the next thing I knew there was a whole tray's worth of food falling down my body. Pissed off I jumped up And slamed my fist as hard as I could into the unsespecting jocks face. Falling to the ground he looked at me with a mixture of suprise and disgust. He jumped back to his feet and swung, Hitting me in my left eye. 'FUCK THAT HURTS!'. Right before we were able to get into a complete fight I heard a loud scream. ** "Anna! Scot! My office right this instence." Turning around I saw the one person I did not want to see today, Princible Stanley. Siting in the office I looked over at the teen boy sitting next to me. a pinkish, red tint had covered the inflicted area on his cheek. Looking back at the Princible he began to speak. "Im not even gonna say anything to you anna. I've wasted enough of my breath on you. Your suspened for two weeks. Im calling your mother. As for you Mr. Scot, let this be your warning. Dont ever let this happen again." I jumped out of my seat in rage. "How come im suspened and he gets off with a fucking warning!", He looked at me with an expression showing that he was fed up. "Because Ms. Allen! This is his first offence! This is your sixth time this week!"** ** Sitting outside the office waiting on my mother to get me was only making me angrier. I didnt wanna be there anymore. Seeing my mother walk up to me was a mixed feeling of fear and relief. "Lets go." She said with an expressionless face. The ride home was a silent one. A very silent one.**

-At home-

Wlaking into the house I threw my bookbag down and started to go to my room when my mother began to speak. "Anna come sit next to me we need to talk.", "okay one second mom i've gotta go change." She gained a loud terrifying look and voice that I had never heard her use before. "ANNA NOW!"

_ -To Be Continued-_