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My frozen soul saved by love

I began to realize that the power that I've obtained from the spirit has been messing with my mind because now I'm beginning to hear voices in my head of people who I probably don't know personally.

" C'mon on Kaisif why don't you rip loose and burn everything in you path we can cause a wave of destruction and no one will be able to stop us with your power". "Shut up don't tell me what to do, God stop talking to me!"

I wake up sitting in my bed as I gaze around the room to see that everything is exactly the same and hoping that my new power's wouldn't effect my taste in room decorating. "Jeez ,those damn voices are getting to me again and I need to take a break I'm exhausted like hell".

I walk into the shower and run the water as the hot running water runs down my fur, but I'm used to the sudden burning sensation the water sends to my fur. " It's almost like I'm not even here anymore, Damn I feel like a paper bag passing in the wind. What is my purpose?, What is my drive?" I begin to hit my head against the shower wall sobbing. "I want to feel important, but I feel like there's nothing I can do about this power".

I walk out the shower and dry my fur and stare myself in the mirror and notice the changes to my body. My vibrant cobalt blue eyes are now solid and gloomy indigo and black markings have been appearing on my back for the past week. One of the markings look like the pendant, but the other one is a different object, seems similar to my pendant. Also my fur has grown more lighter which makes me seem out of place from my parents who's fur colors seem darker then mine. " I hate this stupid power it's doing nothing but making my life more miserable".

I punch the mirror and as it shatters all of the pieces begin to come together and fix itself and places itself back on spot where I broke it." Oh, great now its begun to take its own course". I walk back into my room and throw on my blue anarchy tee and black armless jacket while wearing dark blue jeans and my blue sneakers. "I swear I feel like I just beat someone up when I wear stuff like this".

Then I walk downstairs saying hey to my mom and dad as I grabbed my book bag and ran out the door walking into the rain as it began pouring. " Aww yes man I love the feel of rain pouring down on my fur its like I'm being cleansed for everything wrong I've done in this life".

out and embracing each other and I begin to feel a hole open in my stomach." I wish I was like them, but who could love a monster like me". . . . . . 20 minutes later I arrived at the school and I begin to walk into the door but I'm soon stopped but a friendly hand grabbing my wrist." Hey there buddy, its been a while". Dante says. I turn around to see Dante holding my arm and I begin to turn red and I move my arm away from him quickly."

Oh, he-hey there Dante I didn't see you there, how's it going". Dante and I walk inside of the school walking towards our lockers. "Football has been good, but I'm going to stop playing I messed up my hand pretty badly and my mom thinks I shouldn't play for a while, but I know she means well".

I punch Dante on the shoulder." Since when did you become such a momma's boy? You going soft on me husky". " Oh shut up your such a fool I'm not a momma's boy". We laugh and chuckle teasing and making fun of each other". Okay whatever you say momma's boy. I grab my locker and reach for the combination ,but Dante grabs my hand and I become red as a tomato again. "Hey Kaisif now that I get a good look at you I have noticed that you've changed".

I blush because usually no one pays much attention to me except for Kurter and Dante, but he makes me feel good about myself. "Oh yeah my eyes have changed color and so has my fur its gotten lighter". "I guess your going through a few bodily changes huh, what are you a late bloomer Kaisif?" I punch Dante in the arm softly. "Oh be quiet you jeez, so what has Kurter been up to lately?"

Dante begins to look around the hallway and observing everything. " Oh he's fine, but that kid has too much energy ya' know". " Yea I wish he'd just calm down for two seconds with out doing something too over energetic, jeez bad thing is we can't stop him for being who he is or that will make me a hypocrite".

Dante wraps his arm around my shoulder. " Hey lighten up a little will ya your making things seem so depressing you need to cheer up. "How about we meet after school and I take you out for a drink". I smile blushing as his arm feels so warm and tight around my shoulder like a weight is pressing down on my heart with one shoulder grab. " Umm . Sorry about that , but that does sound like fun, hey why not I have nothing better to do after school anyway". " Well, I guess it's a date then I'll see you after school then Kaisif later".

Dante runs down the hall towards his second class." Did he just say date, no he couldn't have its probably me hearing things again". "Aw looks like someone seems flustered after being asked out on a little date how cute" says a girlish voice in my head. " Hey shut up you I'm not flustered, I'm just deciding what to do about our meeting." What ever you say hon, you know you have the hots for that boy why don't you confess already?"

I shake my head" That is jumping from one puddle into a ocean of trouble if I did something like that besides he's totally into girls they flock around him like bees on honey." My mind soon draws a blank as the voice in my head stopped and I was the only one in the hallway as everyone were in class. "I need to pay more attention to what going on around me, jeez this sucks since my second class is algebra how lame". I drag myself into algebra as I walk in the teacher scolds me for being late and I just shrug my shoulders and sit down writing down all my notes and soon falling asleep.

As the day goes by I find myself in art class which is my favorite class of the day because I get to draw and argue with my teacher without getting in trouble. " Today class I want you to draw someone who inspires you to do better or makes you feel good about yourself." "You have one hour and Begin!"

I begin to think of all my friends who were there for me when I was down with severe headaches ,but the only person who makes me feel better about myself is Dante because of his kind and compassionate personality. He has been there when my powers began to morph my body, but he thought of my changes as blessing when I only thought of this power as a curse.

I begin sketching a picture of Dante I took with my phone and draw it slowly into my sketch book as I was taking my time making sure every detail was perfect because I loved every aspect about him.

His blue turquoise eyes and his soft gentle blue and black fur makes me want to sleep on his chest. His perfect figure and this silly smile he makes when he gets excited about something, I will never forget that smile for the rest of my life. Dante's smile is like the rain cleansing me from this curse that was put upon me and making me feel like a normal person again while I have been going through unusual head trama and weird zone outs.

"Ok pencils down people now turn your papers in and I'll see you tomorrow, goodbye now". As I walk out of the classroom with my fellow classmates I see Dante standing in the distance waiting for me bye my locker looking to were I was. I run over to him and give a friendly hello as he smiles and I begin to feel like putty in his hands. " So you ready for that drink Kaisif?"

I grab my jacket and backpack and nod" I can't wait to go" I'm so eager to go because I know this is one event that I'll never forget , but I won't be able to enjoy all of it as a looming shadow begins to watch my every step making me uneasy but I decide to ignore it because I don't want to be distracted from Dante's handsome muzzle. " Looks like Kaisif is close too finishing his goal to break his curse , but we need to make sure that does happen" the shadow says. " We are going to make that german shepard regret ever obtaining the power that should rightfully be mine!!