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I jolted awake to the loud, abnoxious sound of my alarm clock. 7:30am the clock read, I had to get ready. I jumped out of bed, admired the amazing summer sunrise, and ran directly into the bathroom. Once the door closed, I took off my shirt and pajama bottoms and I hopped into the shower. As I washed myself off I began to think about what I can do to get him to like me, I figured if I just went with it everything would be fine. I stepped out of the shower, tightly fastened my towel around my waist, and approached the sink. I opened the medicine cabinet and grabbed my toothbrush, toothpaste and hairbrush and layer them out on the countertop. As I closed it I looked in the mirror at myself and started brushing down my hair. I began feeling very nervous, almost like I was going to have a panic attack. I knew what the only cure for this was, I opened a lower drawer of the cabinet and pulled out a razor blade. I slowly aimed at my right arm and with a swift motion I created another cut on my arm. I quickly reached for a towel and began dabbing at the cut to get rid of any blood, afterwards I ran the towel under water with some soap and that cleaned up the towel like it never happened.

"How was the beach yesterday?" asked my father while making pancakes

"Good" I replied.

"Were the waves big" my sister butted in.

"Um... I guess"

"Well I'm going down there today, do you want to come with me?" My dad asked

"Actually I am going to hang out with a friend today"

"Thats good... Who is this 'friend'" He asked in a sarcastic kind of way.

This is how my dad acts when I don't spend time with him when he wants me to, he can be a prick like that sometimes.

"His name's Brandon" I replied in a calm voice.

"Okay... well if he causes you to do anything stupid I'm calling the cops."

No wonder my mom divorced him, for him it's litteraly his way or the highway.

"We won't dad!" I replied in a sharp tone

"Sheesh calm down cranky pants" he said, trying to calm everything down.

Before I could say another word he said "Breakfast is ready!" and placed the plate of pancakes on the table

After that incident I went outside and called the number that Brandon gave me.

"Hello this is Brandon" I heard

"Hey Brandon, It's me Jack from yesterday" I said sounding a little to enthusiastic.

"Oh hey Jack, so where do you wanna meet up?" he asked.

"How about at my place, It's the brown house right off the beach."

"Sounds good Jacky, I'll be there in ten minutes" He happily replied.

"Great see you then"

"See ya bye" he replied before the call disconnected.

After that I sat down and patiently waited on a bench outside my house for him to arrive. This gave me time to think about things. I started to wonder if he would like me back, with my imperfections. I mean I cut, I don't have a six pack... what if that is a serious issue?

He arrived in ten minutes like he said, he looked so damn cute. Even with his jet black shirt on you could see his six pack, and his eyes, like yesterday, looked like an endless pool of beautiful blue water. He was also wearing another pair of swim trunks with strips of yellow and red.

"Hey Brandon" I said while walking up to him.

"Hey It's nice to meet you again" he responded while reaching out to shake my hand

"Yea It is, especially under better circumstances." I reponded while shaking his hand.

"Well follow me" I said

We walked around to the other side of the house, away from the public beach, and showed him to the secret side entrance.

"Wow you have your own entrance? Thats so cool!"

"Yea, it's completely private." I replied.

I opened the door which lead to a flight of stairs going into my private apartment. Once we went in I showed him to the living room area and welcomed him to sit down on the couch.

"Well make yourself at home" I told him as he looked around the room

"This is a nice place you've got here" He replied in an impressed tone.

"Thanks, Me and my dad furnished this place last year and made it really nice." I responded while smiling at him.

"Is there anything you want to drink?" I asked while heading to the mini fridge against the wall of the room.

"Water would be great" He replied.

My hand was gripping a can of coke but I felt it would make me seem like a fatass so I also took a bottle of water.

"Here you go" I said, handing him the bottle of water.

"Thanks" he replied.

"So... do you wanna play xbox?" I asked.

"Sure" he replied.

We spent a while playing a variety of games on the xbox, he was actually not that bad at it. I could easily tell that he was not the video gaming type but he seemed to be enjoying himself. After About three hours we decided to stop though.

"Well that was fun" Brandon said.

"Yea" I replied.

"hey... do you mind if I take my shirt off?" Brandon asked

Even with all the windows open It was still very hot outside.

"Not at all." I responded

He got up and slowly put his hands to the sides of his shirt and gently lifted it up to reveal his amazing body, It was so hard not to look at and I didn't want to seem like a creep but it was so sexy. At that point I decided to take off my long sleeve shirt, but when I did I realized why I had put it on in the first place, he was looking directly at my battle scars.

"What are those?" he asked gently

"They are... umm... cat scratches." I quickly came up with

Bandon sat back down and put his arm around my shoulder, Making me feel very special.

"Come on tell the truth" he said in a soothing voice.

"Okay... I cut myself sometimes." I responded while looking down at the floor

The room was silent for what was in reallity only a few seconds but felt like forever

"I know, life is ruff..." he said as he turned his face slightly away from me

"...don't worry It's nothing to be ashamed of... I used to cut myself too." He admitted to me

"Really?" I responded, turning my head from the floor to look at him

"Yea"

"Listen Jack... it's pretty odvious that we both like each other so... do you want to go out with me?" He asked

"Of course!" I quickly replied, a little to over enthusiastically.

"On one condition, you stop cutting yourself" Brandon said

"Well... I can't just quit overnight..."

"I know that, thats why I will help you in every way I can so you can eventually stop." Brandon replied

"Really, thank you so-"

Without even getting to finish my sentance, he quickly leaned over and began kissing me on the lips! His mouth tasted so good. We then began holding our paws together, My first kiss... I will never forget that day. When we finally opened our eyes we exchanged loving glances at each other. Then Brandon stood up and put his shirt back on.

"I have to go Jack, I'll see you tomorrow though"

"Okay" I said, still in amazement about what just happened.

"I'll see you later... boyfriend" I said to him as he walked out the door.