Always to late
So this is the second part to my previous story For Love Not Money, reading that first will probably make this story make a bit more sense.... although you don't have to. I wanted to get this done sooner but things kept getting in the way.
Anyway, this story contains M/M sex as well as some violence if your not supposed to be reading this stuff......
Well as i said last time I did some stupid things over the last couple off weeks, I'm not proud of what I did and wish I could take it back.
Sitting awkwardly on a bar stool I was already into my seventh drink, only having been here for about two hours meant I was already very drunk. I watched the other furs in the club with my blurred vision and saw couples dancing and having fun, to me this seemed like the world was trying to rub it in "bah! stupid people you don't need a relationship to have fun" I slurred to no one in particular.
Over the past week an a half I was certainly trying to prove it, there was the lion, panther the two otters who may have been brothers and a couple of foxes, but no wolves I couldn't bring myself to go off with another wolf.
Returning to my drink I was barely aware of someone sitting next to me, and paw on my thigh turning around i could see it was a large black wolf. He had a lustful look about him "hey there pup" the wolf said seductivly "look at you sitting there all alone, well tonight I'm looking for a new plaything how about......."
"Sorry not interested" I said bluntly, he looked shocked "I don't do wolves"
the look of shock turned into anger. I know that statement sounded stupid coming from a wolf but I couldn't help it, I honestly thought he was going to hit me but he just left with a snarl. Breathing a sigh of relief I quickly ordered another drink, a few minutes later a fox with silver dyed fur crept up behind me and put his arms around my shoulders and began playfully licking my ear . "Not many people say no to him" I guessed he was talking about the black wolf from earlier "seeing someone assertive like that gets me in the mood and you know how we foxes are".
This also didn't take me long to guess what he meant I smiled drunkenly as I grabbed his paw and went to leave the club, the cool night air hit me as we left the club yet somehow it only enforced the effect of the drink and I stumbled around after the fox. Walking a few streets he dragged me into an ally forcing me into a wall the fox pressed his muzzle to mine forcing his tounge in, the muscle probing every inch of the inside of my maw, with the alcohol and the attentions of the very eager fox I hardly noticed another figure enter the alleyway.
"Nice going Ray I knew you would get his attention" the figure said almost growling, the fox took a few steps back and stared solemnly at the floor. No longer entangled with the silver fox I could see the figure at the entrance to the alleyway and was shocked to discover the black wolf from earlier.
"Don't do wolves? well thats okay because this wolves gonna do you" he had an almost horrifying grin on his face as he stepped towards me, I tried a best as i could to run but it was no use. The wolf grabbed me in one of his large paws and threw me back into the alleyway, I landed painfully in a heap on the floor. I wish I could say that I had made more of an effort to escape, but I didn't I just stayed there as few tears formed in the corner of my eyes "on your knees pup" the black wolf snarled I just stayed sprawled out on the floor until a swift kick forced me to do as I was told. The black wolf grabbed the underside of my muzzle and and forced me to look at him while stroking my ears the look he had was horrific, he was mocking me. He let go and started to unbuckle his trousers I tried to run again, I really tried but I could not will my body to move so I just stayed there whimpering.
Now free of his trousers the wolf moved back over to me giving me a clear view of what was to come, the wolf was huge nothing I had ever seen had even come close. My breathing became more ragged as I panicked more, the wolf just strode over and rubbed his obscenely large phallus across my face causing me to whimper.
"Suck" the wolf growled and I did, straining to get my jaws over the head I began half heartedly sucking "I know you can do better than that you little slut, get to it!" he shouted and punctuated this with a blow to the side of my head. Whimpering I tried my best to please the wolf, all the time tears rolling down my cheeks. Obviously unimpressed with my efforts I was rewarded with a kick to the stomach which lifted me off my feet and winded me.
"If you can't even do that well........." he said menacingly while walking around behind me. I felt his large paws grab my hips pulling me up to my feet and bending me over, I realised what he wanted to do and started to scream. One of his paws wrapped around my muzzle tightly, the sudden pain this caused was sharp and caused me to momentarily for get about screaming.... that was until he thrust himself inside me. I was now crying in pain rather than fear as he ripped apart my insides, I could hear him give a satisfied growl as he began to thrust himself harder and harder I felt sick but took pride in the fact I was not aroused by this in anyway. The wolf began to pick up pace and each thrust became a spear of pain shooting through me, with every movement it became more and more painful but with my muzzle firmly clamped shut I couldn't do anything.
Suddenly the silver fox was standing before me trousers around his ankles and cock hanging there in front of me, the wolf spoke again in between thrusts "you.... better take..... that pup and... do a good job this time". He let go of my muzzle just in time to force me onto the foxes meat, I did what I was told and began sucking off the fox bobbing my head back and forth. I could hear the foxes contented moans mix with the wolfs lustful growls and my muffled whimpers, thankfully the fox didn't last long and with one thrust shot his load down my throat causing me to gag and spit up his seed over my self .
The wolfs movements became more ragged I could feel he was close to cumming, with one last thrust he forced his knot in and pumped my insides full of his seed. With my muzzle now free to scream I did, and boy did I ever scream it hurt that much, the pain was indescribable. "Now you called attention to us guess we cant stay here" the wolf said mockingly, I knew what was about to happen and let me tell you what I said about being tied being painful... this was much worse. With a sickening tearing pop he pulled free and threw me into the wall where I just slumped down to the ground. The wolf dressed himself and said to me "that was fun we must do that again" as he and the fox left the alley.
I don't know how long I sat there half naked trousers around my ankles the seed now pooling on the floor around my thighs matting my fur, just sobbing. It had started to rain, it was if the skies knew how I felt at this moment the ally stopped most of it, only a few spatters hit the ground around me but the full force of the rain could be heard only a short distance away. I could hear a familler voice call out to me I couldn't tell what was being said, but he sounded concerned the voice belonged to a kangaroo dressed in a business suit I wasn't sure who he was or why he sounded so familiar. The stranger helped me to my feet and dressed me again, all the while speaking to me, he led me to his car and put me in the back seat. At some point I must have told him where I live as thats where we ended up, I just walked through the front door and collapsed on the couch. The kangaroo seemed to be making a phone call, he finished and kept asking me if I was okay. All i wanted to do was sleep now so I told him that I would sort everything out in the morning, my tone had become cold an unemotional it wasn't surprising really. Begrudgingly the the kangaroo left, now all alone I was able to do what I wanted to do all along.... just curl up and cry myself to sleep.
It had been a few weeks since then and I spent the time sorting myself out so to speak. I spent a lot of time just sitting on my windowsill writing and watching the outside world go by, today it was raining heavily again just like it did on that day. A knock on the door awoke me from my reverie, with a sigh I left my notepad and went to see who would want to be out on a day like this. The sight that greeted me was something that I thought I would never see again.....
Zach.
He looked pathetic, completely soaked and unkempt there was practically nothing left of the confident and strong wolf I fell for. It looked like he hadn't eaten or bathed since I last saw him, it was odd I guess I pitied him in a way. He stumbled in and threw his arms around me, "your okay" he weaped.
I took a few moments to finally figure out what he meant and then I realized, the rape. "H....how did you know" was all I could stutter slightly shocked, it turned out the kangaroo who found me was one of his friends which was why I found him so familiar. Although now at this time Zach was one of the last people I wanted to see but he never let up on his embrace, and he genuinely seemed to be happy that I was okay. "I'm so sorry. it's all my fault" he whimpered, and in a way it was I wanted to blame him for all of this, shout at the top of my voice how this was all his fault and how much I hated him..... but that wouldn't be the truth. I had some blame in this to but it still wasn't my fault it was all because of that wolf, seeing Zach again brought everything back. I thought in that brief time I had gotten over it, but in the few moments since Zach showed up I realized I hadn't. So for the first time since that night I broke down and cried.
I woke up in bed my head resting on a tear stained pillow, not quite sure how I got there I sat up my mouth dry and my body numb. "Here take this" I heard a voice say, turning around I realised it was Zach, offering me a glass of water. He must of showered while I was asleep and was now wearing some of my clothes he had regained some of his presence back, he asked me if I minded the fact that he borrowed some of my clothes. I just shook my head, my neck felt sore bringing my paw up to rub it I felt something around my neck. I started to panic but Zach ran over and held me down "Stop it Max.... it's your collar the one I gave you" he shouted sounding a bit hurt.
I calmed down and he spoke up again " I wanted you to keep it, and wanted to say I'm sorry... sincearly this time, no gifts no money just a proper apology" he looked at me with tears in his eyes, god how I missed staring into thoses eyes of his.... but that was all over now.
"I wanted to do this sooner, really I did but then I found out about what happend and got scared that I'd never get the chance". The few tears had become more, and now Zach was crying, it was odd to see him cry I never thought that he could. I know that sounds stupid every one does but he always seemed so confident and secure, then he asked the question I had secretly been waiting to hear no matter how much I tried to deny it.
"Max will you take me back"?
I just thew my arms around him and said yes, we stayed like that for a long time. Was I wrong to take him back? I guess I'll never know now. We talked for hours while in that embrace I reluctantly told him all that happened while we were apart, and he never judged me for it. It was hard telling him about the rape I could see him get so angry, it was actually frightening. Eventually he got me to agree to see the police about the rape and get myself checked out, it was something I was dreading. Then he said something that took me by surprise, he had read what I had been writing and asked why I wrote it.
"Sometimes it just helps to write things down" was my only reply.
The next day I left with him to go to the police station, it was the first time I had left the house since that day. It had stopped raining and now the sun was out giving the city a fresh feeling, like it was ready to begin again.... just like I was. About halfway to our destination I heard a voice which stopped me dead in my tracks.
"I thought you didn't do wolves" the voice said almost laughing, in front of me was the wolf, I tried to back away but Zach stopped me. "It's him isn't it" he asked I just nodded meekly, in a flash Zach had thrown the larger wolf against the wall and with his claws drawn had his paws around his throat. "Whats a matter don't like to share your toys"? the black wolf mocked, Zach was furious he had the same frighting look from the previous evening. Eventually I manged to pull Zach away from him, there's no way I was going to lose Zach because of that wolf. Now free from Zach's grasp the wolf's face contorted into a snarl of rage, reaching behind him he pulled out a revolver "bastard"! he growled pulling the trigger and firing at Zach.
I shouted something pushing Zach out of the way and then nothing..................
My names Zach and someone I cared about once told me that writing things down helped. It's been two months since Max was murdered by that bastard wolf. The wolf was convicted of the rape and murder of Max as well as the abuse of several others, the silver fox Ray helped convict him. It turned out he was as much a victim as Max, I saw the results of some of the things he did to the fox and quite frankly it made my stomach turn. Even though he been sent away for the rest of his life, it doesnt make things any easier..... it won't bring you back. I'm going to visit your grave again today Max, I'm just so sorry that it all ended like this you never deserved any of it.
God I miss you...............