How I found my true self.
Here is my life story, based on a real live event that I went through. Hope you enjoy. Cause I had fun to be-able to finally tell someone. And please be nice this is my first up load ever.
**Just a simple Red Panda with not much to say except that I'm into video games, manga, computer specs. All in all, I'm a bit of a nerd, but who cares. I just like having fun either clean or not. I tell you about my self though, I'm a 21 year old single guy also a med student, MTG player, Gamer, and a Comic nut. Which seem'd all normal for me being in a rather small town full of Rednecks and Preps(don't ask how that works please). The one thing that is the worst of everything that all my friends might know about bisexuality, but not a single soul in my family does. For now I want to keep that way because they would probably light me on fire first then accept the fact of me caring for another man is not wrong, but right. I'm not much of a fighter, but one good thing about being a nerd you get to learn cool things like Archery, computers, boxing, and have the full knowledge to build a crossbow out of a PVC pipe(well several pieces). I have a strong sense of honor and liberty so I like a said I'm not much of a fighter, but it did not mean I couldn't try. I got a rep in 6th grade all the way to 12th grade of being what I like to call the anti-bully. I was the guy that stood up for the small and the weak,(funny considering I was only like 5ft 6in while I was in high school). Most of the time it did not go well, but they ones that needed help end-up to be my best friends in school. Well any ways I guess you are wondering how I "found" my true self. It was thanks to my rep as ant-bully that helped me on this one believe it or not. There was this guy I knew (for his sake I'll call him Parker), Parker was kinda known to have a problem as being a anti-homo magnet. So everyone that ever had a negative thought about a homosexual would give Parker a piece of their mind. He was getting the beat up in gym, I had the same class as him so I was glad to be their at the time. I rushed and after a pretty blood situation the gym coach finally called it off after his star basketball player was face down on the floor. After the coach had to drag his star to the nurse I got suspended for a few days it would have been longer but others came to my aid and told the principle that I was stopping a group beat down on one person Parker. So with that out of the way Parker and I came pretty close(really close). Just a normal day, two guys bored playing some FPS game I forgot which one. He looked like he hadn't been sleeping well for a few days so I asked him what has been bothering him. He was startled when he Realized his body was on Earth but his mind was in space. He just stared at me for what was like 30 minutes but in reality it was just a few seconds and he yelled at me "I'm tired of waiting and want to know now"! I just sat there dumbstruck, still going through my mind thinking; what in everything holy is he talking about? Before I could say anything he just leaped on top of me and forced me into my first kiss. I could not believed what just happened, I was brought back from my own mind trip into space when I felt a something wet fell on my cheek. My mind back in focus with my vision, I just say him with tears in his eyes and his voice cracking telling my what have has he done wrong for me not to notice him more than a best friend. I just choked on every word that try to escape my mouth. Right when I was about to say something he got up and ran out of the room, while watching his tears just fall. Soon after I had a time to gather all my thoughts one what happen today, I went out to the living room and he was sitting down watching TV to help still cope with what he done. I didn't think he realized I was there, I place my hand on his shoulder he almost jumped 10ft. It would have been funny but, there was more of the same old strange mixed feeling going about it the air. He tried to apologized for what he did but before he could I grab him by both shoulders and pulled him into our second kiss. We kept kissing for about 4 minutes straight, but it felt much more. He just stared at me with light in his eyes, tears of joy running down his face and pulled me into a love filled embrace. The only sound that was in the air that I could hear or care was I heart beating so fast, almost as fast as my own. When my mind turned the sound back one the only thing that I could hear was Parker saying "I love you".
So there that it is my life story about me finding my true self, I'm no longer in High school second year in college, and lovin it. Parker and I are no longer together though everything that happen while that I just explained was in junior year in high school I don't know what happen to Parker but wherever he is now, I hope for the best for him.**