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i looked out the window to a area i never seen before. something bout getting away ways just what i needed.

"hey, you ok, hon?" hayden said resting a paw on my shoulder.

"yeah.. yeah i am." i said and looked up into his eyes placing my paw on his. we looked out the wonderful landscape. i could not say how great it.. it was calming, yet hypnotic. soothing, yet nerv racking... we sat on a clif and looked over some planes of Montana. we both laid back and looked up at the coulds in the sky.

"yeah know. i havent done this in a long time." i said looking up at a cloud that looked like a husky.

"really?" hayden said.

"yeah.. me and my mum use to sit out side on a hill beside our house.. and just watch the clouds go by." as i said that a tear came down my muzzle. "god i miss those days. we would just sit their and laugh about the wired things we found. my dad would be cooking up some good ribs. people out and about working on their things. and me and my mum.. just sat and watched clouds thill the sun went down. heh, then we would go in and eat. after that dad sat down and watched TV. and mom and i, just sat in the back bed room playing Super Mario World for the Super Nintendo." i took off my glasses and whipped my eyes. "i will always remember the times we had as a family. our trips to Michigan, cooking out, camp fires. dad and i would listen to Yanni all night long and sit by the camp fire in the backyard as my mom went to bed. we would look up at the stars and he would talk to me about music. Yanni Live at the Acropolis, Greece. his first show time ever on HBO... also first live CD... and the one that got me into music." i shook my head sniffling and sat up at put my paws over my eyes. "when i went to preschool.. he would always pick me up in his big sorta 70's van and let me stand up in the front so i could see over the dash board.. once we got home. he would cook up some food.. than mom would walk in the door just as we sat down to eat. and we ate... we ate as a fmaily." at this point i was crying so hard i couldn't see or talk. i just laid against hayden as he stroked my arm. "and one a month i would go over to my grandparents house to spend the weekend. my grandpa was in the military. a tough workin dog... my grandma was as fun loving as a kitten.. she would always play around with me dispite her knee that just had surgery done. and their to cats... Pouncer... and Scamper. i would always tease pouncer.. scamper would always chase balls with me.. till she got older and started hiding in the basement" i chuckled lightly. "bout pouncer.. gah, let that cat out one door, he would be at the front window begging to be brought in. my grandma also loved yanni so i would always try to do music things that involed yanni. play the piano, badly i might add, but she didnt care. she would sit their and close her eyes and listin to a 5 year old pup just bang away and her old grand panio. then she would say that song ways great! and she would llay back in her big chair and say play me another mistro, and i would. her faveorit song that i ever played was one called Thunder And Lighting.... it was always diffrent but she loved it! than i would have to go home. and back to school the next day. but i will always remember her loving happy smile. her warm hugs and how she alwa....

i woke up next to hayden in a hotel, his arms spred around and one under my head the other hanging of his side of the bed. the sheets were down to his waist reviling his topless chest. i chuckled and got up and walked over to the window. i couldnt help myself this time... 12/21/12 ... "APOCOLYPSE!" with that hayden jumped up and yelled loudly!

"AH! BITCH DONT DO THAT!" he said breating heavly and fell back to the bed.

"sorry hon, only get to do it once in a life time!" i chuckled and walked over to him and rubbed his chest. "besids its 12/22/12 so we passed that day.' i smirked "feel sorry for the people who went underground." hayden and i started laughing then laid together under the sheets. fresh new snow was falling down out side, the room was extreamly warm.. we both loved it!

"so... you ready to go back to college?" he asked me gently and kissed my cheek.

"yeah! i miss our friends... wonder what they did while we were gone."

"prob went something along the lines of LETS HAVE A 4 SOME!" hayden barked out loudly making me crack up and he just smirked.

"yeah most likely!" i said catching my breath. "anyways lets back up." with that hayden nodded and we ziped up our suitcasses. even though we were going to be gone for a week we just packed cloths for everyother day. why they were even open in the first place i dont know. but we shurged it off and went to the car. after it raored to life we started home.