am i alone?
this is my first story it true believe me or not my life is full with weird things
i been down here for a long time i never get to see the out doors i only get to stay down here in the basement and read books if i need a new one i just knock on the door three times and wait for a answer. Hmm i might be lucky to have a brother and a sister that care for me but something inside me just keep saying * why not run away or kill yourself it will make life easier if you did it * but i can't do that it to scary so i wait for someone to tell me to come up until than i will sleep. I woke up hearing mom and dad yelling at each other again saying * why don't we just leave john on the street he wasn't suppose to be in this family in the first place * than i heard travis voice * why the hell did you have sex with her without a condom than in the first place besides if you don't want him than let me have him * after hearing that my heart felt heavily like someone stomp on it and i couldn't breath my breath felt heavily i think i fainted. I looked around i saw a swing someone was on it and a other person was pushing him they looked at me and smiled i looked at them confuesed * where am i?? * i asked they ran to me but i couldn't see there body it was like light was walking to me i saw one of them lips move *...s...e....c...r...e...t * it said * what?? * i said * i don't understand what secret? * i asked they both laughed * we can't tell you because your not ready for the truth * the other light said with a smile. Something was shacking me * look like time up see ya oh yeah remember these words you know, you hear, heehee ^^ * it said * what that suppose to mean?? * i asked but they left. I woke up see a wolf in my face * john what happen you ok?? * asked travis * y-y-yeah i'm fine* i said travis got up and walked back upstairs * ok bye john * he said and the door closed i sighed and sat on the bed * am i alone?? * after saying that i was crying myself to sleep saying the same word over and over again.